Rose Rose, why do you grow so delicate and charming, but cold and noble.

Rose Rose, why do you still have a tough body and mind despite the wind and rain.

Rose, Rose, why are you full of thorns but deep and introverted.

Just like me, oh! No, no. Although I am also covered with thorns, when I met you, my thorns were robbed of the edges and corners by your light, and I was shy to let go in front of you, looking forward to blooming as delicate as you.

Rose Rose, my thorn fell off, destroyed by your own hands, I was ashamed to clean up the broken heart, but reality gave me a painful blow.

RoseRose, you and I will be different, because I am a rose.

Monologues, Min Ge.

I sat in the back of the car leaning against the window and looked at the pedestrian buildings, passing by the lively street market I saw a store surrounded by pink flowers and vines, which was a little interesting, I asked the driver to stop.

Ignoring my mother's inquiry, I opened the car door and ran into the store.

There was a woman in the store who looked young, I asked the boss what flowers were blooming on the roof, she stopped arranging flowers and looked at me, looking at her expression, probably thinking that I was surprised that a child suddenly came to her and asked her for the name of the roof flower. I asked her again, and she said that the name of the flower was Rose, which could also be called Wild Rose.

Briar? It's really wild. "I want it," I told her to wrap me in a bouquet of roses, and the boss looked at me in surprise before he reacted. At this time, my father and mother came over, and my mother asked me softly what I wanted to buy, and I said that I wanted to buy roses, and my mother traded with the boss, I don't like such a boss, I really didn't take my words seriously.

When a bouquet of blooming pink roses was held in my arms, the mood cleared, and the car was full of flowers. The car stopped in a place where the guard was a soldier and continued to drive in, I thought this was a police station, because there was a person in military uniform standing there at a distance, until I saw a few sparse villas, I asked my mother where I was going, my mother said to go to Uncle Chu's house as a guest, Uncle Chu's family also has a very powerful brother, said I will definitely like it.

The car drove for a few minutes and stopped outside the courtyard of a three-story villa, and there were two more people in military uniforms at the door. Driving into the courtyard, a young woman came out of the villa, smiling and beckoning us into the house, I held the flower in my hand and called sweetly, it seemed that this woman was happy.

Uncle Chu's house has a rigorous and eclectic smell everywhere, and I was really bored by myself and counted the rose petals, and when I counted, I heard a frolicking sound outside, and then the door was opened, and a shirtless boy in a training uniform broke into my field of vision. He ran in and took a piece of watermelon from the fruit bowl and stuffed it into his mouth, eating it quickly but not exaggeratedly, with sweat droplets the size of beans and the smell of the sun.

He was reprimanded by his mother for a few unruly words, it turned out that he was the elder brother that his mother said about Uncle Chu's family, and he had already gone upstairs at this time, and when he came down again, he had changed into clean and refreshing casual clothes. I think it may be that I am bored, I look at him as soon as he comes, he is really handsome, he is really different from me, his hair must still be steamed, his facial features are obvious, and his eyes are particularly bright, sitting there like a young master, noble.

I have this problem, I like to observe others when I am bored, although I am only ten years old, he is looking down to play with his mobile phone, suddenly his eyes look at me sharply for a few seconds and then move his gaze to the mobile phone, my obedient, at that time the heart suddenly seemed to be grasped, holding a breath in the chest and did not dare to breathe at will. He's amazing, and the look in his eyes is amazing.

I stared at him again, not on purpose, because there wasn't much interesting to do here other than staring at him. Seeing him put his phone in his pocket and get up to leave, I also got up and asked him where he was going, and he looked back at me strangely. When his mother saw this, she said, 'Xicheng, I'm going out to play with my brother,' well, although I didn't want to admit that it was his brother, and when I saw him, I frowned unnaturally and said, 'Oh, I thought she was a girl.' ’

My heart was blocked, and my hand clenched the bouquet unnaturally, which hurt my self-esteem a little, and I have self-esteem. But I ran out with him, it was so boring in the house, and in a blink of an eye he was already at a distance from me, and I followed him in a wooded field out of breath, and I said, 'What are you doing, Slid?' ’

I watched him roll up his sleeves and ankles and climb up the tree, climb the trunk and sit on it with three or two strokes, and looked down at me, I knew it was a provocation. Xi Cheng stood up with the trunk of the tree behind him and leaned forward with his right hand, oh! I saw it, and he was going to dig out the bird's nest.

