In fact, I chose Meng Feifei, not because I really like her, maybe I saw the shadows of some of the women I used to like from her, the side face is very similar to Dong Qiushui, and the front looks a little Zhao Yun's feeling, and the back and dress look like Lucy.

So I feel very good about her, and when I hold her and kiss her, I have a strange feeling of thinking of her as someone else, and I know it's disrespectful to her, but as long as I don't say it, she won't know anything.

People are separated from each other, and it is impossible for two people who love each other to really know what each other's objects are thinking, especially if the contact time is not long, it is even more impossible to know.

The only thing I want to do is to find an emotional sustenance, everyone has something to sustenance, I just carry too many things, so I will live so tired, in fact, sometimes I occasionally jump out and go to be a new self, which is also a kind of relaxation.

I looked at Meng Feifei and she also looked at me affectionately, I knew that she was definitely not such a simple woman, from her skillful tiptoe and arms around my neck, I could feel that all this was experienced.

But none of this matters, we met here, just a kind of fate, no one ever thought about it, it was really always with whom, everyone was just each other's passers-by, just on the way to this beautiful scenery, to leave a good memory for themselves, that's enough.

To say that Meng Feifei is with me, it's not for money, and I'm not with her because of a lack of women, it's just emotional sustenance, maybe when I treat her as a woman, she also treats me as a man.

We are all people with stories, so there is no need to tell each other's stories, so we successfully walked together, shopping together, buying food together, talking about happy and interesting things, and even talking about where to go to sleep at night.

Meng Feifei came to New York with her classmates to go shopping, her family settled in France, basically did not return to China much, went to college in France, and after graduation, she planned to start a company, and she had a good foundation laid by her parents, so it was easier to do anything, and the rich circle was relatively extensive, and she could do very well in business.

I also briefly introduced my identity, Meng Feifei is still quite satisfied, in fact, she can see my identity from my dress, if I don't have qualifications and identity, I think she is not willing to associate with me.

A girl like her cares more about not love or feelings, but whether the status of the person who talks to her about feelings is enough, that is, the so-called right person in her bones.

If the status is not equal, the kind of relationship on the Titanic is unlikely, you must know that in the Western world, it does not mean that everything is equal, and middle-class people are unwilling to let their daughters marry an ordinary worker.

"Go to me at night, or to yours?"

Meng Feifei said very directly, she was still more honest with me, in fact, we had only known each other for a few hours, but she said that from the first time she saw me, she decided to let me be her boyfriend, so she would give me without reservation, as long as she could give it.

In fact, she said this very hypocritically, what she can give me, I'm afraid she can't give me anything except for S, so I don't refute her words, and I'm not happy, just just a normal smile. "It's a hotel near here, I don't want to leave, I'm a little tired, I want to go up and rest early."

Meng Feifei smiled and nodded to say yes, she took my hand and walked into the hotel with me, we opened the room, after coming to the room together, Meng Feifei went to take a bath first, and after taking a bath, she also asked me to wash my body.

After I finished rushing around, I saw Meng Feifei lying on the bed in pajamas, she lifted her long hair with her hands, and made all kinds of beautiful movements, like a movie star, I actually still like her side face, especially her voice, which is particularly good.

Maybe that's why I'm willing to be here with her, I walked to Meng Feifei's side, she hugged me and closed her eyes, I lowered my head and kissed her little mouth, she was also very obedient, I let her lie on the bed, and then knocked her unconscious.

Seeing her lying on the bed, I finally breathed a sigh of relief, I sat on the sofa and lit a cigarette, after smoking the cigarette, I put Meng Feifei away, helped her cover the quilt and tidy up her pajamas, and after tidying up my clothes, I left.

When I walked out of the hotel, I was relaxed, I didn't know what I was thinking, at least I was completely unable to accept myself now, I couldn't do it at all.

If something really happens to Meng Feifei, I can't guarantee that I won't have feelings for her, the feelings are uncontrollable, and I can't let her get together with me, because we have no feelings, some are just passions, and when those things retreat, everything is destined to disappear with it.

When I returned to the hotel, it was not early, when I opened the door of the room, it was empty, as if no one had come back, Dong Qiushui was not in the room, I suddenly regretted it, should I have stayed just now, if I didn't knock that woman unconscious, maybe I could temporarily paralyze myself. The more I thought about it, the more irritable I became, I began to doubt my life, I took out my phone and lay on the bed and began to read the news, I began to talk to people who didn't talk much before, especially those who had different identities from me before, especially those who wanted to talk to me.

I think hypocrisy is a kind of poison, when you are infected by this kind of thing at a certain moment, it is difficult to quit, every time you hear someone else slap the horse, you will feel a sense of accomplishment, you will feel that you are amazing, in fact, it is just to numb your nerves, through these things to make yourself not guilty.

It didn't take long for the door of the room to open, Dong Qiushui walked back in beautiful clothes, after she saw me, she asked me how I was doing today, I said it was okay, she asked me to wipe off the lipstick on my mouth first, and it was best to take a shower, because she didn't like me to carry the smell of perfume on other people's bodies.

I smiled and said I was very tired, let her not mind, Dong Qiushui walked to the bed, she pulled my clothes, and dragged me off the bed, I pushed her away a little angrily, she sat on the sofa, staring at me with her eyes, it seemed that she was angry, I was also very angry, staring at her with wide eyes, I was thinking why she was like this, she didn't come back until now, and she actually took care of me.

"You don't have to look at me like that, I admit it, I did something sorry for you, if you feel bad, you can leave me, we can also make it clear, some things need to be confessed, always hidden in the heart, it will only pile up more problems, haven't you noticed that the relationship between the two of us has changed."

Dong Qiushui nodded and said: "You're right, I found out, it's indeed changed, I just want to tell you now, I'm also very tired, I also feel that I don't want to live alone, sometimes I'm asking myself, why are you so tired, why make yourself so hard, but I just want you to be happy." ”

"Enough, Dong Qiushui, you may have told me the truth in everything you said, but there is only one thing you lied to me, that is, when you are with me, you have your own purpose, you tell me, don't you?"

I just want to find out now if she had the idea of approaching Gao Ming when she was around me.

"You can think whatever you want, you can say whatever you want, what can I do, do you think I can change your heart? Once a person changes his mind, it is irreparable, I just want to tell you, my heart has not changed, if you can always keep appearing, and you will not become what you are now, the reason why you have become like this is not because of me, it is because of yourself, it is because you are insatiable, it is you who are abusive, it has nothing to do with me, I indulge you because I love you, but you never know how to cherish, then what can I do? ”