Chapter 75: Long Time No See
I stayed where I was, watching the two of them walk into the school hand in hand.
It wasn't until the figures of the two of them disappeared from my sight that I came to my senses and smiled bitterly, and at this moment, I suddenly knew why the big white leg didn't tell me when he came back.
I sat on the steps in front of the supermarket in a daze, looking at the sky in the distance for a moment.
I don't know how long it was, but when I got up, it was already noon, and after looking at the school, I turned around and left.
In fact, I really wanted to rush up and ask who the man with big white legs was, where she had been in the past year, why she didn't contact me, and why she didn't contact me when she came back.
But I couldn't help it, I felt that even if I passed, my own emotions would be unstable and could backfire, so I wanted to adjust my mentality and have a good talk with her, maybe things were not what I saw, maybe the man and her were just ordinary friends, maybe she had her own unspeakable secrets.
Yes, she must have her own unspeakable secrets.
I comforted myself over and over again, but before I knew it, my eyes were red, maybe it was too windy outside.
I didn't go back to school either, I found a KFC to sit for a while, was stunned for a while, and then called Xia Shuxuan and told her that the big white leg was back, did she know?
Xia Shuxuan said she didn't know and asked me if it was true.
Seriously, the one I saw in person this morning was the same as she was a year ago, only a lot more mature.
Xia Shuxuan's tone became a little excited for a moment, and said, "Great, then what is her reaction to seeing you." ”
I said she didn't see me.
"Didn't see you?"
Xia Shuxuan was so smart that she reacted instantly, knowing that something must be wrong, and asked me, "What's wrong, what's going on?" ”
I thought about it, but decided not to tell her about the man I saw this morning, and told her, "What, she's in a hurry to go to class, and she didn't hear me when I called her, so I wanted to wait until the evening to find her."
Xia Shuxuan sighed and didn't ask any more.
She was silent for a moment and said, Okay, Wang Yu, if there is anything, you can call me again, help me get Yaoyao's phone over, and I will ask her to have dinner tomorrow.
After I finished talking to Xia Shuxuan, I sent a text message to the sissy, saying that I saw the big white legs, and asked him to go and tell the big white legs that I asked her to meet her at the xx café in the evening.
The sissy replied to me with an "ok" and I never believed it again, and I don't know if the big white leg will come.
In the evening, I went to the promised place to wait for her, ordered a cup of her favorite matcha latte, and drank it slowly by myself.
In fact, for a long time, I couldn't understand why she liked matcha-like things, but as long as she liked them, I liked them too.
I don't know how long I waited, but the door of the café was suddenly pushed open, and then a tall and beautiful figure walked in, and I stood up suddenly.
The big white leg glanced at me, noticed me, and walked over to me.
I looked at her carefully, and felt that her whole person was much more refined than a year ago, and her body exuded a gentle temperament similar to Xia Shuxuan.
In fact, I always thought that what I liked was this type of girl, and I thought that if the big white legs were the same as Xia Shuxuan, it would be perfect.
But now that the big white legs really have this temperament and stand in front of me, I feel a great sense of strangeness, and I know that this is not what I want, and what I like is what the big white legs are.
She smiled gracefully when she walked up to me, not at all tearful as I imagined, nor rushed over to hug me, just smiled, looked at me while laughing, and finally whispered, "Long time no see." ”
I was a little panicked at the time, and I couldn't bear the discomfort, smiled at her, and said, "You've become pretty." ”
She sat down across from me, and I spoke to the waiter and asked him for a matcha latte.
Big White Thigh said that she doesn't like to drink latte anymore, and said that she would just have a glass of boiled water.
I ended up asking for a matcha latte, drinking it myself, and asked her for a glass of boiled water.
Big White Leg said that he hadn't seen me for so long, and he had changed and grown taller.
I smiled and said, you have also changed, beautiful, and temperamental.
My heart was bleeding when we were chatting, and the conversation between the two of us was like a pair of friends who didn't have much friendship sitting together.
In the end, I couldn't help it, so I went straight to the point and asked her where she had been in the past year?
She said she was going to see her mother.
I said why don't you contact me, but Big White Leg said that he lost my contact information, and he couldn't be contacted.
I was a little angry when I heard it, and said, I lost my contact information, and Xia Shuxuan's contact information was also lost?! It's such a coincidence?!
Big White Legs looked at me and didn't speak.
I said a little angry, and my voice began to tremble, and I said, "Do you know how I spent the year you left?" Do you know how much I miss you? Do you know that feeling of being able to see someone every day and every night when you close your eyes? ”
The big white leg suddenly lowered his head and said softly, "I know." ”
I paused, my throat moved, and I said softly: "Yaoyao, I know that you may not contact me because of difficulties, but let her go in the past, and now that you are back, then we will be together." ”
As I spoke, I stretched out my hand, gently held her hand, and said, "There was a sentence that I didn't say a year ago, and now that you are in front of me, I must say it, or I will regret it for the rest of my life." ”
After saying this, he said softly, "Yaoyao, I like you." ”
The big white legs lowered his head, and suddenly his body trembled slightly, tears fell down in large pieces, and his voice choked: "Wang Yu, I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"
I told her it was okay, I didn't blame her, as long as she came back.
She withdrew her hand and cried even harder, saying, "I'm sorry, I can't be with you." ”
I froze, as if I had been hit hard, my head was a little dazed, and I looked at her and asked, "Why?" ”
As I spoke, my eyes narrowed, and I asked, "Because of the boy at the school gate this morning?" What is his relationship with you? ”
When the big white leg heard this, he looked up at me sharply.
I laughed a little self-deprecatingly, reached back, and said, "That's your boyfriend?" ”
The big white leg did not deny it, lowered his head, and gently wiped his tears.
I clenched my fists tightly, and my body shook uncontrollably because of anger, but then I calmed down, gently let go of my hand, shook my head with a wry smile, and said, "It's been a year, you've been gone for a year, a year is too long, long enough for one person to like another." ”
As I spoke, I looked up at her, my face was full of gentleness, and I said softly, "Yaoyao, I don't blame you." ”
At this point, I choked up a little, paused, and then continued: "After all, you are the one I like so much. ”
With that, I stood up on the table and said to her, "I still have something to do, so I'll leave first." ”
With that, I bowed my head and walked out.
"Wang Yu."
At this time, the big white leg called me, and I adjusted my mood, turned to look at her, and squeezed out a smile.
The big white leg sniffed and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”
I grinned, didn't speak, and turned away.
After I got out of the door, I couldn't hold back any longer, tears instantly burst out of my eyes, I strode forward, and cried whimperingly, feeling very uncomfortable in my heart, as if my whole body had been hollowed out, as if I had lost the whole world.
It was the first time I cried so sadly since I could remember, and people on the road looked at me curiously, and I didn't care, so I walked home while crying.
I didn't go upstairs when I got home, my mother wasn't at home, and I was still alone when I got back, so I just sat on the steps at the door of the building and cried.
"Who's fucking late at night."
Someone in the commissary of Brother Xiaowu's house next to him scolded, and then he saw Brother Xiaowu walking out wearing a piece of clothing.
He was startled when he saw that it was me and asked me: ", what's wrong, Xiaoyu, was beaten?" ”
I ignored him, holding my head and still crying.