Qin Mengshi had a cold face all the way, Huo Tianyu probably knew that he was a little excessive, and he kept looking for something to say, trying to break the deadlock, but Qin Mengshi kept staring out the window, silent.

When she got home, Qin Mengshi went upstairs directly to lock the door and spread herself out on the bed in a big shape. I was already a little drowsy, but I was very uncomfortable. After a long day of ideological struggle, Qin Mengshi still decided to take a bath and feel more comfortable.

Huo Tianyu knocked on the door for a long time, but no one answered, it was estimated that Qin Mengshi was losing her temper, so Huo Tianyu didn't urge. In fact, he had the key in his hand, but he was afraid that opening the door and entering by himself would make the two of them even more tense.

After taking a comfortable bath, Qin Mengshi sat on the bed and wiped her hair thoughtfully, and suddenly thought of something, she paused, put the towel on her head, and reached out to hold the teddy bear doll at the head of the bed into her arms.

"Today, I met Qin Mengyi. Originally, I sympathized with her, and felt that we were a bit of a sympathetic person, because we were just pawns of that man. In his heart, I am not important at all, and I can give it up at any time in exchange for greater benefits, but presumably Qin Mengyi is not much better than me. When I think about it, I don't hate her that much. However, I can no longer face her calmly, I hate her, and I hate her mother even more. ”

As she spoke, Qin Mengshi turned the teddy bear over, her back was facing up, she gently opened the zipper, and reached into the cotton to grope for it, and after a while, there was a slightly yellowed notebook on her hand.

Qin Mengshi carefully held it in her hand, as if it was a priceless treasure. Gently opened it, two tears fell on it without warning, Qin Mengshi looked at the words on the paper that were fainted by tears, and didn't dare to blink in a panic, so she quickly took the book away and wiped it gently with her sleeve, for fear that the word that was already a little blurry would disappear.

It's Mommy's stuff, how can she get dirty!

But no matter how hard Qin Mengshi tried, the word still faded little by little and disappeared.

Holding the diary hard, Qin Mengshi buried her head in the teddy bear and cried.

Mom, how can I help you get justice? Why are you lying to me? In order for me to live happily without hatred? But I wasn't happy at all......

You said that after you got separated accidentally, Dad thought you were dead and married someone else! You say Daddy is a good husband! You said he'd be a good dad too!

But he wasn't, he wasn't.

I thought he just didn't like me! I thought it was because I was fourteen that I came back to him, so he always forgot that I was also his daughter. It was for my mother's sake that I was not kicked out......

He can not like me, he can treat me badly, but I just don't have that father. But Mom, he's not a good husband, so why don't you tell me? If you had told me he was a sideways bastard, hypocrite, I wouldn't have been arguing with you for a daddy! If I had known earlier, even if I had gone to the streets, even if I had starved to death, I would not have gone to that house to pray for the father's love that did not exist.

Mom, don't worry, he owes you, I will make him pay, I want everyone to know what a dirty heart Qin Zhong's human skin hides!

When he walks up to you with another woman and hurts you with the dirtiest heart in the world in the name of true love, it is all doomed.

Slowly straightening up and wiping away her tears, Qin Mengshi rubbed the cover of the diary with gentle movements.

Mom, you once said that girls should not cry, because women are made of water, and if they shed too many tears, their hearts will become hard, and they will no longer be enthusiastic.

But, Mom, I'm so uncomfortable, I'm only crying in front of you, okay?

Sometimes, tears rain down just because there is no other way to vent.

Since the day before yesterday, when Qin Mengshi exchanged cotton for a teddy bear and inadvertently turned out this diary, Qin Mengshi has been in a state of polarization. Out of this bedroom, she seemed to have forgotten the notebook, and smiled happily as before. But only at this time is she the real her, dare to cry, dare to hurt, dare to hate.

Looking at the information recorded by Ruan Meng in the notebook, from knowing Qin Zhong to Qin Zhong and bringing He Xiuli to the door, and then to investigating Qin Zhong later.

Qin Mengshi never thought that she would understand all her mother's past, all her love and hatred in this way.

In fact, even if Qin Zhong didn't bring He Xiuli to the door, if her mother had known about those things earlier, she would have chosen to separate from Qin Zhong!

But even if Qin Zhong is a villain, it can't cover up He Xiuli's mistakes, it can only show that they are a raccoon dog. Those who have hurt their mother, she will not let go of any of them!

Qin Mengshi hugged the diary tightly in her arms, as if there was still her mother's temperature on it. She didn't dare to open it again, she was afraid that she would not be able to control it, and she would go to Qin Zhong now.

Even if she has a reputation for being unfilial, she will not let Qin Zhong feel better. Because what he owes his mother will never be finished.

Xu was tired of crying, Qin Mengshi slowly opened her eyes, but unexpectedly saw a person standing in front of her. Qin Mengshi's first reaction was to hide the notebook behind her, and after seeing that it was Huo Tianyu, Qin Mengshi not only did not breathe a sigh of relief, but became more nervous.

