Chapter 390: In my imagination, it's very different

Now my whole head is clouded, I have completely lost the ability to think, and I don't even know how to think about the original thing.

Now these things that Sun Wenyuan told me are really shocking, so I can't continue to think about it at all.

At first, I really didn't take Sun Wenyuan's words to heart, and I didn't think that what she said would be of any use, because I was already extremely firm in my heart that no matter what she said, the relationship between me and Xiaohui could not change in any way.

But even so, I still didn't expect that I was still moved by Sun Wenyuan's words, and it still shook the thoughts in my heart.

I never thought that Ni Huizhen really made such a big sacrifice for me, everything was for me.

I have always been looked down upon by Wang Kai and Brother Leopard before, and even bullied, but when Xiaohui saw me being bullied, she felt sorry for me in her heart, so she wanted to help me take revenge.

This is very close to Brother Leopard in the nightclub, and he did it completely to catch the evidence of Brother Leopard's illegality, and Xiaohui recognized Wang Kai as his godfather, which is the same, all in order to be able to catch more evidence of Wang Kai's tax evasion, so he wants to be close to Wang Kai.

And in order to achieve her goal, Xiaohui really had to get closer to Wang Kai and Brother Leopard, and even be taken advantage of.

When I began to doubt Xiaohui and asked Xiaohui, she kept trying her best to defend me, proving that she didn't do anything sorry for me, and even in the end, when she and Sun Wenyuan wanted to accompany Wang Kai to do that kind of thing, it was also to gain more Wang Kai's trust.

And after I appeared, Xiaohui still had no way to explain so many things to me, she could only say that she was for my good, and everything was not what I thought.

But at that time, I didn't understand this, but I was determined to divorce Xiaohui, but Xiaohui really loved me in her heart, and put in so much effort for me, and when I was about to succeed, I wanted to divorce her, so she begged me so humbly, begging me not to divorce her, but Li Tianyi appeared and said that she was pregnant with my child, so Xiaohui had to sign.

I still remember that when I was leaving, Xiaohui said to me very angrily that I would definitely regret it.

That's right, now I really regret it.

My heart was really bitter and guilty, I didn't even dare to look directly into Sun Wenyuan's eyes, I asked with a little weakness: "So that day I saw you and Xiaohui chatting downstairs again, and I also talked about how to bring down Wang Kai, right?" ”

"Of course, we are all ready to start immediately, but because you suddenly made trouble and disrupted our plans all of a sudden, Xiaohui almost didn't have the heart to continue to bring down Wang Kai's affairs, and we almost fell short, you know?" Sun Wenyuan yelled at me angrily.

And I finally knew that it was because of this reason that the relationship between Xiaohui and Sun Wenyuan became so good, not because they both surrendered to Wang Kai's desire for money.

"Then why are you willing to help Xiaohui? Didn't the two of you have a good relationship before? I looked at Sun Wenyuan and asked.

Sun Wenyuan glanced at me, and then said: "Of course, it's because of interests, if there are no interests, who will cooperate?" I'm also fed up with life in Wang Kai, so I have to find a way to bring down Wang Kai, if I do it myself, I really can't do it, but your wife is with me, it's okay, and we also got a lot of his money from Wang Kai, and we have now opened our own company, there are such benefits, why don't I do it? ”

Once again, I was shocked by Sun Wenyuan's words.

It turned out that Xiaohui's company I went to interview last time was not Xiaohui sleeping with other men at all, but just the money she and Sun Wenyuan got from Wang Kai together, and then started a new company.

It turned out that everything was different from what I imagined, and in my imagination, I thought that Xiaohui must have slept with other powerful men, so that she could work in such a new company, and it turned out to be Xiaohui's own company.

However, in the imagination, it is very different.

"Gu Nan, when you first arrived at Wang Kai's company, I always made love to you, and it was also arranged by Wang Kai, let me tempt you, I want you to give up Xiaohui, so that it will be more convenient for Wang Kai to do anything to Xiaohui, but you didn't accept my temptation, which I saw with my own eyes, so I can't bear to let you separate from Xiaohui, you two people who love each other so much, understand?" Sun Wenyuan continued to say to me.

"So, it's also because Xiaohui knows what you do to me that she doesn't react too angrily when she sees us kissing in the office, right?" I asked.

