Gu Junyan stared at Jun Yi. His eyes were cold.

But he couldn't find a reason to refute her words.

yes, what is he angry about?

She lied to him?

Or did she go to see the man?

"Brother, if you don't love her, let her go, and let yourself go, what if...... If you're really in love with Nian'an......"

Obviously, this result is the last thing Jun Yi wants to see.

Gu Junyan and Ji Beichuan, one is her closest person and the other is her favorite person. She didn't want to see any of them get hurt, but if it was such an inescapable fate, then she didn't regret doing it, she said that she hoped that Nian An would be fair to Ah Chuan, and the decision was ultimately in Nian An's hands.

She couldn't watch Ah Chuan die, she had no choice.

Gu Junyan didn't listen to the next words, he took his clothes and left, when he came, he was aggressive, but when he left, he was like a deserter.

Gu Junyan drove the car onto the viaduct, the speed was getting faster and faster, but he didn't notice it at all.

Blood was surging in the veins, but there was no way to release it.

The hand ring holding the steering wheel is white.

Gu Junyan gritted his teeth.

The gray patch in front of me.

Suddenly, a car rushed over from the opposite side......

Bang -

The car crashed into the guardrail on the viaduct.

Gu Junyan only felt a sudden pain in his head, and a gentle liquid flowed out......

"Sir...... This gentleman ......"

Gu Junyan heard a female voice calling in his ear. But I couldn't hear who it was.

Ann......

No, An'an, in Japan.

Gu Junyan hugged his headache-splitting head, and his eyes gradually became darker and darker......

……

When Nian An woke up, it was already past one o'clock in the afternoon.

was still woken up by Ji Beichuan.

The sun came out of the window, and although there was still a thin layer of frost on the window, looking at the exposed sunlight still made people feel a little warmer.

"It's time to get up." Ji Beichuan sat on the edge of the bed and called her.

Nian An looked at Ah Chuan with confused eyes, he didn't expect that he was sleeping so deeply.

"I'll get you a dress and try it later." Ji Beichuan got up and took a set of clothes and put them next to the bed.

Nian An saw that it was a khaki sweater dress. It looks solemn and a little mature.

The corners of Nian'an's mouth hooked up with a smile, "I'm afraid I'm not stable enough and will be looked down upon?" ”

"No, I just think it's better to dress appropriately for that occasion." Ji Beichuan explained.

Nian An nodded, got up and prepared to try.

When she went to the bathroom to change out, Ji Beichuan was still in the room.

"It fits perfectly, doesn't it look good?" Nian An looked at him and asked.

Ji Beichuan looked at her and was stunned, then nodded with a smile and said, "It's good-looking." ”

She used to be like this, and every time she changed her outfit, she would ask if she looked good.

He just nodded, but every time she nodded, she was not happy, and she had to say that he was good-looking.

After lunch, Ji Beichuan sent Nian'an to the scene of the blue and white cup.

Originally, she said that it would be good to go by herself, but Ji Beichuan insisted on sending her there.

The preliminary competition was held in the grand banquet hall of a hotel, and when she arrived at the place, Ji Beichuan said that he was waiting for her in the café on the first floor of the hotel.

Nian An said yes and went to the banquet hall on the third floor.

Today, she is dressed as an extraordinarily mature woman, and with Nian'an, who has been a lot more stable over the years, Ji Beichuan looked at her departing figure and did not worry too much. He has seen Nian'an's changes over the years, but her changes have also made him feel distressed.

Nian An was about to arrive at the banquet hall and saw Kang Ping waiting for her at the door.

Originally, Kang Ping was going to pick her up, but Ji Beichuan insisted on sending her, so she asked him not to pick her up.

"Miss Shen, please come with me." Kang Ping said respectfully.

Nian An was taken by Kang Ping to a private room, where several white-haired gentlemen who were over half a hundred years old were sitting.

It looks like it's Japanese, and there are a few domestic calligraphers and painters.

After Nian'an greeted them one by one, one of the old gentlemen wearing gold-rimmed glasses spoke, "You are Shen Nian'an?" ”

Nian An was slightly stunned when he heard that, but he still smiled and nodded.

"I've heard of you in the capital before, the students under Fu Lao are really masters, and many of the students of our Academy of Fine Arts are still your fans."

The old gentleman looked at Nian An and said as he looked at it.

Hearing this, Nian An realized that this should be the teacher of the Beijing Academy of Fine Arts.

However, she has graduated from B University for so many years, and she still has a reputation.

"I heard that you took over the family business and went into business, hey, it's a pity." The old gentleman shook his head with a look of pity.

Hearing this, a faint bitterness swelled in Nian'an's heart.