"You, how did you get in?"

Seeing Qin Mengshi looking at himself with tears on her face and her eyes full of vigilance, Huo Tianyu didn't know what he was thinking, and didn't answer Qin Mengshi's question, but locked his gaze behind Qin Mengshi.

Obviously, Qin Mengshi also noticed it, and she said coldly: "You go out!" ”

However, Qin Mengshi may have forgotten her current embarrassed appearance, a beautiful woman who is only wearing pajamas and has tears on her cheeks, no matter how aggressive she is, she will not give much deterrence after all.

Of course, Huo Tianyu didn't go out, not only did he not go out, but he also directly stretched out his arm to grab something in Qin Mengshi's hand. Qin Mengshi sat on the edge of the bed, unable to retreat, so she could only jump on the bed and stare at Huo Tianyu vigilantly, "What do you want to do?" ”

Huo Tianyu stood beside the bed, his expression changed slightly a few times, but in the end he smiled, but the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes.

"Qin Mengshi, you are like this, it will make me think that what you are holding is your ex-boyfriend's urn or suicide note."

Qin Mengshi stared at Huo Tianyu and said angrily, "What nonsense are you talking about?" ”

Huo Tianyu looked Qin Mengshi up and down, and said with a smile: "If you saw the empty look on your face just now, you wouldn't ask me that." ”

"You don't have to lie to me, I won't tell you." Qin Mengshi turned her face away, she didn't have to look at her to know what kind of expression she had when she saw Huo Tianyu.

Huo Tianyu didn't mind Qin Mengshi's non-cooperation, his hands were casually inserted in his trouser pockets, and he raised his eyebrows with interest, "What, it's not an ex-boyfriend?" Could it be her current boyfriend? Let me see if it's Yang Xiayi's ashes. ”

Qin Mengshi laughed angrily at his shameless appearance, "Even if it's true, can you still see it?" It seems that your relationship with him is not ordinary! Do you recognize all the ashes? ”

As if he didn't hear Qin Mengshi's ridicule, Huo Tianyu nodded seriously, "He expressed that to me, but I refused, I am a married man, how can I agree to mess with him, besides, I only like fragrant women." As he spoke, Huo Tianyu also snorted in the direction of Qin Mengshi, intentionally or unintentionally.

Qin Mengshi said helplessly: "In order to discredit him, you really don't hesitate to blacken yourself." ”

Huo Tianyu also snorted helplessly, "My wife is going to run away with someone, how can I still be in the mood to care if it's black or not." ”

"You don't talk nonsense. Yang Xiayi and I are innocent and have nothing to do with it. ”

Looking at Qin Mengshi's serious appearance, Huo Tianyu knew that if he was teasing again, he would no longer bother with Yang Xiayi, Huo Tianyu also asked seriously, "Whose ashes are they?" Can make you cry so sadly. ”

"Where did the ashes come from, you don't scare people here. It's late at night, go to sleep. Qin Mengshi regained her initial vigilant eyes and urged.

"This is my room, and I sleep here with my wife." As he spoke, Huo Tianyu reached out and lifted the quilt, and his slender legs stepped onto the bed in one step.

Just when Qin Mengshi thought he was going to lie down, Huo Tianyu suddenly reached out to scratch Qin Mengshi's armpit, Qin Mengshi was defenseless, as soon as his hand was loosened, the notebook fell on the bed, Huo Tianyu quickly picked it up and turned it over directly.

At a glance, he recognized whose words it was.

The man once sat at the desk with him in his arms and taught him to practice calligraphy stroke by stroke. He is now a good hand, and that woman is indispensable.

Huo Tianyu held it tightly, Qin Mengshi didn't dare to grab it, for fear of tearing the notebook, after many years, this paper was very fragile. Qin Mengshi could only stare anxiously, "Huo Tianyu, you give it back to me!" ”

"Well, let me see." Huo Tianyu directly opened his other hand and encircled Qin Mengshi in his arms and trapped him firmly. Qin Mengshi couldn't avoid it, her eyes had to fall on the notebook, and together with Huo Tianyu, she read the content she had already memorized by heart.

When Huo Tianyu closed the notebook, Qin Mengshi's eyes were once again attacked by tears, and he couldn't stop it. The room was silent, and only the breathing of two people could be heard, one heavy and the other light.

Huo Tianyu gently put the notebook into Qin Mengshi's palm, and only Qin Mengshi's white neck could be seen from the side. Huo Tianyu put his hands around Qin Mengshi's waist and turned her around in half a circle, forcing her to look at him.

What caught her eye was Qin Mengshi's lowered eyes, and the woman's silent tears were undoubtedly the most worrying for men.

Huo Tianyu leaned forward, kissed away her tears little by little in Qin Mengshi's dumbfounded eyes, and finally licked them lightly at the corners of her eyes, "Don't cry, I'll be distressed." ”