When I returned to the hotel where I was staying, I lay in bed and listened to the wind and rain that continued to wreak havoc on the city outside the window.........

I told myself over and over again that what I like is Mo Han, and I haven't found her yet, although no one is optimistic about us, but so what, can't you really find a love in the world that has nothing to do with material, noble, and poor? I don't believe it!

I strengthened my belief, I had to find Mo Han, imagine if I could take Mo Han to the engagement of Shen Man and the prince, how successful it would be, after the twists and turns, we both found our own belonging.

I have insomnia, open the window, scattered raindrops on my face, looking at the city, my heart with the faint mist and halo in mid-air, hanging in the air, this kind of elevated mood, let me be surrounded by loss and panic, the future of my love, my career, what is it like? I don't know.

.........

"Senior sister, am I very immature?" In a panic, I messaged the woman who gave me the most security.

Ten minutes later, Shen Man didn't reply to the message, but called me directly.

"What's the matter, Yixi, you seem to be in a bad mood?" Shen Man's tone was concerned.

"I just feel like I've suddenly lost the fulcrum of my life~~~" I smiled and continued: "It's okay, I think it's just a phase. ”

Shen Man smiled softly and said, "Don't think too much, any man is from youth to maturity, maybe you were not mature enough before, but you are willing to reflect on yourself now, isn't it also a sign of maturity?" ”

"Uh-huh....."

We fell silent intermittently, and finally I asked Shen Man again: "Senior sister, are you going to get engaged to the prince after March?" ”

Shen Man on the other end of the phone was silent for a long time before saying, "Did Guan Ying tell you?" ”

"yes, I'm in Shanghai right now, and we've had dinner together tonight."

Shen Man didn't speak again, which was regarded as acquiescence, and we fell into silence again.

"Don't lose the prince, he has been chasing you for five years, if I were a woman, I would be moved~~!"

"Hehe, do you think Senior Sister is a woman who can play with feelings?"

"No, Senior Sister is a good woman, the best woman."

"Poof~~ Zhang Yixi, you big bastard, dare to send me a good person card?" Shen Man first laughed out loud, and then pretended to be angry and said.

I'm speechless.......

"Okay, don't think too much, rest early, I hope that on the day of our engagement, I can see the blessings you sent to the scene." Shen Man said to me very seriously.

"Well, I'll definitely send my blessings to the scene." I swear.

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At the end of the call with Shen Man, I suddenly longed to become mature, this maturity is from the surface to the inside, not just a "counterattack" slogan, men are always in a period of struggle and pain, looking for their own growth trajectory.

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I stayed in Shanghai for three days, these three days I was very busy, has been looking for gold sources, finally hard work paid off, I found a few very cost-effective wholesalers, after communication, they are also very concerned about our store, said that if the future shipments are large enough, will gradually relax the wholesale price, and even seek in-depth cooperation, which is very good, but also more firm I want to scale, diversification of the determination to operate.

In Shanghai, I couldn't find the answer to Mo Han's departure after all, Guan Ying refused to tell me, just said that it was for my good, maybe she really thought so, or maybe she was right, but it didn't stop me from finding Mo Han's determination, I decided to go to Hangzhou next, where the supply is also concentrated, and I was stupid to think that on the broken bridge on the West Lake in Hangzhou, I would meet Mo Han, I heard that in mythological stories, the hero and heroine met there.

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In Hangzhou for a few days of continuous rain, I came to the broken bridge with the old umbrella every day, but I am not Xu Xian, Mo Han is not a white lady, reality is not the same as mythology, we failed to meet after all, the Yiren are not there, but the willow tree on the other side of the river has pulled out the catkins.

In the rain that kept falling, I felt my naivety, how could I find Mo Han in such a needle-in-a-haystack search, we are not filming a TV series or writing a novel, that poor fate has long been used up with a few accidental encounters, in frustration and loss, I gradually feel that I may not have the opportunity to meet Mo Han in this life.

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The sky was getting dark, and the mist mixed with the rain covered the entire river, but there was a warm smell in the air, and spring was really coming..........

In the haze, I thought of the "sports car girl" in Yangzhou as if I was in a hurry, she was too much like Mo Han.

In the diffusion of thinking, an idea that shocked me suddenly sprouted, I want to go to Yangzhou, I believe that as long as I go to Yangzhou, I will definitely be able to find the sports car girl, because her car is too conspicuous~

But what if I went? She is not Mo Han after all, and in the midst of my hesitation, I personally extinguished the hope that had not yet burned the prairie with my own hands.

"I'm going, even if she's not Mo Han, I'm going to go........" I made up my mind without any warning, subconsciously I always felt that this was the only clue I found Mo Han, if I didn't go, I could only wait endlessly passively, I was fed up with this kind of waiting without a fulcrum.

In order to make myself feel at ease, I made many excuses for myself, such as there are several similar shops in Yangzhou, which I can refer to and learn........ When these excuses are stacked together, it becomes imperative to go to Yangzhou.

.........

The next morning I packed my bags and took the train to Yangzhou, I don't know if this decision was correct, but I wanted to find Mo Han's mood more and more urgently.

On the way, I called Mo Han's original phone number again, and until now this number has not been stopped, only a shutdown prompt, which means that as long as Mo Han turns on the phone, she will definitely receive the text message I sent her.

I sent three text messages to her mobile phone in a row, and I still said that she was a "scoundrel" who borrowed my things and didn't pay them back, and I also told her that I had gone to Yangzhou.........

I waited for Mo Han's reply with apprehension and anticipation, but after a long time, these three pieces of information were still lost in the sea.

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After a few months, I came to Yangzhou again, and I was greeted by the busy traffic and gentle moonlight, but the mood was very different.

I chose an open-air food stall on the side of the street, and while I had dinner, I looked at the crowd and the traffic in the center of the road, and I longed to see the Porsche sports car again.

I ate a simple dinner for an hour, and it wasn't until the darkness fell that I remembered where to stay.

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