Li Shi was stunned by my question, and smiled indifferently: "I'm really too lazy to pay attention to you, don't change the topic for me, why do I have to like you, you think you're making a movie." ”

"I didn't say that you like me, isn't it necessary to drive me to a dead end just because of Jiang Laiyue's matter?" I buried my head and said, I didn't know what it was like.

"People come together because of equivalent interests, what value do you think you have available?"

"I have a smart brain."

Li Shi shrugged his shoulders and smiled helplessly, as if the purpose of making me unhappy had been achieved, he turned around and walked a few steps before turning back and saying, "I wish you a good time here tonight, and the mosquitoes will greet you well for me." ”

"You are really the most poisonous woman's heart, do you really discard such a good employee and ignore it?"

"You're playing tricks on me?"

"I just feel sad, I miss the unreasonable but clear distinction between right and wrong, and the Li Shi who sat with me at the roadside stall to eat, and I can't forget the Li Shi who held the doll with me, in this situation, I miss that Li Shi......"

"I'm going to give you pen and paper, are you still planning to publish a book of poems?"

"I'm just taking the opportunity to lament my situation, it's really precarious! There are so many mosquitoes here, and I don't know what kind of virtue I will do tomorrow! ”

"Full of gibberish, if you want to go......"

As soon as I saw that she was moved by what I said, I pretended to be hypocritical again: "After beating and scolding, I will give candy again, and if you want to catch me and give me a set, you will take me back as soon as you finish charging, I have already seen through you as a woman, you are so bad." ”

"I'll only wait for you in the parking space for five minutes, it's up to you whether you come or don't."

I'm a principled person, but I never get along with myself, it takes five minutes to make a decision about where to go, and I don't really intend to confront her, so I caught up with her with my bag before she could walk ten meters away.

……

In the car, Li Shi said lukewarmly: "I affirm that for the time being, I will only let you stay for this night, and there are conditions for this night." ”

I instinctively became alert, turned my head and asked, "Just talk about the conditions for one night, what conditions?" ”

"Cook me dinner, I haven't eaten yet."

"That's it?"

"That's enough for me."

I stared at the sighing Li Shi for a long time, and suddenly I smiled, of course I knew the purpose of Li Shi coming over, and the teasing just now was more like the style of our past meeting, now I think about it calmly, it is really a kind of kind of nostalgia.

……

In the supermarket, I carefully buy ingredients, and I buy what Li Shi likes to eat, which is a kind of compensation, but then again, anyway, I basically love to eat what she likes to eat.

Compared with my looking around looking for ingredients, Li Shi seems to be much quieter, she pushes the shopping cart behind me, passing by, frequently attracting attention to the eyes, aside from her incomprehensible character, she is really beautiful to the bone, that kind of indifferent temperament, especially attractive.

But such a flawless-looking woman, I have learned her power several times.

In the process of shopping, a few young men and women actually recognized her as the performer in the flash mob video, and while sending a goodwill signal, they also put forward the idea of taking a group photo, Li Shi accepted it kindly, and I also took the opportunity to take a few photos, her indifferent and fresh temperament, it is quite suitable to be a screensaver.

……

When I returned to the hostel, it was almost half past eight, and I didn't have time to rest, so I started to process the ingredients, and I was hungry all night.

I sat in the courtyard with a small stool, and it was a night when the lights and stars twinkled together, and I smoked a cigarette and watched the tourists walking around the yard.

Li Shi entered the house as soon as she returned to the hostel, and I didn't know what she was busy with, but I was full of emotion again, and I couldn't help but smile bitterly, tossing and turning, and still returned here.

After the meal was cooked, Li Shi still didn't come out, and I called out to the house, but no one answered.

I was a little puzzled, I went to the front desk to get the access card and opened the door, only to find her lying on her side on the bed, breathing evenly and asleep, these days, she is too tired.

Eating was important, but I couldn't bear to wake her up. Out of boredom, I went back to the hut and took out the guitar I hadn't played for a long time, and began to practice some tunes that I wanted to play but never played.

When I held the guitar, the world became a peaceful night again, and I played the guitar and sang the song "Him and Her" that seemed to be tailor-made for me and Li Shi.

When I reached the emotional part, my voice trembled uncontrollably, and I sang:

"He used to throw himself in a lively place, he thought that this would hide his loneliness; She likes to go to the quietest corners of the city, fearing that her vulnerability will be recognized; He lives in the same building as her, it's a pity that love passes by, when they are lonely, they both look at the same planet, he and she are drifting in the city, it's a pity that the heart has no chance to meet, they are suitable for each other but helplessly missed, drowned in the crowd, he longs for someone to share the night and loss, she is most afraid of facing the dusk and fragility alone, in fact, they are only two or three windows away from each other, different hearts are as lonely......"

Before a song was finished, Li Shi walked out of the room, like the onlookers, she didn't interrupt me from beginning to end, just sat on a small plastic stool, holding her chin and listening quietly, sometimes looking at the moonlight, sometimes looking at me, with her long hair hanging down her shoulders, she looked so unstained.

