321 Big ups and downs

My movements stopped abruptly, I didn't dare to continue the next step, I got off Jiang Yufei like a thief, sat next to her, took out a cigarette from my pocket, and lit it.

The smoke was emitted in the air, and I looked a little helpless, because I remembered Xu Jie, who was undercover with Andy, in danger, and I, as her boyfriend, were entangled with Jiang Yufei here, is this in the past?

I can't say it, so I stopped moving, I came to my senses, I couldn't move on to the next step, although I was a man, I couldn't refuse such a temptation, but it was precisely because I was a man that I had to refuse such a temptation, it was difficult to be a man, and it was even harder to be a man.

Besides, since Jiang Yufei and Yi Lin talked, she became very strange, how did she take the initiative for the first time, she is not such a person, why did she behave like this, I think, this has something to do with her conversation with Yi Lin, I remembered that before leaving from Yi's house, Yi Lin said to Jiang Yufei, don't forget to promise him, is it because of this incident that Jiang Yufei has such a move?

Jiang Yufei also got up from the ground, her face was still a little red, I looked at her clothes that were wet by the seawater, and said a little distressed: "I'll send you home first, so that you don't catch a cold." ”

The night by the sea was already a little cold, her clothes were wet again, her arms and calves were all exposed, and it was naturally difficult to withstand the cold.

Jiang Yufei refused with a smile, and then she looked at me and said, "Instead of going back to the cold home, I would prefer to stay here with you a little longer, hehe, you say, I was very cheap just now?" ”

I shook my head and said, "It's my fault, I should control myself." ”

Jiang Yufei stroked the hair in front of her, hugged her legs with her hands and said: "I seduce you, it's none of your business, I know that you have someone else in your heart, but I still did that, I used to disdain to do this kind of thing, but I don't know why, I have become like this now." ”

She was shivering, and I knew she was cold, so I took off my gown, carefully covered her, and said, "Let's go back, I'm afraid you're going to catch a cold." ”

Jiang Yufei looked at me and smiled, she looked at me seriously and said, "What are you afraid of when you have a cold?" When I was a freshman in junior high school, I dared to use a machete to cut people, do you think I would be afraid of catching a cold? ”

I said I didn't mean that, Jiang Yufei suddenly said sharply: "Then what do you mean, do you hate me, don't you want me to stay by your side, then you just say it, I, Jiang Yufei, am not the kind of person who has no shame, why are you not afraid of me catching a cold when you are camping and bullying me, I was not afraid before, but now I am afraid, I will give you a chance, you don't cherish it, when I don't give you a chance, you keep sticking it upside down, Chen Ge, are you cheap?" ”

She suddenly lost her temper, which made me a little overwhelmed, I asked Jiang Yufei what was wrong, Jiang Yufei asked rhetorically: "I also want to know what happened to me, do you know?" There are some things that I have never been able to say, I thought that by giving myself a little more time, I would be able to prepare enough, but there are two things that can never be prepared, one is to ask someone if you love me? Another thing is to say I love you to someone! ”

She makes me even more overwhelmed by this, is this a confession? The sudden confession made me stunned, I didn't know how to respond, do I like Jiang Yufei? It's a very natural question, and of course I like her, otherwise I wouldn't have been so impulsive just now.

She is beautiful and generous, mature and attractive, both in appearance and personality is the type I like, with her, I will be very happy, very comfortable, more importantly, I have known her for three years, since the beginning of the year, she has been standing by my side unconditionally to help me, just ask a girl like this to you, will you not be tempted?

Yes, no man can refuse a woman like Jiang Yufei, including me, but I know very well in my heart that I can't accept this love, because I still have Xu Jie in my heart, Xu Jie's love for me is no less than Jiang Yufei, she pays even more than Jiang Yufei, her father handed Xu Jie to me before he died, how can I live up to her?

For Xu Jie, I not only love, but also have a responsibility to bear, Jiang Yufei is different from Zhou Lian, Zhou Lian knows that I have no ending with her, so we can abandon the worldly view and linger together, but once I accept Jiang Yufei, it is equivalent to having to give up Xu Jie, but if I give up Xu Jie, am I still a man?

So I didn't dare to respond to her, Jiang Yufei seemed to have some resentment in her heart, and said directly: "Chen Ge, I said I like you, did you hear it, as a lady, I have already expressed it, as for making me not reserved at the last point?" ”

I glanced at Jiang Yufei in surprise, and in the night, Jiang Yufei's eyes looked at me without giving in, and my heart began to panic, as if I was a thief, and quickly turned my eyes away.