But she didn't study art in the first place, and it was impossible for her to embark on this path in the end.

Nian An politely exchanged a few words with the old gentleman, and everyone began to pick out their satisfactory works from the piles of paintings.

Only one-third of the works will be screened out in the preliminary round, so in fact, everyone's opinions will not be too different.

But Nian'an still has a somewhat different opinion from a Japanese Mr. Kitajima.

The painting was a watercolor painting of a starry sky, and Mr. Kitajima felt that the picture was too monotonous and simple, and it was completely impossible to see the craftsmanship and painting skills.

Ke Nian'an thinks that for young children, the foundation is not the most important, but imagination and composition, although the painting is a simple starry sky, but the imagination is very good.

Because Mr. Kitajima is still relatively famous in the Japanese painting and calligraphy industry, many people do not want to offend him for such a trivial matter.

But for a child, a competition is likely to hit his self-confidence.

"Why are you so desperate, and you're still in the business circle." The professor of the Academy of Fine Arts, Mr. Li saw that she and Mr. Kitajima were not compatible, and came over and whispered.

Nian An knew what Elder Li meant, saying that she shouldn't offend Mr. Kitajima for this kind of thing.

"A business district is a business district, which is different from this." Nian An opened his mouth and replied.

Is it in the eyes of people that people in the business circle should be sleek and sophisticated.

Also, if you are not sleek and sophisticated, how can you go up and grow step by step in the deceitful shopping mall.

But doing business is not the same as painting.

Doing business is based on profits, interests first, but painting is pure.

However, in the end, although Mr. Kitajima had a little problem with her, Nian An still let it pass.

Anyway, she will participate in the preliminary review, and she won't come after that, so she doesn't care if she offends anyone.

It wasn't until half past five in the afternoon, and the review was almost six o'clock in the afternoon.

The organizer originally had dinner together in the evening, but thinking that Ji Beichuan was still waiting for her, Nian'an said hello to Kang Ping.

Kangping also knew about her dispute with Mr. Kitajima in the afternoon, so he didn't say anything, and it was embarrassing to eat together.

After it was over, Nian An went to the café to find Ji Beichuan.

In the afternoon, Ji Beichuan made an appointment with a businessman to talk about some business matters, and after the matter was discussed, he sat there quietly and waited for Nian'an.

When Nian'an went, she saw Ji Beichuan sitting by the window at a glance, he was sitting there quietly, and his lonely figure was projected on the window on the side.

For so many years, this should be his norm.

Most of the time, he doesn't always sit quietly alone without saying a word.

"It's over?" Nian An walked over and sat down across from him, and he turned to her and smiled at her.

Nian An nodded.

"Hungry? Would you like to go get something to eat? Ji Beichuan asked again.

Nian An clutched his stomach, indeed a little hungry.

After an afternoon of work, and chattering with the old man in the north island for a long time, she seemed to have not done this kind of work for a long time.

"Let's go eat then." Ji Beichuan got up and stretched out his hand to pull her over.

Nian An was stunned by his natural movements, looked down at him holding her hand, and could only follow him out.

In the past, he would take the initiative to pull her so much, and she was pulling him.

Out of the hotel, Ji Beichuan wrapped her coat, and then the two got into the car.

Nian An realized that he didn't let the driver and subordinates follow.

"Just the two of us?" Nian An, who got into the car, asked.

Ji Beichuan, who was about to start the car, glanced at her when he heard this, "Who else do you want to follow?" ”

“……”

It's gone.

Who she wants.

Jun Shirt was in the capital last night, she didn't expect Jun Shirt to leave in such a hurry.

It seems that as Jun Yi said, she only came to say that to her, and after that, she left. It's just that when she left, she must still be worried about Achuan.

Ah Chuan woke up, she should have known.

However, before going out, Nian An still went to see Ji Beichuan's doctor, and the doctor said that his body still needed to be well recuperated.

Nian An thought, the car was already driving on the road that was getting darker.

The sky was dark, and the street lamps were flickering with a dim yellow light, which was even more dim compared to the various colored lights on both sides of the road.

"Actually, it seems like you're not very good at driving these days." Nian An looked out the window for a while, and then turned to look at Ji Beichuan Dao.

However, she is not familiar with the roads of Japan at all, and Ji Beichuan will not let her drive.

"Why not?" Ji Beichuan was a little helpless. Is he really weak in her eyes and can't do anything?

"Forget it, you won't listen to what you say." Nian An sighed.

Ji Beichuan stretched out a hand and touched her head, and he said, "An An, don't worry, I won't let that happen again." ”

He meant that he was unconscious.

Nian An listened to those words, and his nose was sour.

When she arrived at the place, Nian An realized that the place he took her to was a Japanese restaurant where he took her to Japan for the first time.

