Chapter 234: Are You Resisting Yourself So Well?
Mu Aoqing closed her eyes and hummed shallowly.
"Xiaoqing, I'm sorry."
"No, I don't blame you, I don't blame anyone, probably because I did too many bad things and there was retribution."
If it weren't for the Mu family's choice to remarry Chu Ziming for the sake of profit, maybe none of this would have happened.
The car stopped at the cemetery, and Mu Aoqing looked out of the car window, "I've already been here, let's go back." ”
"Xiaoqing." Xia Yunchen had a worried look on his face.
Mu Aoqing turned to the side and said, "Brother Yunchen, thank you for helping me so much, take me back now, I'm a little tired."
"Okay."
When she arrived at the door of the apartment, Mu Aoqing was already drowsy, and as soon as the car stopped, she opened her eyes, opened the car door, and said to Xia Yunchen, "Brother Yunchen, goodbye." ”
Mu Aoqing is not looking like she is thin, and it is becoming more and more difficult for Xia Yunchen to associate Xiaoqing in front of her with the innocent and romantic little girl in her childhood. She stood aside, watching Xia Yunchen's car drive away, before she planned to go upstairs.
But as soon as he took a step, reporters and media lurking nearby poured up again, surrounding the door.
Mu Aoqing looked at them with a headache and looked at the security guard, "Don't you plan to come over to clear it?" ”
The security guards were also embarrassed, and it wasn't that they didn't come over to talk to them, but they didn't listen.
"Miss Mu, are you running away now?"
"Why hasn't Mr. Chu shown up until now? Could it be that this divorce was just brought up by you first? ”
……
Mu Aoqing sneered, "The problem with my marriage with Mr. Chu is mine, but I don't want outsiders to interfere in my affairs yet, please forgive me." ”
When she wanted to leave, the reporter stopped her, and even worse, someone grabbed her arm.
Mu Aoqing's temper has come up a little, when is she going to live such a life?
She toyed with the man's hand and shouted, "Be respectful." ”
So far, Chu Ziming has not come forward to help her intercede and help her face it together, she clearly knows that this is what he is forcing himself.
Let herself know that without Mrs. Chu's protection, who can help her, how can she continue to survive in Lucheng unharmed, let alone start over.
Mu Aoqing watched people shouting and shouting, her eyes were confused, she froze and said, "If you don't leave, I'll call the police." ”
There was a woman who was not afraid at all, "Miss Mu, you have forgotten that this is our duty and authority. ”
Duty? Power?
She sneered, and saw that the people in the community also came out to see the excitement, and her heart was a little tormented.
I always felt that the figure in front of me was crowded, and she was shaking all the time, picking up her mobile phone and wanting to have a showdown with Chu Ziming, but the number had not been dialed yet, she suddenly felt weak and fell in one direction.
Two hours later.
She seemed to hear the sound of the mobile phone vibrating in a chaotic way, but she couldn't tell whether it was in a dream or in real life, she fell asleep deeply, the dream was full of blood, all those oppressive things that made her breathless, she wanted to wake up from the nightmare one after another, and one after another dead souls haunted her, grabbed her clothes, and didn't let her leave.
"No, no, please," she muttered in low pain, unable to wake up.
It was as if someone was hearing her name softly whispered, and then a delicate kiss wiped away the warm tears on her face.
She suddenly opened her eyes, her pupils dilated, and she looked around in horror, surrounded by soft light, and the whole room was familiar, covered in sweat.
"Xiaoqing."
The man's voice sounded, Mu Aoqing looked at him, her heart was suffocated, she immediately got up from the bed, and then rolled off the bed, she pulled up the quilt to cover her body in fear, the whole person was almost kneeling on the ground, her whole body trembled, and her face was pale and speechless.
"Xiaoqing." The man's voice sounded again, and he was eager to approach her, and every time he took a step closer, Mu Aoqing was about to break down and scream, "Don't come here, I beg you, don't come over." ”
Chu Ziming frowned, "I won't go over, you get up by yourself." "Do you think she's all so resistant to herself?
Mu Aoqing glanced at him in horror, and immediately wrapped herself in the quilt, Chu Ziming saw that she still refused to come out, and squatted down to try to take the quilt away, but Mu Aoqing was even more afraid, her voice was helpless and desperate, "Please, since you are dead, don't come to pester me, what do you want, tell me, I will try my best to satisfy you." ”
"Xiaoqing!" Chu Ziming shouted, and then his heart seemed to be hit hard, and he said softly, "Xiaoqing, I'm Chu Ziming, not someone else, don't be afraid, huh?" ”
Mu Aoqing only cried, Chu Ziming looked at her exposed hand, he held it, only to find that there was no temperature at all, Mu Aoqing got his touch, like a frightened bird, shrunk back with the quilt, "Please." ”
Chu Ziming stood up, "I'll go, don't be afraid." ”
The man looked at the woman who was curled up in the quilt sadly, opened the door and walked out, and immediately called Dr. Dean He, and asked them to come over immediately.
