Chapter 14 If the time is forgotten to turn
Shi Yang sat on the windowsill, looking at the figure that was fading away, she thought, how should she live in the future?
Is it really like the beginning of the season to play every day and suffer for the rest of your life?
She doesn't know any of this, who can say what will happen in the future? Ji Chu treats herself very well, but the more he is like this, the more guilty she feels in her heart.
Ji Chu is right, his love is very pure and simple, but in this way, he seems to be very selfish.
She couldn't just take it for granted to delay the beginning of the season's life and ruin his life.
She also thought about "breaking up" with Ji Chu, but that was too cruel for him, once upon a time, a person said to her that long pain is better than short pain, since that person still doesn't belong to you after all, you should let go as soon as possible.
How could she not understand the meaning of this sentence before? Do you really not understand? Or pretend not to understand?
However, she thought, she shouldn't have understood, she was very persistent at that time, and she had him in her eyes and mind, so she didn't have time to pretend about other people's affairs.
At night, the lights are still dim, but people's hearts are extremely cold.
"Yi'an" bar!
Shi Yang stood on the high bar, the light hit her body, and the guests in the audience came and went, but she sang "Wait a Minute" casually.
"If the time, forget to turn
Forgot what to take with you,
You won't stop there so far
The day he said he loved me
And then in a corner of the world
With a home for us. ”
Eighteen years of companionship, ten years of wishes, on that day, she finally said it with her own ears, but everything was like a mirage, and it was only so short of a moment.
"You say my chest
It won't make you feel warm
If life
No regrets
There are no waves
You won't never have to say goodbye one day
Maybe the young heart is too soft
Can't stand the wind and can't stand the waves
……”
However, all this is just a dream, a spring dream when I was young, and when I woke up from the dream, it was already a thing.
Offstage, she clearly heard several people discussing.
"Hey, have you heard, I learned not long ago that Shi Yang was singing in this bar, you said, people who used to be so beautiful will fall to this point, is God punishing her, or is she doing it herself?"
"Who knows, for people like her, she deserves such a fate, don't forget, her sister, what a gentle person, but she was ruined by such ruthlessness, Shi Ru still dare not come back in the United States."
"Actually, to be honest, I still admire Shi Yang, and I like Shi Yang, she dares to act and dare not be pretentious, if she doesn't like it, she doesn't like it, she is happy, she never hides it, it's just that her sister, a soft and weak Lin sister, cries and cries at every turn, although she is worthy of sympathy, but she is not the type I like."
Shi Yang listened to their words word for word, and at the same time recognized them, one of them was a person she had met by chance.
They seem to be still classmates, but at that time, all their eyes and thoughts were on Ji Mo, and they automatically ignored the others around them.
This is Hu Yubin, he seems to be talking to himself, which is also the reason why he is still a person.
"Miss on stage, can you sing a song "Why not"?" In the crowd, I don't know who shouted such a sentence.
Actually, there are also people who order songs, but Shi Yang doesn't like to be called by others like this, she sings as she wants, and she sings whatever she wants.
Shi Yang looked at the figure in the audience and said, "I'm sorry, I never accept songs." "She is Shi Yang, the Shi Yang who never bows her head for others.
Come here to sing just to make a living so that you don't starve to death on the streets.
When the man heard this, he immediately became angry and said, "If the master asks you to sing, you will sing, isn't it all for money when you come to this kind of place?" Money, what Young Master Ben has, if you sing tonight, all the money in Young Master Ben's hands is yours. ”
Shi Yang didn't know this person, but she also knew that the other party was not a good person, but how could she be as proud as she was.
She still shook her head and said, "This boy, I'm sorry, my salary, our boss will pay me, if you think you want anything, you can go to the bar and find the manager." ”
"Yo, you don't want this young master to throw money, pretending to be high, it's just a biao."
"A few of you, go up and bring this woman down for me, Young Master Ben is going to make her surrender to Young Master Ben today."
This person is the young master of the Lin family, Forestry, a gentleman, with a lot of flowers, in the entire imperial capital, he is also a little famous, the kind that does all kinds of evil.
Immediately, a few people behind Lin Lin walked up and wanted to catch Shi Yang, Shi Yang looked nervously at the few people approaching him, and said vigilantly, "You-what are you going to do?" Let me go. ”
Shi Yang was restrained by several people, she wanted to break free but was powerless to resist.
Shi Yang was pinned down in front of Forestry, Forestry is notoriously flowery, he took off the mask on Shi Yang's face, and saw Shi Yang's face clearly.