The location of this store is not very good, and it is even a bit remote.

However, the udon noodles at this restaurant are delicious, and the handmade sushi made by the proprietress is also delicious.

It was the first time she had secretly come to Japan, and when she arrived in Japan, she called him to pick her up, and he was very angry when he found out, and asked her to buy a plane ticket to the capital immediately.

Naturally, she was reluctant.

She said, "If you drive me away now, I'll ignore you again." ”

Whatever you want.

At that time, Ji Beichuan was so bad and cool, he pinched her and wouldn't. This threat is simply not lethal to him.

However, he brought him to eat and then sent her back the next day.

She didn't understand why he was so nervous and angry every time she came to Japan, but now, she understood that because it was not safe in Japan, he was afraid that his uncle would find out about their relationship and attack her.

"It doesn't seem to have changed at all."

Nian An entered the door and looked at the cat squatting at the cash register, and his eyes suddenly lit up, "This little gray cat is so big." ”

She remembered the first time she came, she was still a little milk cat, and now she is so fat and big.

"Where are you sitting?" Ji Beichuan parked the car and came in, and asked.

There are no private rooms, it's just a very small shop.

Nian An picked a random place to sit down, and Ji Beichuan asked what to eat.

"Udon, takoko, of course, and a hand-rolled sushi!" Nian An looked at the menu, and it didn't seem to have changed much from her impression.

There are very few restaurants in China that have not changed much after such a long time, and many things will change, and the snack street behind their B University has changed a lot. Many of the previous stores have been changed or renovated.

After ordering, Nian An asked, "Are you still only able to eat porridge now?" ”

"You should be able to eat noodles too." Ji Beichuan replied.

Just don't eat much.

Nian An nodded reassuringly.

Now there is no one in the store, just the two of them.

Nian An and Ji Beichuan looked at each other, and then, Nian An lowered his head. She knew that Ji Beichuan's eyes were always on her, but as soon as she quieted down, that feeling would make people a little confused.

"Did the afternoon review go well?" Ji Beichuan opened his mouth to break the silence.

Nian An was slightly stunned when he heard that, and then told him about the dispute with Mr. Kitajima in the afternoon. As she spoke, she found herself babbling, and he occasionally opened his mouth to say a few words at the right time.

Ah Chuan will take the initiative to talk to her, he used to not take the initiative to find a topic to chat with her, but now he can talk to her with her chatter.

He didn't want to be so quiet between them.

The proprietress came over, and the cat over there also ran over, Nian An looked down at the cat that ran to his feet, and teased it with his head down.

It's just that the cat was timid, and before she could touch it, she was so frightened that she hid to the side.

"Do I look so fierce?" Nian An muttered to himself.

"Maybe it's so beautiful." Ji Beichuan said, but in one place, Nian An raised his eyes and glared at him, "Ah Chuan, you ...... this kind of thing"

In the past, she forced him to say this kind of thing, but she forced him to say it.

That would be so self-conscious.

"I didn't say a lot of things before, and I really regret it when I think about it, but now I have the opportunity to say a few more words."

Ji Beichuan said with a smile.

It's just that Nian An's expression changed slightly.

"Eat first, while it's hot."

Ji Beichuan knew that those words made her start to think crankily again.

Nian An nodded, lowered his head and began to eat noodles.

From the time he woke up, from her heart-rending crying about him at the beginning, to the indifference after calming down. However, under the surface of this nonchalance, he knew that her heart was chaotic and tangled. Helpless and uneasy.

He was naturally happy to see An An, but he couldn't bear to make her so uneasy because of him.

After dinner, Ji Beichuan and Nian An returned to his apartment.

The wind at night was a little cool, and after getting out of the car, Nian An and Ji Beichuan went directly into the house.

The house was very quiet, and in the afternoon Granny Zhao cleaned up a room for her and came out.

Ji Beichuan took her to take a look, "Tell Granny Zhao what you lack." ”

"If you can lack anything, you just need to have a quilt cover." Nian An smiled.

Ji Beichuan glanced at the room, nodded, and the two looked at each other and hesitated for a while.

"Agawa ......"

"An An ......"

The two of them spoke at the same time.

After a moment's pause, the room was extremely quiet.

"You ...... first"

"You ...... first"

Nian An smiled.

Ji Beichuan also smiled.

He said, "You speak first." ”

"Oh." Nian An sighed, hesitated for a moment.

Ji Beichuan just looked at her, quietly waiting for her next words.

In fact, what she was going to say, he knew in his heart.

"Tomorrow...... I'm going back to the capital, you...... You have to take good care of yourself. Nian An lowered his head, as if he didn't dare to look at him.

