Today is a day of parting, after Chen Qingyi and Lin Xi, Mo Han will also leave, which is somewhat sad, but life has its own certainty, and you don't have to care too much about gathering and dispersing.

When I got home, I took a hot shower and wanted to rest, but I couldn't help but call my dad.

The call was quickly connected, and I asked, "Dad, is Pippi asleep?" ”

"Just went to sleep."

"There's nothing wrong with him, is there?" I asked, a little worried.

"My grandson is very well-behaved, don't worry...... That, when are you going to tell him about your divorce from Qingyi? Dad hesitated and asked.

"Tomorrow, tomorrow I'm going to Jinan and take him to meet Zuo Lan."

"It's okay, this kid is more sensible than ordinary children, you talk to him well, I think he can understand."

"Hmmm......"

"I discussed with your mother, and I'm going to take Pippi to live in a small town, you're single now, and you're busy with work, so you definitely don't have much energy to take care of him, and I have a lot of time with your mother!"

"You guys are the same in Nantong."

"Alas! ...... How can you say that Qingyi is also gone, stay here for fear that he will miss Qingyi, that ...... Your grandfather's days are short, let Pippi accompany him more, and your mother and I will also fulfill our responsibilities as children, go back to take care of your grandfather, and send him on his last journey...... Pippi, this child and your little aunt, and your little aunt to take care of it, it is much better than staying in Nantong! Dad explained.

I felt very uncomfortable, I gave Pippi this upheaval life, but for now it seems that it is the best choice for him to go back to the town with his father and mother.

"You, don't be single, there is a suitable girl around you to tie the knot early, and then you can take Pippi back to Nantong."

"Hmm." I answered, but I didn't promise anything, and getting married again was too far away for me.

......

Early the next morning, I went to pick up Pippi, then rushed to Shanghai, boarded a plane to Jinan, and arrived in Jinan at noon.

After getting off the plane, it was still Zhang Chuang who went to the airport to pick us up, on the way I closed my eyes and seemed to be refreshed but to hide my loss, and Pippi has been silent since he got on the plane, he knows something in his heart.

"Dad, are you taking me to see Mom?"

"Hmm." I answered, but there was a wave of bitterness and worry in my heart, this was the first time I had taken Pippi to see Zuo Lan since she died.

"Mom is dead, isn't she?" Pipsqueak asked.

"She just went to another world, and we'll go there in the future." I put it this way.

"Oh."

Pipsqueak replied, and I knew that the reason why he was so calm was just because I was afraid that I would be upset, and that he was indeed much more mature than the average child, especially this year.

......

In front of Zuo Lan's tombstone, I stood holding Pippi's hand, I handed the flowers in my hand to Pippi and said, "Pippi, go and send flowers to your mother and your father." ”

Pippi took the flowers from my hand, placed one in front of Qi Dong's tombstone, and then placed the other in front of Zuo Lan's tombstone, bowing his head but silent.

"Pippi, aren't you going to talk to your mom?"

"No, she doesn't hurt Pippi, she sneaked away by herself!"

I was inexplicably sad, and said for a long time: "Mom is very fond of Pippi, but there are a lot of little monsters in that world, Mom is a superwoman, she must save that world, that world needs her more, understand?" ”

"Is Mom really a superwoman?"

"It's a must, it's still a beautiful superwoman!"

"Well, that world needs mom more, she must have beaten all the little monsters away, and Pippi won't be afraid of the little monsters in the future!"

"Well, so mom loves you."

After a moment of silence, I said to Pippi, "You go over there and sit with Uncle Zhang Chuang for a while, and Dad and Mom chat." ”

"You have to hurry, I'm going to talk to my mom too."

I touched Pippi's head and said, "Well, dad will call you later." ”

.......

He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and said after a long silence: "I'm divorced...... It's very helpless and realistic!! I was a failure in this marriage, and the most sorry thing was Pippi, I gave him a family fantasy and helped him find a woman who could replace you, but in the end I ruined it all with my own hands....... I'm very confused now, even more confused than I was when I had nothing in college, I don't know why I'm alive, a lot of times I feel like I'm a soulless shell, it's not a good feeling at all, but I don't know how to change it......"

I smiled and said, "Every time I come to complain to you so much, you must not be nagged by me, now I don't know who I can talk to, some people, who seem to be very close to themselves, but when you want to get close to her, they become unreachable, such as you....... Now I am undoubtedly an unqualified father, and I think you must regret that you left me a chance to survive at that time....... You're really stupid! Actually, it's me who damn it, and I really deserve to die! ........ I'm in pain right now, I'm desperately trying to give Pippi the best of everything, but in the end, I hurt him even more, how can I atone for my sins, you tell me, you must tell me!! ”

I just stared at Zuo Lan's last photo, expecting that she would give me an answer, no matter how stupid and naïve this expectation looked, after all, I had to solve all this on my own, and no one could help me.

.......

After standing alone for a while, I gave up my place and called Pippi, who must have a lot to say to Zuo Lan.

I stood not far away and watched, in fact, I was curious about what Pipsqueak would say to Zuo Lan, I wanted to know his truest thoughts, but this kid had learned our adult "disguise" very early.

Pippi stood in front of Zuo Lan's tombstone and was silent for a long time and said, "Mom, Dad said you are a superwoman, I believe it, I think it's cool, so that I won't miss you too much, because I know that you don't want Pippi anymore, you're just busy fighting little monsters....... Dad, is a good father, because I know that he married Chen's mother for me, but I know that he doesn't love Chen's mother, because the aunts and uncles around him say so, they are too careless, and they will always be heard by me....... I really like Mother Chen, so last time I asked my father and Mother Chen to help me have a little sister so that they will be together forever...... Chen's mother loves her father very much, but she doesn't want to have a baby with her father, so I think your adult world is too complicated...... Now that my father and Chen's mother are divorced, they don't dare to tell me the truth, in fact, I knew about it last time they took me to Sanya to play, but I always pretended not to know, because I don't think it will be true....... Mom, you don't like to hear me say this, let's talk about fighting little monsters, you have to remember not to fight small monsters on rainy days, because without the sun your energy will not be enough...... Also, after fighting the little monsters, remember to learn Ultraman nodded, so that you can see if there is any equipment on the ground, there is good equipment, next time you fight the little monsters, it will be much safer, you are safe, and Pipsqueak will go to another world to see you in the future......."

Pippi's words made my eyes moist, it turned out that he had been using his patience to reduce my pain, and it was my luck to have such a son!