The whole earth was scorched by the midsummer sun, and Nian'an walked with difficulty, feeling as if he had lost his shoes, and walked barefoot on the cement road under the scorching sun......

The temperature of the scorching (hot re), the scorching muddy (body shen) are all (hot re). Her throat felt like it was going to smoke...... Nian An ran forward desperately, just looking for a piece of cool land.

It's just that there seems to be a shadow behind (the body) all the time, pulling her ...... She seemed to have strong glue under her feet, she couldn't move, she struggled desperately, but she still stopped in place, unable to move.

A wave of desperation struck. She felt like she was going to faint with thirst in the next moment.

"Why are you following me?" She yelled desperately at the shadow behind her.

Why...... Why?

Suddenly, the shadow ran up and grabbed her.

Run with her.

A cool breeze blew, and it was very comfortable.

He seemed to whisper in her ear, "Don't drink anymore." ”

Nian An nodded obediently.

Good.

Never drink it again.

Suddenly, a gust of wind struck, and he lost the hand holding her, and left without looking back.

No, don't. Don't leave her behind.

She went mad and chased after her.

It's just that the shadow is getting farther and farther away from her, no matter how hard she tries to catch up, and finally the cold back gradually disappears.

Nian An cried out...... Agawa ...... Agawa ......

She'll be obedient...... She doesn't drink secretly anymore.

Don't leave her behind. No.

She wept bitterly.

"An An...... An An ......"

Who's calling her? Who is it? Kitagawa?

Nian An's eyes were blurred with tears, looking for the source of the voice, but there was a blur in front of him. It was as if she had been hidden by a thick white fog, and she couldn't see it or find it...... But she knew it had to be him.

He promised. Never leave her.

She opened her mouth wide and wanted to call him, to tell him that she was here, that she was looking for him, that she needed him......

She struggled in the fog, in the direction of the voice, in his direction......

"An An...... An An ...... "The voice is still not close or far in the ear, full of tenderness. It's his rare gentleness. The gentle voice made her more anxious, but she couldn't find him.

She couldn't find her Beichuan.

"Ji Beichuan......" Nian An cried bitterly. How can it be...... How can you lose me......" She wanted to yell out, and yelled at him with impunity.

How could he lose her!

But there was a hoarse pain in his throat, and he couldn't scream.

She yelled desperately...... Desperately waving his hand......

Suddenly, she grabbed him.

Nian An threw herself into his arms in ecstasy and hugged him tightly. Dead.

This time, she would never give him a chance again, leaving her behind.

Only in his arms would she not feel so much pain.

Gu Junyan's hand raised in mid-air stiffened, and the ice towel he was still holding in his hand was wiped somewhere. She buried her whole face in his arms. The slender arms hugged him with great strength. He struggled several times and couldn't break free. Instead, it made her hug tighter.

Gu Junyan looked at the wet hair nested around her neck, he brushed her long black hair and wiped her neck. She immediately arched into his arms like a rabbit, and pillowed him around her neck and arms. I found a comfortable position and showed half of my little face.

He tried to pull his hand out. She frowned, and pressed it even tighter.

"An An...... An An ...... "He tried to call her softly.

She just quietly closed her eyes and fell asleep.

Gu Junyan took a deep breath, Nian An finally quieted down, and his breathing gradually became even.

There was a happy and satisfied smile on his little red face. The curved curvature of the corners of his mouth is so beautiful, tempting (tempting) Gu Junyan involuntarily wants to lower his head to grab the sweetness of the (tempting) person......

But as long as his (body) son moved slightly, Nian An held it down, and he couldn't move at all.

Her legs were pressed against his legs, and her whole body was almost pressed on him, so soft, she hugged him in the tightest posture, which made Gu Junyanhun (body shen) more and more hot.

He was very uncomfortable.

Just looking at the corners of her curved mouth in her arms, Gu Junyan finally couldn't bear to wake her up forcefully. had to let her be domineering.

Gu Junyan sighed helplessly. What a torturous girl.

This Shen Nian'an's reputation is really not false. He's seen it today.

Anyway, he is so big, and there is no woman who can make him uncomfortable before today, and he can't do it. Today, although she has made him pestered many times, he can't bear to use force on her.

Gu Junyan smiled mockingly.

