49 told her everything about Xiao Jian
It seems like a thousand years, ten thousand years. Yun Zhe seemed to be back in the hospital in a haze, and another needle pierced his veins, some people were crying, some people were shouting, which made him so scared and confused...... In the haze, the world was quiet again, as if it was thousands or tens of thousands of years, he felt a pair of hands holding him, a voice that made him feel so relieved, so close sounded in his ears, this voice was so strange, it was hoarse, unfamiliar, but it was something he wanted to grasp, want to find, want to get closer, he tried hard to keep up with this voice, he tried hard...... Suddenly, the voice disappeared, and then he heard his sister's shout, and he was startled and woke up.
What did he see? --He saw the old clown who was slowly sliding down, he saw the blood flowing down the old clown's head, he saw Lin Feng rushing over and hugging the old clown and shouting hoarsely...... He's stupid, he's confused.
After a period of chaos, the old clown was carried out to rescue, Lin Feng ran out with the doctor, Yun Meng sat on the edge of the bed weakly, but Yun Zhe was awake, completely sober, for a long time, it seemed that many years had passed, Yun Zhe grabbed his sister's hand, he said in a trembling voice, "Sister, who is he?" Who is he? Who is that guy you just hit?
"He's Yun Ming, he's the Yun Ming ····· who made us homeless."
Yun Ming, Yun Ming, is it? Is he? Yun Zhe's mind returned to the hazy feeling just now, "Is he?" Is he? Yun Zhe asked himself again and again in his heart why he felt so close to him, so warm and attractive. ”
Yun Meng looked at Yun Zhe with blurry tears: "How can he be close to you, how can he be warm, are you confused, he stuck your neck, he is going to kill you." ”
"Really? Is it? Is it? Yun Zhe murmured: "Why do I feel that he is calling me, waking me up, he is helping me, just like Brother Xiao Jian who rushed into the fire seven years ago to save me······"
"Xiao Jian?······ What are you talking about? Do you know what you're talking about?······ What kind of fire, what is it called Seven years ago, Xiao Jian rushed into the fire and saved your ·····. Yun Meng forced herself to speak, and an inexplicable panic made her incoherent.
Yun Zhe was frightened by Yun Meng's suddenly pale face, he reached out to support Yun Meng, Yun Meng supported it strongly, but he was still shaky.
"Sister, it's all over, it's okay sister, you insist······"
"Make it clear, tell me what's going on, why did you say that Xiao Jian saved you, don't stop, I want to know what's going on." Yun Meng slid down in prostration, but grabbed Yun Zhe tightly with his hand, and used his last strength to ask Yun Zhe to continue.
Her eyes were full of thirst, full of supplication, full of burning pain. This look made Yun Zhe unbearable to continue, but he had to continue.
Let him can't help but talk about it, since he came home from school seven years ago and found Yun Ming, the candle set the house on fire, how he was tied to a chair by Yun Ming, how desperate and frightened, when he thought he was going to be burned to death, Xiao Jian rushed into the fire and threw him out of the house·····"
"What about Xiao Jian? What about Xiao Jian? What about Xiao Jian, where did he go? Yun Meng asked in a hoarse voice.
Yun Zhe didn't dare to hide it, but he didn't know how to talk about it, so he had to shake his head, shake his head and say, "I don't know, I didn't see him come out until the fire went out, and I didn't see him come out, and then you came·······"
The fire went out and he didn't come out, he didn't come out again, he didn't come out again, he didn't come out again······ As if the last ounce of strength had been exhausted, Yun Meng let go of her hand and slid down, and she fainted.
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Outside the rescue room, Lin Feng pressed his head against the wall, he prayed to God, gods, and all the elves with superpowers who could give hope to bless Xiao Jian, save Xiao Jian, and let Xiao Jian survive.
The door to the rescue room opened, and Xiao Jian was pushed out, the mask on his face and the hat on his head had been removed to reveal a pale and distorted face. Lin Feng greeted him, although he had already been mentally prepared, but Lin Feng was still stunned by this face, this face - not only ugly, not distorted, it was simply shocking, it was simply miserable, Lin Feng fought a cold war, gasped, what was he doing, did he want to take Xiao Jian to see Yunmeng? Do you want to break the perfect dream that exists in Yunmeng's heart? Do you want to dissect the inferiority complex that Xiao Jian deliberately hid and make it public? Do you want to ruin his good plan? Do you want to completely smash the snow fairy tale that Xiao Jian sent to Yunmeng?
Xiao Jian was pushed into the custody room, Lin Feng sat on the edge of the bed, he stared at Xiao Jian who was still unconscious like a statue in a daze, all kinds of instruments were running, measuring heartbeat, blood pressure, brain waves, all kinds of fluids were injected into his body, anti-inflammatory, tonic fluids, blood replenishment...... Xiao Jian remained motionless, as if he was asleep, and as if he was dead.
