When Gu Junyan heard that, she was slightly stunned, and her hand suddenly stiffened.

It turns out that this afternoon's abnormalities and abnormalities are all due to......

"Ah Yan, have some words...... Actually, this afternoon on the balcony, I thought that on that day in Yongning Lane, you took out those paper cranes from the mahogany box in my room and told me......"

Nian An and Gu Junyan are both strong people, and many things, whether Nian An or Gu Junyan, may not have been able to explain more before.

But Nian'an suddenly remembered that night when he held his mahogany box and took out the yellowed and old paper crane from it.

He looked at her with such sincerity in his eyes.

He talked to her about his childhood memories and talked about the causes and consequences of him and Yang Yuwei.

And Nian'an really didn't expect that there would be an entanglement between Yang Yuwei and Gu Junyan because of the paper cranes she folded for him when she was a child.

When I think of this, I can't help but sigh. I only felt that in the dark, maybe from then on, she and Gu Junyan were ......

Nian An knew that with Gu Junyan's temperament, if it weren't for her to let go of the thorn in her heart to Yang Yuwei, she would never tell her about the past so carefully for so long.

Maybe grandpa is right, she and Gu Junyan said that they both have strong personalities, but they are ......

They can both control each other.

If Gu Junyan's attitude towards her was softer, Nian An's heart would naturally soften, in the final analysis, he figured out that she was a person who ate soft and did not eat hard.

Since he can open his mouth to explain to him that the wrong love between him and Yang Yuwei in the past was caused by her, then there are some words, Nian An thought about it for an afternoon, and felt that it was necessary to explain it to him.

"Ah Yan, that day you explained that you and Yang Yuwei before were all because you misrecognized the friendship when you were a child, I know that you are afraid that I will mind in my heart. And I admit that if you hadn't spoken to me, I might have had a hard time with you by now......"

"What's so hard?" Gu Junyan, who had been staring at her silently, couldn't help but speak.

"If it weren't for the words you said that night, which made me completely relieved of the disturbances between you and her for so many years, then I am afraid it would be difficult for me to completely and sincerely deliver to you."

Nian An looked at him and smiled frankly.

Bumped into him and brought Yang Yuwei into the room that day, she completely realized that her heart for him was different, and she completely understood that her heart had already been ...... in this marriage like a frog boiled in warm water over the years A little bit eroded by him.

It's just that although I woke up at that time, even if I knew that I was tempted and fell in love with him, I was always unwilling and annoyed in my heart. I hate myself for not being free and easy enough, and I am sad for a man who doesn't have himself in his heart or is half-hearted.

That's why she was so sad during those days, and she just wanted to find a place to hide silently. It's just because it's herself who is more annoyed.

"Ah Yan, I think it's because you know this that you deliberately said that to me, right?" Nian An looked at him and smiled.

Gu Junyan is such a smart person, as long as he finds the node and key to the problem, then he will definitely not ...... Do nothing.

"So, what are you going to tell me now? An An, it's not that I can't see it, you ...... in your heart Still can't let him go. Gu Junyan listened to her words, lowered her head and the corners of her mouth hooked up with mockery.

He is still different from Nian An to herself.

The relationship between him and Yang Yuwei seems to be vigorous in front of outsiders, he risked being reprimanded by his grandfather and father, and insisted on marrying that woman, in the eyes of many people, he and Yang Yuwei must have been really in love, but only Gu Junyan knew that it was just young and vigorous and pitiful for a while, and it was more because of the friendship that he had paid for when he was a child.

But Nian'an is different from Ji Beichuan, he and Nian'an are really in love.

That feeling is not at all comparable to the old relationship between him and Yang Yuwei. If he really felt moved and lost his heart by that woman, then only Nian'an, but the person who made Nian'an truly unforgettable ...... He's not alone.

Even if Nian An does have him in her heart now, it doesn't mean that she doesn't have Ji Beichuan in her heart at all.

He had tried to avoid thinking about these things, and when he thought about it, Gu Junyan couldn't help but feel upset.

Even if he knew this, he couldn't blame him, after all, Nian An and Ji Beichuan were ...... before marrying him

But Gu Junyan has been domineering since he was a child, and he is not a generous person. Since Nian'an now has him in his heart, he naturally hopes to ......