I didn't have anything to say: "Yufei, what's wrong with you, it's not like you tonight, you're so sudden, I really don't know how to answer you." ”

After Jiang Yufei said that she didn't need to answer, she rubbed it on my side, then put her body on my body, and said, "I'm a little cold, can you hug me?" ”

The warm jade was warm and fragrant, my chin rested on Jiang Yufei's hair, the breather had shampoo-scented hair, and my hands were raised high, a little unaware.

Jiang Yufei complained: "You don't even want to hug me? Since I was a child, I have been very independent, no matter what I do, I am very hard to solve it in my own way, many things, I can handle very well, I can do a lot of things alone, but there is one thing that requires the joint efforts of two people......"

Speaking of which, she raised her head to look at me, looking at me like a docile kitten, in the night, her eyes were so charming, people unconsciously sank in her pupils, she looked at me and said: "For example, hugging, you need two people to do it together, that's called hugging." ”

As soon as she said it, I felt that my hands were a little too tired to hold in the air, and as a gentleman, I should hug the girl in my arms tightly, so my hands hung down, and gently, for fear of frightening Jiang Yufei, I stuck to her back.

At this time, Jiang Yufei who was lying in my arms sobbed silently, I asked her what she was doing and why she was crying, Jiang Yufei said she didn't know, and told me that she heard his father say that she hadn't cried since the moment she was born, but she looked at this strange world with her eyes open and confused, and her father thought she was dumb at that time, but it wasn't, her father told her at that time that she was a strong girl.

When she grew up, she also thought so, she didn't cry when she was bullied when she was a child, and no one dared to bully her in junior high school, and she didn't cry when her father was admitted to the hospital, because she wanted to be strong to clean up the mess left by her father, she has always been so strong, she thinks that tears are the last thing in this world, so she has never cried.

But at this moment, she cried, just because of one of my hugs, this girl who has not shed a single tear for eighteen years, burst into tears at this time.

I looked distressed, hugged her hard and said, "Don't cry, it's all my fault, I shouldn't let you cry, I'm a sinner through the ages." ”

Boys make girls cry, no matter how big the boy's reason is, it's the boy's fault.

Jiang Yufei sobbed: "Well, I don't cry, if you hold me, I won't cry, just now, at this moment, I don't expect this to be a promise, I just hope, I hope that when I say I love you, you don't panic and escape, that's enough." ”

I don't know how to answer what she said, I just know that what I can do now is to hold the girl in front of me close and let her stop shaking, she is so tired and needs a shoulder, and I would be happy to do her this shoulder.

After a long time, Jiang Yufei's mood stabilized, she pushed me away, stood up and said, "Okay, I'm fine, go back." ”

I wondered a little, "Are you really okay?" ”

Jiang Yufei nodded, as if she had regained her original strong appearance, as if the girl who looked like a little girl just now was not her.

I don't seem to be able to figure her out, Jiang Yufei's behavior tonight is too strange, I wonder if she has a dual personality, otherwise how could she become so fast.

Seeing that I was looking at her curiously, Jiang Yufei said, "What? Not to go yet. ”

I got up from the ground and said, "No, what the hell are you doing?" Play with me? ”

Jiang Yufei said slyly: "What are you playing, I don't understand what you're talking about." ”

I was a little dissatisfied: "I know that women turn their faces faster than books, but you are too fast, just now you were thick with me, and now you are so indifferent, you know that this will make people very chilling." ”

Jiang Yufei was happy, she was very sad, she looked at the beach and said: "Chen Ge, I have already said everything I should say, you are not a fool, you naturally know what I mean." ”

I said I don't know what she means, I almost can't understand her, Jiang Yufei turned around, stroked my face with her hand and said: "I said I love you, desperately said it, I have no regrets, this is the truth in my heart, I just express the thoughts in my heart, I am a woman who loves face very much, but just now I gave up my face for you, but I tell you, only this time, and the last time, I confessed to you like a girl, I like you, but I will not stalk, This is my last dignity. ”

After saying that, she turned and walked ahead, and just as I was about to follow, I heard her say again: "Besides, it doesn't matter if you accept it or not......

Another wave came over from the sea, and the sound was very loud, but even so, I still clearly heard Jiang Yufei's next sentence, she said: "Because I have already agreed to Yi Lin's engagement." ”