Chapter 35: You Can't Be Anyone's Stand-In
Lu Shaoyu drank tea, the taste was too familiar, so familiar that it would make him think that he had returned to five years ago, "Your tea-making skills are becoming more and more similar to Ruo'er." β
"Shaoyu, you call her Ruo'er, what about me? In your heart, I'll never be your Ruo'er, will I? Shen Ruomei asked him, she also wanted to be his Ruo'er.
"Ruomei, you know that she is different from you." Lu Shaoyu said lightly, "I also know that you have worked hard in the past few years in order to be like Ruo'er, but she is her and you are you." β
"No, Shaoyu, if I become her and can have a little place in your heart, I will be satisfied." Does Shen Ruomei have any other luxuries?
She didn't! She didn't dare to have it!
Lu Shaoyu put down the cup and hugged Shen Ruomei into his arms, "It's been five years, it's been five years, I can't forget it, if you don't want to wronged yourself, then you go to find a man who can give you happiness." β
His heart died five years ago, and for Shen Ruomei, he is not love, but responsibility.
"No, I'm your fiancΓ©e, I want to be your wife too, even if you don't love me, I'm willing, even if you treat me as her, I'm willing, you already treat me as her, and from now on, I won't say a word like this." Is Shen Ruomei really willing to be that stand-in?
She is Shen Ruomei, she is just herself, she doesn't want to be a stand-in for any woman, especially a dead woman.
Moreover, at that time, Lu Shaoyu would have a relationship with her, but because he was drunk, he treated her as her, so the two had only one intimacy, but he forced her to take two contraceptives after he woke up the next day, he didn't want her to have children, this is a fact.
And in the past five years, after getting engaged, he didn't have any intimacy with her, and he didn't let her move to the Lu family's villa to live, and except for her taking the initiative to find him, he never thought of her, especially on that day every year, he would stay in front of her tombstone all day, not allowing anyone to disturb him.
Shen Ruomei thought that she could be very generous, and she also thought that she was destined to become his person and his wife in this life, but the appearance of Gu Jinhuan made her uncertain, so she couldn't wait now.
"You shouldn't be anyone's stand-in, and you can't be Ruo'er's stand-in, will you regret it?" This is his attitude Lu Shaoyu, because he can't give her any happiness.
"I won't regret it, if I did, at that time, I wouldn't be engaged to you." If Shen Ruomei regretted it, she wouldn't have bothered so much to do so much, didn't she just want to get everything?
Lu Shaoyu took her into his arms, "Not long after, it will be the day when Ruo'er has been away for five years, when the time comes, you can accompany me to see her!" β
Shen Ruomei hasn't been there in the past five years, because Lu Shaoyu just wants to be alone with her, even if it's just for one day.
"Okay, I'll go with you." The corners of Shen Ruomei's mouth smiled slightly, she had finally waited for this day, hadn't she?
When Gu Jinhuan returned to Binhai City, it was already a week later, she was sitting in the car, looking at the advertising photos that came all the way, and there were many key billboards, Lu Shaoyu had done so much, it should not be for her, but for that set of butterflies flying in the sea and tears.
He, it's to make amends.
"Huanhuan." Yi Haonan called her, and he was sure that Gu Jinhuan's body was okay before he agreed to let her come back.
"Brother Haonan, I'm fine, I'm back, I still have a lot of work to do, I've already done my part, wouldn't it be a pity if I give up now?" Gu Jinhuan looked at him, "Don't worry, I'll be fine." β
"It's no wonder if it's okay, even if Lu Shaoyu is willing to help you and protect you, what kind of person Shen Ruomei is, I don't know, don't you know?" Yi Haonan had no way to stop Gu Jinhuan's decision, but he still hoped that she would change her mind.
"I understand, I just know too well, that's why I'm willing to go back, I've missed it once, I hurt my sister, now, I want to avenge my sister, I won't let my sister be blind, I won't make my sister feel unhappy. If it weren't for me, my sister and you would be the happiest. Gu Jinhuan approached his arms, "I ruined the happiness of you and your sister, so even if I lose this life, I won't let them have a good time." β
Yi Haonan held her tightly in his arms, "Okay, don't say it, with me, I will do my best to protect you." β
He didn't want to embarrass Gu Jinhuan too much.
Gu Jinhuan watched the car get closer and closer to Starlight International Entertainment Company, she glanced at Yi Haonan, "I'll just get off at the door of the company." β
She's back, and she always needs to report it.
Yi Haonan nodded, said to the driver, and asked the driver's car to stop at the door of Xingguang International Entertainment Company, "I will ask Xiao Rui and Man Xin to come and pick you up, and you don't run around alone." β
"Today, I'll accompany him!" Gu Jinhuan has turned off her mobile phone in the past few days and cut off all contact, just for today.