Her heart is full of him, and there is no one else.

"I can't let go of Achuan, but...... My feelings for Ah Chuan are long different from before. Seeing him like this, Nian An felt a little uncomfortable.

She knew that she couldn't mention Ah Chuan to him easily, but if she didn't make it clear now, he was afraid that there would always be a knot in his heart, and the more it was entangled, the tighter it became, and then it might only become a dead knot, and it would never be untied again.

"Ah Yan, there are some words that you may not believe, but ...... Do you still remember when you told me why you suddenly left City C directly after going out on the first day of the Lunar New Year to find Yang Yuwei abroad? ”

"You said it was because you heard me talking to Ah Chuan on the phone, but in fact...... In fact, I had already made a choice at that time, and on the phone with Ah Chuan at that time, I had already thought about waiting to return to the capital to meet him and make it clear to Ah Chuan, but at that time, I may not have fully seen my heart, but I just felt that the three of us could not continue like this, otherwise it would be unfair to everyone, but in fact, thinking about it, Ah Chuan had already seen it clearly at that time, and she knew my heart......

"And those who don't see each other's hearts clearly, I'm afraid it's just me and you."

Ah Chuan can actually see her more clearly than anyone else, he knows her too well, but because of this, Nian An feels even more sorry for Ji Beichuan.

Ah Chuan is a lonely and withdrawn person, he will not easily communicate with people, and he will not be ...... Change it again.

Because of this, Nian An also swayed and wavered, but she didn't expect to suddenly have a child.

After having a child, she had to continue to choose to maintain her marriage with Ah Yan, at that time she would choose Gu Junyan, Nian'an herself thought it was more because of having a child, but it wasn't until ......

It wasn't until Gu Junyan's deliberate actions that she understood that it was not just because of the child, but more ......

Her heart had already been unconsciously biased towards him.

"An An, you mean you will ...... at that time" Gu Junyan was a little unrelievable when she heard Nian An's words, and looked at her with some disbelief.

Nian An also came back to his senses, looked at it and nodded, "When Ah Chuan called me at that time, I asked him to meet when he returned to Beijing, in fact, Ah Chuan also understood that I was going to ...... with him It's just that at that time, I thought that I would make that choice because of my children, but now I know that it was not like that at all. ”

"To Agawa...... I have never been with him, and the relationship was as hot as the scorching summer sun at the beginning, scorching as hot, but because the love was too hot at the beginning, it became as cold as a bone when something happened. Because of love, I hated Ah Chuan for many years, as if this is the only way I can continue to live, but when I am immersed in my own world full of hatred, I am ...... with you"

"Ah Yan, when I first married you, I thought I wouldn't be tempted by you, but I didn't want to...... In the end, before you know it, a heart ...... Eaten away by your erosion. ”

The slowness of that process was so silent in the silent years that people were unaware, and when they realized it and understood it thoroughly, it was already the time when a heart was gouged out.

"Ah Yan, do you know, if you hadn't explained to me that you and Yang Yuwei would have always been, maybe I wouldn't have forgotten it to this day...... I can't forget how sad and heartbroken I was when I bumped into Yang Yuwei at home that day. It's like a heart being taken and kneaded and trampled on. Compared with Ji Beichuan's discarding at the beginning, it is even more sad...... It was as if it was going to suffocate. ”

"An An, I'm sorry An An......" Hearing Nian An say this, Gu Junyan's heart suddenly became a little sluggish.

"Even if Ah Chuan left me back then and made me hate me for a long time, I actually always understood in my heart that his heart was mine, I just hated him, hated why he didn't believe that I could follow him without fear of anything, but to you, Ah Yan...... I've never been completely sure what your feelings for me are...... Is it because the desire to conquer in my heart is still real...... I always thought in my heart that Yang Yuwei might be ......"

"An An, don't say it, it's all over." Gu Junyan saw that some tears were overflowing from the corners of her eyes, and reached out to wipe her tears.

Regarding her relationship with Gu Junyan, Nian An was not confident from the beginning, she was confident and proud, but she was ...... in front of him

That's why she will always refuse to admit it and face her heart.

