Chapter 146: Lian Yi VS Shang You Cheng Fanwaiyi
I went through the divorce on the same day, and then registered my marriage on the same day, only an hour before and after, the staff of the Civil Affairs Bureau looked at me with a strange gaze, they may have seen more couples who got married in a flash, but it is rare for me to divorce my ex-husband for a few minutes and marry another man.
Shang Youcheng and I walked out of the Civil Affairs Bureau one after the other, both of us were not sad or happy, separated by a few steps away, as if the two of us were here to go through the divorce procedures, but in fact we each held a brand new marriage certificate in our hands.
Shen Chongze stood outside waiting for me, his deep eyes glowing with intense scarlet, Shang Youcheng paused and glanced back at me.
I ignored Shang Youcheng and pursed my lips After walking towards Shen Chongze, I stretched out my arm and hugged Shen Chongze's waist, my face pressed against his chest, and tears rained down in an instant, "I'm sorry......"
Shen Chongze and I didn't come to the end after all, when I followed him back to Shen's house during the Spring Festival, Shen Ying said that he leaked his mouth, Shen's mother knew about my relationship with Shang Youcheng, and Shen's mother wanted Shen Chongze and his childhood sweetheart to be together, so Shen's mother didn't agree with me and Shen Chongze to get married.
Shen Chongze tried his best to resist, Shen's mother called Shang Youbian, so everything shook out, Shang Quanlie, who has always doted on Shang Youcheng, got very angry this time, and whipped Shang Youcheng with a whip, I didn't know the truth at the time, and I threw myself on Shang Youcheng and received a few whips for him, until Shang Youcheng released the hypnosis on me under Shang Quanlie's order.
The happiness I thought of collapsed like this, Shang Quanlie and Shang Youbian asked Shang Youcheng to marry me, Shang Youcheng didn't have any arguments and explanations from beginning to end, his only words were that as long as Lian Yi was willing to marry, I closed my eyes and swallowed my tears in my mouth, and nodded very calmly, "I'll marry." ”
Shang Youfang changed my business surname, and since then there is no fifth miss in the business, and the more is the fourth young grandmother of the businessman, and no one knows the true face of the fourth young grandmother of the businessman, I think the person I am most sorry for in this life is Shen Chongze, Shen Chongze hugged me tightly, and after a while, hot tears soaked my neck, Shen Chongze in turn comforted me and said that he was ashamed of me, and he did not protect me.
I forced myself to cry, and after giving Shen Chongze one last hug, Shen Chongze and I said goodbye.
On the way back, the driver of the merchant drove the car, Shang Youcheng and I sat in the back at a distance, each other was expressionless, unfamiliar like strangers, I turned my head and saw Shen Chongze standing in place for a long time, and then slowly knelt on the ground with his chest covered, extremely painful, I seemed to be able to hear the sound of his tears, I knew that Shen Chongze loved me, it was really love.
I raised my hand to cover my eyes, and the hot and moist liquid flowed from between my fingers.
Shang Youcheng took out a tissue and handed it to me, his deep voice sounding in my ears, "Since you feel sorry for him, isn't it the greatest compensation to promise each other?" Lianyi, no one is forcing you to marry me. ”
"Hehe......" I laughed sarcastically, is it the best compensation for Shen Chongze? No, I don't love Shen Chongze, if I continue to be with Shen Chongze, both of us will be very painful, only if I let Shen Chongze give up on me, it will be best for him.
Shen Chongze will find his true happiness, this is the biggest compensation I give him, I have delayed him for too long.
I glanced at the street outside, the Spring Festival had just passed, and soon it would be the Lantern Festival, I took out the marriage certificate I had just handled from my bag and handed it to Shang Youcheng, looked up and said to the driver who was driving, "Send me to the airport." ”
The driver and Shang Youcheng were all stunned, Shang Youcheng usually calmly controlled the overall situation, especially in the past, I was transparent in front of him, and his expression at the moment made me feel really wonderful!
Shang Youcheng looked at the marriage certificate in his hand, and then raised his head and stared at me with phoenix eyes, "What do you mean?" ”
"You don't think I married you because I still love you, do you?" I asked Shang Youcheng with a smile on the corner of my mouth, since I remembered everything in the past, there was no communication between me and Shang Youcheng, he thought he knew all my thoughts, and he would definitely be able to control me before, but now it is different.
The driver stopped the car, turned around and asked Shang Youcheng with his eyes, I shook my head at Shang Youcheng and said, "I married you, not because I still love you, but because I want Shen Chongze to die." Besides, Shang Youcheng, do you know what the best revenge is? ”
"I want to let this marriage bind you for the rest of your life, you can find a woman outside, but you don't want to give that woman a name, I will always occupy the position of the fourth young grandmother of the merchant." I calmly said to Shang Youcheng that because my heart was dead, I had never been numb and indifferent.
I love Shang Youcheng, this man, I have loved my whole youth, if after I confessed to him, when he drove me to Italy, I still didn't stop thinking about him, but that night he got drunk for the second time, hypnotized me, and entrusted me to Shen Chongze, I no longer have expectations for this relationship.
