Chapter 286: Too Much Hate Is Love
After Chen Qingyi asked me about my experience with Anqi, my mind drifted back to the scene when we first met: that time she drove a red Porsche sports car, tied a fiery red scarf, and a red jacket, lost to others in drag racing, arrogantly raised her middle finger of contempt, and when I pestered her, she angrily scolded me for being a "fool"!
After a long time, we met again in a shopping mall in Yangzhou, and I pulled off her shopping bag, and the sanitary napkin fell to the ground, causing her to make a fool of herself in front of everyone, and then ripped off her pearl bracelet....... Then we got into a fight, and I took off her shoes, tickled her, and she bit me desperately.
Later, we still meet and quarrel, but we care about each other, she squatted on the ground and shouted to me when she had a stomachache: "Yixi" made me worry, when she had menstrual pain, I went to the farmhouse late at night to shave ginger soup for her, and when I was confused, she would call me to drink on the phone........ And our "Utopia by Candlelight" together .......
I just recalled the pictures that Anqi and I experienced to Chen Qingyi......... Before I finished speaking, Chen Qingyi's tears overflowed her eyes!!
"What's wrong with you?" I asked Chen Qingyi with concern.
Chen Qingyi hurriedly took out a tissue and wiped her tears, she smiled again, and said: "I envy Mr. An, envy your experience together, if there is a man and I have such an angry, painful, heart-wrenching, happy, and romantic experience, I think I will make the same choice as Mr. An........"
"I don't understand, in my heart, Angel and I hate most of the time, I hate her willfulness, she hates my stinky poverty!" I put it this way.
Chen Qingyi shook his head and said, "Love is born in hate, don't you understand?" ”
"I don't understand, why do you say that, it's ridiculous!"
Chen Qingyi looked at me with a foolish expression, and said to me: "Hating a person will turn into love to a certain extent, because Mr. An hates you, so she will think about you every day, and after thinking about it for a long time, you will take root in her heart, and finally you will be inseparable from you....... But Mr. An is such a proud woman, how can she make the most direct confession with you, so she keeps being willful with you, making you remember her, hate her, and finally fall in love with her, so ........"
Chen Qingyi's words were not finished, but I had a feeling of enlightenment, she woke me up, didn't I do the same for Mo Han, because I hated her for not saying goodbye, hating her for not caring, so I thought about her, missed her, and finally became a habit, and I couldn't leave her anymore.......
Love, love is so complicated, yet so simple!! It's as simple as a humorous drama, but we in the play are so ignorant.
"If you can find Mr. An now, then go to her, maybe you will become a pair that everyone envies." Chen Qingyi said to me.
"But I ........ But I don't know how I feel about her! ”
"Then think about how you would feel if Mr. An put on a wedding dress and walked on the red carpet with other men one day? Be sure to tell me your truest feelings! Chen Qingyi said to me with an unusually serious expression.
I tried to simulate the scene described by Chen Qingyi, and I immediately felt a little heartache........ I frowned and said to Chen Qingyi, "It's a little sad. ”
Chen Qingyi nodded and said, "Actually, you already like her unconsciously!" ”
After Chen Qingyi finished speaking, my expression was very messy, and I couldn't figure out myself a little.
"Okay, whether you like it or not, I think you should go and meet her at this time, I think she's not doing well now." Chen Qingyi said to me with a soft sigh.
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Coming out of Chen Qingyi's house, I fell into the whirlpool of entanglement, I don't know whether to go to Anqi, even if Chen Qingyi helped me analyze it thoroughly, but this is just an analysis, whether Anqi likes me or not, only she knows, and whether I like her or not, I don't know........ Such a feeling that is not thorough at all in troubled waters, should I touch it at this time when it is a mess??
After thinking about it for a long time, I still decided to go to Anqi, no matter whether Chen Qingyi's analysis is correct or not, it is always wrong for me to care about her life as one of her few friends.
I took a taxi to the house I had previously shared with her, and my instincts told me that she should be living there at this point.
Soon I arrived at my destination, my instinct was correct, Angel's Porsche was parked downstairs in the community, I stood downstairs for a long time, and finally walked upstairs with my heart, but I didn't know if such a late-night visit was presumptuous........ I suddenly felt that I had a strange idea, and I was so afraid to be presumptuous when I got along with Angel!! It's a subtle shift.
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I rang the doorbell several times in a row, but there was no answer, and then I remembered that I still had the keys to this house, when the landlord gave me three keys, I kept two for Angel, and took one with me.
I took out the key from my bag, gently opened the door, turned on the light in the living room, and the first thing that caught my eye was a box of instant noodles that had been soaked but not eaten, and this instant noodles seemed to be the same one I bought a long time ago.
She didn't even eat before she went to see me on the rooftop, let alone talk about dating others, and I kind of believed Chen Qingyi's words.
I went to the room where Angel was staying, and gently twisted the door open, there was only a desk lamp on in the room, and the laptop was already in a screensaver state, and Angel just fell asleep in front of the computer........ I looked at her sleeping face, it was quiet, but there were tears!! As Chen Qingyi analyzed, she is not doing well now, she is tired, her body is tired, and her heart is tired, otherwise why would she make good noodles, and she didn't even have time to eat it, so she fell asleep, if a woman is really in love, will it be in this state? She is so stubborn, stubborn to describe her life very well!
I felt a sense of heartache, and after staring for a long time, I draped a blanket over her and gently closed the door.
I went back to the living room, threw the soaked instant noodles in the trash, and got some ingredients from the fridge to make her some supper.
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After half an hour of working in the kitchen, I finally made a simple supper and put it on the table, and then I went into her room again.
At this time, Angel was still asleep, and I patted her gently: "Beauty, wake up........."
After several consecutive calls, Angel finally opened her hazy sleepy eyes, she suddenly saw me, looked surprised, looked around again and asked, "How did you get in?" ”
"Have you forgotten that I rented this house, I have the key!" I replied.
Angel pressed her forehead with her hand and looked at me again, but she was silent!!
"I cooked you a supper, let's go out to eat, it's very good~~!" I said with a smile.
Angel looked at me with complicated eyes, I pulled her up from the chair, and said, "I haven't eaten at night, let's eat first....... I stopped and said: "You are also a talent, the noodles are soaked, and you can't remember to eat!" ”
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