After singing a song, Li Shi came back to her senses for a while and sighed: "This song is really interesting!" ”

I was afraid that Li Shi would carefully ponder the content of the lyrics, looked at my watch, the time was approaching half past nine, and told everyone that I couldn't delay any longer, put the guitar back in the house, and then cleaned up the table and prepared for dinner.

Facing the table full of favorite dishes, Li Shi didn't seem to be fully awake, squinted and sat at the table, I reminded: "Try your best to toss me for a day or two, you have worked hard enough, eat quickly, and sleep after eating." ”

My words of praise and disparagement made Li Shi's brows furrow slightly, but she didn't bother to take care of me, took a piece of tofu and put it in her mouth, tasted it and nodded and praised: "It's delicious!" ”

"I guess after eating this meal, you are reluctant to let me go." I said with a slight smugness.

"You wrote that song just now?" Li Shi looked at me curiously after asking.

I shook my head and replied while eating, "No, but the lyrics are magically compatible with us, and the original song is Brother Echo." ”

Li Shi ignored my explanation, but asked me: "You weren't nervous when so many people were watching you just now, do you think you play the guitar very well?" ”

"If you ask me that, I must say that I am half-witted and amateur pastime, and I guess if I boast at this time, you will definitely have to criticize me for being brazen again."

Li Shi was amused by me, and said for a while: "I really envy you for having such a good attitude, I can't hold my breath when I encounter something." With that, her expression darkened, and I suddenly realized that she might have touched some kind of emotion.

I took a spoon, filled her with a bowl of tofu soup, and said, "I still hate you now, don't expect me to sympathize with you." ”

Li Shi nodded, took a sip of tofu soup, smiled at me again, got rid of the gloom and depression just now, and said, "Why do you want to hate me for your own mistakes?" ”

Her words made me instantly reproach myself for talking nonsense.

It may be due to the fact that food can satisfy a certain emotion of people, every time she eats, Li Shi is very quiet and gentle, after drinking a bowl of tofu soup, I reached out and took the bowl and filled her with another bowl.

This time, she didn't drink it directly, but gently stirred it with a spoon, raised her head and asked me, "Do you think our overall project planning is a success or a failure?" ”

Without even thinking about it, I replied, "The progress of the project is no problem with itself, and it is really difficult for me to express my ideas for such a new breakthrough." ”

"Why don't you try to live your life differently?"

Her words made me very confused, I said that the "no effort" in her mouth was my intuitive impression, and I also knew very well that my pain came from being unwilling to accept reality, but I was powerless to change what was in my bones.

After a pause, Li Shi said to me again: "People always have to live in reality, of course, there must be nostalgia, but some things have gone beyond the scope, if you continue in the current state, then the reality will immediately give you a resounding slap in the face, if you are still swaying between the two things, it will eventually make the situation particularly embarrassing, I can give you the opportunity to choose, if you want to go, I will definitely not hinder you." ”

Li Shi was silent, but there was a loss in her eyes, which stemmed from the fact that she was suffering from the severe pains of life, and I wavered and turned myself into a bystander.

……

Because of the late meal, Li Shi and I walked on the streets of the crowded scenic spot this night, I smoked, and she took out her sketchbook and drew her favorite characters and scenery in the dim light, so it was leisurely imprinted on our bodies, as if it had never been heavy.

After smoking a cigarette, I finally pushed Li Shi next to me and said, "Don't forget to come out to distract and eat, let's talk for a while, okay?" ”

Li Shi ignored me, still holding a sketchbook and happily drawing street scenes, so I became even more bored and wanted to light another cigarette, but my throat felt dry and uncomfortable.

In boredom, I crouched on the railing by the river and watched the silver flowing water, until a strong wind blew and the shadow of the lamp was broken, which was not counting, and a couple of Qingqing and my little couple next to me magnified my loneliness several times, I couldn't bear it, and finally snatched the sketchbook from her hand while Li Shi was unprepared.

"Give it back to me."

"Make a choice, let me rob money or lust?"

Even if I said something unashamed, Li Shi was very indifferent, but this time she suddenly blushed, and then avoided my gaze and was silent for a long time.

"Is it so hard for you to talk to me about your heart?"

"Yes."

Li Shi's answer didn't discourage me, because I asked her just now, mostly as a joke, and I didn't expect her to listen to my thoughts, but I still smiled and asked her, "Why can't you?" ”

"If I know your hardships too well, I will think about you everywhere, hesitate to do things, affect my normal judgment, and I want to succeed."

Li Shi's words gave me a strange feeling in my heart, but after all, I am a man with excellent psychological quality, so I quickly concealed my panic, smiled and said: "You are not a person who is greedy for power and money, can you tell me why you want to succeed so much this time?" ”

Li Shi didn't think about it, and replied directly with a firm expression, "In order to leave!" ”