He has never liked me, even a little, when I was pregnant with his child in my belly, he chose to marry Song Rongyan, if it wasn't for the death of Steward He later, I'm afraid Shang Youcheng would have gotten what he wanted, right? I can't get Shang Youcheng to love me, but I can take back my heart.
Shang Youcheng's thin lips were pursed, his face was stiff and pale, his self-esteem must have been hit a lot, in the past, I was obedient to him, I lowered my posture to dust, and now that I am out of his control, how can he not be frustrated?
The atmosphere in the car was tense, Shang Youcheng's phoenix eyes lit a small cluster of flames, I looked at him calmly, the driver in front of me was wiping sweat, after a while, Shang Youcheng nodded silently, when the car drove towards the airport, Shang Youcheng's face turned out of the window, and the hand on his knee kept clenching and loosening.
I bought a ticket two days ago, and when I got off the bus, I also lost my mobile phone to Shang Youcheng, which he once gave me, equipped with a positioning system, so that he could find me as soon as possible, and I don't need it in the future.
Shang Youcheng and I didn't say goodbye, and I didn't even say a word, I was dressed thinly and plainly, with a suitcase in my hand, and I didn't look back and drowned in the crowded airport.
Shang Youcheng will explain to Shang Youcheng, and Shang Youbian can not change the ending between me and Shang Youcheng except for sighing, from then on I occupy the position of the fourth young grandmother of Shang, but I go to the end of the world with Shang Youcheng, what kind of life we live with each other, who is accompanied by us, and whose bed we sleep on, it has nothing to do with each other.
I went to the United States to find Wei Zimo and Song Rongyan, not mentioning how I and Shang Youcheng were, they all tacitly did not ask, not long after Song Qifan and Jing Jing went back to China, although Xiaobai and Shang Xu wanted to study, but the two children refused to leave, they had to wait until Song Rongyan gave birth to their sister.
When Song Rongyan was seven months pregnant, Wei Zimo's eyes regained their brightness, and later when Song Rongyan gave birth, Wei Zimo accompanied her into the delivery room, I waited outside with my two children, Song Rongyan's birth was very smooth, when I held the group of babies in my arms, I suddenly remembered the child I lost, and I don't know why, tears rolled down, and the child in the crook of the arm smiled at me in the hazy vision.
Wei Zimo took Song Rongyan and the child to the house in Paris, several people got together for a meal, and it can be regarded as a banquet for the child, since the child was born, Wei Zimo has been reduced to the lowest end of the food chain in the family, and even the status of the folded ear cat is higher than that of Yu Zimo.
Originally, Wei Zimo liked his daughter very much, but Shang Xu and Xiaobai rushed to hug their sister all day long, they called Wei Zimo as a servant, either letting Wei Zimo make milk powder, or letting Wei Zimo take diapers or wash clothes, Song Rongyan looked at Wei Zimo's methodical appearance, red eyes and distressed asked him, "Are you tired?" ”
"I'm not tired, I'm happy." Yu Zimo put a bowl of soup in Song Rongyan's hand and responded gently, Yu Zimo bent his arm and hugged Song Rongyan into his arms.
This is the spring of the second year, the bright sky is shining in, the garden is full of flowers, I look at their family with a faint smile on my lips, the pain in my heart is slowly healing, "not messed up in my heart, not trapped in love, not afraid of the future, not thinking of the past", this is my current state, I think it will not be long before I will let go of myself and Shang Youcheng.
When Wei Zimo's daughter was one and a half years old, Shen Chongze sent him and his childhood sweetheart a wedding invitation, and several of us all went to Shen Chongze's wedding, Shen Chongze was drunk and hugged me and cried bitterly, I don't know if this ending is good or bad, but at least Shen Chongze got married, and the stone in my heart was finally put down.
Shang Youcheng also came, the woman who followed him was Loulan, Wei Zimo told me that Loulan did not betray Shang Youcheng and the FBI, at that time they acted in a scene, in order to put Loulan next to Lin Hanxuan as an undercover agent, and later Lin Hanxuan disappeared, Loulan followed Lin Hanjin back to the Lin family in Italy, and now Loulan's task is completed, and her identity is restored.
Loulan asked me to talk in the lounge, we sat opposite each other, she took out a test sheet from her bag, and the bloody plot appeared, I didn't have to watch it to know that Loulan would tell me that she was pregnant with Shang Youcheng's child, and I believe this is true, Shang Youcheng slept with Loulan a long time ago, Shang Youcheng's first time was given to Loulan, and now she is with Loulan again, no fuss.
In fact, this result is not important to me, two years is enough time for me to let go of everything, when I received Shen Chongze's wedding invitation, I decided to let Shang Youcheng go, so I took the divorce agreement that Loulan had drawn up for me, and I went back to the business with Wei Zimo, Song Rongyan and three children that night.
I didn't leave room for Shang Youcheng, in front of Shang Quanlie and a few people, I took the divorce agreement to Shang Youcheng, and in the surprised eyes of several people, I calmly said to Shang Youcheng: "I have signed it, I am willing to leave the house cleanly, and I don't want anything." ”