It's really uncomfortable to be able to enjoy this kind of beauty in your arms.

He lowered his head and looked at the little woman in his arms. I finally understand why so many men have been crazy about her.

Gu Junyan stared at Nian'an in his arms, after five years of marriage, it was the first time he had seen such a Nian'an, and this kind of Nian'an was distressing, and there was such a charm that made people enchant.

Gu Junyan smiled and closed his eyes.

……

Nian An flipped (body shen).

(The bed chuang) is soft, the quilt is also soft, and she herself is soft up and down.

She stretched her arms and legs lazily, and her body was a little weak. His throat was hoarse and uncomfortable, and he covered his forehead with some pain, and his head was a little confused, thinking about what happened......

Nian An turned his neck, turned his head and glanced at the (bed chuang) headboard on the side, and suddenly, the thoughts in his mind suddenly broke off.

Is that......

The head table that had been empty for many days was now a ...... Some misshapen ceramic rabbits.

This is......

Nian An stared at the strange rabbit.

The rabbit's ears are one big and the other is small, and one ear is obviously missing. It was impossible to see which was the arm and which was the hand, and the whole arm was connected to the body.

Only the face of the whole rabbit is still intact, its mouth is raised, and its smile is a little silly.

Its clothes are a little strange and mutilated, but the words written on them are clear - Ann Xiaotu, remember to smile!

Nian An stared at the strange rabbit for a long time.

Stunned.

She thought that when she went to the mall that day, Gu Junyan took Guoguo to play in the children's playground downstairs in the mall for a while, as if she was going to play some handicrafts.

She didn't want to go to those who were not interested, but Gu Junyan was very active at the time, and she responded to Guoguo's request in one bite, she was (quite ting) surprised at the time, thinking that Gu Junyan, a big man, would have the patience to accompany children to play with handmade ceramics and such childish things.

It turned out that he was ......

I don't know how long it was, Nian An looked at the ugly rabbit, and finally couldn't help but crack the corners of his lips and laughed.

Thinking of Gu Junyan's appearance as a humble and noble son, he actually went to play with this kind of thing, and that appearance made people feel ridiculous when they thought about it.

The corners of Nian Anxiao's eyes were a little sour.

Maybe even she didn't realize that the circle she drew for herself was missing a gap.

I don't know when someone has torn a hole open.

How could she not be as astute as she was?

I just don't want to, I don't dare to admit it.

……

In the bright office on the top floor of Huazhu Building, a mild-mannered man smoked a cigarette with deep eyes.

There was a stack of papers on the table, which he had just finished reading.

The beautiful transparent ashtray on the side is full of cigarette butts.

He stared at the ruined paintings on his desk. The paintings were a few that he picked up at random from Nian'an's colorful studio.

Although some of the destroyed ones are unrecognizable, some of the inscriptions in the lower right corner are still visible.

It was with her delicate handwriting that there was a word "An".

The paintings that she destroyed should have been painted by herself.

Gu Junyan was looking at the painting and was a little stunned, and the door of the office was pushed open.

Gu Junyan's special assistant Zhang Dong walked in. Looking at the boss's (yinyin) depressed face, Zhang Dong stopped talking a little. After hesitating for a while, he said, "Mr. Gu, Mr. Xu of Lifeng made an appointment with you, saying that it was ......"

"Who?" Gu Junyan interrupted him. The voice was a little muffled.

"Mr. Xu of Lifeng." Zhang Dong said softly, looking at Gu Junyan's face, he felt apprehensive in his heart.

As soon as the boss came to the company today, he felt a chill to his bones. So that no one in the top secretary's room dared to be angry.

Gu Junyan gently extinguished the cigarette butt in his hand in the clear fiberglass, glanced at the painting in front of him, and chuckled, "Answer him." ”

"Yes."

Hearing the order, Zhang Dong immediately went out to make arrangements.

Looking at the boss's face, he always felt that the boss's heart (affection) was very bad today. The sneer from the usually gentle boss just now made him shudder. Even if I usually quarrel with Miss Yang, I don't look like this!

Gu Junyan put the painting away, and glanced at a document on the side of the table, the photo on the title page of the document, the slightly old eyebrows and eyes did look a little similar to Nian An.

Xu Lifeng was also an excellent painter, and Nian An ......

She has been praised by everyone since she was a child, and her talent for painting is extremely high.

