Chapter 118: Never Had Any Hope
Jiang Guangguang didn't ask any more, put down the pen, and said to Akai, "Let's go." Zi Woo Ko om"
Akai secretly breathed a sigh of relief and walked out quickly.
Yesterday's incident in the casino, I don't know if Cheng Rongjian punished him. Jiang Guangguang originally wanted to ask, but he knew that he might not be able to say it if he asked, so he didn't ask again. The car drove for a while before asking, "Where is the second master?" ”
Akai didn't hide it anymore, and replied, "On the other side of East Street." ”
Jiang Guangguang nodded, and did not speak again for the rest of the time. Akai also didn't say anything, when he arrived at the parking lot, he parked the car, and walked upstairs with Jiang Guangguang.
The whole floor upstairs was cleared and quiet. There are no lights on, candlelight fills every corner. It's still so far away that you can hear the melodious sound of a violin coming from the restaurant.
Akai took Jiang Guangguang to the end of the corridor, and it was still so far away, Anan walked out quietly, and said expressionlessly: "The second master is eating." ”
He was standing in the middle of the hallway, and that couldn't be more obvious. You don't have to think about it to know that this is arranged by Cheng Rongjian. Akai looked inside. There was a candlelit dinner going on inside, and two figures could be faintly seen. He covered it up without a trace, and said with some embarrassment, "Let's go downstairs and wait." ”
made such a big show, even if he covered Jiang Guangguang, he knew what was going on inside. She didn't know what Cheng Rongjian meant, and she didn't plan to think about it. All the things that should be said have called her over, and sooner or later they will say it. She leaned aside and said, "No." ”
Akai opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but after all, he didn't say anything, and he also stood aside. Anan quietly retreated into the corner.
This candlelight dinner was eaten for a long time, and Jiang Guangguang just stood like that, and his body didn't move. Pay a little attention to see the hollowness in her eyes.
After about an hour, the violinists inside withdrew one after another. Anan came over and said, "Second Master let me in." ”
Akai breathed a sigh of relief at this time, and said to Jiang Guangguang in a low voice: "Yesterday was a matter of the second master, the second master must still be angry, Miss Jiang, you."
Before he finished speaking, Jiang Guangguang said in a low voice I know, and then walked towards the restaurant.
The lights in the dining room have been turned on, and the air is faintly scented with roses. Cheng Rongjian is a simple shirt and trousers, and the opposite side is wearing a bandeau dress, with a beautiful face that is sweet. I still have unopened gifts at hand.
Jiang Guangguang walked over without squinting, and then called the second master respectfully. Her face was very calm, completely devoid of any expression.
Cheng Rongjian drank the red wine and hummed casually. Shaking the wine glass in his hand, he said lightly: "There was something wrong before, but now it's fine." ”
The expression on Jiang Guangguang's face remained unchanged, and he was silent for a while, "Then the second master, I will go out first." ”
Cheng Rongjian hummed lightly, and Jiang Guangguang quietly retreated. When he arrived at the door, Akai was still waiting, and was a little surprised to see her, and asked in a low voice, "Why did you come out so quickly?" ”
He said and looked inside.
The temperature was obviously not low at all, but Jiang Guangguang was so cold that he shivered slightly. The upper and lower teeth bumped together uncontrollably.
She tried her best to control it so that Akai wouldn't find out, and said calmly: "The second master said it's okay now." ”
This means that it seems that she was specially asked to come over to see this scene. Akai was slightly stunned, sighed in his heart, and said, "I'll send you back." ”
A smile appeared on Jiang Guangguang's pale face and said, "No. It's not far, I can go back on my own. ”
She's too calm like this. Akai hesitated for a moment and said, "Miss Jiang, are you okay?" ”
Jiang Guangguang shook his head and said that it was okay. Then he walked straight to the hallway. Akai looked into the restaurant, a little puzzled, I don't know what happened to the second master suddenly.
Jiang Guangguang walked out of the restaurant, stood downstairs for a while, and didn't go back to Cheng Rongjian's side, but walked directly to the small courtyard.
It's quite far from the small courtyard, and she didn't take the car, just walking. She was so cold that she tightened her coat.
She was in a trance and dazed, walked for a long time, and when she arrived at the mouth of the alley, she didn't go home. I walked to the side of the barbecue stall and sat down, asked the boss to grill the skewers, and ordered another drink.
She was silent, there were not many people now, and the boss gossiped with her, but she didn't speak. The boss quickly served the wine and kebabs, and she poured it into the glass and drank it slowly.
Since the last time she was poured wine by Lu Ziqi, her alcohol consumption has not been as good as before. After drinking half a bottle of the second pot head ordered, my head was dizzy. She didn't drink it anymore, paid the money, and stumbled towards the small courtyard.
