Chapter 37: Because I Never Loved

Gu Jinhuan smiled and nodded, "Lu Shao, I really thank you, and you still care about whether I am happy?" In fact, if the choices in life are all one's own, then you will be happy. If not, then how can it be happy? ”

What Lu Shaoyu is thinking, she is clear.

He was thinking that Gu Jinhuan's marriage to Yi Haonan was not a real feeling, but just a kind of repayment.

If the two people are not together because of their true feelings, then how can she be happy?

And only two people really have feelings, then, no matter how much you pay, no matter how hard it is, it will be a kind of happiness.

Back then, he and Shen Ruolin didn't have anything, but he just loved her and everything she had.

When two people are willing to go for a lifetime, it is an eternal separation.

Lu Shaoyu was still worried in his heart, he was just worried, if he had to get Gu Jinhuan, would it be a mistake for her?

He, will he cause her permanent damage?

That's why he chooses to let go.

"It's good that you're happy, in the future, I just want to see a smile on your face that no one can match." Lu Shaoyu reached out and stroked her face.

He once wanted to protect her well and give her a lifetime of happiness, but now, he is getting farther and farther away, and even, in the future, he doesn't know if he can see her again.

Gu Jinhuan didn't deliberately avoid him, but now she is no longer just Gu Jinhuan, but Yi Haonan's wife.

Gu Jin raised the corners of her lips, "I'm a happy woman." ”

She will be happy because she is now the pearl of the Gu family and the young grandmother of the Yi family.

She let go of the hatred in her heart, and naturally let go of the psychological pressure in her heart for so many years.

For her, it's actually a good thing.

Gu Jinhuan can also let go, can't she?

She also knows that only if she completely lets go of herself, then, it will be better for her.

She also understood that some facts, if not mentioned, perhaps, are not so important to her, and some facts, if not mentioned, but they still exist.

Therefore, when she faced it, Gu Jinhuan felt painful and powerless, so she chose to let go.

Lu Shaoyu put down his hand and looked at her, "Huanhuan, these eyes of yours are too much like her." ”

Every time he saw Gu Jinhuan's eyes, he always had an illusion, an illusion that Shen Ruolin was still alive.

However, he knew that this was not true, he didn't believe her, so he asked someone to investigate all the information about Gu Jinhuan, but there was nothing wrong with it, so he thought that he was overthinking, and he was thinking too much.

It's just that for Lu Shaoyu, does it matter whether Gu Jinhuan is the same as Shen Ruolin, whether she is the same person or not?

Actually, it doesn't matter.

This is the reason why Lu Shaoyu decided to let go of her.

"Really? Well, I'm curious. Gu Jinhuan said lightly, "Is there really such a similar person?" It's a pity that I don't seem to have this opportunity. Gu Jinhuan looked very regretful.

Lu Shaoyu took out a photo in his wallet and put it in front of Gu Jinhuan, "She is Shen Ruolin." ”

Gu Jinhuan reached out to pick up the photo, but she couldn't pick it up.

Perhaps, her heart was moved because of this.

Does Lu Shaoyu still carry her photo with him until now? Or maybe he just wanted to show her, so he brought it.

However, no matter why Lu Shaoyu brought this photo, for her, there is no longer any meaning.

"She's beautiful, you love her very much, don't you?" Gu Jinhuan worked hard to keep her voice in the most stable state.

Lu Shaoyu nodded, "Yes, I love very much, but she left me." Gone forever. ”

If Shen Ruolin is still there, if there is no car accident five years ago, is there something that will not evolve into what it is now?

Isn't it that all people are free from suffering?

"It's a shame." Gu Jinhuan expressed regret that such a young and beautiful Shen Ruolin died in a car accident.

"Really?" Lu Shaoyu said lightly.

Perhaps, in the past, he would have felt that without Shen Ruolin, his life would never be complete for a while, but now, he will no longer have this feeling, Gu Jinhuan may be more important than Shen Ruolin.

"What? Lu Shao, you still have a change of heart, haven't you? When Gu Jinhuan heard Lu Shaoyu say such words, it was inevitable that there would be a little pain in her heart.

Yes, she's been dead for five years, so why should she make a man who has never really loved her feel sad?

There are some things that should be let go, she should have let go a long time ago, and now that everything has come to an end, she doesn't need to think about anything anymore.

She just wants to give birth to the child in her belly well, give him a complete home, and love Yi Haonan well, this is what she should do now.

"Huanhuan, do you care?" Lu Shaoyu saw something strange in her eyes, but he couldn't understand her.

Falling in love with Gu Jinhuan was not within the scope of what she thought, so no matter what she thought or how she did it, Lu Shaoyu's feelings for her were originally incompatible.

Gu Jinhuan shook her head, "No, I won't care, because I haven't loved." ”

Yes, she hasn't loved, no, it should be said, she won't love anymore, after being loved, all that's left is hate.

Lu Shaoyu didn't say anything more, he thought that Gu Jinhuan had already decided, so he would not appear in her life again and cause her trouble.

Gu Jinhuan followed Yi Haonan, there should be no grievances, and he thought that Yi Haonan loved her deeply, and only when she loved deeply would she give and be happy.

"I haven't loved, even if you haven't loved, my feelings for you are still different. Huanhuan, I'm going back tomorrow, and in the future, if you go to Binhai City, you must come and see me, even if our relationship is no longer there, but I hope you can remember me. And when I was a friend. Lu Shaoyu walked over and hugged her tightly in his arms.

Gu Jinhuan didn't refuse, because, she knew, this was the last time.

After that, they would never see each other again, so, this was her last hug with him.

The two hugged quietly for a while before he let go, Lu Shaoyu smiled at Gu Jinhuan, and then walked to the café.

Gu Jinhuan looked at him like this, and the figure that disappeared little by little.