In the pouring rain, I glanced back at Angel, she was still beautiful in the rain, but at this moment I couldn't understand her heart, and human nature was too illusory, too ethereal, am I really so heinous that I have to die? ...... That's it, that's it!

I held the guardrail with my hand and stepped onto it, I calmly looked under the rooftop, at the moment I was 70 meters away from the ground, and this would be the last part of my life, and I should say goodbye to the world.

At this moment, of course, I know that I still have Pippi, I still have my family....... But I'm really tired, I'm going to die when I'm dead, at least I've left behind enough wealth for my relatives to live without food and clothing for a lifetime, and this may be the last comfort that life gives me before I die.

I turned my head, and in the sound of the wind and rain, looked at Angel and smiled: "Thank you...... Thank you...... Relieve me ......! ”

At this moment I saw fear in Angel's eyes, I turned my head, looked at the neon lights and flickered on the ground, and finally closed my eyes.

The cold rain hit my face, and the tears warmed...... There was a salty feeling at the corner of my mouth, and at this moment I realized what a failed life my life was, and I ended my humble life in this way, hoping that in another world, I could live a simpler life.

In the darkness, I saw the light shining again that I couldn't help but look at, she was calling me, let me follow her trajectory, my heart suddenly swelled with a warm current, is this how I felt before death? It's so comfortable...... Maybe this time I can really catch up with the shining lights.

Calm, except calm or calm, I breathed deeply, driven by that warm current, my steps moved slowly.

.......

My hands suddenly became cold, and the warm current that drove me suddenly disappeared....... This coldness came from my hands.

In a panic, I suddenly opened my eyes, and Angel was standing on the guardrail at some point, her hand holding mine.

I looked at her, and she said to me calmly, "Husband, take me with you...... Go to a calm, simple world! ”

She closed her eyes with a smile on her face, her hair sticking to her countenance, rain or tears, I couldn't tell it, but I saw a thrilling beauty.

Does she call me "husband"? ........ We once had a modest wedding, and she has called me "husband" ever since......... But is this an illusion, or is it the last expression before checkmate? ....... I don't have time to tell.

Angel's footsteps moved, leaning forward, a chill rising from my body, and a thought surged into my subconscious: "She can't die...... I instinctively used all my strength to hold Angel, and under the huge inertia, we both fell to the rooftop, in order to protect Angel, my body fell to the ground before her, and all the weight of her body was concentrated on my shoulder to protect her, followed by a heart-piercing pain, and my shoulder was dislocated.

My other arm was on my shoulder, and although I was in shock, I didn't say a word, just looked at Angel.

In the violent wind and rain, we stared at each other, and a suppressed emotion was faintly about to burst out.

Angel threw herself into my arms and cried bitterly: "Why don't you want me...... Why are you not even afraid of death, but you are afraid to be with me? Why...... Why? ”

The last "why" Angel's voice has been torn apart, and she has too much, too many emotions to release after more than a year of separation.

I hugged her tightly, and for a long time tears rolled in my eyes, and said, "Death is very simple, but in life, there are always too many things that cannot be controlled by yourself...... Maybe..... I was wrong...... But I can't go back...... I'm sorry! ”

There was a sharp pain in my neck, and Angel bit my neck with all her strength, and at this moment the emotions were released the most violently!

......

In the pouring rain, I protected my injured shoulder, watching Angel crumbling away, and my heart was an indescribable sadness.

Is there really a kind of love in the space we live in that leads us to be together despite everything? I don't know, for more than a year, I have been numb to my pain, what is love? I don't understand anymore!

I took out my mobile phone from my pocket with difficulty, and then made a call to Han Feng, I had a dislocated shoulder, and I didn't have the ability to drive to the hospital alone at the moment.

A moment later, Han Feng arrived, and the tragic scene made him dumbfounded: "Zhang Yixi, what's going on?" ”

"A dream..... I looked at the guardrail that made me hang between life and death, maybe everything that just happened was really just a dream, a nightmare!

.......

In the hospital, the dislocation of my dislocation was reset by the doctor, the pain was finally relieved, and I put on my coat again and prepared to leave the hospital.

Han Feng said as he walked with me, "Call Qingyi and ask Qingyi to come back." ”

I shook my head: "Don't let her worry. ”

"Can you still take care of yourself with this life?"

"I can't die."

Han Feng pointed at me: "Your grandson is strong!" ...... Tell me what's going on, it's a stormy night for you, what are you doing on the rooftop? ”

I stopped and said, "Don't ask, okay?" ”

"OK, if you don't say it, I know it...... You're going to meet that crazy woman, right? ”

"Don't call her that, not now and in the future." I looked at Han Feng and said expressionlessly.

.......

Han Feng sent me back to my residence, but he didn't leave, the two of them sat in the living room, each lit a cigarette, and each was silent.

Han Feng snuffed out the half-smoked cigarette in the ashtray and asked me, "Has the matter come to an end?" ”

I know that Han Feng is talking about Siro, but this time I met with Anqi, except for a thrilling scene, no consensus was reached, I was confused at the moment, I don't know if Anqi's attitude will change after this experience, so as to let Xiluo go.

After a long time, I shook my head at Han Feng and signaled that there was no result.

Han Feng sighed: "How are you going to solve this matter?" Let's put the Ciro matter aside for now, I'm talking about you and the crazy ...... You and Angel! ”

I asked Han Feng rhetorically, "What do you think I can do?" Divorced Chen Qingyi? ”

Han Feng immediately made a gesture to stop, and said: "Zhang Yixi, buddy tell you: don't move this thought, no one will approve of you doing this, in Pipi's heart, although Chen Qingyi can't say that he has completely replaced Zuo Lan, it's almost the same, you must not hurt the child twice...... Divorce is really not a big deal, but your situation is too special, understand? ”

I nodded, then lit another cigarette, took a heavy puff and said to Han Feng, "Let me be quiet!" ”

"OK, I'll go back first, call me if there's something."

......

After Han Feng left, the world didn't really quiet down, my heart was still churning in the waves, at that moment Angel stood on the guardrail and held my hand tightly, calling me "husband", and asked me to take her out of this world together, I really had an impulse, impulsively wanted to leave everything behind, take her out of this disturbance, or go to another world, or find a place in this world to live in seclusion for a lifetime, but this is an unrealistic fantasy after all, we can't escape the torture of reality!