Although he was dazed, his heart was not relaxed because of this, but even more depressed. She leaned heavily against the wall, gasping for breath. The nausea in her stomach came up suddenly, and she bent down and threw up with a wow.
His head was even more dizzy, and Jiang Guangguang didn't even know how he got home. In a daze, she thought, in fact, this is quite good.
Jiang Guangguang woke up the next day with a terrible stomach ache, she opened her eyes, and after a long time realized that she had collapsed on the sofa, she had slept all night.
She was a little dazed, and the events of last night came to her mind. After a while, she came back to her senses, and there was a smell of wine on her body, so she went to change her clothes and take a shower.
Standing under the steaming hot water, she closed her eyes. When I opened my eyes again, my face was calm. Her eyes fell on Cheng Rongjian's toiletries on the side, and her thoughts paused slightly. When I was done in the shower, I put it all away.
She had intended to send it back right away, but she didn't. Sending it over now inevitably carries a negative meaning. Moreover, these things are not necessarily rare for Cheng Rongjian. Put it away and throw it aside, and if he asks, he'll send it. If you don't ask. After a while, I'll lose it.
probably expected this day in his heart, and Jiang Guangguang turned out to be very calm. Cleaning the yard later, Gou San paced to the door and asked, "I said what happened to you last night?" I don't care if I tell you. ”
Jiang Guangguang didn't even know how he got home, how did he know that he called her. She opened the door and said, "I didn't hear you." ”
Gou San didn't say anything, entered the courtyard and sat down on the side, and asked, "Why do I think you're quite idle during this time?" ”
Before, I was either away from home at night or during the day. It's day and night at home.
His mind is very flexible. Without waiting for Jiang Guangguang to speak, he asked again: "You have nothing to do during this time?" ”
Jiang Guangguang really has nothing to do, Cheng Rongjian's casino, she doesn't plan to go again. It's not like nothing.
Gou San nodded, thought for a moment, and said, "Do you have any work to do here?" ”
Jiang Guangguang's movements paused, looked up at him, and said, "What work?" ”
Gou San didn't say anything, looked her up and down, and said, "Don't tell me you're short of money?" "He's just joking. She even took it seriously. Cheng Rongjian's woman is short of money, is this possible?
"Aren't you short of money?" Jiang Guangguang was very calm.
Gou San was dumbfounded, touched his nose, and said, "Who would have too much money?" "Otherwise, where would he be here?
That's it, Jiang Guangguang didn't say anything. Gou San's words were not easy to take back, and said: "If you are really short of work, I will go and inquire about you, don't say that you don't do it when the time comes." ”
He couldn't understand between Jiang Guangguang and Cheng Rongjian, and he didn't bother to think about it.
Jiang Guangguang nodded. When she mentioned work, she remembered the card that Cheng Rongjian gave her. If you don't return the thing, the card will have to be returned. When you have time to see Akai or Anan, ask them to hand it over. In fact, she hadn't used it once in her hand.
Gou San was very curious, and when he saw Jiang Guangguang like this, he asked again: "Are you having a conflict with the second master again?" ”
Jiang Guangguang paused in sweeping the floor and said, "You can't help but think too highly of me." ”
Gou San nodded thoughtfully and said, "Indeed." You're a weird combination. I haven't figured it out, what does the second master like about you? At this point, he coughed, lowered his voice, and said, "But that's fine, it's always right to stay away." ”
There are pros and cons to everything. Following Cheng Rongjian's side, it is quite beautiful. But under this scenery, the head is dangerous.
He thought of the word scenery and looked at Jiang Guangguang. She has never seen the word scenery on her body, so it is even less cost-effective.
Gou San was about to find some words to comfort him, when Jiang Guangguang's mobile phone rang. She took it out and looked at it, it was Cui Yu who called. This is already a lot of phone calls made by Cui Yu, and she paused in her movements and picked it up.
Cui Yu probably didn't expect her to borrow the phone, and she didn't know what to say for a while. However, Jiang Guangguang was the same as before, and fed.
Cui Yu said: "You didn't take the sweater I said I knitted for you last time, I thought about sending it to you." ”
Although she didn't see Jiang Guangguang that day, she didn't see Lu Ziji, but she knew that something must have happened, otherwise, Jiang Guangguang would not have answered the phone for so long.
Jiang Guangguang was silent for a moment, nodded in response, and said, "Come here, I'll send you the address." ”
She knew that Cui Yu was not to blame for what happened that day, Lu Ziqi went over, and Cui Yu obviously didn't know. If Lu Zizhen wanted to get her whereabouts, it was a breeze. It's just that when she met Cui and Cui was chosen, she probably knew that she had scruples and would not leave immediately.
