When he received Zhang Xuan's call, Chen Chen's heart stopped beating. Zhang Xuan blamed her for being injured by unscrupulous means, and Chen Chen was speechless.

Wang Qiang looked at her red eyes and asked worriedly.

"Sister Chen?"

"I have something urgent, you watch it first, call me if you have something, and we can contact you at any time." With that, she picked up her bag and ran out quickly.

When he arrived at the hospital, Zhang Zhe sat on a chair, frowned and stretched out his hand to ask the doctor to bandage him.

She doesn't care about other people's evaluations, but Zhang Zhe's injury is really in front of her. After the whole thing, she blamed herself for the first time.

"Sister Chen." Zhang Xuan had already come in, and Zhou Ziang was afraid that they would say anything more, so after seeing Chen Chen, he called out as soon as possible.

Zhang Zhe looked back at the door, and his brows stretched for a moment.

"Why don't you come? It's hard for me to walk over now. Zhang Xuan pointed to the wound that the doctor hadn't finished bandaging, and stretched out his hand to her with a smile: "Are you okay coming over?" ”

Zhang Zhe's indifferent attitude made her more and more uncomfortable, and she couldn't help but start shedding tears. She walked over and hugged him, distressed: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault." Chen Chen put his arms around him and apologized in a low voice.

"Don't be stupid, fortunately, Sequoia's security is better, he can't even enter the door, otherwise I'm worried about death now." Zhang Zhe gently patted her with his uninjured hand.

Chen Chen let go of him, held his hand and asked the doctor to bandage it.

"Little girl, it's a flesh wound, and it doesn't touch a nerve. Your boyfriend is in good health and healed in a few days, don't be nervous. The doctor spoke in reassurance.

"Well, thank you." Chen Chen arrived and thanked him, but he didn't say much. Zhang Zhe looked at her squatting on the ground, and suddenly didn't know what it was like in his heart, and touched her hair.

There was nothing too big to do, Chen Chen asked for leave and took Zhang Zhe home. Zhang Xuan was not very relieved, and stared at them hesitantly. Xiao Yuan kept crying and crying all the way.

"It's okay for me, Chen Chen is here. The company still needs people, and a customer saw it just now. Remember to apologize to the customer and give a soothing gift. Zhang Zhe instructed them and sent them away.

"Sister, you take good care of Brother Zhang Zhe." Xiao Yuan touched his tears and told Chen Chen. She nodded and sent them away.

Watching them take the elevator downstairs, Chen Chen closed the door and walked back slowly. Zhang Zhe sat on the sofa and watched her walk in, showing a smile again.

"If it hurts, it's okay to blame me, it's okay to scold me, why don't you bear it." Chen Chen walked over to him, got into Zhang Zhe's arms and cried.

"Fool, why am I scolding you for no reason?" Zhang Zhe laughed again.

Zhang Zhe's indifferent attitude made her angry.

"It hurts, why do you say it doesn't matter anything? If I don't do bad things, how can I hurt you. ”

Chen Chen began to blame herself, in order to make the fund profitable again, she did everything she could, only to attract the boss of Innovative Energy to go bankrupt and desperate to retaliate. If he hadn't done this, Zhang Zhe wouldn't have been hurt. Fortunately, it was just a cut hand, if the knife was really a little bigger, or a little harder, or it was injured in some critical place, Zhang Zhe really had any accidents, what should she do alone.

After listening to what she said, Zhang Zhe felt a little uncomfortable: "Some things can't be avoided, and I haven't been seriously injured." You've been working hard for four years for a seat in the Law Fund, and there's finally hope, so don't just suspect that you're doing something wrong. It's they who can't afford to lose, the capital market is not charity, the law of the jungle is the law, you didn't do anything wrong at all. You know what? ”

Zhang Zhe gently stroked her face, and his heart was sour: "I just can't hold your face with two hands these days." It'll be fine in a few days, don't doubt yourself, your firm and confident appearance is very good. It's true. ”

He smiled again and began to comfort Chen Chen. Zhang Zhe has never thought about the meaning of his life. Of course, most people don't think about that. Eat, sleep, work and earn money step by step, and everyone lives in a framework. He wasn't happy, but he never wondered why he was so alive. Chen Chen broke into his life little by little. The goal is firmly in one direction, and the goal is firmly in love with him. He likes to see her stubborn and unyielding. She did it too, and looking back, it was really her own name every step of the way, shining brightly.

For this dream, she spent all her efforts to face the incomprehension, rejection, and even ridicule of her relatives alone. She can't just fall here because of this wound, it doesn't belong to her.