So, that's why she went crazy and ruined her painting that night.

It's just because talent is inherited from blood and bones in the eyes of many people.

It's indelible.

So, for nearly a year, she barely held a paintbrush again.

What a stubborn silly girl.

……

In a quiet private room.

Both men had a faint smile on their faces, chatting casually.

During the conversation, Gu Junyan quietly looked at the man sitting across from him, and had to admit that he was indeed a very postureful man. Although his face is engraved with long-standing wrinkles, it is not difficult to see that he must have been a very handsome and beautiful man when he was young.

Otherwise, that girl wouldn't be so confusing.

Thinking of that night, he chuckled and lowered his head and took a sip of Pu'er in front of him.

"Lifeng will have a party in the industry next Saturday, I wonder if Mr. Gu can appreciate his face? Come with your wife. The business was almost discussed, and Xu Lifeng smiled politely and sent out an invitation.

Gu Junyan smiled, after so long, this old fox couldn't help it, "Mr. Xu invited, Gu is very honored, but I'm afraid it will be difficult for Neiko to participate." ”

"Oh, why is that?"

"She's sick." Gu Junyan's tone was light, and his words were unusually soft. But he clearly saw that there was a momentary stiffness in the smile on the corner of the man's mouth.

"Is it serious?" Almost subconsciously blurted out. However, when he asked, Xu Lifeng felt that something was wrong.

But Gu Junyan seemed to be unaware, sighed and said, "It's a bit serious." My old man made a few phone calls, and he was going to scold me to death. ”

Gu Junyan said with a look of annoyance and worry, and then said: "I had a high fever all night, and I was still unconscious when I went out this morning. ”

Xu Lifeng was stunned when he heard that.

Looking at the eyes that couldn't hide the pain, Gu Junyan hooked his lips without moving.

Thinking of Nian'an's crazy and uncontrollable appearance that night, Gu Junyan's eyes sank. Compared to what Nian An has suffered over the years, his pain is nothing.

After that, the two didn't talk about anything more, Xu Lifeng said that he had something to say goodbye,

Gu Junyan watched Xu Lifeng's car leave, and then got into the car. Zhang Dong, who was sitting in the co-pilot, turned around and said, "Mr. Gu, there is a call from home, saying that you missed the call, and Aunt Chen said that Mrs. woke up in the afternoon." ”

He pulled out the phone, and sure enough, there was a missed call on it. When he went out in the morning, he specially confessed, saying that Nian'an woke up and told him......

"Mr. Gu, is it time to send you home?"

“……”

Gu Junyan didn't say a word and was silent.

Zhang Dong looked at the boss cautiously. After following him for many years, he knew that the boss was a little abnormal today.

"To the Golden Bay." Just as the driver didn't know where to go, he spoke.

At the beginning of the day, as soon as night falls, the neon lights in the capital will be lit up one after another. And the neon lights of the Golden Bay are even brighter, shining the lake like a fairyland on earth, illusory and ethereal.

The car stopped in front of a bar as instructed, and as soon as Gu Junyan got out of the car, someone came up to him and called "Mr. Gu", Gu Junyan just asked in a cold voice, "Youjia is here, right?" ”

"Miss Li, here." Seeing that Gu Junyan's face was not good, the man quickly replied with a smile.

"Give me a private room and let her come and see me." After Gu Junyan finished speaking, he walked in.

Ying waiter led the way in front, and several people who came out of a private room walked towards him, and one of them recognized Gu Junyan, "Mr. Gu!" ”

"Mr. Gu, I haven't seen you for a long time, you've been getting more and more popular recently......" Before Gu Junyan could speak, the man had already come forward quite familiarly. A red face, a mouthful of alcohol. Obviously drunk and inexplicable.

Gu Junyan frowned unhappily. Zhang Dong, who was behind (shen), immediately stepped forward and pulled the man away, and the person next to him was quite sober, and immediately pulled the person away.

Looking at the boss who didn't say a word, Zhang Dong thought, the boss was cold, and it was also majestic and made people sweat coldly. It's just that the boss has always greeted those people in the mall with a smile, and he has never had a cold face like today.

Zhang Dong looked at the back of the boss who was walking away, and only felt strange in his heart, but his intuition seemed to be related to his wife.