Cui Yu didn't expect her to respond so quickly, and she answered again and again, and then hung up the phone.
Jiang Guangguang sent her the address, and seeing that Gou San was still on the side, he couldn't help but glance at him and asked, "What's the matter?" ”
Gou San shook his head, as if he wanted to ask something, but in the end he didn't ask anything, said I'll go, and went back to the courtyard.
Cui Yu's movements were very fast, and as soon as Jiang Guangguang cleaned up the house, she called over, saying that she had arrived at the entrance of the alley, and asked Jiang Guangguang where to go.
Jiang Guangguang asked her to wait, saying that he would go over immediately. When she arrived at the entrance of the alley, Cui Yu was looking left and right, carrying some fruit in addition to the bag of sweaters that day. Seeing Jiang Guangguang, she was somewhat uncomfortable. Seeing that she was the same as usual, her heart was a little more stable.
Jiang Guangguang took the things in her hand and walked into the alley alone. Cui Yu looked around for a while, and asked without words, "Have you always lived here?" ”
Jiang Guangguang snorted.
Cui Yu looked at both sides again and said, "It's quite quiet here." "The environment is much better than where she used to live.
Jiang Guangguang nodded. The two talked with each other, and when they arrived at the gate of the courtyard, Jiang Guangguang took out the key to open the door.
Cui Yu looked around, and when she arrived in the house, Jiang Guangguang poured water for her, and she took it with both hands. Her heart was still uneasy, and she hesitated for a moment. Summoning up the courage to ask in a low voice, "Did he embarrass you that day?" ”
Cui Yu was bumpy, and the hand holding the water cup didn't even know where to put it.
When I mentioned that day, the humiliation of that time suddenly came flooding up. Her fists clenched unconsciously, lowered her head and said lightly: "It's okay, you don't have to feel sorry, I have offended him before." ”
This means telling Cui Yu that she doesn't have to feel guilty and has nothing to do with her. What Lu Zizhen did that day, she also couldn't say. She didn't even know. If Cui Yu knew that she liked Lu Zizheng so much, what would she be beaten into.
After a slight pause, Jiang Guangguang looked up at Cui Yu and said, "Cui Yu, he is not your lover." ”
Cui Yu was slightly stunned, then lowered his head and said, "I know." Her voice was bitter, a little trance-like.
Jiang Guangguang originally planned to say something, but when he saw her like this, he didn't say any more. picked up the fruit knife to peel the fruit that Cui Yu brought.
When Cui Yu raised his head again, he looked like he had nothing to do, and he was talking to Jiang Guangguang about common things. After she was raised by Lu Ziqi, she was probably lonely, and she didn't mention when she would go back.
At noon, Jiang Guangguang made dumplings, and she also followed to help. As she was doing, she talked about the trivial things she used to do with her parents.
Her expression was very gentle, as if time had still stood still, and she had never left. Jiang Guangguang listened, his expression was a little complicated.
If he hadn't met her, Cui Yu would probably be far away from Lu Zizhen now. The kind of life she wants, Lu Ziqi can't give her.
When Cui Yu left, it was already twilight, and she was going to have dinner, but she didn't know who called, so she answered the phone and said she was going back.
Jiang Guangguang didn't keep her and asked her to come back next time. Cui Yu responded, so that Jiang Guangguang didn't have to send it, and the figure disappeared into the long alley not long after.
Back in the courtyard, Jiang Guangguang suddenly remembered the card given by Cheng Rongjian. She was a little stunned, but in fact, she and Cui Yu were the same.
Jiang Guangguang thought of this, didn't wait any longer, and went into the house to find the card. Then he locked the door and went to the casino.
The casino was much more lively at night, and as soon as she arrived at the door, she saw Akai ordering something below. After he finished speaking, Jiang Guangguang walked over, handed him the card, and said, "This is the second master's, please give it to him." ”
Akai looked at the card in her hand and was stunned for a moment. He was reluctant to take this hot potato, so he squeezed out a smile and said, "Since this is given to you by the second master." You give it to him yourself. Let me give some of the unpleasant."
After he finished speaking, he immediately remembered that he had come last night. wanted to say something, but found that even he didn't know what the second master was thinking. I had to take the card and say, "Okay, I'll return it to the second master for you." ”
Jiang Guangguang said thank you. Her figure was thin and thin in the dim yellow light. Akai put the card away and said, "Are you going back?" ”
Jiang Guangguang nodded, and Akai said, "Then I'll let someone send you back." ”
He was about to call someone, but Jiang Guangguang said no, turned around and left. Akai looked at her back and touched the card in her pocket. Shaking his head, he went to the casino.
