After my gaze and Li Shi's brief intersection, I first avoided her gaze, then straightened my collar, and after making sure that I looked decent, I smiled and said: "Don't look at me as a staff member of the Laiyue Hotel, let alone the former manager of the hostel, I'm just an ordinary tourist tonight." ”

Li Shi couldn't see her emotions as always, and replied calmly: "Aren't you usually an ordinary tourist?" ”

Although she didn't have any expression, I could feel her emotions, and said in a low voice for a long time: "If you don't choke, I'll die, what's the matter, your sharp words are really like my stepmother's hands!" ”

Li Shi still looked at me, but she didn't say a word......

I was a little flustered for some reason, so I avoided her eyes, looked around, and said to Lin Ke beside me, "Why are you free to come over at night?" ”

"Xiaoshi is holding an event here and needs drinks, so I came over, and by the way, I picked up some needed activity equipment."

"Ouch, it's sour, I've known each other for a long time, and even my name has changed."

Li Shi glared at me, as if she didn't want to argue with me, and left before she frowned slightly and was about to lose her temper, my heart was suddenly relieved, it turned out to be a false alarm, but in an instant, I fell into another kind of helplessness, why can't I face her openly?

Time passed in my daze, and after listening to a tourist's singing "Suddenly I Miss You", I turned to Lin Ke and said, "Why do you say that our brothers are so hard, so many good girls, why can't we meet?" ”

"My life is softer than yours, and I met a good girl who is worth loving."

"The woman who threw your album in the trash?"

Lin Kezheng was intoxicated, and after listening to my words, he raised his hand to make a motion to pump me, and said angrily: "Don't mention this stubble! ”

"How could such a good girl end up like this?"

"A lot of times we forget that the more intimate the relationship, the more we need to be sober to maintain relative independence. Emotional and material independence will make you alone and not lonely; When you enter in pairs, you don't feel constrained. The best state is how to be comfortable, how to love, how to live. I once made such an extreme mistake by simply clinging to one person, putting the center of one's life on one person, making her like a trapped beast, and only bent on escaping from this invisible prison. ”

I looked at Lin Ke helplessly, and sighed for a while: "The person I love is in love with someone else, what can I do?" I can only watch from afar...... The world of love may be big, big enough to hold a hundred grievances. But the world of love is also very small, as small as three people can squeeze until they suffocate ......"

"As the identity of a person who has come over, I only hope that no matter what age you are in the future, whether you are simple or sophisticated, whether you love vigorously or plainly, you must know that this is a matter between the two of you, even if the details of love are presented in a complete and detailed manner, others can not really feel the warmth between them, the superficial and formal love, like the delicate but cheap makeup on the girl's face, can't help the baptism of wind and rain. Shu Qi and Feng Delun have known each other for 20 years and have been in love for four years, but when they got married, they said: Yes, our marriage is so simple, our dresses are so casual, our decision is so sudden, we will not have any wedding banquets and parties. ”

I was touched by her words, and a kind of sadness immediately ran through my whole body, and I said for a long time: "Maybe what I can do is to look at their circle of friends and send photos to show their affection, because I know very well that my crush cannot develop into a third party......"

Lin Ke shook his head very seriously, and said: "Yu Hang, you remember, this kind of love will not last long, love is not used for show, but should be managed with heart, it should be calm, moisturizing things silently, one room for two people, three meals for four seasons." Love is not easy to come by, I sincerely bless, but the love stories that can be shown on social networks and in real life, I am really not interested, you must understand that love is not a commodity that you can use to show and sell, let alone become a capital to show off. ”

I looked at Lin Ke blankly, I don't know if what he said is right or not, but as long as I think of Jing Qi, my heart is still so mixed, and then I think about my identity in this relationship, thinking about it, I'm afraid I can only be a passerby, maybe, I should really learn to let go, otherwise once I am unhappy, it will hurt Jing Qi...... It turns out that my happiness is not just a matter of my own people.

At this time, Li Shi came over with two glasses of beer, she just said "Hey", and then handed the cup to me, I finally took it from her hand, but I didn't like her emotionless appearance at all, because I don't know what she thought, maybe she doesn't need to be as upset as me, she can still walk freely in her own world, with indifference to life, so at first I felt that her existence was so dangerous!

Before I had finished my beer, someone in the crowd began to call for Lynco to come over and sing, and he waved at me and quickly ran towards the crowd.

After a while, Lin Ke sang "Suddenly I Miss You" in the crowd again, at this time, he was different from the Lin Ke who hummed niche songs on weekdays, at this moment, he was not the most real, but he must be the happiest, he once told me that the happiest thing was that he was singing, and the guests were drinking, laughing and crying together......

Sometimes, we like a song, not because of how beautiful it is, but because the lyrics are written like ourselves.

