Chapter 385: The most terrifying thing is not loneliness
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I opened the door with a heavy heart, but I could no longer see the girl in cool clothes, walking towards me with a smile, and I couldn't hear the three words "Xiao Zhengtai" that were particularly kind. Read the full text of the latest chapters on Pinshu.com
And I habitually opened my arms. However, what I hold is only a shadow of the void, only air......
Tears collapsed in an instant, I gritted my teeth, it turned out that my heart could hurt so much, I seemed to hear the sound of my heart breaking to the ground, Xin Xin She must be more painful than me, right?
I didn't go into Xin Xin's room. Instead, I went straight back to my room, I didn't dare to go out again, because I was too familiar with this house, to be precise, I was too familiar with this room, every corner where Xin Xin had appeared, and I didn't dare to go out again, because no matter which corner, I seemed to be able to see Xin Xin's existence.
I seemed to have become a mentally ill patient, and I was terminally ill, I took out my phone, hoping for a miracle, but after calling, I reads;. Or the sentence that has been repeated for more than ten days, "The user you dialed has been turned off"......
I was lying on the bed, hiding in the quilt, still imagining, with Xin Xin's figure beside me, I was constantly self-hypnotizing, self-hypnosis, pillow. Finally, the woman who haunted me appeared, and she smiled indifferently, and two shallow dimples appeared on her face.
I exclaimed excitedly: "Xin Xin! You're back! I reached out to grab it, but I couldn't touch the face of the person in front of me, and I cried again.
It wasn't until this moment that I finally understood the meaning of that sentence: the most terrible thing about people is not loneliness, but the fear of loneliness......
And the reason why I don't feel lonely is because Xin Xin has always been by my side, and now, except for the air that seems to be gradually withdrawn, there is nothing left, really nothing. []
I don't know how long I cried, but I was tired of crying, and my eyelids were heavy from crying. I couldn't open it, so I went to sleep.
I don't know what time I slept this night, and my door was opened, because I was extremely vigilant, so the sound of opening the door was enough to wake me up.
I wiped my eyes, blurred by tears, and in front of me was a beautiful woman, uh...... Of course, except for the chest and ass, this is not Mr. Liu. Who else could it be?
When I was hospitalized a few days ago, Mr. Liu called me when I didn't go home for several days, asking me where I went, if I couldn't find Xin Xin, and when I would go back.
Although Teacher Liu usually seems to be very annoying to me, but at least after the situation between me and Xin Xin, she still chose to "betray" Xin Xin, although in the end it was a disservice, and I was beaten like this, but these are all designed by someone a long time ago, I don't blame Teacher Liu, on the contrary, in that case, if Teacher Liu doesn't tell me, I will really blame her.
When Mr. Liu saw that I still had unhealed wounds on my face, he asked, "What's wrong with your face?" Sister Xin Xin scratched? ”
I sighed and said, "If I can really be scratched by your sister Xin Xin, it would be fine, then at least it means that I have seen her, but I haven't even seen her shadow, how can I be scratched by her?" ”
Teacher Liu looked at me: "You rushed out like a mad dog that day, didn't you get to the airport before Sister Xin Xin got on the plane?" ”
I sat up and motioned for Mr. Liu to sit down, Mr. Liu sat on the edge of the bed, and I asked, "Mr. Liu, can you recall carefully, what did Xin Xin tell you the day before she left?" ”
Teacher Liu frowned, recalled for a while, and said: "At that time, Sister Xin Xin was very sad, I looked at it and worried about it, I was scolding you on the side, but how I scolded you, Sister Xin Xin said how good you were, I said to persuade her to break up with you, she said she couldn't, she would rather choose to leave for a while on her own initiative, than tell you to break up reads;." [ Lots of good]"
After I heard this, I was angry, and I said: "Teacher Liu, people are all persuaded to make peace and not fully divided, you are good, all the time Xin Xin broke up with me, and I didn't save you in vain last time!" ”
