Emptiness, reluctance, and loss, this is Lin Yang's mood after Cao Rongrong left. How is it like dreaming? Thinking about what happened was like a bizarre story, and now that the song was over, he didn't know where to go.

Cao Rongrong, although the name is the first time I have heard it, I have a bad premonition! Is it related to the project manager who was amputated by him? After all, he is an inseparable complex in Lin An's heart.

After standing in place for a while, there were more pedestrians passing by, and most of the people who walked out of the door of the university apartment were fashionably dressed men and women, although they were about the same age as him, but the men looked more handsome than him, and the women were very beautiful.

Holding the mattress, he walked forward along the street for a distance, his mood at this time was very complicated, he knew that it was very easy to escape, and even Sister Yun, a weak woman, would never find him in her life.

A bottle of wine shouldn't get her into more trouble. Slowly, this matter will be forgotten by her in her busy life, and even Lin Yang, the face she was once familiar with, will slowly be forgotten by her in the long river of years.

It's like a passer-by in a hurry, who accidentally touched her hand when he passed by her.

Even if the initiator is a handsome boy, he will not make too many waves in her heart, and after a short throbbing, she can only smile faintly on her lips.

But for him, he has to carry this regret and bear the condemnation of Sister Yun in his heart at all times. For a lifetime, even if he owns the whole world in the future, this little personality flaw will lead him into the abyss of remorse.

Whether to choose to escape, or go back to explain the situation to Sister Yun and take responsibility, he wavered and was in a dilemma.

Unconsciously, he had already walked to the vendor selling swimsuits and swim trunks, the boss was a woman in her 40s, seeing the aimless Lin Yang coming over, he raised the men's swim trunks in his hand, "Sir, do you need it?" It's cheaper, 20 a piece. ”

Lin Yang smiled awkwardly at her, the woman still didn't give up, "You buy it, our family is left on this road, seeing that you are holding a mattress, you must be going to the beach!" ”

Lin Yang smiled again, in fact, he wanted to say, the people who sell these things are stupid, what season is it now, although the global climate is warming.

But you don't look at what temperature it is. Does anyone else need these things? Unless you meet someone as stupid as you are, you will buy your stuff.

But when he looked down, he found that next to the pile of swimming rings, there was a four or five-year-old child, sitting on the ground eating breakfast, biting a fritter half his height, and wearing his mother's big clothes, which were not very clean, and the color was a little white, and it could be seen that it was very old.

His tender little face was dark, and there were still traces of yesterday's sweat. It can be seen that their economic conditions are not very good, can you imagine, how can such a brainless woman earn a lot of money?

The child secretly glanced up at him, his eyes were full of cowardly panic and helplessness that he had endured silently.

Lin Yang's heart was very sour, he thought of himself, although he couldn't remember the previous things, but when he was a child, he also experienced a life with his aunt. Perhaps he was even worse than this child, and their lives were even more difficult at the time.

That's why my aunt chose to hide in the mountains, after all, there is a not very rich land in the mountains to provide them with food, but can he really guarantee that he can eat such a large strip of fritters? Regardless of how it tastes when it is fried and blackened, it can at least fill your stomach!

Lin Yang's stop made the woman think that he didn't like the color and style of the swim trunks she held in her hand. He said as he rummaged through a large black bag behind him.

"I have a lot of them here, the little brother likes that one, you can pick whatever you want, I'll count you cheaper, how about counting you 15?"

Lin Yang smiled awkwardly, "I really don't want to buy it, and I don't want to take a bath in the sea when it's so cold." ”

The smiling face that the woman pretended to be just now had already made Lin Yang very uncomfortable, but now this sad face made him even more embarrassed.

"Little brother, have pity on our orphans and widows! All my money was pressed on these goods, but I didn't expect the sudden cooling in the past two days. ”

There were tears in her eyes, Lin Yang couldn't look at her anymore, and when he saw the child next to him thinking of his own life experience, his heart was already very uncomfortable. The woman begged him in such a crying tone, and she couldn't stand it.

At that moment, if he had any money, he would have liked to buy everything he had, and even give her more, but he didn't have a penny on him, and this sadness was even more bone-chilling.

I have a good heart, but I have no spare strength, those who have no good thoughts, but they can squander a lot of money, this is the darkness of the world, or social inequality, I think, it is not, all evil is born from the heart, just like Uncle Liu Huang's wise saying, "Cholera in the world, but the hearts of the people are only lost!" Regardless of whether this sentence came from the mouth of Uncle Liu Huang, it can be seen that the world has long been in turmoil.

One thought is greedy, one thought is evil, one thought is hatred, and one thought is heinous evil.

He walked forward slowly, he didn't look at the bag with the swimsuit next to the woman, but went straight to the child sitting on the ground next to him, gently picked him up, and then he put the mattress in his arms on the ground, unfolded it, and spread it on the place where the child was sitting.

The child was still a little scared of life, and kept looking at his mother timidly, and the woman next to him didn't know what Lin Xiang was doing, although she didn't speak, she kept staring at him with her eyes.