My wife was sick, and the boss didn't come to the company yesterday, but when she came today, her face was gloomy all day. The entire secretary's room was silenced.

However, the boss and his wife have been married for five years, and it seems that the two have always been ......

……

In the shimmering private room, the crystal clear goblet shimmered blindly. Gu Junyan shook the red wine in the glass, and through the flickering red light, a vague face always appeared in his mind unconsciously......

That face seemed to be more seductive and intoxicating than the red wine in his hand.

Gu Junyan raised his head and drank the wine in his cup.

The carved and gold-carved door was vigorously pushed open.

Like a gust of wind, a small figure crashed into the quiet and gorgeous private room.

"Gu Sishao, you are looking for me-" Youjia, who was wearing a silver gauze skirt, swayed her steps, slightly drunk, stepped on twelve centimeters of high heels, and stumbled to the table.

Gu Junyan unhurriedly raised more than half a glass of red wine for himself and took a small sip.

He looked carefully at the girl who was leaning and leaning on the other side.

The simple and delicate dark blue suit is equipped with a bright silver gauze skirt, and there is a playful liveliness between the neat short hair.

Youjia is not tall enough, and she has a baby face, and she has been very pink and tender since she was a child (love ai), but she didn't expect it to be so big in a flash. Now she has lost her baby fat, and gradually has the maturity and charm of a woman

"Hey, Si Shao, you specially summoned me, it wasn't just to come to me as a nymphomaniac. Although Miss Ben has a beautiful face, it is not that you have to give it to me if you want to appreciate it. ”

Gu Junyan smiled. The heart that has been depressed for a day is a lot easier in the face of Youjia's somewhat naughty smile.

"Tell me, what's the matter?" Youjia picked up the wine on the table with some dejection. If it weren't for the fact that something really happened, Jun Yan would not have looked for her alone and deliberately like this.

He looked for her so solemnly.

Why?

"Jiajia, you've been drinking a lot. You don't drink it here. Jun Yan intercepted the red wine in her hand and said with a gentle smile. Accustomed to his usual appearance, Youjia knew that he was not right today.

That smile was too perfunctory.

She waited quietly for his next step.

Thinking about what can be done to make Gu Sishao, who is omnipotent in the capital, find her.

Facing Youjia's puzzled and scrutinizing eyes, he just drank the red wine in the glass one by one. There doesn't seem to be anything special about being idle.

"Gu Junyan - I don't have time to spare......"

"I see what's hidden under that silver watch." He interrupted Yo Jiaman's impatient shouting.

He saw the table of the girl sitting opposite (情qing). Anger, impatience, shock...... Gradually, it all turned to calm.

Youjia looked at Jun Yan quietly, still elegant and gentle, and even the words were his usual tone. So calm and waveless.

The air seemed to freeze quietly at this moment.

However, it didn't take long for it to be suddenly broken by a laugh.

"That's why you won't let me drink."

"Yes." Gu Junyan was blunt.

“……”

"I need a sober Li Youjia." A sober you, come and tell me about that wound.

"Youjia ......"

"Gu Junyan, you finally came to me." Youjia interrupted him with a laugh. didn't give Jun Yan a chance to speak again.

She just laughed.

Laughing non-stop......

Repeating the phrase over and over again......

Until the end, tears burst into laughter.

Looking at such Youjia, Gu Junyan didn't think that when he married Nian'an, she also smiled like this, laughing with tears in her eyes.

That time she was drunk and couldn't stand still. But he resolutely did not allow Nian An to drink too much, and blocked one toast after another for Nian An.

They all said that they had never seen such desperate bridesmaids.

That day, she lasted until the end, until Nian An approached the cave room, and she stood at the door to stop him who was drunk.

A drunkard stopped a drunkard and kept saying a word.

He didn't seem to remember what the drunk Youjia said to the drunk that day.

Until that day.

The day her watch completely fell off her wrist.

He remembered.

Yoga said that he should never uncover the watch on Nian'an's right wrist.

That day, she pulled him hoarsely and said to him - Fourth brother, never uncover the watch on Nian An's right wrist.

Because you won't know where the Tao is hidden, and what kind of wounds are hidden.

He could even remember her whispered words.

The picture that had been blurred for a long time is now so clearly imprinted in my mind.

