Chapter 61

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"Wait." Lu Shaoyu stopped her, "Huanhuan, I think, maybe, I'm not that good, but if you need me, you can talk to me directly, and my phone will always be open for you." ”

This is his last promise.

Back then, he didn't fulfill his promise to Shen Ruolin, and this time, he wanted to give what he could to Gu Jinhuan.

Perhaps, only by doing this, will he feel safe in his heart.

Perhaps, only by doing this can he no longer have pain in his heart.

Gu Jinhuan didn't expect Lu Shaoyu to treat her like this, was she wrong?

However, the events of five years ago are still so clear and still deeply imprinted in his mind.

Whose fault is it?

It's also wrong to fall in love with someone, and it's also wrong to hate someone.

"Lu Shaoyu, thank you, I think, I may not have this opportunity, I am very good and happy now, I hope you and Shen Ruomei are also very happy." Gu Jinhuan said these words sincerely.

Because, she has let go of everything in the past, she has started over as Gu Jinhuan, she wants revenge, she doesn't want to end everything like this.

When she came to her senses, she realized that some of her attachments were so unworthy and undeserved.

Even if she is Gu Jinhuan now, she can't change the fact that she is the Shen family, and it can't change the fact that she is Shen Ruolin, so she finally chose to give up.

After leaving Binhai City and returning to Hong Kong City, she only did her Gu Jinhuan.

"Huanhuan, you should know, I only have you in my heart, I won't be with her," Lu Shaoyu hasn't been with Gu Jinhuan in the past five years, so he won't be with her now.

"Is it because of me?" Gu Jinhuan didn't want to delay Lu Shaoyu because of her.

After all, Lu Shaoyu and Shen Ruomei have a marriage contract.

Lu Shaoyu was silent for a while, in fact, he didn't know what to say, perhaps, what she said was right.

It is because of her that he will dissolve all relations between him and Shen Ruomei. However, there are some feelings, some relationships, that should not exist in the first place.

He and Shen Ruomei were wrong from the beginning.

The fault was the drunkenness that night, and the fault was the fault, he shouldn't have gotten engaged to Shen Ruomei in order to make up for his own mistakes.

"Lu Shaoyu, if it's because of me, you don't have to do it, because I don't deserve you to pay so much, at that time, we have already missed it, so, I have my happiness, and you should also have your happiness." Gu Jinhuan understood that from the day she and Yi Haonan got married, she and Lu Shaoyu should become strangers.

This is the result she wants, perhaps, it is not the same as the result she wanted at the beginning, but she can only do this step now, and there is no way to go further.

Enough damage, there is no need to dwell on it anymore.

No matter how deep Shen Ruomei's feelings for Lu Shaoyu are, whether she is still clinging to everything in the past, he has already decided to let go.

He should have understood a long time ago that Shen Ruolin was Shen Ruolin, and Shen Ruomei couldn't become Shen Ruolin, and he shouldn't have used this way to make up for his debt to the Shen family.

Lu Shaoyu also knew the meaning of Gu Jinhuan's words, he leaned back on the seat, "Huanhuan, without you, I won't be happy." ”

He, is there still happiness at all?

In this life, after he lost two beloved women, will he still be happy?

Five years ago, Shen Ruolin's departure made him lose his sense of happiness, and Gu Jinhuan's appearance made his heart warm again.

Perhaps, he was just because of those glass-colored eyes, but for so long, every time he loved her, lingering, he unloaded his heart little by little, and she had occupied his heart.

Gu Jin was stunned for a long time, Lu Shaoyu would say this kind of thing at this time, whether it was for her not to let go, or whether she wanted to keep any of his past in mind.

"Lu Shaoyu, it's over between us, if you keep using such an attitude, I won't be happy, you won't be happy, and the people around us won't be happy." Gu Jinhuan has always felt that she has thought it through, but Lu Shaoyu's attitude has made her feel indescribable.

Lu Shaoyu now doesn't know how he should face it, perhaps, he has no direction for his future.

"Huanhuan, what kind of ending is what you want." Does Lu Shaoyu need Gu Jinhuan to give him a direction?

Gu Jinhuan was silent for a while, "Find a woman you love and a woman who loves you, and live together." ”

Two people love each other, that's the end for them, isn't it?

And what about her?

Is it the same for her?

Gu Jinhuan and Yi Haonan, what kind of ending should it be? Does she love him?

Does she love Yi Haonan as Gu Jinhuan, or as Shen Ruolin.

If it is said that the happiness of her and Yi Haonan is what she wants.

So should Lu Shaoyu be with Shen Ruomei?

Will they be happy together?

"Do you mean Ruomei?" Lu Shaoyu's heart has no bottom, for five years, he has never thought about how he should face Shen Ruomei?

Or, how should he face the dead Shen Ruolin and Shen Ruomei?

"Do you love her?" Gu Jinhuan would ask this, just to make everything simple.

She would ask that, that is, she wanted her to be able to die on her own.

Lu Shaoyu, a man she loved, a man she hated, a man who could only cover the sky, came and went in her life.

"I don't love her." Lu Shaoyu didn't deceive her, and he didn't want to lie in front of Gu Jinhuan.

Perhaps, he always did.

"Have you ever loved? Like the one you used to be? Gu Jinhuan's hands clenched tightly into fists, she was afraid of hearing the answer, but she didn't dare to hear the answer.

Lu Shaoyu smiled faintly, "Love, I love her very much, losing her is the biggest regret in my life." ”

"If you really love her, then, what about Shen Ruomei?" Gu Jinhuan didn't expect that Lu Shaoyu would give her such an answer.

Does he really love Shen Ruolin deeply?

If he had no feelings for Shen Ruolin, then he was engaged to Shen Ruomei within a few days after the car accident.

Gu Jinhuan thought that he and Shen Ruomei had a deep relationship, and used Shen Ruolin's death as their beginning.

So, is she wrong?

However, it is also a fact that Shen Ruomei and Lu Shaoyu are engaged, which is also the reason why Gu Jinhuan is completely dead, but if you say, all this is her fault.

I'm afraid I can't change anything now.