Will he die? , why is his face still as white as paper, is he still conscious? Thoughtful? Is he trying to live, or is he letting his life slip away? Lin Feng thought wildly, he felt that this life was so fragile now, fragile and fragile, and dying. He was afraid, suddenly he was afraid, he was afraid that this fragile life would suddenly go away and die suddenly. Suddenly, he died in front of himself.
Did he just let him leave with his lover's misunderstanding and hatred? Do you leave with your own insecurity and guilt? Do you leave with the longing and suffering of your lover?
He struggled and struggled with contradictions, in pain, until Yun Zhe's cry interrupted him. He ran into Yun Zhe's hospital room, Yun Meng had been rescued, but how awake was this, her eyes cut off all life, like a dying person, full of sadness and despair. Her voice was hoarse and cracked like the land without moisture: "Are you in the fire, are you coming out?" Why didn't you come to me? Are you really in that fire? Did the fire burn you? Do you hurt? How can you not hurt. You hurt me to death. Muttering, the feeling of heartache overwhelmed her, and she fainted again. Look at her pale face, look at her heartache and uncontrollable wounds, look at the despair she can't bear. He suddenly understood that her injury, her pain, her heart was like ashes, her obsession and despair were all because of Xiao Jian, without Xiao Jian, her heart would die, and she would only be a shell. Now two people who are so obsessed, can he bear to let them become mutual torture, and can he bear to let the two hearts of love empty into an abyss? In that case, is he still human?
No, he wants to save him, save her,..... What plan, what sweet dream, what inferiority, what wound, what kind of arrangement, what snow fairy tale, let him hell with it, he just needs to save her and save him now......
Yun Meng, listen up, he attached to Yun Meng's ear and said eloquently: "Do you know who you hit just now?" ----I didn't want to tell you, but I knew that he had nothing left, nothing but love for you, and I couldn't be so selfish, so cruel, to deprive him of the last bit of love. I want to tell you, I want to give you back to him, because your heart is his, and all of him should be yours, he is Xiao Jian, and he lost everything for you - happy, healthy, happy Xiao Jian...... He has always followed you, never abandoned, the same uprooted homeland, far away. He is more painful and miserable than you, because he is physically disabled, he has changed beyond recognition, he has lost his confidence, he has lost the courage to love, in order to love you, he can only change his name to the old ugly, wrap himself in a mask, and clothes to wrap his inferiority complex in front of you, he can be surprised in the mall but has no courage to face a look from you, he uses all kinds of excuses to let me get in touch with you, what is he doing? He is looking for you what he thinks is the most perfect ending, and he is weaving the most beautiful fairy tale for you with his life. As long as you are happy, he doesn't care if he is in the fairy tale or not, for you he would rather turn into the ashes, the soil, the handful that catches the snow, and melts the mud. ”
The name "Xiao Jian, Xiao Jian......" is like a gushing spring buried deep in the ground, suppressed by pain for a long time, and now it has been suddenly opened, and everything about him gushes out. Yun dreamed of that meeting in the office, remembering that pair of affectionate but sad eyes, yes, the old ugly was Xiao Jian, she understood, she was clear, she was shocked by this gushing again, but it was not knocked down, but it made her come back to life.
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Yun Meng leaned weakly on the hospital bed, she listened carefully to Lin Feng about everything about Xiao Jian, she listened for a while, cried for a while, and then asked for a while, until Lin Feng finished speaking, she had become a tearful person. She wanted to rush to Xiao Jian's hospital room several times, but was stopped by Lin Feng, Lin Feng looked at her deeply, and there was deep pity in his eyes: "You have to think clearly, he is no longer handsome, and he is not ordinary ugly, which can be described as If you see him, you must promise not to show horror and surprise." Because he is already vulnerable, especially in front of you, he is even more ashamed of himself......
"Do you think I love his face? With tears in her eyes, she looked at Lin Feng: "You are wrong, my love for him has long been deep in the bone marrow, I love every nerve of him, every cell, every drop of blood, every inch of skin, every scar, he has long been a part of my life, who have you ever seen will be terrified of his life, who will be surprised by his own life......
"Understood" Lin Feng also had tears in his eyes, this time he didn't stop it, he just looked at Yun Meng with adoring eyes, and stretched out his hand to Yun Meng with anticipation: "I hope you are happy, and I hope that a lover will eventually become a family." ”
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When everything was clear, when everything was decided, when everything began to be full of hope and anticipation, another exciting news came----- Yunming was arrested and he was sent to the police station......
There is no more obstacles, no scruples, no more reason for the people who love each other to be separated. Like a happy little swallow, Yun Meng rushed out of the ward and rushed to the monitoring room where Xiao Jian was.