Sun Wenyuan nodded again.

I also took a deep breath, it was clear, everything was clear, it turned out that everything was really the same as Xiaohui said, she really loved me, and she really paid for me.

And she made such a big sacrifice, and when she finally succeeded, I still misunderstood her, didn't believe her, and even filed for divorce, Xiaohui still had no way to explain to me, so how aggrieved should she be?

No wonder Xiaohui cried so aggrieved at that time, begged me so humbly, she really gave me too much.

I don't even understand at all, and I have to misunderstand her, I'm too scumbag to do this, right?

I was really guilty to the extreme, Sun Wenyuan also got up and stood up at this time, looked at me condescendingly and said: "I have said everything that should be said, as for how to choose things, it depends on your own thoughts, I will go first." ”

Saying that, Sun Wenyuan left here directly, listening to the sound of Sun Wenyuan stepping on high heels, I felt as if my heart was also stepped on by high heels.

Why did things suddenly turn out like this?

I was about to gradually forget about Xiaohui, and I finally refused any request from Xiaohui and wanted to cut off the relationship with her, but suddenly I knew such a thing.

It turns out that Xiaohui really made so many sacrifices for me, such a big sacrifice, and even dared to compete with such a powerful person for me, and in the end she succeeded.

Isn't that much stronger than me? I've always been a relatively weak person in front of Xiaohui, and I relied on Xiaohui to make money to support me just after graduation, and even later she was stronger than me in dealing with things, and now, she is still better than me, and she can bring down the people who hurt me.

And me? What I do every day is to wonder if Xiaohui is cheating, whether she has done something sorry for me, and whether she has a relationship with another man.

I can only do such things all day long, and even in the end, because I don't believe in Xiaohui's love for me, I resolutely divorced her, which caused so much damage to Xiaohui.

No wonder Xiaohui just now knew that I was going to buy a diamond ring to confess to other women, she would be so aggrieved and wanted to cry, I thought she was acting in front of me, it turned out that everything was not acting, it was all true.

Now my heart is really entangled, looking at the jewelry box of the diamond ring on the table, my heart is full of mixed feelings.

What to do? My relationship with Bian Yuhong has just become so good now, and even we are about to talk about marriage, but Xiaohui suddenly came back.

Although Xiaohui has not returned to me, she has really returned to my heart.

After all, I loved Xiaohui so much before, she has always been the only one in my heart, the reason why I left Xiaohui and divorced Xiaohui was also because I felt that she had done something sorry for me, but now I know that she didn't do anything sorry for me at all, and made so many sacrifices, all for me.

As a result, I still don't understand, in such a situation, isn't I even more sorry for Xiaohui and more guilty about Xiaohui?

But what do I do now? Am I going to leave Bian Yuhong and get back together with Xiaohui again?

In that case, isn't it a little too sorry for Bian Yuhong, but if I don't leave Bian Yuhong, will I be so indebted to Xiaohui all the time?

Now my heart is really entangled to the point where I can't do it, it seems that no matter how I choose, it is wrong, and no matter how I choose, it is not easy to do.

My heart suddenly became annoyed, if I didn't believe Xiaohui at the beginning, things wouldn't be so difficult now, because I wouldn't divorce Xiaohui.

But now, even if I regret it, I have no choice, it seems that now I can only go to Xiaohui and make amends.

Otherwise, there is really no way for me to live forever with guilt.

Life is always like this, giving me such a dilemma and I don't know how to choose multiple choice questions.

The figures of the two women swirled around in my mind, and I didn't know what to choose, but if I didn't, it would be wrong.

In the end, I still made up my mind in my heart, I must not continue to owe Xiaohui, she has made so many sacrifices for me, and even I have done so many things to be sorry for him, I can't continue like this.

Thinking about it, I left here directly, wanting to find Xiaohui, but I didn't know where she lived, and Sun Wenyuan didn't tell me just now.

I hurriedly dialed Sun Wenyuan's phone, and the phone was quickly connected: "What's wrong?" Anything else? ”

"I want to know where Xiaohui lives now," I asked into the phone.

Sun Wenyuan was silent for a moment at this time before she said to me: "I called Xiaohui just now, and she said that she never wants to see you again, don't look for her, and don't call me." ”

After speaking, Sun Wenyuan hung up the phone directly.