After Lin Xi hung up the phone, he looked at Chen Xiaoran, who was slumped on the sofa and half dead.

"Are you okay?" Lin Xi frowned and handed the water cup to her.

Just now, she and Gu Jingnian were watching TV together, when they heard the door ringing, and Chen Xiaoran rushed in.

With the smell of alcohol.

Before Lin Xi could speak, the woman rushed into the bathroom and began to vomit, listening to this voice, Lin Xi felt as if she was going to vomit out her heart, liver and lungs.

After Chen Xiaoran came out of the bathroom in a daze, the first thing he said was: "Call He Xiangting and ask him to pick me up." ”

He Xiangting came quickly, and even his breath was a little unstable.

"What's wrong?"

Lin Xi shook his head: "She asked me to inform you and let you pick her up, I don't know how I drank like this." ”

He Xiangting nodded, walked over, and patted her on the shoulder.

Chen Xiaoran looked at him with teary eyes.

It wasn't because of anything else, it was because the vomiting was so uncomfortable that the tears came out together.

"Are you here?"

"I'll send you home."

Chen Xiaoran didn't say anything, she stood up crookedly, and He Xiangting held her shoulder.

"Lin Xi......" Chen Xiaoran wanted to say something more, but he couldn't hold back, and ran into the bathroom and vomited again.

Lin Xi thought about how much this woman had drunk at night.

In fact, Chen Xiaoran didn't want to bother Lin Xi, but the place where she was drinking just now was not far from here, and the bag on her body was gone, and there was no phone, so she could only come to Lin Xi and ask her to ask someone to send her back.

The night breeze in early spring was very cold, and Chen Xiaoran's mind was finally sober.

After getting into the car, He Xiangting turned on the warm air.

"Turn it into a cold wind." Chen Xiaoran's tone was a little weak, "I don't feel comfortable with the warm wind." ”

"It's going to catch a cold."

"It's better to have a cold than if I vomit in a car for a while." Chen Xiaoran's brows were almost twisted into a pimple.

"It's okay, you don't have to worry about vomiting, I won't let you pay." He Xiangting actually admires himself very much, and he can still joke in the current situation.

Chen Xiaoran didn't speak again, collapsed on the chair, and calmed his breathing.

After a while, she said again: "Trouble, send me to the hotel." ”

When I go home like this, I guess I will be beaten to death by my grandfather.

He Xiangting obviously thought of this layer as well, so he nodded: "Okay, I'll talk to your grandfather in a while, and I'll say that you are here with me." ”

"Don't talk about my drinking."

Although she is drunk now, Chen Xiaoran can still realize that He Xiangting has always been obedient to her words, and rarely refutes them.

Although I don't know what the reason is, I always feel that He Xiangting like this will put a lot of pressure on her.

The car drove all the way to a relatively high-end hotel, and Chen Xiaoran didn't need to think about it to know that it was owned by He's.

She opened the car door and walked down, her high heels were gone, and she sat directly on the ground.

He Xiangting wanted to pick her up, but was stopped by Chen Xiaoran.

"Hold me up."

As usual, she doesn't like to be too close to He Xiangting in public.

He Xiangting didn't say much. watched Chen Xiaoran's legs flick and throw off all the high heels.

He Xiangting picked up her shoes without hesitation, not because of anything else, he always felt that this woman's shoes would be very unhappy if they were casually thrown into the trash by others.

Chen Xiaoran's vision was a little blurry, and the contact lenses had long since fallen out, and the whole world was hazy.

After entering the revolving door, I didn't pay attention and bumped into a person.

She sat on the ground again: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't see it." ”

She muttered, her voice low.

Qiao Yu frowned and looked at the girl who bumped into him, and only recognized Chen Xiaoran after a few seconds.

When Chen Xiaoran ran after Qiao Shuning frantically, he also went to his house in Shanghai, and Qiao Yu was impressed.

Qiao Shuning was also surprised, Chen Xiaoran ran here in the middle of the night so much, and drank like this, what was he doing?

Out of politeness, he bent down and helped him up.

Qiao Shuning usually likes to use a kind of perfume and spray it on clothes, the smell is faint, but it is very recognizable.

Chen Xiaoran had also studied this perfume at the beginning, so even if he was drunk now, he could still tell the difference.

So she pressed her palm and grabbed Qiao Shuning's arm with her backhand.

"Oh, hehe, it's really you, long time no see."

Qiao Shuning frowned, watching her smile silly at herself.

He Xiangting then followed closely and nodded to a few people.

"I'll help you up." He put his arm around Chen Xiaoran's shoulder.

"Don't, don't, wait for me to say a few words." Chen Xiaoran shook his head, with a big tongue, but looking at Qiao Shuning's face, he still smiled, "Hehe, long time no see, don't you think I have it?" ”

Qiao Shuning's brows furrowed more and more.

"Forget it, I don't ask you, you are now and ...... Gu Wenlan is together, and he definitely can't remember which onion I am. Chen Xiaoran's body swayed around, even if he was hugged by He Xiangting, it was all kinds of swaying, "Look at me now...... Light-colored skirt, long straight black hair, no makeup, I don't know if it's your favorite type......"

"You're drunk, let's go rest."