Teacher Liu said angrily: "I haven't finished yet!" The reason why I keep counting your bad is that I just want Sister Xin Xin to know how much she loves you, although she knows the fact that you are careful, but I want her to know that she still can't do without you, let her give up the idea of leaving, even if she really breaks up with you, as long as she stays in D City, the two of you still have a chance. ”
Damn, this Virgo Teacher Liu also has his own wise side, and he actually reminded Xin Xin in this way, I said stupidly: "Teacher Liu, I'm sorry, the student was stupid just now, you continue, I'll listen." ”
Teacher Liu glanced at me and continued: "I counted you as worthless, what is Sister Xin still saying, even if you are really what kind of person, but whether you are really good to her, she can still feel it, even if you still love other women, and there is more than one, she also loves you, I think Sister Xin Xin has accepted her fate to this extent, and she will not leave, but in the end, Sister Xin Xin still said that she had to leave, that feeling was very painful, I was brought out by Sister Xin Xin, It's as if someone forced her to leave you. ”
Someone forced her? Of course, someone forced her, that is, her own father Xinhai, and I'm thinking now, if Xinhai hadn't forced her to leave, would Xin Xin have acquiesced in the relationship between me and other women? Forget it, don't think about it, I don't have the right to blame Xinhai, Xinhai, as a father, doesn't want his daughter to associate with people like me, it's normal.
Don't talk about him, even if it's me, if my future daughter falls in love with a man like me, I will definitely find a way to stop it.
I asked Ms. Liu again, "And then she told you what time her plane took off?" ”
"Well, she told me that she was on the plane at that time, but it was also quite strange, I remember that Sister Xin Xin said that she was particularly sick with airsickness, and she hadn't been on a plane for a long time, but at that time, Sister Xin Xin was crying, and I didn't ask in detail, I just remembered the time when her plane took off, and asked her which city she went to, and she didn't say anything. I really didn't want to tell you about this stinky man at the time, so you got Sister Xin Xin back and then bullied her. Teacher Liu said indignantly.
I asked, "Later, when I thought I saved you once, do you want to repay you again?" ”
Teacher Liu sneered, and then said: "Hehe, you just think so, anyway, I was on the way to work, after some mental struggle, I still plan to come back to see your performance, for the sake of you crying so sadly for Sister Xin Xin, I relented and told you, but you are good, ran in vain, and didn't chase Sister Xin Xin back, I knew that I shouldn't have told you, why did I give you hope?" ”
"Teacher Liu, I'm afraid you don't know yet, in fact, you were deceived, and after you were deceived, you misled me with the wrong information, so I didn't find Xin Xin before she left."
As soon as Teacher Liu's temper came up, she couldn't stop it, she said: "Shi Xiaoren, you can't catch up with Sister Xin Xin yourself, you still blame me!?" ”
I smiled and told Mr. Liu everything that happened to me at the airport that day, including my hospitalization these days, and Mr. Liu's expression changed from disdain to surprise, from surprise to smacking his tongue, all the way to spitting his saliva.
Of course, she didn't suspect that I had put down the four security checks alone, because she still remembered the strength I showed for her that day, but the strength I showed against those few killers that day was only the tip of my iceberg, and these Mr. Liu could also guess from my calm look.
Shocked, Mr. Liu finally relieved himself and said slowly: "Are you sure that from the beginning, Sister Xin Xin said the time when she boarded the plane because of me?" Wasn't it that you were too nervous and got on the wrong plane in a hurry? ”
"Of course it can't be that I'm mistaken, I watched the flight number rush towards the plane, how could I be so clumsy as I am?" Retired from service.
Teacher Liu sighed: "I didn't expect that Sister Xin Xin would still take the train in the end, but Sister Xin Xin is not like a person with so many hearts?" ”
"Of course your sister Xin Xin is not, but her father is."
Hearing me say this, Mr. Liu's face was embarrassed and he didn't say a word.
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