"Jiajia ......" Gu Junyan looked at the tearful girl in front of her and paused her words. When I came, I firmly wanted the answer, but I didn't know how to ask at this time.

People say that Li Youjia is Shen Nian'an's shadow. People didn't understand what kind of friendship existed between them, not even he.

What kind of (qing) friendship, one sentence is red-eyed.

"You want to know?" She took the wine in front of the table and drank it down, and when she saw him frowning, she smiled and said, "Don't worry, you can't get drunk with this little red wine." ”

"Actually, I wasn't all drunk that day, I pretended." With red cheeks, she said with a wicked smile.

Youjia wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and poured herself more than half a glass of wine, but she just stared at the red liquid in the cup quietly and didn't take another sip.

In the glittering Houhai, there are neon lights everywhere and bustling everywhere, but they just sit silently opposite each other.

She didn't speak. He wasn't asking.

Sometimes the silent air can scorch you like torture.

After being silent for a long time, Youjia said, "As for the injury...... Even if you see it with your own eyes, you can't believe it. ”

Youjia shook the red wine in the glass, as if through the bright red liquid, her eyes were full of blood red in the depths of her memory, what stinged her eyes, and what blurred her vision.

"After all, that's Nian'an......" closed his eyes, and choked up again.

yes, that's Nian'an.

What a proud, strong girl.

An excellent person who can't help but hate since he was a child, a person who has been publicized since he was a child and people have to look sideways, and a Shen Nianan who has been proud since he was a child and made people worship him as a queen...... How could he brand himself with such a hideous and long wound?

"Even if I saw it with my own eyes, I couldn't believe it...... I can't believe that such a proud An An would hurt herself for a man. ”

What kind of deep (love AI) should it be?

Is it so deep (love AI) that it destroys its entire world?

Where is that scumbag in Ji Beichuan!

And Gu Junyan, who was sitting on the opposite side, for some reason, heard the last sentence in Youjia's mouth, and his heart ached dullly. It's stuffy and uncomfortable.

……

In the middle of the night, only the moonlight and shadows were scattered in the quiet room.

In the darkness, Nian An sat on the soft bed with her legs hunched and her head resting lightly on her knees. The floor clock downstairs struck twelve times not long ago, and the crisp sound was beautiful.

She (loves) the sound very much, and whenever it rings in the middle of the night, she counts quietly, and if it's just twelve, she thinks it's so good, and the day goes by.

She figured he wouldn't be back tonight.

My heart was loose but tight. It's such a strange feeling.

What the hell is she? Do you want him to come back, or don't you want to?

She just wanted to ask...... I want to ask a lot, but I don't know what to ask.

Suddenly, I faintly heard the sound of a car. Nian An sat up straight (body shen) and listened carefully......

The "Didi" sound of opening the door lock and the "knock" sound of stepping upstairs...... Getting closer......

Gu Junyan went up to the third floor and entered Nian'an's room. As he walked to the bedroom, he paused with the hand holding the doorknob and pressed it gently. The door opened.

She didn't lock the bedroom door.

He was stunned for a moment before he walked in gently. Looking at her lying quietly on her side, Gu Junyan frowned, stood there silent for a while, and then quietly went to the bathroom.

Hearing the sound of running water in the bathroom, Nian Anxin felt a little nervous. She thought he was just coming up to see if her fever had subsided, but she didn't want him to go into the bathroom, had he forgotten that this was her room, or had he been living here these days and didn't want to leave. Nian Anxin was annoyed.

After a while, Gu Junyan had already washed it out. He gently hugged Nian An from behind. Nian An'an's skin suddenly tightened. Before she could figure out what to do, however, she heard his soft words ringing in her ears.

"Why haven't you slept yet?" Gu Junyan asked behind her.

Nian Anxin was taken aback.

"You're not so honest when you're asleep." Gu Junyan's chuckle came from behind him.

Nian An was stunned, how did he know.

However, after thinking about it, he was a little indignant...... Bastard!

Why doesn't she be honest with him when she sleeps!

Nian An scolded secretly in his heart.

Thinking about it, she was about to break free from his embrace, since he had seen through it, why did she have to wronged herself to hold him.

"Don't move." Gu Junyan vigorously circled her who was about to break free.

Think beautifully.

She was disobedient, and she still struggled to break free.