Forestry looked at her salivatingly, "I didn't expect it to be a beauty, Young Master Ben has changed his mind, if you follow Young Master Ben, Young Master Ben will consider letting you go, of course, you don't have to sing here, follow Young Master Ben, you have endless food and clothing to enjoy endless glory and wealth, how about it?" ”
Can't finish eating?
Can't get it all out?
Enjoy endless glory and wealth?
When Shi Yang heard this, a hint of ridicule appeared on his face, "Phew! You think I'm rare? I'm dirty. ”
She is Shi Yang, the proud Shi Yang, the Shi Yang who eats soft rather than hard, and the Shi Yang who would rather be broken than complete, when has she been bullied like this.
In the end, Shi Yang was rescued by Hu Yubin, and Shi Yangye didn't know that he was saved by him, not to mention, they didn't know each other at all.
Forestry glared at Hu Yubin viciously, and said warningly: "Forestry, you'd better wait for me." ”
Although he is not afraid of Hu Yubin, he is afraid of the end of the season, and I heard that Hu Yubin has something to do with the end of the season.
Hu Yubin looked at him and said: "Forestry, you are really getting bolder and bolder, don't you know who she is?" ”
Hu Yubin knows Shi Yang, and naturally knows the relationship between Shi Yang and Ji Mo, but now Shi Yang still wants to have something to do with Ji Mo, that's her business.
Forestry didn't care, and said, "Isn't it just one*?" Forestry really didn't know Shi Yang, but if he heard the word "end of the season", he would definitely remember it.
"Huh! *? I hope you don't pay for your words now. ”
After Forestry left, Hu Yubin looked at Shi Yang and said, "Long time no see, Shi Yang." ”
Since he hadn't seen Shi Yang three years ago, he never expected that Shi Yang would come here to sing, what did she go through at the beginning?
At this time, Shi Yang had already put away the tension on his face and said, "Let's find a place to chat." ”
"Okay."
Hu Yubin readily agreed, watching Shi Yang walk into the backstage,
in the dressing room.
The red hair looked at her nervously and asked worriedly, "Yangyang, are you injured anywhere?" "Yes, he saw everything just now, but he didn't dare to go over to help Shi Yang.
It's just that people are soft-spoken and afraid of offending the powerful and hitching themselves up, so when he saw Shi Yang being bullied, he didn't go up to help Shi Yang.
Shi Yang glanced at him lightly, didn't speak, walked straight to his place, and began to remove his makeup.
"Yangyang, I'm sorry, I didn't mean not to help you." Seeing Shi Yang like this, the red hair was nervous and worried.
Shi Yang shook his head, "It's none of your business." "It's really none of his business, no one wants to get into trouble with the powerful and make trouble for themselves.
Red-haired ignored him, and she was not in a position to blame him.
It's just that she's angry with herself, obviously nothing. But he is still so proud of himself.
Shi Yang, from now on, you must learn how to please others, learn to be a low-voiced person, you know?
Hongmao saw that Shi Yang didn't talk to him, and he regretted it in his heart, knowing that he went out to help Shi Yang just now, and he wouldn't let them be so stiff.
Shi Yang took off his makeup and changed his clothes, and walked out of "Yi'an" with Hu Yubin.
"What do you want to eat? I'm in for a treat. Hu Yubin naturally spoke out to resolve the embarrassment of the two of them.
This embarrassment was caused to him by Shi Yang at the beginning.
I still remember when I was in high school, Shi Yang was full of satisfaction with the end of the season, and Hu Yubin was his front table, and the end of the season sat in front of Hu Yubin.
In this way, he became an obstacle between Shiyang and the end of the season.
In fact, these are already things in the past, and since they are in the past tense, there is no need to be sad and entangled with them.
Shi Yang showed an indifferent smile on his face, and happily accepted Hu Yubin's invitation, "Okay." ”
"Then it's decided, but I can't afford to invite you to a luxurious restaurant like Xinyuan, so I can only invite you to an ordinary place."
In Hu Yubin's eyes, Shi Yang is like a noble princess, a lowly place, he is afraid that the world's eyes will render the princess.
But he was still very excited in his heart, and he was excited that Shiyang agreed to go to dinner with him.
What was once out of reach can now finally be on an equal footing with him, and he no longer has to look up to see her, which is a good thing for Hu Yubin.
The two came to a restaurant that was a little lower than Xinyuan, but they unexpectedly saw a person, a person that Shi Yang didn't want to see.
She didn't expect the end of the season to be here.
didn't speak at the end of the season, but Hu Yubin, out of politeness, must have stepped forward to say hello, not so much to say hello as to show off.
The former Shi Yang was around the end of the season, and now Shi Yang's gaze finally stopped on him, which made Hu Yubin suddenly feel comfortable.