278. I don't have a father
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"You drew these things."
Ye Chen was ready this time. He crept up behind the girl. When she finds him. He was already seated next to her.
He thought to himself that it was crazy. I actually waited here for a week by waiting for the rabbit. He used up his patience almost every day at the reappearance of the elves. A sense of intimacy for no reason. Pulling him along. I've been waiting.
Finally. On a sunny day today. The little one reappeared.
Through the situation and behavior of the little girl who saw him that day. Ye Chen guessed that she must be very withdrawn. Just like he was when he was a kid.
The little girl immediately turned back. Those eyes were full of panic and fear.
"Don't be afraid......" Ye Chen comforted softly. Take out the album she threw here the other day. Touched the girl's shoulder.
"Ah......h
Shrill hysterical screams. Piercing.
This made Ye Chen think of a bird that existed in this world. That's how it sounds. It's using all the strength of its body. Screaming. It sounds like you're holding a shovel. Shovel the floor. The voice was unbelievable.
At first, Ye Chen was also a little uncomfortable with these sounds. After the consternation. But it's distressing.
Such a beautiful child. She shouldn't be like this.
Her life should not have been so mutilated. The girl's frightened eyes were deeply engraved in Ye Chen's heart. Gave him a heavy blow.
How should the parents of the child bear such pain? Did her parents care about their children?
Ye Chen tried to scream. ......
Girl like a frightened fawn. When Ye Chen touched him again. opened his mouth and bit Ye Chen's index finger. The child has all his frightens in his teeth.
Severe pain in the hand. Ye Chen didn't go to his address. There was tenderness in his eyes. Slowly soothing the girl." Qinqing. Take it easy. Rest assured Uncle won't hurt you. I just want to be friends with you."
Ching's teeth were stained with bright red blood. The smell of blood is particularly strong. Slowly the man's voice took on a soothing effect. The first time Qin Jing was in the absence of her mother and Tang Yixiu in her case. Stops this restless factor in the blood.
"You see I can draw too. You're doing a great job."
Ye Chen stretched out his hand and gestured to her. I want the little girl to let go of the rejection of him.
Unexpectedly, after Jingjing stopped screaming. The first thing I said was." I know you ......"
Her eyes looked so clean and transparent. But it's also rare to be serious.
Ye Chen was stunned. And I didn't take it to heart. He looked at the beautiful child in front of him again.
"I'm sick. They all said I was sick."
"Qinqing. You're not sick. You're just a little withdrawn."
Ye Chen looked at the beautiful child in front of him distressedly. She's so small. But he already has a mature mind like an adult.
That's it. Ye Chen will come here every day at this time. Accompany the little girl to draw.
Sometimes two people draw their own pictures. Ye Chen also found that Qin Zhen really didn't like to talk. She's sensitive. Often feel uneasy. At the same time, he likes the little girl in front of him very much.
Ye Chen holds the canvas. Come to the hillside. Sit down and concentrate on drawing, the dye in your hand has outlined a sea of purple flowers in front of you. Purple hyacinths fill the picture. Race to open up. Swaying in the wind. Creates a rather textured effect.
Didn't expect. I haven't painted it in years. Can you still draw so well.
Ye Chen was in a good mood. He wanted to wait for Xiao Jingqing to come. He made sure to give her this painting. Because he's been here for almost a month now. There's always a lot to do when you go back. This month he has completely relaxed. I feel a lot more open.
But it's always inadvertently. Reminds me of certain scenes from the past.
Years ago. That's where they met.
It's a long time. Cold and unforgiving.
The pain is long and never ends.
Countless days and nights. He whispered the name in his heart. Something dreams come back and forth. Erosion of bones into the marrow. That lingering hug again and again. But it became his shortest pleasure.
Once. He thought he could let it go. But when you really let go. He just understood. It's easier said than done when you want to let go.
What to do.
Emmer. I regret it.
What to do.
What to do......
He asked himself. What to do.
"What are you doing?" A childish voice sounded.
Ye Chen opened his eyes. Seeing that Jingjing looked at himself strangely.
Ye Chen smiled. I'm regretting it."
Odd. He can always be against such a small child. Confide in your heart easily.
"Adults do things that they regret."
"Adults are the most likely to do the wrong thing. And once they do it wrong. It's hard to turn back."
"Oh."
Qin Jing replied as if he didn't understand. She carries a small drawing board on her back. Organize your own tools independently. I casually looked at the painting in his hand." You love this flower too."
"Hmm. I don't look good at drawing." Ye Chen generously handed over the painting he had drawn to her to see.
Qin Jing looked at it seriously for a while. As if deliberating. It looks like a little adult. He was curious about what kind of person could educate Qinqing's parents like this.
She looked and looked. Two words in the end." Beautiful."
"I'll give it to you if it looks good."
Ye Chen handed the painting over. Qin Jing tilted his little head and thought about it. Think carefully with both eyes. In the end, I decided to take it. Then she concentrated on her homework.
Ye Chen said reluctantly. I'm leaving. I'm afraid I won't be able to paint with you here in the future."
"Will we still meet?"
"Yes."
"Oh. See you soon."
Jingqing lowered his head again and finished his homework seriously today.
Ye Chen looked around. This is a manor. He bought it a few years ago. Ask someone to take care of this flower field. Very few people come here. How did you find out here? He knew there was a small town not far from here. But it takes more than an hour to walk. Not to mention a small child. Isn't her family worried when she comes here?
"Where's your mom and dad?"
"I don't have a dad."
The child suddenly looked up and said seriously.
Ye Chen paused for a moment. He actually saw indifference in Qinqing's eyes. At that moment, I saw the shadow of another person in her.
She does that very often, too.
"Qinqing. Children are not allowed to deceive. Everybody's going to have a dad."
"I don't have a dad. Goddad says my dad is an alien. He was captured by aliens. All I need is mom and dad."
Ye Chen had probably guessed some. Jingqing's mother must have divorced her father, that's why she said that. It's no wonder that the child's personality becomes withdrawn. But he was curious. What is Jingqing's mother like?
There is a voice in my heart that keeps telling myself. Go meet it. Go meet it.