After Nian An said that, the room fell silent again.

She lowered her head, but she could also feel Ji Beichuan's gaze that had been falling on her.

I don't know how long I was silent, Ji Beichuan reached out and grabbed her shoulder, and then raised it again and touched her cheek.

"An An, I know ......"

He spoke quietly.

"An An, I know that after you know a lot of things, you can't hate me like you used to, but you can't face me like before, right?"

"An An, don't be embarrassed, don't think about me, think clearly about what you want, I ...... No matter how long it takes, I'm here. ”

Nian An looked up at him, and there were already faint tears in his eyes.

"Whatever the reason, in the end I lost you, and in the end I made you hurt, An'an, you know what, when I saw those pictures in the photos, when I saw you lying in the bathtub, at that moment, I really wanted to kill myself......"

"Ah Chuan......" Nian An cried.

"An'an, don't cry. Listen to me, when I left the capital, I didn't think I could survive, at that time my chances of winning were not great, and I was about to die many times, but I thought that An An was still waiting for me in the capital, and I thought that you were holding me tightly and crying so sadly, you scolded me, I couldn't leave you, I thought about you...... The way you look at you, the way you cry...... I told myself that I couldn't die like this, An An was still waiting for me, An An was most afraid of being left behind, no matter what, I couldn't leave her, I had to go back to her. ”

"In the end, I finally won, I finally survived, but...... But what I didn't want to see was a picture of you lying in the bathtub, covered in blood, the news that you were going to get married, and at that moment I realized what a bastard I was, what a mistake I made, An An, I'm sorry...... I'm sorry for you from beginning to end......"

"But even if I know that I deserve to die, but I still haven't given up, I think even if it is a death sentence, I will go to you, let you pronounce me with your own hands, I desperately want to find you, but in the end, ...... In the end, God still wants to punish me, punish me for leaving you so ruthlessly, on the way to the capital, there was an accident, I think maybe this is what I owe An An, God let me return it, when the bullet fell into the body, I really thought I couldn't live. ”

"But God doesn't know if it's really merciful or really cruel, it brought me back to life, yes, survived, and you were already married, and when you were so determined to marry, I knew that you were dead, you had sentenced me to death, and I ...... It should never be in your life again. ”

"An An, countless times when I want to go to you, I can't wait to strangle myself, Ji Beichuan Ji Beichuan, what face do you have to go to see her in front of her, what face do you have in front of her, but I still can't help it...... I can't help but go to the capital every year, I can't help but pay attention to you every year, I want to hide in the shadows of the dying terminally ill patients, every time I see you, it seems that life can last a little longer. ”

"I've always thought that as long as An An is good and happy, even if I don't give you those happiness, even if the person accompanying you is not me, even if I can only look at you secretly, that's enough, enough...... As long as my peace is happy, that's enough. ”

"But, An An, are you really happy? Jun Yi scolded me, she said, look at what An An has become, what about Nian An, who used to be crazy and troublesome? Now that she is mediating in a sinister shopping mall, what is she for? For whom? She is now living for her grandmother, living for her grandfather, she is playing a very happy drama like the world, but she is not happy at all, from five years ago, the moment you abandoned her, she was like a person without a heart, and now she is just for that responsibility, living like a walking dead, this is what you want to live a good life? ”

"The moment Jun Yi woke me up, my heart panicked, and I was thinking about what I should do? I can bear that your happiness is not given by me, but I can't bear it, I can't stand you living like that, whether it's because of me or because of whom, An An, I don't want you to be like this, you know? ”

"An An, think clearly, I only hope you can think clearly, don't do this again, don't think about me, don't do it for the Shen family, for the Gu family, for yourself, please think about it for yourself, if you are still unhappy today, then, no matter what the price you have to bear, I am willing, no matter what the difficulties and dangers, the sea of swords and fires, as long as you are willing, I am willing to go with you again regardless of everything, do you understand?"

Nian An looked up at Ah Chuan.

Her tears were blurred.

But Ah Chuan's eyes are like a mirror, and she has nowhere to hide.

She didn't know, what was she going to do, she was messy and messy.

"Agawa ......"

She cried and called out to him. But she didn't know what to say.

Ji Beichuan understands.

The pain of so many years has been torn apart like this.

After so many years of wounds, how to heal and heal.

What should I do with the family entanglement?

The answer will not come overnight.

"An'an, don't worry, don't be embarrassed, think clearly, no matter when, as long as you turn around, I will always be there."

"Ah Chuan, I can't think clearly, I don't know, I really don't know." Nian An shook his head and cried like a helpless child.

Five years ago, she could have done everything to cut off the knife, but now......

Now, how can she cut the entanglement of the family.

How could she leave everything behind in desperation?