At about ten o'clock, I returned to my residence with a dreamlike smoke after being teased by the sky, and my fingers were frozen and it was difficult to change my shoes!

In the living room, Ye was holding a pillow and eating plums, watching TV intently, looking very casual.

I walked past her silently.

"Zhang Yixi, I'm back!"

"Hmm." I answered and continued walking towards the top of the stairs.

"Why didn't Han Feng come back with you?"

I immediately became alert, could it be that Han Feng told her to be with me? I ignored the previous loss, my mind turned sharply, and I said as if I had passed the test: "I'll come back first." ”

"Oh, where are you going to be happy?" Ye asked with a blank face.

I couldn't cry or laugh, I really wanted to be happy, in fact, I just walked out of the purgatory of feelings, but I still said to Ye quietly: "I didn't go to be happy." ”

"What a good brother..... I'm willing to quibble, and I don't reveal the whereabouts of my little friend, I will have to guard against you in the future. Ye said with a playful smile.

"You're going to die, tease me!" I glared at Ye and knew that she was deliberately testing me.

Ye smiled very happily: "Han Feng went to Kunming, I just want to test you, it's a pity that you didn't pass for your little friend!" ”

"Boring!"

Ye ignored my contempt and said to me: "Let's talk for a while, you look embarrassed, I think it is necessary for me to do psychological counseling for you." ”

.......

I sat down on the sofa next to Ye, wanted to light a cigarette, looked at Ye's stomach, and gave up, in fact, chatting with a pregnant woman is the most painful, not only can I not smoke, but also take into account her emotions, don't look at Ye from a scholarly family, with an excellent temperament, in fact, she has a poisonous tongue, often makes me collapse, before she is pregnant, she can also fight back a few words against her, after pregnancy, she can only swallow her anger and endure her strange poisonous tongue.

"Why did you go?" Ye asked, looking at my wet shoulders.

"I'm looking for trouble!"

Ye shook his head and sighed, but did not speak...... In the eyes of my friends, my life in the past few years has been so bad that they can't bear to comment!

.......

I took a bottle of red wine from the wine cabinet, poured myself a glass, took a few sips as if venting, and asked Ye, "Do you know what is the most painful thing in this matter?" ”

"Everyone's pain is different, but I'm interested to know yours."

I took another sip of wine and took a deep breath: "The most bitter, bitter is not life, lovesickness is long...... The most painful, the pain is like a ruthless ......! ”

Ye sighed and said, "If these words come out of other people's mouths, I will think that they are pretending to be deep hypocrisy, but I can really understand it when you Zhang Yixi say it......"

I am silent, but I experience the pain of life is short and lovesick is long, do we really want to squander the drifting lovesickness endlessly in a short life?

........

"Zhang Yixi, if the relationship is inconclusive for the time being, I think you should focus your life on your career." Ye said to me for a long time.

"I'm doing a business."

"But is your heart really in your career, and do you approach your current career with the same dream you had in the beginning...... Actually, I really don't want you to mix your career with your personal feelings. ”

I looked at Ye, maybe this was the real purpose of her chatting with me tonight.

"Zhang Yixi, I don't want to hold you too high, but there are really many people who regard you as a role model and sustenance...... When you failed in your career and returned to the town in a decadent state, students contacted me every day, caring about your career and asking about your life...... In order not to disappoint them, I told them that you were only there to recuperate for a while, and in fact you had already decided to retire and plan to return to the town for the rest of your life..... I really want to know now, do you remember the Zhang Yixi who was in front of thousands of students in the school and boldly weaved dreams for them? Ye asked in a deep voice ().

"I'm tired of living like that!" I said apologetically for a long time.

Ye smiled: "Really? So after you help Mr. An solve the so-called business crisis, will you not hesitate to pursue a life without dreams and idleness? ”

"What's wrong with that life?"

"Then you shouldn't make up false dreams for those students with dreams! Don't live in vain with the reputation of the so-called godfather of entrepreneurship! ...... Did you know that even though Seaview Coffee has lost its reputation, there are still many students who are proud to join your company? Can you live up to this trust and expectation? Ye Lisheng asked.

I looked at Ye a little blankly, no one would say this to me except her, because she was the mentor of those students, and she paid more attention to those students than others.

After a long time, I got up and said to Ye: "I'm going to sleep, you are pregnant, rest early." ”

"Zhang Yixi, don't kidnap love with your career, and don't use love to bind your career, otherwise you won't get anything in the end!" Ye said behind me.

I stopped, but left in a hurry, Ye's words were a kind of whipping for me, and being back to the purest self I once used to be is too difficult for me now, because my heart is in turmoil!

.......

Back in the room, Pipsqueak is asleep, smacking his lips from time to time, but it makes him appear quieter.

I gently lifted the quilt and lay on the bed, once again experiencing the pain of life being short and lovesick, I don't know how long I want to miss this, and I don't know if I can get Anqi's forgiveness in my lifetime, if I can, the rest of my life may still have some color.

In the dazed fantasy, Ye's words rang in my ears again, "Zhang Yixi, don't kidnap love with your career, and don't use love to bind your career, otherwise you won't get anything in the end!" ”

This is a reminder worth reflecting on, how do I deal with my career and that love that is no longer possible?

Could it be that if I return to the purest version of myself that I once had dreams, ambitions, and everything? It doesn't seem to make logical sense either.

Whatever, tomorrow morning, I will still pester Angel, until she promised to give up the "Seaview Coffee" to the pain and affection that there is no shortness of life, lovesickness and affection......

......

The night is deeper, lying in bed but tossing and turning and unable to sleep, after having that long enough time to enjoy the boredom of insomnia, my mind is more active, I think of the netizen named ag, I remember the last time I left a message asking her to call me, until now there is no reply, she is really strange, since you are so concerned about the end of the story, why not call me?

Or maybe she doesn't have time to surf the Internet these days and hasn't seen the message yet...... Whatever, if she's really interested, she'll contact me, and I just have to remember it when she does call me.