Chapter 15: The Past

Feng Shaochen was stunned for a moment, but he also nodded in response

The two of them went to the balcony of the room, and as night fell, the city lights were lit up sporadically, decorating the city with a different kind of beauty

Zhou Lingying looked into the distance and spoke in a low voice

"Shao Chen, are you happy?"

Happy? He really doesn't know how to answer this, he doesn't seem to be particularly happy when he says he is happy, he doesn't seem to have encountered any troubles when he says he's unhappy, he has always been working peacefully, and life is like stagnant water, until Xiao Ruo comes back, he feels that his life is more colorful and vivid

"Lingying, what's wrong with you, is something going on" In his impression, Zhou Lingying has always been the kind of gentle and graceful girl, but this time, he felt that she seemed to be a little melancholy

"Maybe, you don't know it yourself, when you look at Xiao Ruo, you will always have a spoiled and satisfied look" And this look is something she has never seen except Xiao Ruo when she was by his side

Feng Shaochen smiled

"If you are innocent, anyone who sees it will be happy"

"No, that's not what I want to say"

Zhou Lingying turned his head to look at him, as if he wanted to look closer to the depths of his heart, after escaping for so many years, would he continue

"Lingying~"

Zhou Lingying smiled, but there was bitterness in the smile, Feng Shaochen wanted to stretch out his hand, but in the end he still clenched his fists and hung down

"Actually, I envy Xiao Ruo, her love for you is hot and warm, but I will only avoid"

Feng Shaochen's heart fluctuated at this time, he never thought that Zhou Ling should say such a thing to him

"Lingying, I ......"

Zhou Lingying lowered his head slightly, and then looked at the unknown distance, his voice was ethereal, but every word fell on Feng Shaochen's heart

"Deep love is shallow a dream, shallow love is deep and eventually empty"

"You, did you see that?"

"At the time, I thought these two sentences meant what I thought, but later I learned that this was your farewell to me."

The farewell to that ignorant relationship, no matter whether the love is deep or shallow, or the love is shallow and deep, it cannot be completed after all

"At that time, I was waiting, with anticipation, with joy, but unfortunately, it was my own passion"

No, it's not like this, Feng Shaochen wanted to open his mouth to refute and explain, but only then did he realize how pale and weak the language was

"I've been wondering if I could have been like Xiao Ruo at that time, then we would have another ending"

But she is Zhou Lingying, and she will never be able to become Xu Anruo

"No~ Lingying, you didn't pretend to be sentimental, I did appreciate you, I liked you, but I ......"

"It's just that then you find out that it's not love, is it?"

What he admires and admires is only her talent, in fact, the two of them are very similar, they will be attracted by each other's talents, and they have a good impression, but because they are similar, they are all the same kind of people, and they are not good at expressing their emotions, and this kind of people can't come together after all

"Shao Chen, do you love Xiaoruo?"

A few gentle words, like a boulder falling to the sea, stirring up thousands of waves, Feng Shaochen's heart was turbulent, but he didn't know how to speak

Zhou Lingying didn't seem to need his answer

"Xiao Ruo's appearance is like a dazzling light, lighting up your world, but you don't dare to admit it, evade again and again, because you have no confidence, you are afraid that Xiao Ruo will one day find out that he is just obsessed with you, at that time, how should he let go, Feng Shaochen, who has always been talented and sought after, will actually retreat when facing a little girl"

"Lingying, why are you talking about this?"

He had never heard Zhou Lingying say so many words, as if he was going to finish something that he hadn't said for many years

Zhou Lingying smiled slightly, with a kind of relief, and looked at Feng Shaochen with a kind of open-mindedness

"It's just that after so many years, I don't want to go on like this, Shao Chen, you should follow your heart, how many decades are there in your life?"

Zhou Lingying took a step forward, leaned slightly into Feng Shaochen's arms, and closed his eyes: Shao Chen, I am saying goodbye to you, do you feel it, in the past ten years, we have admired each other and admired each other, but there is something missing after all, but I don't regret it, I just hope that in the next few days we will follow our hearts and be brave

"Alright, let's go"

Zhou Lingying straightened up and smiled

"Lingying, no matter what, I want you to be happy"

You are the most heartwarming girl in my youth, your beauty, your gentleness, and your talent, but then I finally understood that the real heartbeat is not mixed with any incidental emotions, but no matter how far away the two are, how different their identities are, but whenever you see her, the satisfaction that arises from the heart

"Me too"

The two looked at each other and smiled, putting an end to the hazy emotions of the past