After getting the eggs, he whistled at me, I saw his arms hanging on the trunk of the tree with the lines of his arms, his right hand swinging back and forth, oh oh, he threw the eggs down at me, I was caught off guard and caught the eggs with the bouquet in my hand, and when I came back to my senses, there were pink eggs lying between the bouquets, and the rose petals were scattered.

This is the first time I met Xi Cheng, and then I compared him to a rose in my heart, the moment when he looked down on me from the tree was too deep to forget, the smug smile on his cold face when he got the bird's egg, but the corners of his mouth were obviously cold, his body was very healthy and charming, not at all like me, my skin was very white.

I thought it was cool to learn that he was the son of a warlord, because he was already studying at a military academy and had heard that he could join the army after the age of sixteen. So every month when I go home, I will appear at Chu's house as promised, as promised, as promised, it seems that I am not welcome in the process, I always take the initiative to ask him questions that only he can answer.

In my heart, I have already classified the analysis process as my own friend, and I don't have many friends. Analysis * is a popular boy.,In addition to the boys in the other military compounds, there is a particularly clingy girl who has been following the analysis.,This makes me particularly unhappy.,Fortunately, the analysis doesn't like to deal with her.,The analysis process is like this to everyone.,The distance is very good.。

I especially like to like the noble temperament of Xi Cheng, among the upper class children of the warlords, there is no shortage of noble children, and the nobility of Xi Cheng seems to have a faint wildness and informality. It was addictive, I had a strong desire to explore, and I wanted to know what it was that had an ageless maturity at the age of fourteen.

I may have clockwork in my head, I used to be able to see the analysis once a month, but since the analysis went to the army, I may not be able to see each other for half a year, if I continue like this, I think I may collapse. I heard that the girl of the Chu family also ran to join the army for the analysis of the process, it was really perseverance, I put down the brush in my hand, the rose stains on the drawing board had dried thoroughly, and I wondered if the analysis would forget me, so I wrote a letter and sent it to the army, he would definitely see it.

I also became persistent and sent him letters, and according to his temperament, I could imagine his impatience, but I still wrote. The day I was looking forward to finally came, my family and Uncle Chu's family organized a self-driving trip, and it was rare to come back, he grew taller, his body was more robust and his skin was healthy, unlike my sick skin all year round, I hate such white. As I passed by him, I smelled a mixture of sun, grass and his body odor, very masculine.

I was fascinated by the analysis, I thought there was something wrong with my body, but I couldn't help it, I should tell him to tell him, this is the difference between me and him, the analysis is rational, I am impulsive. That night, I stayed in Songhua Mansion, a special hotel, the environment and mood were there, I explained my mind to Xi Cheng, told the secret love that had been repeated over the years, Xi Cheng was calm and deliberate as expected, and there was no expression on his face, but I knew that the coldness in his dark eyes had given me the answer, I sat on the mattress in frustration, and the words he left when he left echoed in my ears: correct my attitude.

He is right, he is a frank and unrestrained soldier, and the other half of his life must be a gentle and clever woman, but why does my heart hurt so much.

God loves to joke with us, our car had a series of car accidents, it was really miserable, my mother protected me to the death, looking at my mother's forced smile before I fell into a coma, I was unwilling to sink into a dream without roses. I probably didn't tell you that I was willing to die for Xicheng, but I didn't want my parents to die because of Xicheng, so I bandaged my face and ran to Xicheng's ward to ask him why he didn't drive well, why he was forced to sit in the driver's seat and why he killed my parents.

He was so badly injured that he had a few stitches on his eyebrows that almost hurt his eyes, and his breath was as weak as if he was dead. I thought I was crazy, and I didn't feel distressed when there was blood on his forehead, but I just questioned him, and then a young soldier grabbed me and said, 'The young master's parents have died, and he is also very sad', I was dumbfounded, and walked out of the ward with my hands down, and left this sad city.

Time is a good medicine, it has changed my appearance and body, and the memories of the wind and dust are hidden in the forbidden Pandora's box. Seeing each other again after many years because of a girl, she looks very small, and her facial features are also small and cute, I feel a chic feeling when I see her in the bar, she left the bar drunk so I followed her, but I didn't expect to meet Xi Cheng, Xi Cheng was actually molested by a woman, I hid in the dark to watch Xi Cheng take her to the car, and I was in a complicated mood in the dark.

Xicheng, I want to say sorry to you, forgive me for appearing in Su Xiaobei and your life intentionally or unintentionally after meeting you, and forgive me for the letter I wrote to you later, I just feel too sad in my heart, I just have nothing to rely on. You must forgive me, for you are the most delicate rose of my youth, and this is your pampering.

- Love your Min Ge

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