"I don't blame you for a long time, or I wouldn't have come back with you." Nian An wiped her tears and pouted at him.

Gu Junyan breathed a sigh of relief in her heart when she heard this, "An An, don't mention the previous things, I'll talk to her...... Forget it, fortunately, my grandfather and father were very majestic back then, otherwise I would have regretted it for the rest of my life. ”

"Maybe when you married her, maybe it would be different? Maybe it's a good marriage. Nian An deliberately quipped.

Gu Junyan saw her pouting appearance, which was very cute, and those emotions in his heart were suddenly soothed, he sighed helplessly and said with a smile: "Do you think it's possible?" With her character, she is really going to marry the Gu family, and I am afraid that she will wag her proud tail to the sky, and maybe the Gu family will be restless by her. ”

With her vanity and worship in the entertainment industry over the years, it is not difficult to imagine that if she really marries the Gu family, I am afraid that she will not only make the Gu family restless, but also may not only bring hatred and trouble to the Gu family outside.

"Okay, don't talk about her." Gu Junyan got up and poured her a glass of warm water.

Nian An took the water, took a sip, and then he said, "Well, don't talk about her, but Achuan...... You're still uncomfortable, aren't you? ”

Nian An looked at him and asked.

"I ......" Gu Junyan was speechless for a while, he didn't know how to say it.

"I know, you're stingy." Nian An looked up and glanced at him helplessly.

Gu Junyan couldn't help but argue with her when he saw her look: "An An, it's not that I'm stingy, but ...... If I had that with Yang Yuwei before, you would see if you would mind. ”

"Who just said not to mention the woman?" Nian An glared at him.

But he admitted that if Gu Junyan and Yang Yuwei really had a relationship before, she might not be so easy to let go, so she didn't completely understand Gu Junyan's helpless and tangled knot.

"Okay, if you want to see him, I'll ...... I don't stop it, but ......"

"But what?" Nian An saw that he was spitting and spitting.

Gu Junyan sat down and hugged her, "Don't let him touch you, what kisses, hugs, resolutely don't allow." ”

“……”

Seeing him in such a serious way, Nian An couldn't help but want to laugh.

"Did you hear that?" Gu Junyan saw that she was silent, and urged, if she didn't agree, he wouldn't agree to let her go to see the man.

"Got it." Nian An smiled helplessly, but, thinking about Gu Junyan's temper, I am afraid that he can only make this concession.

"An An, who are you to him now...... What feelings? When Gu Junyan saw her expression, he seemed to regret it again. You shouldn't have agreed to her so easily.

"Distressed, guilty...... And it's a pity. Nian An didn't hesitate to answer.

In fact, in Beihe Village, she figured out that her feelings for Ah Chuan now are a little different from the past.

It's just that if Gu Junyan really failed her, she would naturally hate Gu Junyan and annoy herself in her heart, and at the same time, she would feel more guilty about Ah Chuan's care and protection on the side, and gradually she might be able to slowly go back to the past with Ah Chuan, but Gu Junyan found her and explained all this to her clearly. Now that she cares for and loves her so wholeheartedly, then she and Ah Chuan naturally have no possibility of returning to the past.

"Sorry for what? Do you have that relationship with him? Gu Junyan was a little unhappy when he heard the word regret.

"I met Achuan and was young and beautiful, but in the end, I ...... Shouldn't we be sorry? Nian An sighed helplessly.

"An An, sometimes I wonder, if you didn't marry me at the beginning, then Ji Beichuan has found you now?"

"Ah Yan, you have to understand, there is no such thing as this in this world, if you want to say this, if I hadn't met Ah Chuan at the beginning, wouldn't it be even more satisfying to your heart."

"Not necessarily, if you hadn't met him and weren't hurt, you wouldn't necessarily marry me."

"Gu Junyan!"

Gu Junyan's head was logical, but Nian'an listened to what he didn't want to say, and he was so angry that he just wanted to hit him with something.

"Okay, okay, I won't say it." Gu Junyan saw that she was angry, and admitted defeat with a smile.

"If there is no if, if there is really an if, there will not be so many regrets in this world."

Nian An said, and reached out to turn off the light. Lying down in frustration.