"I'm sober." Chen Xiaoran stretched out a finger and pointed at Qiao Shuning, "I can recognize you as Qiao Shuning, my favorite person, my favorite person." ”

Qiao Shuning rubbed his eyebrows, as if he didn't know how to react.

originally thought that after such a long time, Chen Xiaoran and him had never had much in common, but now he suddenly ran out and said something inexplicable, and he felt ...... It's embarrassing.

"I don't mean anything else, and I know I'm not worthy of you." Chen Xiaoran hiccuped, and her eyes suddenly turned red, "Gu Wenlan is a very good girl, it's not easy for me to be with me, it's good for you to be with her, it's good......"

"No matter what changes I make, that's it, if you don't like me, you don't like me, I have already admitted it, ......I have recognized it," Chen Xiaoran said as he spoke, tears streaming down, "I crashed for you, and you didn't accept me, but you were willing to run behind Gu Wenlan, and I lost ...... at the beginning."

Qiao Shuning listened to her babbling like this, and could feel He Xiangting's increasingly depressed mood.

Qiao Yu and Qiao's mother left as early as when Chen Xiaoran was talking nonsense, they are very democratic parents, so they will not interfere in their son's affairs.

No matter how Qiao Shuning chooses, it is his own decision.

"I just want to say I like you, no matter who you're with, no matter who I'm with, I still like you......"

He Xiangting couldn't listen a little: "I'll take you up to rest." ”

"Okay, rest, rest." This time, Chen Xiaoran finally did not resist, and obediently followed He Xiangting's footsteps.

Qiao Shuning watched the two of them leave.

In fact, during this time, it was not that he had not seen Chen Xiaoran, but he did not go up to say hello.

I also saw Chen Xiaoran's changes, and I was amazed and surprised, because Chen Xiaoran, who was dressed without makeup, was like two people before.

originally thought that her change was for the purpose of marrying He Xiangting, but now that I look at it, I find that it doesn't seem to be.

Is it because of him?

Thinking about it like this, Qiao Shuning didn't know what to say, whether he was stubborn or stupid.

Especially from what Chen Xiaoran said just now, it can be heard that she understands the relationship between him and Gu Wenlan very well, and also said that she will not interfere, but she is still so persistent, sitting and changing.

He didn't like to consider the feelings of other people except Gu Wenlan, but now he still felt very guilty.

But guilt is guilt after all, Chen Xiaoran likes his kind of persistence, just like he does to Gu Wenlan.

Especially now that Gu Wenlan has different feelings for him, it is even more impossible for him to let go.

Thinking so, he took a deep breath and walked out of the hotel.

In a relationship, if it is not a happy relationship, then there is always one party who is destined to be disappointed.

——

He Xiangting opened the door of the suite, and Chen Xiaoran entered the bathroom again, this time not vomiting, but washing his face.

He Xiangting leaned against the door frame and watched her splash cold water frantically on her face.

"Are you feeling better?"

Chen Xiaoran took a deep breath and did not answer.

He Xiangting went to the balcony to call Old Man Chen, and when he came back, he saw Chen Xiaoran and fell on the sofa.

"I lost my bag." She said.

"Don't you have a lot of bags?" He Xiangting obviously didn't think this was a big deal.

"But there is my wallet in this bag, and there is a photo of Qiao Shuning in the wallet. The only one I had was secretly cut out of one of his application forms in my office. ”

He Xiangting's hand holding the phone kept tightening, but he still didn't say anything.

"I don't have anything about him, only this photo, but I lost my ......," Chen Xiaoran said, and suddenly tears flowed out, "Lost, nothing......"

"I promised my grandfather that I would not practice myself again, so I stayed away from him, because as soon as I saw him, all kinds of strange ways would pop up in my mind to force him to be with me, and I couldn't do this to myself...... I even fantasized that he would come to me one day, after all, I had changed so much. But then I think it's impossible, I'm not worthy of him, I'm so dirty, dirty, inside and out, all dirty......"

"Don't talk about it."

"Actually, it's not just him, but also you, I don't deserve it, I don't deserve anyone, because there won't be a woman as debauched as me, so I never had the luxury of love, and I never thought that someone would love me, because people who are willing to be cheap are not worthy of being loved by others." Chen Xiaoran looked ahead blankly, his eyes blank, "So He Xiangting, don't waste time on me, find a girl worthy of you to live well, as for me, forget it, I don't deserve anything......"

"I'll help you go to sleep."

"I'm not sleepy at all. Today is his birthday on the Gregorian calendar, and he patronizes Gu Wenlan in the hospital, and I guess I don't remember it, but I remember it so clearly, more clearly than my own birthday. I bought such a big cake at night, but I was the only one who was alone, I blew out the candles for him, made a wish for him, and wished that Gu Wenlan would have nothing to do this time, otherwise he would definitely not be able to stand it......"

"Don't talk about it." He Xiangting felt that every word she said was so cruel.

Chen Xiaoran cried more and more fiercely: "I'm not a good girl, so many people think that I like someone impulsively, but I know that I may never like someone like this again in my life." ”

People say that they spit out the truth after drinking, and at this moment, He Xiangting heard the voice of his heartbreak accompanied by the words she said.