After Lin Yang laid out the mattress, he picked up the child and put it on the mattress, "Little friend, the big brother told you that the ground is very cold now, you can't sit on the ground directly, then your stomach will hurt." ”

Then he touched the child's face, stood up, and looked at the woman in front of him, "Eldest sister, I don't have any money on me, and you don't look like a rich person, this mattress is the only thing I can give you, and I can't do anything else." ”

After Lin Yang finished speaking, his eyes were also moist, he didn't need to hesitate anymore, turned around, and returned to the direction of the bar without hesitation.

"Big brother! Thank you! ”

He had already walked far away, and the woman still bowed deeply to him, and Lin Yang was even more ashamed, he couldn't help them anything, but just gave the child a meagre and useless mattress. When they collect the stall back, it may become a burden to them.

But his heart was much more relaxed, they helped him to pull back from the precipice, put him on one foot of the wrong decision, and pushed him back, he should be grateful to their mother and son.

When he returned to the bar, the glass door was still closed, and he pushed it open and touched the lock he had placed next to it. Looking inside, it seemed that nothing had changed from when he left. The spotlight on the bar is still on, and the outside light comes in through the door*, making it almost invisible.

The small door in the corner is still closed, and it seems that Sister Yun has not gotten up yet. He closed the door gently, and because it was still early, and it was not yet time to open for business, he locked the door again.

Walked lightly to the bar, to see if he and the girl had left any obvious marks, set the messy bench, wiped the bar with a rag, oh, the last thing should be these two large goblets, he shouldn't have put them on the counter.

Lin Yang put the four cups together in the sink, washed them, dried them with a clean rag, and then looked at the sun, the glass was translucent and translucent, and then hung it back on the goblet holder above his head. Place the two square cups back in their original positions on the worktop.

He checked it carefully again, feeling that in this way, Sister Yun would not find out the traces of the girl's visit.

smiled secretly, turned off the light on the bar counter, picked up the mop next to the door, and started mopping the floor little by little from the inside of the bar. Anyway, it doesn't hurt, the bar is very clean.

After symbolically mopping it, take the cloth into the bathroom, put it in a basin, and soak it in water.

Go back to the bar, pick up a rag, wash it in the basin first, start wiping from the bar, wipe all the tables and stools on and off the counter, and then wipe the tables and stools in the hall. After wiping them all one by one, I went up to the platform closer to Sister Yun.

First the table, the lamp on the table, then the stool, and finally the wrought iron railing around it, and he rubbed it, paying attention to the door in the corner, and listening to the movement in the room.

Rubbing and rubbing, until she reached the handrail of the steps against the wall, she remembered a more important thing, before he did this, he was still not at ease, and secretly ran to the door of Sister Yun's room, leaned on the door and listened, there was no movement inside, pushed the door, and the door was still locked.

He ran back to the bar with confidence, first found the lids on the three wine bottles, then took the three wine bottles off the wine rack together, held the three wine bottles, secretly pushed open the bathroom door, and carefully entered the door, for fear that the bottles would accidentally slide into his arms.

The floor tiles are smooth underfoot, and even if the bottle is strong enough not to break, it will make a loud noise. This is bound to alarm Sister Yun.

He has been mentally comforting himself, he is not doing this to avoid responsibility, he just wants to extend the time for him to fulfill his responsibility, and when he has saved enough money to accompany these drinks, he will naturally have to take responsibility.

He was actually very worried, Sister Yun kicked him out because of this incident, after all, he didn't have any work experience, how difficult it was for him to find a job, he had no way of knowing, and he didn't want to know what kind of boss he would meet, let alone think about it.

He thinks that Sister Yun's boss is still very good, at least they have been together for a day, and they are still very happy to get along on this day. If it weren't for their ignorance and making such a big mistake, I believe they would have a very harmonious relationship between the boss and the employee.

Lin Yang filled all three bottles with tap water, and after filling them with water, she could no longer take three bottles at once.

One by one, he took them back, secretly put them on the wine rack, tried not to make people see that he had moved, all three bottles were arranged, and he did not forget to stand in front of the bar to take a closer look at whether he had done it without knowing it.

Suddenly he found that his hands were full of water, and he thought that there should be water on those bottles, and he couldn't wait to take a dry rag and wipe the wine bottles one by one.

If you don't want people to know, unless you do it, if you do it, there will always be traces, there is a bottle of wine label, which is wet and warped.

After all, he didn't do anything above board, and he was still a little nervous in his heart, and when he wiped it with a rag, he didn't notice this detail, and the rag wiped it down, probably because his strength was too great, and the corner of the was torn apart as the towel wiped it.

He didn't notice that the label had been broken in two, and he put the bottle back in its original state. After reading it repeatedly, I was relieved to go back to my small warehouse.

Looking at the bed with exposed wooden planks, I felt heartfelt sadness, and now I am really alone, lying on a high bed, without delicious food, and it is also a big loss in life.

However, it is a great honor to think about the days when the stars and the moon are worn in the park, and it is a great honor to have such an environment to sleep peacefully.