212 I am not human

Ye Junxuan had never seen his father so resolute. Although my father had always been strict with himself, he was not so cruel as to say such things. He guessed that he had really broken his father's heart this time.

"Dad...... Don't do that. Ye Junxuan's eyes were also trembling. He really doesn't want to see his father like this, his father is worried and sad for him, why doesn't he feel pain?

He wants to follow his father in everything, so that his old man can be happy and not worry about his son. However, his father's requirements were always so strict, that he felt more and more physically and mentally exhausted, and he could not meet his father's ardent hopes for him. 's father is an old-fashioned person, completely unwilling to change his concepts and opinions, once it is what he believes, no matter how much Ye Junxuan persuades, it will be in vain.

While Ye Junxuan was thinking about it, Ye Cheng walked up to Ye Junxuan step by step with a gloomy face, staring at him without changing his face: "If you still treat me as a father and have my father in your heart, then be decisive!" ”

Ye Cheng persuaded so hard, there was only one purpose, that is, to let his son get rid of that difficult woman. He still has a great future, is it worth giving up everything for a woman? Ye Cheng would never watch his son fall like this.

Ye Junxuan's fists clenched tighter and tighter. He didn't know what to do, and if he continued to be entangled like this, his father might really have to cut off the father-son relationship with him. This is something he absolutely does not want to happen, although love is heavy, family affection is also an indispensable and important part.

"Nope."

After thinking for a long time, Ye Junxuan slowly squeezed out a word. His expression was heavy, although there was only one word, but it was so difficult to speak, I don't know how long it took to think about it.

Why did he say this word? What does this word mean, and how much weight does it bear?

Ye Cheng raised his eyebrows slightly, and his expression was a little surprised.

'No?' What does it mean to be no'. There was some contempt in my father's tone, and there was a terrible calmness in his tone.

Ye Junxuan's expression became more and more painful, he didn't want to say those words to his father, but now his father forced him. Su Han's matter is no longer between the two of them, it involves the grievances of the two families, and his father's aggressiveness makes him exhausted.

"Dad, I'm sorry, I can't be sorry for Su Han anymore." Ye Junxuan tried to stay calm, sighed calmly and said, "I owe her too much, too much, now is the time for me to atone for my sins." If I forsake them, their mothers and children, am I still human? ”

Su Han's child is also his Ye Junxuan's child, it is the crystallization of their love, and it is the little baby they take care of together, and he can't let her beloved leave lonely no matter what. He had sworn to her that he would never leave her, no matter what happened.

Ye Cheng quickly raised his head, glared at Ye Junxuan with an extremely sharp gaze and said, "Do you think you are human when you do such a thing that you are sorry for your mother?!" ”

After hearing his father's rhetorical question, Ye Junxuan was speechless. Soon, there was some hopelessness in his eyes, and finally turned into a sad feeling, which gradually overflowed his eyes.

He froze there and stared at his father for a long time.

He couldn't remember when did his father start to be so mean? Once upon a time, he was also a loving and tolerant elder. Since his mother's departure, his father has become a different person, irritable and irritable, and from time to time he has become angry with him, even imposing his own will on him.

He didn't like the father-son relationship, and he didn't like the bound way of life, he tried to change it, but in the end, he couldn't change it.

"Yes, I'm not human, I'm not human!" Ye Junxuan nodded pessimistically, smiling very sadly, that smile was hopeless and sad, "You hate me!" gave birth to such a bastard's son...... I deserve it! I'll get out of here, and I'll never bother you again. ”

Ye Cheng's anger rushed up at once, and his face turned red and ugly: "You! ”

Ye Cheng's hands on crutches were trembling, his pale eyebrows were trembling angrily, and it didn't take long for him to suddenly feel dizzy, as if he had lost his center of gravity.

"Dad!"

If Ye Junxuan hadn't held it in time, Ye Cheng would have fallen directly to the floor. Ye Junxuan hurriedly helped his father sit on the sofa, and his father, who was originally frowning, did not respond to his words now.

"Dad, what's wrong with you? Father! ”

"Dad, don't scare me, don't scare me"

No matter how Ye Junxuan called his father, he didn't respond to him. Looking at his unconscious father, Ye Junxuan was completely panicked. He lived twenty-six years and had never been so afraid.

……

Half an hour later, outside the door of the hospital's emergency room.

The merciless first aid light was on for a long time and did not go out. The hospital hallway was quiet, with only the occasional nurse passing by, and the sound of footsteps was disturbing. The pale walls of the corridor are uncolored, and when you look at them, you feel empty, and this is the hospital, a place that makes people feel uncertain.

