"It suddenly dawned on me that they had already colluded. All afternoon, when I was still sleeping at home, the class leader had already found these classmates from door to door and persuaded them to do it together. Playing with means, I am not an opponent of the squad leader at all. Faced with so many accusations, I was in the third grade and couldn't argue, so I had to set my sights on a boy. He was the best and best-looking boy in my class, and I always liked him very much—although I didn't know what 'like' was at that time, I still knew which boy I had a crush on. At that time, I wished that this boy could say a word for me, even if nothing could be changed, as long as he could say a word, it would be enough. ”

Speaking of this, Bai Qing let out a long sigh: "But he didn't say anything, just sat there and read obediently, like every day in the past, without quarrel with the world, without being frightened." I looked at him like a Cinderella, surrounded by a tidal wave of invective, which I ignored and was the only one in my eyes. I'm thinking, does he know that I was wronged? Why didn't he come and talk to me? He is so kind, so beautiful, many girls like him. ”

At this time, a girl suddenly shouted angrily: 'Bai Qing, what do you think Yang Shaozhe is doing? What right do you, a thief with unclean hands and feet, have to go to see him? Yang Shaozhe is the boy who looks good and is very good at studying. Then this girl came and pulled my hair, and then several girls came to beat me and kick me, saying that I shouldn't look at Yang Shaozhe. I fought with these girls, and I soon fell to the ground, and I went to see Yang Shaozhe through many figures, but he still looked at the book obediently, and his ears didn't listen to what was going on outside the window. He is a prince on high and I am Cinderella who has been humiliated. ”

"It's just that the fairy tale Cinderella will eventually become a princess wearing a crystal slipper, and I can only fall to the ground in embarrassment and be scolded and beaten by many girls. The squad leader coaxed beside him: 'Hit, beat this thief who doesn't know what to do!' My hair was torn down in bunches, and I was covered with the footprints of many people...... I don't know how long it took, but the teacher finally arrived and stopped the brawl. Then the criticism meeting began, and many of my classmates stood up and claimed that I had stolen the pencils of my tablemates. I keep saying I don't, I don't, but what can I say but 'I don't'? The teacher, of course, believed the class leader and most of the classmates, and she angrily asked me to call my parents, and I stubbornly said that I didn't call and that I didn't steal a pencil. The teacher angrily came over and slapped me, stomped on my feet with high heels, and told me to get out of her classroom. ”

"I stood outside the classroom door for half a class, and the classroom door was closed all the time. I had no choice but to go home and call my mother. When my mother came, the teacher told her what had happened. Mom said it must be a misunderstanding, my daughter won't take other people's things. The teacher said that many of the students had seen it with their own eyes, so would they lie? Then I called a lot of classmates to testify, and in front of my mother, they still said conclusively that they saw me with a pencil. I yelled and threw myself at one of my classmates, and my mom quickly pulled me away. The teacher said look at it, this is your daughter, she has a bad nature, and she hits her classmates at every turn! My mother kindly advised me not to do anything more. The teacher next to him said that he asked Bai Qing to return the pencil to the same table and apologize publicly on the podium, otherwise he would apply to the school to expel her. ”

I yelled and said absolutely not, but my mother hugged my head and cried and said "Child, let's bear it, you still have to continue to study." I looked at my tearful mother and couldn't say a word. At that time, I realized that I was not the most helpless, even if I had suffered all the humiliation, I could still throw myself into my mother's arms, and my mother could only face all this alone. My mother took me home and talked to me all night, saying that if I was expelled, my bad deeds would be left in the file and I would never be able to wash them off for the rest of my life. The next day, I stood on the podium, apologized to my classmates, and walked off the podium to hand a brand-new pencil to my tablemate. The teacher said on the podium that if you are lost, you are a good child, and everyone should help and tolerate Bai Qing in the future. ”

"Before that, I didn't shed a single tear, not even if my hair was ripped off. But now, I'm crying. Because I realized that the moment I handed the pencil to my tablemate, it was the moment I really couldn't wash it off for the rest of my life......"

"When school ended, it was raining heavily outside, I cried and went home, and the class leader walked past me with a group of people, and Xuanxuan was beside her, well-behaved like a kitten. Such a group of people, with umbrellas, surrounded me and called me thieves. It's all like this, and the squad leader still won't let me go. I angrily threw myself at the squad leader, but was quickly knocked to the ground by the others. They beat me and called me a thief, and I fell in the rain and fell on the muddy ground, crying in despair......"