Music is a thing that comes in your ears when you're happy, when you're sad, when you're happy, you listen to music, and when you're sad, you begin to understand the lyrics, and you love a song, often because of a certain lyric, but it's not the lyrics that are really moving, it's the stories about the song in your life.

I smiled, took a half-sip of beer, and after a moment of silence, put the cup on the front desk and turned to leave the hostel......

……

The next day, since the morning, I have been looking for suitable cooperative merchants around the scenic spot to prepare for the "back to basics" activity in the evening after tomorrow, until noon, I found a teahouse on the street and sat down, and then called Qu Sen to talk to him about the preparation of the equipment needed for this event.

After a while, Qu Sen answered my phone and asked with a smile, "How are you doing over there?" ”

"I have a rough screening of the merchants who cooperate with me, basically negotiated, and the final list of cooperative merchants will be given tomorrow, as soon as I heard that it is cooperating with "Laiyue", everyone is very positive, it seems that the company is still very reputable in this area, unlike before I wanted to hold an event in the hostel, I said it in advance, and the result was that there was no one at the end of the event. ”

"In the past, the sad things were mentioned, the equipment you listed on my side has been prepared, and the planning case has been urgently prepared, this time Mr. Jiang personally ordered that there are enough people, and according to the efficiency of the work, it is predicted that it will come out in the afternoon."

"That's great, we'll talk about it when it comes out."

Ended the call with Qu Sen, I was full of energy again, shuttling through the streets and alleys against the sun, and in this long time of searching, my mind has never stopped, thinking about those career and emotional things over and over again, until I was tired and tired, I stopped these thoughts, but looking at the pedestrians who came and went on the street, and fell into the loneliness of a person, at this time, how I hope to have a relationship worthy of my own management, after a busy day's work, I was able to sit on a bench on the side of the street, hug each other and rest until the evening, and then go grocery shopping and go home to cook, I bought her a set of skin care products, and she bought me shaving cream and tie......

I think so beautifully, but I will become the most important woman in my life and even in my life, where is it, and at what point in time will we meet?

This evening, I went to the supermarket to buy a bottle of mineral water, sat on the side of the street and drank it, every time I went to one, the shopkeeper entertained me with tea, and I could water the flowers by lifting my legs upside down, but my throat was still dry and painful.

Tourists in the evening are more leisurely than at noon, pacing slowly in the cool evening breeze, looking at it for too long, the vision is tired, the eyes are blurred, and when there is no focus in the line of sight, Li Shi's figure suddenly becomes clear in my vision, and can break into my vision at a long distance, except for her excellent body proportions, and the old bicycle with a bar on her legs.

She doesn't ride fast, and the rhythm of the whole scenic spot is very consistent, and she rides, the wind sweeps through the hair, beauty and maverick together, it becomes a unique landscape, people do not pay attention to the eyes and look at it, I now understand why the hostel has a faint sign of resurrection in her hands......

In a jewelry store not far from me, she stopped the car, locked the car, and then went into the store to choose items, my line of sight just happened to be able to see her in the store clearly, when choosing items, she seemed to become a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl, curious about everything, tried all kinds of hairpins, even an ordinary blue and white silk scarf, tied to her soft hair, became unique.

I got up and walked into the store by chance and asked the boss, "Does the boss have any men's items here?" ”

The boss was a girl, shook her head with a smile and said, "I'm really sorry, we are a girls' jewelry store here, you can pick up some things for your girlfriend!" ”

"He doesn't have a girlfriend."

Li Shi on the other side of the shelf said coldly, which made me lose face suddenly, and I didn't have a gentlemanly demeanor to shoot back: "The boss of the family said that this is a girls' jewelry store, how old are you, and you still come here to pick and choose, can you use the things you pick?" ”

As soon as I finished saying this, I didn't need Li Shi to fight back, and several eldest sisters who were shopping glared at me with disgust, eager to stuff the two pairs of stockings they had just selected into my mouth, and the owner of the store looked at me with an unwelcome expression.

Li Shi was still picking things casually, and I could only retreat to the store and wait, otherwise the eldest sisters who I had unintentionally hurt would probably be able to hang me secretly with stockings.

After a while, Li Shi walked out wearing a small red velvet flower on her head, compared to some women who only love diamonds and sachets, a few yuan of trinkets can also make her look very satisfied. She didn't want to bother me anymore, so she bent down and unlocked it, and pushed the cart on.

I jumped out of my way and got in front of her.

She wasn't surprised, but said in a fussing tone, "Yo, this isn't a single dog!" ”

"Don't talk like that if it's a person, it's easy to get beaten, I'm trying to find a reliable girl now."

Li Shi smiled disdainfully and said: "You are really shameless, it would be good to find a girlfriend, pick and choose, it is estimated that this time next year, you are still a bachelor, everyone else goes on a date on Double 11, and you are still in front of the computer to grab discounted items!" ”

was continuously demolished by Li Shi, and I was extremely unhappy, but I didn't know how to refute it, so I glared at her like this.