Ye Junxuan sat at the door of the emergency room, his head resting lightly against the wall. His eyes were glazed, his thoughts drifted to no avail, and he didn't even have the strength to blink. After a long time, he half-arched himself, rested his elbows on his knees, and bit the back of his thumb restlessly.

What did he do? He actually forced his father to the point of cerebral thrombosis. If the father has three strengths and two weaknesses, how will he explain to his mother? At this moment, apart from anxiety or anxiety in his heart, he was no longer able to think about other things, and only hoped that his father would be safe.

Su Han sat quietly next to Ye Junxuan, and although she was worried, she didn't say a word from beginning to end.

She slowly turned her head, looking at Ye Junxuan's anxious prayer, and she couldn't help but feel a heavy worry in her heart. Xuan still cares about his father very much, that is the god in his life that cannot be disobeyed, and now that his father is hospitalized because of him, how can he not blame himself?

"Xuan, don't worry, Uncle Ye will definitely be fine." Su Han gently touched the back of Ye Junxuan's hand and comforted him.

She only hoped that her words would help him and make him feel better, even if it was only a little, and she was satisfied.

Ye Junxuan didn't turn his head, but closed his eyes tightly. The pain in his heart was about to come out, and it was not at all indescribable in words. Low self-esteem, self-blame, all kinds of emotions.

He kept thinking, maybe he was really a complete unfilial son as his father said? Yes, he can even betray his mother, and hurt his father's heart again and again, can he still be regarded as a filial son? He didn't deserve to be a man at all.

Ye Junxuan was always silent like this, and Su Han didn't know what to say. She wanted to comfort him and help him get rid of the shadow of self-blame, but she was afraid that she would add fuel to the fire, after all, this incident started because of her. If a certain sentence is said inappropriately, it will be self-defeating and make Xuan even more angry. After thinking about it, she decided to remain silent and let him be alone for a while.

After a long time, the overhead light above the door of the emergency room went out, and the crisp sound was like a blessing from God, and his world instantly had a glimmer of hope.

I saw a doctor open the door of the emergency room, tidy it up in a hurry, and take off his mask.

Ye Junxuan stood up at the first time, subconsciously walked to the door, and went straight to the doctor to ask, "Doctor, how is my father?" ”

As soon as the words came out, Ye Junxuan's heart was beating violently. What if the doctor says a disappointing result? He could hardly have imagined.

The doctor put away the mask and said to Ye Junxuan with a kind smile: "Please rest assured, after our best efforts, the patient is now fine and has been awake." ”

Ye Junxuan breathed a long sigh of relief, and the sweat was already covering his forehead. It's not in vain to wait for so long, as long as my father is okay in the end.

The big stone in Su Han's heart also fell to the ground, and she leaned against the wall next to her, panting heavily. Until now, her heartbeat was beating very hard, and if Uncle Ye had any accident at this time, she didn't know how to face Ye Junxuan.

"But Mr. Ye's body is still very weak, so it is not appropriate to talk more, especially not to make him angry anymore, otherwise...... It is likely to be life-threatening. The doctor was not at ease, so he gave a few more words to the family.

"Thank you." Ye Junxuan nodded slightly to the doctor, his tone was very pale, as if he had been seriously ill. This time it was his fault, he almost killed his father.

The doctor also nodded politely, looked at Ye Junxuan and Su Han, and asked, "May I ask who you are from the old gentleman?" Son and daughter-in-law? ”

Ye Junxuan and Su Han looked at each other for a moment, looking a little embarrassed. In the end, Ye Junxuan stood up to answer this question: "I am the patient's son." ”

The doctor was stunned by this non-questionable answer, but he didn't continue to ask any more questions, pushed his glasses, and said to Ye Junxuan: "After Mr. Ye woke up just now, he said that he wanted to see you. ”

"Me?" Ye Junxuan pointed to himself and said.

The doctor nodded.

Uncle Ye was going to talk to Xuan alone again, and Su Han couldn't help but feel a wave of worry in his heart. She didn't know what happened between their father and son, they had been talking for a long time in the Ye family just now, how could Uncle Ye suddenly have a cerebral thrombosis? Did they quarrel?

"Xuan." Before Ye Junxuan started, Su Han held his arm very worriedly, and said in a low voice, "Talk to your father well, don't make him angry again, don't." ”

Her eyes were very solemn, and she was telling him very, very seriously. The top priority now is to stabilize Uncle Ye's physical condition, and the rest will be left for later.

Ye Junxuan's expression still looked very dazed, as if his soul had been emptied. He nodded to Su Han mechanically and walked into the ward alone.