"An An, just let me hold for a while, okay? Just for a moment......" He increased his hand and hugged her tighter into his arms, but the words in his mouth were very soft, and there seemed to be a faint pleading.

Nian An sighed helplessly in his heart. What a black-bellied fox, pretending to be pitiful in what tone. But whether she said yes or not, he wouldn't let go. As long as he doesn't want to let go, she can't break free no matter what.

Seeing that she was finally quiet and didn't move, Jun Yan hooked her lips, but there was a kind of bitterness in her pride. When she tried hard to break free from him, he actually felt an inexplicable panic.

He didn't deliberately get angry with her, he just unconsciously hugged her tighter.

At that moment, he couldn't think of Youjia's words when he parted tonight.

When he was parting tonight, Youjia stopped him, "Fourth brother......"

I haven't heard her call herself that in years. At that moment, he only felt inexplicably kind, but her next words made him suddenly choke his throat.

She said, "Fourth brother, if Tian Nian'an wants to leave, please let it go." ”

Please let it go. Please. She pleaded.

But he didn't dare to turn around and respond to the word "good".

Tonight, he just couldn't suppress the curiosity in his heart to ask for an answer.

In the end, he fled in a panic. When did he Gu Junyan be so embarrassed.

When Youjia laughed and said, "Brother Jun Yan, I knew that there would be such a day, I guess, one day you will come to me, although it has been a long time, but this day has finally come, but An An is not something you can tame if you want to......"

She clearly saw that Gu Junyan's eyes darkened, as if he was about to devour someone.

At that moment, Youjia didn't know whether to be happy or worried for a while.

She Li Youjia is not as stupid as everyone thinks, she is smart and understands everything, but she deliberately pretends not to understand anything.

She thought that if An An wanted her not to understand, then she could pretend that she didn't understand anything, as long as it was what An An wanted.

However, An'an is the only thing I can do for you.

Just looking at Gu Junyan's back as he strode away, You Jia panicked and didn't know if he had done the right thing.

She was terrified.

She stopped him, hoping that he would give her a promise.

But he finally left without saying a word.

……

"An An......" He knew she wasn't asleep. Flip her slender body and press her whole face against her chest.

She could hear his heartbeat clearly.

The jump was a little hurried.

He made her so muddy (body) (hot re) that she couldn't breathe, "Gu Junyan, I'm (hot re)!" ”

Gu Junyan was stunned, then she chuckled and gave her hand, letting her show her head, and it could be faintly seen in the darkness that she pursed her mouth and glared at him.

"Don't stare at me, that's how you held me before."

Actually, it's tighter than he hugs. Gu Junyan thought of the hand that held Nian An that night, not only tightened again.

And Nian An was stunned for a few seconds when he heard the words, and his face was even more (hot). What happened that night, she didn't have any memory in her mind......

Nian An took a deep breath and prepared to break free and get up. It's just that before he could sit up, he was pulled down by a force.

"Gu-" Nian An said with some annoyance.

"Don't be angry, I have something to say to you." Gu Junyan still hugged her from behind domineeringly, and said softly.

Nian An endured his anger, and waited quietly for him to follow.

"Mom will be back in Beijing next week. There are some things you better be prepared for. ”

With just one sentence, Nian'an's (body) in his arms had become stiff.

Gu Junyan caressed her mediocre little belly with one hand, and ...... She only felt that her whole chest was stuffy.

"An An, I think you should have thought that there would be such a day at the beginning, and there are some things that cannot be avoided." Gu Junyan's voice was faint.

But Nian An closed his eyes silently. The whole person fell silent.

His words were soft, but they fell heavily on her heart like a big stone.

He's right, there are some things that can't be avoided.

She has been married to Gu Junyan for five years, but she still has no children. My mother-in-law has urged her many times, both openly and secretly. Grandpa also told her more than once.

Before, she and Gu Junyan both shirked and avoided everything, but now they ......

With her illness, her mother-in-law has a more legitimate reason to take care of her. At this time, she even lost the shield of Jingmei. She didn't have any reason to run away anymore.

Who brought whom to a dead end? I'm afraid there is really no way back this time.

"An An, I don't want to (force) you, I'll give you time to think about it." Gu Junyan said softly.

In the darkness, Nian An was still silent. No response.

He thought he had finally begun to persecute her.

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