Chen Chen understood why Zhang Zhe comforted her, but he still felt guilty. She reached out to unbutton Zhang Zhe's shirt.

"What are you doing? I'm hurt, can't you abstain from sex for a few days? Zhang Zhe withdrew his hand, put it on his chest, and began to joke.

"I'll wash your shirt! Besides, I don't have to be abstinent, I can be proactive. She still had tears on her face, and she was still a little choked up when she spoke, and began to tease Zhang Zhe.

Hearing that she was going to take off her shirt, Zhang Zhe suddenly became vigilant: "It's okay, I'll go in and change it myself." He stood up, a little nervous.

"You can't even move this hand, how can you untie the cuffs?" Chen Chen's tone was not so gentle, and he was a little nasal, and he pulled him in confusion.

Zhang Zhe doesn't wear short sleeves for so many days, and he doesn't come out with a bath towel to change clothes like before when taking a shower, he has to dress in the bathroom alone, and even when he makes love, he just unbuttons his clothes but refuses to take them off. Zhang Xuan and the others came that day, Chen Chen originally thought that he would take off his shirt and put it on for himself first, but he blocked himself and asked Xiao Yuan to take off his clothes. Zhang Zhe is not the kind of person who will be so shy that she is embarrassed to see her body, and she has never had to leave a piece of clothing on her body when she is intimate before, it is not normal to change habits, and if she is injured like this, she has to carry her back, Chen Chen suddenly wanted to figure out why.

Zhang Zhe stood in place and did not dare to resist. Too strong a strong objection would definitely make her suspicious, and he pretended to be calm and explained: "It's okay, it's just not embarrassing." ”

He smiled awkwardly, and it was more obvious that he was hiding it. Chen Chen grabbed him and began to unbutton his clothes without saying anything.

The last time Zhang Zhe exposed his upper body in front of her, it seemed to be more than a year ago. Chen Chen stared at the fine and dense wound on Zhang Zhe's arm, silent. Zhang Zhe began to get nervous, he tucked his arms behind his back, lowered his head and said "I'm sorry" in a low voice. It's as if he's hurting someone else instead of himself.

Zhang Zhe himself was not sure why he did this, or even what he did. After she came back, Zhang Zhe didn't bother to think about it. It's just that when he is anxious, he still needs something to relieve it, he knows it's wrong, but just like drug addiction, everyone knows what not to do, but he can't quit.

Chen Chen suddenly recalled a lot of things that he didn't care about. Every time he was not in a good mood, he would hide in the bathroom or bathroom, and she thought that Zhang Zhe just needed a space, but now it doesn't seem to be the case at all. He may have had a problem a long time ago, but she didn't pay that much attention to Zhang Zhe at all.

After complaining that he had done 'bad things', Chen Chen began to complain that he ignored him. Zhang Zhe stood in front of him like a child who had done something wrong, ready to accept all her blame, but it was not his fault. Chen Chen suddenly realized that he was thinking crankily and retracted his mind.

"Did you do it yourself when you were anxious or upset?" Chen Chen tried his best to slow down his tone and show a little gentleness. Ask why, and you know what to do. She thought Ms. Zhang might be depressed.

"You're not angry?" Zhang Zhe didn't know what she was expecting, and wanted to make sure what she thought first.

"Don't be angry, I should have known." She stretched out her hand and rubbed it lightly on Zhang Zhe's body, with a rare gentle tone.

"I don't know why", Zhang Zhe smiled bitterly: "I feel upset, very uncomfortable, remembering that when you were anxious, I washed my clothes over and over again, and felt that I should do something." I'm sorry. Zhang Zhe began to apologize again.

How can that be the same. I'm washing clothes just to distract myself, but you're hurting yourself. Chen Chen denied his words in his heart, but he didn't say it. If it's really depression, the blow of negativity will only make him feel lower.

"Change your clothes, and then I'll take you to a psychiatrist, okay?" She grabbed Zhang Zhe's uninjured hand and put it on her waist: "I'll take you to see a doctor, and I'll accompany you." ”

Zhang Zhe wanted to refuse, he didn't want to talk to others about his psychology. He didn't want to show her his ugliness, in case she really just loved all her good qualities, and the dark side that didn't shine would definitely make her feel disgusted. He still has no self-confidence, and the fear rooted in his heart is not easy to get rid of. Just now, when she began to unbutton her clothes, Zhang Zhe even wanted to open his mouth to drive her away and push her away from her. He was trying to entrust himself to her, but he was still nervous and didn't make much progress.