Chapter 226: The Illusion of Love
I looked at Chen Qingyi behind me, Chen Qingyi came to me and An Qi with an umbrella, and said softly: "I heard what you just said, let's send Mr. An to the hospital first, Zhang Yixi, you just drank, don't drive, I'll help you drive." ”
Chen Qingyi's sudden appearance made the atmosphere complicated, and I subconsciously let go of Anqi who was hugging.
Chen Qingyi said to An Qi with a very friendly smile: "Mr. An, we met again, maybe there was really a misunderstanding between us, but it was just a misunderstanding, now we will go to the hospital first, and Zhang Yixi will explain it to you clearly when we go back!" ”
Anqi looked at Chen Qingyi, and then looked at me coldly, Chen Qingyi held an umbrella and drove her own car, Anqi's car was a two-seater, and it couldn't sit the three of us.
Chen Qingyi opened the window of the car and shouted to Angel and me, "Get in the car." ”
I looked at Angel with inquiring eyes, I was worried that she was still rejecting Chen Qingyi, but I found that her mental state was getting worse and worse, and the whole person seemed very erratic, I couldn't care much anymore, and pulled her towards Chen Qingyi's car.
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In the clinic, Angel was lying on the hospital bed on a drip, and the doctor said that the reason why she had a fever was that she suffered from wind and cold on a rainy day, and secondly, because of her poor physical fitness, which led to a decrease in immunity, and she still couldn't take care of her body.
Angel, who was on a drip, fell into a deep sleep, Chen Qingyi waved at me, motioned me to go out to chat, I folded the quilt for Angel, and walked outside the ward with Chen Qingyi.
We were standing in the hallway outside the clinic, the rain was still falling hysterically, and I habitually lit a cigarette for myself out of boredom, exhaling the smoke, only to be blown away by the howling wind in an instant.
"Zhang Yixi, can you talk to me about you and Mr. An, I'm very curious about you, and she seems to care about you."
I was silent, not because I didn't want to tell Chen Qingyi, but I didn't know where to start, so I said after a while: "Let's be friends." ”
"Friend, is that all? ....... I've heard that she looks almost the same as your girlfriend. ”
I nodded, didn't deny it, and took another heavy drag on my cigarette.
After a while, Chen Qingyi asked me cautiously: "Could they be the same person?" ”
I was stunned for a moment, Chen Qingyi is the second person besides the prince to have such suspicions, the prince suspects because he has seen Mo Han and Anqi, and Chen Qingyi's suspicion is unreasonable, because she has not seen Mo Han at all.
I shook my head and said, "No, not only are their personalities too different from each other, but they are also different in terms of appearance. ”
"Zhang Yixi, the difference in personality is easy to explain, anyone has two sides, such as you: you in the workplace are completely different from you in life, and I am the same, the me you see on the screen is very different from me in reality."
I looked at Chen Qingyi, shook my head, and said, "People have two sides, which is normal, but it will not present two extremes!" ”
"Of course normal people won't, but if they are emotionally stimulated, it will lead to a drastic change in personality, I have a friend who is an expert in psychiatry, I once talked to him about this matter, in reality there are actually many such cases, but we normal people rarely come into contact with it, it seems incredible, but in the eyes of these professionals, it is very ordinary!"
"What about physiognomy? How can this be explained? ”
Chen Qingyi smiled and said, "If I want, you will also see a different Chen Qingyi tomorrow than now, you underestimate the effect of makeup." ”
Chen Qingyi's words suddenly woke me up, as if every time I met Mo Han, she didn't apply powder, but Angel liked makeup........
"If you think about it carefully, apart from their appearance, do they have anything in common, I mean more secretive." Chen Qingyi reminded me further.
My heart trembled violently, I lit another cigarette for myself, stabilized my mood a little, and began to imagine Angel and Mo Han, trying to find the secret commonality as Chen Qingyi said.
In fact, I couldn't find it, because my time with Mo Han was also very limited, and her indifference and indifference to everything had been ingrained in my brain, while Angel was the other extreme.
I shook my head, making sure that I couldn't find the secret commonality in them, and exhaled the smoke in my mouth heavily, and suddenly thought of a detail, and I said to Chen Qingyi in an affirmative tone: "They are definitely not alone. ”
"What do you think?" Chen Qingyi's tone was very concerned.
"Last time I went to stay in a hotel with Mo Han in Suzhou, because she didn't bring documents, we couldn't stay, so she had to go back to the hotel where she was staying to get documents, but then the owner of the hotel made an exception and let us stay without documents........ The crux of the matter is here, if Mo Han brings the documents, if she is Anqi, then won't the truth of everything surface, assuming that she deliberately conceals it, how can she still do this? ”
My words made Chen Qingyi also fall into deep thought, and only asked me after a while: "So you insist that they are not the same person?" ”
I nodded affirmatively and said, "They are definitely not the same person, they just happen to be alike, just like Cecilia Cheung and Gong Mi, there are too many cases of infinitely similar appearances!" ”
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After a period of silence, Chen Qingyi finally said to me: "Actually, in your heart, you don't want them to be the same person at all, which is difficult for you to accept, right?" ”
After Chen Qingyi's words were finished, I tried to imagine Angel and Mo Han as the same person, and a sharp pain ensued, if they were really alone, I couldn't accept it, and I didn't dare to accept it........ So in my heart, it is absolutely impossible for Angel and Mo Han to be equated, absolutely impossible!
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The sky finally stopped hysteria, everything gradually calmed down, only the distant thunder from the sky, I looked at the time it was already 1 o'clock in the middle of the night, I said to Chen Qingyi: "You go back first, today is really troublesome for you." ”
"What should I do if I go back to you and Mr. An, it's hard to get a taxi at this time and place......... I'll wait for you, I don't care about this for a while. ”
I didn't refuse Chen Qingyi's insistence anymore, I just lit another cigarette for myself, looked at the still dull and gloomy sky in a daze, and my mind drifted randomly in the distorted smoke: Assuming that Chen Qingyi's analysis is correct, then what I have always loved is a person who does not exist at all, and when the true love I have been insisting on has become an illusion, who can bear it? At least I can't do it!
Chen Qingyi, who was beside him, pinned his hands behind his back, leaned against the wall, and stared at the sky in a daze, and the atmosphere became cold in silence.
I don't know how long it took, Chen Qingyi finally said to me: "It's almost time, let's go see Mr. An." ”
I nodded, and finally walked side by side with Chen Qingyi to the ward.