When Bai Qing said this, the whole person was already crying, and his whole body was trembling, as if he was in that terrible rain. I couldn't help but stretch out my arms and hold Bai Qing tightly in my arms. Bai Qing lay on my shoulder and let out a desperate cry: "I'm not a thief...... I'm not a thief......"

I gently patted her on the back and said softly, "I know that you are not, and my godmother also knows that you are not." ”

Bai Qing was still crying, crying, tears streaming down my shoulders. After a long, long time, her emotions calmed down, and after Xù said, "Since then, I have become the most bullied girl in the class. No matter what I did, someone scolded me, and from third to sixth grade, I didn't spend a day in humiliation. Wang Hao, I don't have a smart brain like you, and I can still learn in that situation. My grades were not good in the first place, and after that, they plummeted, and the teachers looked at me even more unpleasantly. I didn't do anything, I didn't say anything, I walked like a corpse every day, and I just wanted to get out of here when I was in junior high school. ”

"After graduating from elementary school, I finally came to Seongnam to study as I wished, and I could finally stand tall and be a man. My personality has become cold-blooded and ruthless, and if someone provokes me a little, I will inevitably retaliate tenfold. At that time, there were not many girls who could fight, so my name soon became famous, and I slowly gained my own power. You know what happened later, Hou Shengshuo took a fancy to me, and then absorbed me into the seven dragons and six phoenixes, until today. ”

I gently wiped away the tears on Bai Qing's face with my fingers, and said with a smile: "It's also bitter!" My sister is so powerful, she used her fists to hit a piece of the sky, and sure enough, it was a woman who didn't let her eyebrows, in ancient times, this was Mulan! ”

"Hate you." Bai Qing pushed me and turned his face aside, "I don't want to say, you have to force me to say, is it funny to make my face full of tears?" I still often have nightmares, and I go back to the elementary school classroom at every turn, and my classmates have hideous faces and accuse me of being a thief one by one...... When I woke up, I was in a cold sweat. ”

"It's exactly the same as me......" I said with a smile, "Sometimes I can dream that I am holding a machete and slashing all my former classmates to pieces, and when I wake up, I feel so cool, if it is really good." Bai Qing was surprised and said, "Yes, I occasionally have such dreams." Once I dreamed that I had a huge meat grinder, put them in one by one, and when they came out, they became meat scraps one by one, and I was very happy to see it. ”

"Oh my God, you're too ruthless." I shook my head.

"It's just a dream, and I won't really do it." Bai Qing said stupidly.

"Sister."

"Huh?"

"Do you believe me?"

"What do you say?"

"Okay." I took a breath and said, "Listen to me and go to the elementary school reunion." ”

"Why?" Bai Qing looked at me suspiciously.

"Don't ask why." I held Bai Qing's hand and said very seriously, "Trust me this time." ”

“…… Good. Bai Qing looked into my eyes and had no choice but to answer me.

I exhaled, showed the warmest smile to Bai Qing, stretched out my arms again, and hugged Bai Qing in my arms.

"Believe me, I will let you be reborn in Nirvana and become a true Zhèng Phoenix." I said this very seriously, very seriously.

Bai Qing leaned on my shoulder and replied softly, "Hmm." ”

Frankly speaking, I've wasted too much time on Bai Qing's matter. This is not in line with my original plan, in my original plan, Bai Qing is only the first step, and there are other steps to be solved during the vacation. In fact, I won over Bai Qing, and I had already done it the moment I recognized Bai Mu as my godmother. Just like Bai Qing said, my goal has been achieved, and I don't have to bother to do anything else. But now, how can I get out of it? In my opinion, making a real friend is much more important than going to solve other dragons and phoenixes non-stop.

Even if the consequence of this is that the pressure of school is even greater, I still don't regret it. Even if I am busy with work all the holidays, even if I am killed to death by other dragons and phoenixes after the start of school, I will not say half a word of "regret".

For Bai Qing, for such a girl who has a similar scripture to me, it's worth it.

Probably this is the legendary plan that can't keep up with the change. I looked at the girl in my arms, looked at her reassuring face, I wanted to give her the maximum warmth, I wanted her to completely come out of the haze of the past.

I want to tell her that after the boundless darkness, there will be a dazzling light.