Before Qin Mengshi could speak, a hurried and excited male voice came through the microphone, "Mengshi, you finally answered the phone, you still answered my phone!" Hehe! ”

In just one sentence, Qin Mengshi could hear that Meng Hai had drunk, and he had drunk a lot.

"Is there anything wrong with you?" Contrary to Meng Hai, Qin Mengshi's voice was full of alienation and indifference.

"Hehe, I, I just want to apologize to you! You, you can beat me and scold me, I really know it's wrong! Meng Hai pleaded.

"I accept your apology, as for whether to hit you or scold you, I haven't thought about it yet, I'll talk about it when I think about it. It's late, I'm going to sleep......" Qin Mengshi's voice didn't fluctuate, as if there was no emotion, but only she knew that her heart was not calm.

In four years, raising an animal will have feelings, let alone a friend who treats each other sincerely.

Meng Hai hurriedly opened his mouth to stop Qin Mengshi's next words, "Don't, Mengshi, I beg you, don't hang up the phone yet." I, I have something to tell you. ”

"What else do you want to say?"

"Mengshi, we have known each other for more than four years, and there are so many friends around us, but no one knows that I have liked you since the first time I saw you at the beginning of my freshman year. This liking is four years, maybe not only four years, five years, ten years, and what will happen in the future, who can say for sure! Meng Hai's voice was full of pain, the pain of powerlessness.

"I'm so happy to be friends with you, I used to think I'm content, but until you're going to get married, until you're about to become someone else's woman. I realized that I was not satisfied at all! I wasn't in a hurry at one time but because there was no one around you, I thought you could wait for me, and when I became famous, we could be together. Mengshi, do you know how hard your sudden marriage news hit me? I haven't closed my eyes for three days, I don't dare, because as soon as I close my eyes, I will be surrounded by your shadows, and I can't breathe, I really can't breathe! ”

Qin Mengshi heard Meng Hai crying, such a sunny boy, now degenerated to the point of borrowing wine to kill his sorrows, borrowing wine to strengthen his courage, and borrowing wine to vent, did she turn him into this?

"Why didn't you tell me?" Qin Mengshi spoke softly.

"I'm not stupid, you don't mean anything to me, I can see it. Since it's impossible, why bother talking about it to find trouble, and make trouble so much that you don't even have to do it. I'm really happy to be able to keep you for four years! Every moment I'm with you, I'll imagine it's just the two of us. Mengshi, whenever that time is my happiest. ”

"I'm not as good as you think." Qin Mengshi's tone was very light, as if there was a heavy burden on her body.

Qin Mengshi does not deny that what Meng Hai said is right, she doesn't like Meng Hai, if Meng Hai shows the slightest idea of liking her in the past four years, she will choose to stay away, instead of letting Meng Hai fall deeper and deeper.

Qin Mengshi had a wish after seeing too much how hurtful love was. She hopes that she will only love one person in this life, and there is only one person who loves her in this life, and it happens to be the person she loves.

She didn't want to suffer from that lovesickness for others, and she didn't want anyone to dream back for her midnight, tossing and turning, and every breath she exhaled was bitter.

When there is poverty at the ends of the earth, there is only endless lovesickness.

Even if you suddenly look back thousands of times, the person in your heart will not wait for you in the lamplight, how sad it is.

"Love can't help it, and if it could be measured by me, of course I would choose someone who loves me. But I can't, this heart has identified you with such a single mind, what can I do? If I change my heart, I can forget you, Qin Mengshi, I will do it without hesitation, but how is it possible! I can't forget you, and I don't want to! Meng Hai cried and roared, and Qin Mengshi seemed to hear the sound of the glass bottle breaking.

Love is never something that can be settled with what happens, how can Qin Mengshi not understand this truth. I don't kill Beren, but Beren dies because of me. She's right, but Meng Hai is excusable.

"Go home, Meng Hai, after today, we will never see each other again." Since you can't get along with each other, let's forget about each other.

The only mercy I can give you is to be a stranger.

From now on, your world will no longer have me, and it should welcome a new person, someone who can be on a par with you, who loves and hates the same. It has withered for me for four years, and the spring flowers are blooming, and you should have a new life.

"I knew for a long time that once this secret was told, there could only be one outcome. Mengshi, maybe it's time for me to try to look at others. I'm really sorry today, I know that I hurt you deeply by doing this, but this is my last chance, no matter what method I use, as long as I can prevent you from getting married, I am willing to try, even if I know that Qin Mengyi is not well-intentioned, I still agree to cooperate with her, Mengshi, you blame me! ”

"There was, but now ......"

"Don't, please don't be so generous, Mengshi, I want you to blame me so you don't forget me. As long as I can be remembered by you, even if you hate me, I will be happy. In fact, sometimes, I really want you to be an ordinary child, so that I may have the courage to confess to you. Like today, if I succeed, Mengshi, you will be boycotted forever by that high circle, so that we will be closer and I will have a chance......"

Meng Hai said incoherently, maybe he didn't know what he wanted to express, he only knew that if the thousands of words that had accumulated in his heart in the past four years were not spoken, there would be no chance in the future.

Qin Mengshi listened quietly, she could hear that the reason why Meng Hai had never expressed his thoughts to her until now was that he was thinking too much. He thought that she was a person from the upper class and would always have a distance from him, but he forgot that for that circle, she was just a shameful illegitimate daughter, and if she could really find a good home, she didn't mind the other party's family background.

But it's not Meng Hai's fault, love will make people timid and unconfident. Meng Hai's four-year love was difficult for her to open, in exchange for their four-year friendship. And the affection of the past four years disappeared the moment Meng Hai stood up this morning.

Empty love, except for endless bitterness, nothing left for Meng Hai.

Qin Mengshi knew that they would not meet again in the future. Maybe it will be a long, long time later to meet in the shopping mall with the family, Qin Mengshi doesn't know if they will stop and say hello at that time, maybe when they have experienced more, they will. Because people will become more and more nostalgic, the road will become wider and wider, and there will always be a moment of relief for things that can no longer be put down.

I hope that there will be a vegetarian who will accompany you to count the morning and dusk.

Meng Hai, I hope you can find that person, no need to be poor, no need to be bright, no need to read all the personnel, no need to be famous, she is still willing to accompany you to watch the sunrise and sunset every day.

Meng Hai, I wish you happiness.

Hanging up the phone, Qin Mengshi didn't come out of Meng Hai's sadness for a long time. It feels like she's in love with someone she can't ask for, bitter and powerless.

The bedroom was very quiet, and the conversation between Qin Mengshi and Meng Hai, Huo Tianyu listened to it word for word. Seeing Qin Mengshi's distracted appearance, Huo Tianyu took the phone out of her hand, put it aside, and wrapped her in his arms, "If you are reluctant, continue to contact." ”

Qin Mengshi stretched out her hand to hug Huo Tianyu's arm, and said sullenly: "Still no, I didn't know before, but now that I know, I can't be distracted when I face him again." ”

Qin Mengshi has always felt magical and surprised that couples can be friends after breaking up, or that two people who are intentional and ruthless can be friends.

In her opinion, whether it is friendship, love or family affection, it should be pure, and a little impurity will make her feel awkward.

The two of them sat in each other's arms, silent for about ten minutes, and Huo Tianyu suddenly spoke, "Who are you thinking about now?" ”