He couldn't figure out what the second master was thinking, he was all good before, but he didn't know how it became like this.
Akai was busy with the casino, and when he returned to Rong Jian's side, it was already twelve o'clock. originally thought that Cheng Rongjian had gone to bed early, but he didn't. He was reading the information with his eyebrows propped.
He stepped forward and respectfully called the second master.
Cheng Rongjian hummed lightly and said, "Auntie made a supper." ”
I had never had this treatment before, Akai was stunned, and then said hello. He remembered the card and didn't leave.
Cheng Rongjian raised his head and glanced at him, saying, "If you have something, just say it." ”
Akai didn't rub it anymore, took out the card given by Jiang Guangguang, put it in front of Cheng Rongjian, and said, "This is what Miss Jiang asked me to hand over to you today." ”
Cheng Rongjian's face was expressionless, his eyes fell on the card, and his eyes were deep. He didn't say a word, Akai stubbornly said that he would go eat first, and walked quickly to the kitchen. Cheng Rongjian was left alone in the living room, watching that the card did not move.
After a long while, he picked up the card, broke it in his hand with an expressionless face, and threw it directly into the trash.
He didn't call anyone, picked up the coat on the side, and walked directly to the garage. By the time Akai found out, his car had already driven out.
Akai's eyes fell on the broken card, originally to order someone to follow, but after thinking about it for a while, it still didn't.
Jiang Guangguang went to bed early when Cheng Rongjian passed, her sleep was very light these days, and she woke up when the door outside opened.
She had just arrived in the living room. Cheng Rongjian opened the door and came in. The momentum on his body was compelling, and there was no expression on his face. Seeing Jiang Guangguang, he sneered, which made people feel worried.
Jiang Guangguang hung his head and asked, "Why did the second master come over?" ”
Cheng Rongjian looked at her coldly and said, "What do you say? ”
Jiang Guangguang didn't speak, Cheng Rongjian approached her step by step, until he forced her against the wall, then stopped, sneered, and said, "You are quite calm." ”
Jiang Guangguang lowered his head, and Cheng Rongjian reached out and pinched her chin, forcing her to look at him. His eyes were deep, as if a storm was about to strike at any moment.
After a slight pause, he gritted his teeth and said word by word: "I really doubt that you have a heart?" ”
He was rarely so emotionally exposed, and his whole body was as cold as if he had come out of an ice cellar. After saying this, without waiting for Jiang Guangguang to say anything, he dropped her chin, slammed the door and left.
Jiang Guangguang's jaw was pinched painfully, and it was red. She didn't move, and it was a long time before she sat down on the floor along the wall. I closed my eyes.
Is Cheng Rongjian annoyed and angry? Because she didn't react at all? One crying, two troubles, three hangings, she really can't do it. Tears are the most useless thing, and she has long since learned not to cry.
Even if the whole river is cried into an ocean, what can it change?
Jiang Guangguang leaned so quietly, and some stinging pain surged from the bottom of his heart. She's in a trance.
This relationship, from the very beginning, already knew the end. Of course she was calm. I didn't have any hope from the beginning, and the ending was no matter how bad it was
Actually, that's pretty good. It's true. She thought in a trance, and Zhou Lai's words came to her mind, and she opened her eyes and looked at the dazzling light.
In fact, it is long overdue. In this way, it is good for everyone.
Jiang Guangguang sat on the ground in a daze, the coldness on the ground pierced into her skin, and she didn't move. It was as if it were a wooden man who had lost consciousness.
I don't know how long I sat down, but the lights in the room suddenly flashed twice, and then it fell into darkness. Then there was a crackling rain on the roof.
Jiang Guangguang just sat dumbfounded. I don't know how long it took, a cold touch came from her face, she raised her hand to wipe it, only to find that she didn't know when her face was already wet.
She sniffled, and it was a few more moments before she got up and walked to the bedroom. She collapsed on the bed with her clothes closed, her brain swollen so badly that she restrained herself from thinking about anything.
There are some things that shouldn't have started. in life. There are always things that you can't even control. I could only watch it deviate from its original trajectory.
Jiang Guangguang's cold was originally unfinished, and he probably sat on the ground for a long time. In the middle of the night, I started a fever in a daze.
She herself was dazed, probably not expecting that she had a fever. She didn't go looking for medicine to eat, her mouth was so dry that she got up and poured water to drink, and then fell heavily on the bed.
I don't know how long I slept, but when I opened my eyes again, I saw Cui Yu standing in front of the bed. Her head was dizzy, and she calmed down before asking, "Why are you here?" ”
Her voice was hoarse, and after saying this, she closed her eyes again when she saw that the light was really uncomfortable.