Not only does she not know herself now? And also see yourself as .... Dead people?
Mother Liu warmed up some porridge, and then said to Chu Ziming, "I'll go in and have a look." ”
Chu Ziming nodded.
When I opened the door, I saw a person sitting on the ground, shivering under the quilt.
"Miss...."Mother Liu's eyes were moist, and tears fell down at once, "It's Mother Liu, I warmed some porridge for you, you haven't eaten at night, you should be hungry." ”
Mu Aoqing slowed down, exposed her head, and shouted in a choked voice, "Help me, Mother Liu." On the pale face, the tearful eyes were especially obvious.
Mother Liu hurriedly put the porridge on the table, then walked over, carefully helped her up from the ground, and then helped her sit on the bed, Mu Aoqing hid in her arms like a child, and said weakly, "Mother Liu, I'm scared, help me." ”
"It's okay, it's okay, Mama Liu is with you, Mama Liu is here." Mother Liu gently patted her back, "Tell me, what's going on?" ”
Mu Aoqing said in a suffrage, "I saw Gu Chenghao, he came to me just now." No, it's Gu Chenghao for a while, and it's a father for a while. ”
Mother Liu sighed, what's the matter? A good young lady and a good home, all of a sudden, it was scattered and broken.
Dean went to the doctor, and now only Dr. He came over alone, and asked Chu Ziming about the situation, and when Liu's mother came out and listened to what Liu's mother said, she had already reached a conclusion, and said slowly, "She has also appeared in such a situation before, that is, after the death of the man surnamed Gu, she was frightened, did she have something happened today?" ”
Liu's mother replied, "I went out today, and when I came back, I saw a bunch of reporters gathered at the gate of the community, and the young lady had fainted, but fortunately, a kind person helped me to help her in, and then I immediately called Mr. Chu." ”
Chu Ziming's eyes darkened, today's divorce was exposed, he saw the reporter surrounding her in the restaurant, and originally wanted to ask someone to remove the reporter, but he didn't expect to see Zhou Ruize and Xia Yunchen's car, so he didn't care anymore, it's good to give her a little memory, maybe she can change the relationship between them.
But I didn't expect such a thing to happen.
Dr. Ho asked, "Is she emotionally stable now?" ”
"I coaxed and drank a few mouthfuls of porridge and was already lying down."
"Then I'll go in and have a look."
Doctor He walked in lightly, looked at her twice, and after taking two steps, Mu Aoqing opened his eyes, "What are you doing?" ”
"Miss Mu, do you remember me?"
"Dr. Ho."
Mu Aoqing sat up, then looked at her and walked over, "Doctor He, just say whatever you want." ”
"You don't have to worry, I'll just ask you a few questions." She took a few steps closer and saw that her mood was now stable, so she asked, "Have you slept well lately?" ”
"Not good."
"What's been the thing that worries you the most lately?"
"It's a lot" Mu Aoqing leaned back, her father died, the children were lost, and the divorce was inseparable..."
Dr. He nodded, "I think you can go out for a walk and see the scenery at the right time, maybe your mood will be much better, and you can see things from more angles." ”
Mu Aoqing's eyes were gloomy, she was very sleepy and tired, in fact, there were still a lot of things in her mind that could go back to Dr. He, because she subconsciously felt that Dr. He was Chu Ziming's person, and Dean didn't come over.
But she couldn't lift her eyes anymore.
Doctor He looked at her frailty, "Miss Mu? "In such a situation, it is obvious that there are not only psychological problems, but also physical problems.
She helped the sleepy Mu Aoqing to lie down, walked out, and waited for the people sent by Chu Ziming to come over, drew blood for Mu Aoqing, and did a simple examination.
The examination showed that Mu Aoqing did not rest well, and her mental state was extremely poor, which may lead to fainting, and even drowsiness after the spirit is relaxed.
But the blood test has not yet come out, everything can not be decided, after the doctor left, Dr. He prescribed some drugs with few side effects, and then said, "Maybe it is best to let Dean or her good friend come and talk to her, her self-control is too strong, and it is not the same as ordinary depressed patients, and the reason for suffering is that she knows her situation too well, so she suffers more than ordinary people." She should think that I am from your side, so she has always been hostile to me. ”
Chu Ziming snorted, "You go back." ”
The living room returned to quiet, Chu Ziming raised his feet and wanted to go to her bedroom to see, even if he was standing in front of her bed and looking at her, but he took two steps and stopped, for fear that she would be frightened again, so he kept guarding the door.
Late at night.
Mu Aoqing began to murmur in pain that she couldn't suppress, and once again fell into the abyss of nightmares, she ran wildly in her dreams, trying to breathe, seizing every opportunity, and trying to live. Chu Ziming strode in, hugged her, and watched her fall into a nightmare, curled up, fragile, and dazed, as if she had lost her soul all at once.