Chapter 20: Loss
"If someone exhausts his husband to death, he will have to be widowed in the future." Looking at the big bags and small bags in his hands, Zhang Lingfei said pitifully.
"Giggles, how can it be so exaggerated, a few bags can crush you to death!" Liu Qin smiled, and then said: "Husband, will I reward you in the future, you are good to Qin'er, Qin'er has always remembered it!" Also, on the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, I want to give you a small gift. ”
Zhang Lingfei thought about it and made an appointment with Zhou Ming next week, and three days after the war was the Mid-Autumn Festival.
Sending Liu Qin downstairs to the girls' dormitory, Zhang Lingfei walked to the playground alone, there were many people exercising here, and some couples dating here, as if carefree. At this time, Zhang Lingfei thought of his dark training in the past five years, and couldn't help but clench his fists. But now, he has Liu Qin and Zhao Ling'er, and he can't help but feel a sense of responsibility from his heart.
Lying on the lawn and quietly looking at the sky, how far can human eyes see? Is the sky that people see cosmic? In addition, there are only seven types of visible light that a person can see, but in this world, there are not only seven types of light, and some of the wavelengths and frequencies of light are not distinguished by the human eye. Zhang Lingfei can see a colorless light, this kind of light is like swimming in the air, touch it with his hand, it will have a flow frequency.
At this moment, Zhang Lingfei seemed to have entered an ethereal state, with leaves and flowers and plants automatically without wind.
"Brother Ling Fei, why are you here?" Zhang Lingfei's state was broken by a crisp and pleasant female voice.
Gently opening his eyes, Zhang Lingfei turned his head to look at the girl next to him, and said, "Whose stumbling girl fell here, aren't you a sheep in the mouth of a tiger?" ”
"I'm a sheep in the mouth of a tiger, and you have the ability to eat me." The person who came was Zhao Ling'er, hearing that Zhang Lingfei actually said that she was a girl who had lost her footing, Zhao Ling'er retorted, and lay on the lawn next to Zhang Lingfei.
"We don't like to sleep together?" Zhao Ling'er said so, and leaned on Zhang Lingfei's arms.
Zhang Lingfei was speechless, what is this girl thinking about all day long, can't she be reserved! This is something that will make me an innocent boy learn badly sooner or later!
Looking at Zhao Ling'er beside her, seeing her dependence on herself, Zhang Lingfei suddenly wanted to tell her everything, and didn't want to hide it anymore, because she had the right to know about Liu Qin, although she didn't know what Zhao Ling'er's reaction would be in the future, but even if she left herself, there was no way, and what she should come would come after all.
"Ling'er, there's something I want to tell you." Zhang Lingfei suddenly sat up and said seriously.
"Don't say it, don't say it if it's going to make me sad." Zhao Linger said.
"I'm going to tell you about it sooner or later." Zhang Lingfei said.
"It's Liu Qin's business, right?" Zhao Ling'er looked up at Zhang Lingfei very calmly and asked.
Zhang Lingfei looked at Zhao Ling'er in surprise, it turned out that she had already known. He could see that Zhao Linger's delicate body was trembling a little, but in fact, her heart was far from being as calm as it appeared on the outside.
"Actually, I've been wondering, how long are you going to hide it from me? Or when to abandon me, I've been waiting, waiting for you to tell me, tell me everything. I'm really just a spare tire, just a woman who is taken for a fool. On the other hand, how I wish you would never tell me all this, make me feel like everything I see and hear is false. Why don't you lie to me for the rest of your life, why do you tell me all this, I hate you, Zhang Lingfei, I hate you. The more Zhao Ling'er spoke, the more sad she became, tears had already filled her cheeks, and after she finished speaking, she ran outside the playground.
The words Zhao Ling'er said were like needles piercing Zhang Lingfei's heart.
Because she ran in too much hurry, Zhao Linger accidentally fell. When Zhang Lingfei saw it, he hurriedly ran over to help her: "Be careful." ”
"You go away, I don't want you to care." Zhao Ling'er shook off Zhang Lingfei's hand and said coldly. But as soon as she finished speaking, she felt distressed again, she was really reluctant to talk to Zhang Lingfei like this, only Zhao Linger herself understood that her love for Zhang Lingfei had gone deep into her bone marrow and could not be parted.
Zhang Lingfei also knew that Zhao Ling'er was really heartbroken this time, but he already had Liu Qin, what qualifications did he have to comfort her and care about her? I could only silently follow Zhao Linger all the way and look at her, Zhao Linger walked very slowly, walked for a long time, and finally came to the downstairs of the girl's dormitory.
Seeing Zhao Linger go upstairs, Zhang Lingfei leaned against the wall weakly, thinking of Zhao Linger's everything, her cuteness and rudeness, her beauty and generosity, and her care and dependence on herself, Zhang Lingfei's heart was really uncomfortable, he really wanted to tell Zhao Linger loudly that he liked her, she was not a spare tire. But he really didn't have the courage and the qualifications to say this.
Zhang Lingfei's sad mood caused a change in heaven and earth, only to see that suddenly dark clouds were thick, lightning and thunder roared, and the rain suddenly poured down, Zhang Lingfei seemed to be unaware, let it wet his body, and lost Zhao Ling'er, Zhang Lingfei only felt that his heart was numb, and he could no longer make any waves.
"Young man, it's raining so hard, let's go back quickly! Otherwise, you're going to catch a cold. ”
Seeing Zhang Lingfei standing there stupidly in the rain under the dormitory building, the rain had already soaked his body, and the dormitory manager and aunt ran to persuade him to go back, but Zhang Lingfei still stood there stupidly as if he didn't hear it, looking at Zhao Ling'er's bedroom. At this moment, Zhang Lingfei knew that Zhao Ling'er had already been engraved in his heart, and it was very important. He is really a flowery person, and with Liu Qin, he still can't let go of Zhao Ling'er.
As soon as she returned to the bedroom, Zhao Linger threw herself on the bed, hugged the quilt and buried her head, shouting Zhang Lingfei's name and crying bitterly.
But it didn't take long for lightning and thunder to thunder, and the weather became darker, and only lightning occasionally illuminated the earth.
Thinking that Zhang Lingfei was still outside, Zhao Linger hurriedly got up and opened the window and looked outside, and when he saw Zhang Lingfei still standing in the rain, he became nervous.
"Brother Ling Fei, hurry up and take shelter from the rain." Seeing such a scene, Zhao Linger was very distressed and couldn't help clenching her fists.
After hesitating for a while, seeing that Zhang Lingfei had no intention of leaving, Zhao Linger didn't care if she was still angry, and hurriedly grabbed an umbrella and rushed downstairs.
"Go quickly, if you are seen by Liu Qin like this, she will definitely be very distressed." Zhao Ling'er's face was covered by an umbrella, and her expression could not be seen. handed the umbrella to Zhang Lingfei, turned around and was about to leave.