If I leave with Li Shi in front of Jiang Laiyue like this, I am afraid that I will lose my job, when I broke free of her hand again, tears suddenly fell from Li Shi's face, she was a little crazy, and raised her voice in choking and said: "If you toss again, just wait to see Lin Ke's corpse!" ”

"Your uncle, the cold water in the morning doesn't hit your teeth, what nonsense are you talking about?"

"I don't have time to reason with you, you can go, don't pull down!"

After speaking, Li Shi ran towards her parking space, I tried my best to keep myself calm, but I instantly realized that Lin Ke did have something wrong with what I said last night, and I didn't dare to think about it, so I immediately ran towards Li Shi's car, and got into the car after she lit the fire.

I tried to make a few phone calls, but the call never got through, and that sense of foreboding haunted me and never got rid of it.

Fortunately, there are not many people in the scenic spot in the morning, and the speed can be raised, but the situation is urgent, Li Shi's driving skills are really not flattering, and I asked with palpitations: "Tell me, what's going on?" ”

"You ask me, who do I ask?"

"So what are you talking nonsense about all morning?"

"Shut up!"

Li Shi's tough attitude was the first time I dared to be angry, because her appearance was not joking at all, the familiar scenery outside the car window kept changing, this state of feeling as if she was competing with death made me see another side of her, but I can't describe this feeling.

……

I stumbled all the way to the bar, the front of the car was scraped a few times, and I didn't even have time to be terrified, but Li Shi didn't care, although anxious, I didn't dare to ask her what was going on, because I was afraid to know any unfortunate news.

I ran before Li Shi to the "Road Ballads" bar, the wooden door of the bar was locked, and the guitar case that had been kept at the door of the bar all the year round was gone, only a pile of scattered beer bottles remained.

Li Shi ran after me, and she reminded me: "The wall can't be overturned, Yu Hang, kick the door!" ”

At this point, I lost the ability to think, and mechanically followed her instructions exactly, holding my breath, and kicked open the old-fashioned wooden door with a few kicks.

The door was kicked open, but the scene in front of me jumped, and suddenly the mood was completely confused, Lin Ke, who usually likes to wear denim and riveted leather clothes, changed into a suit, and the fluffy hair in the past was neatly combed today, but he was not standing on the ground, but lying down, and the scars on his neck and the cloth ribbon fluttering in the air showed that he had hanged himself.

I grabbed my hair with both hands, ran to the door like crazy, and looked at Lin Ke, whose face was full of saliva and snot, purple behind his ears, and his expression was painful.

"Don't play Tarzan of the Apes here, be quiet!"

Li Shi's eyes were full of tears, but she was not confused, she put Lin Ke down and lay down, quickly unbuttoned his clothes, and observed whether he could breathe and heartbeat on his own.

"The cloth belt should have been interrupted in the last struggle, but he was barely breathing and had a heartbeat, so he had to do CPR immediately, you quickly call 120 and contact the paramedics for first aid."

I nodded like a chicken, hurriedly took out my mobile phone from my pocket, quickly dialed the phone with trembling fingers, tried my best to organize the language, described the location clearly, and then informed Li Shi in detail about the situation that Li Shi had taken cardiopulmonary resuscitation 120.

After hanging up the phone, Li Shi still counted rhythmically, performed heart compressions, only about two minutes, sweat ran down her cheeks, I could faintly see that her arms were already shaking, but her frequency has not changed.

"Do you want to change me?"

"During the first aid, the heart compressions cannot be interrupted, otherwise it will lead to the death of the patient."

Thinking about what I could help, I took out a tissue from the bar, carefully wiped the sweat for Li Shi, and then stood aside at a loss, but my mind was completely out of order.

As far as I'm concerned, I don't dare to imagine what kind of situation and scene it would be like to say goodbye to Lin Ke today, and I don't dare to imagine what it would be like to lose my brother who has always been in the same boat, but these maybe, it may really happen in the next second.

I slumped against the wall, looking at the dilapidated part of the bar, and there was an uncontrollable sour feeling in my nose, at this time I had completely believed Li Shi's speculation, and believed the meaning behind Lin Ke's sentence "I am not even afraid of death".

Thinking of the scene where he sang "September" alone last night, I finally understood something, the song Lin Ke has sung, there has never been a song that can be so sad as "September", because the lyricist of this song, Haizi, died of suicide, and the original songwriter Zhang Huisheng also died of suicide......

Holding a tablecloth to cover the sun for Li Shi, the three of us seem to be separated from the bright world, if Lin Ke hadn't despaired of this world, I don't think he would have come to this point, depressed to the point of wanting to commit suicide, I finally understand why he couldn't sleep all night, and needed someone to accompany him after his nightmares, because behind his smile, he had a fear of the world, and thought of an entertainment star who had been smiling before because of depression, and ended his young life at home.

Horrible depression, the first time it was so close to me!

A handful of tears just rolled down from my eyes, I raised my head and swallowed those tears back into my stomach, then lowered my head and blew off a handful of snot, not daring to think about the past, let alone the future!

"Don't stand here stupidly, feel like you're going to fix the door, and the ambulance will come later, and we'll all go to the bar."

In critical moments, all of Li Shi's previous calmness seems to come in handy, and she always grasps the details.

In the heartbreak, the sound of an ambulance finally sounded outside the bar, and I staggered out of the bar, waving to them like a savior......

……

By the time the emergency doctor felt the bar, Li Shi had almost collapsed, but still did not stop cardiopulmonary resuscitation for nearly twenty minutes......

After taking first aid measures for Lin Ke, the staff carried Lin Ke to the ambulance on a stretcher, and Li Shi finally sat down on the ground, but her expression was still not relaxed, a male doctor looked at the slender Li Shi, gave a thumbs up and said: "The position and frequency of emergency compressions are quite in place, if the patient can be rescued, it must be your credit." ”

We couldn't contact Lin Ke's relatives at all, but someone needed to go with the ambulance, and Li Shi and I looked at each other very tacitly for the first time and decided to get in the car together.

After closing the door, Li Shi wanted to trot but was already quite weak, and I didn't care about anything, so I picked her up, and then trotted towards the ambulance.

……

In the hospital, Lin Ke was wheeled into the emergency ward, and the moment the door of the emergency room was closed, I felt that my soul was crucified, and the future was uncertain, until the nurse reminded me to go to the front desk to pay the fee, and then I recovered from my despair.

After completing the formalities, I sat down next to Li Shi, she looked at me blankly, for the first time she looked so vulnerable, and even had a hint of crying at any time.

I could feel her tiredness in my heart, and I didn't mind her resting on my shoulder for a while......

"I believe in the doctor, you will definitely be able to save Lin Ke, and even the doctor said that you are doing a good job."

"No, I didn't do well, if I could have found out earlier, maybe I could have persuaded him."

Her self-denial makes me feel distressed, if this is the case, I have known Lin Ke for a few years, this should be what I do, isn't it? I patted myself on the shoulder and leaned against her, but I didn't know what to say to comfort...... After a long silence, he asked, "Tell me, how did you know all this?" ”

She didn't reject me, maybe we need to rely on each other at the moment, need this sense of dependence on each other, after calming down for a long time, she whispered: "In the morning, I picked up my phone, but a moment later I received a live broadcast notice from Lin Ke Radio, and the more I listened to it after entering, the more wrong it became, he smiled and said that he was sorting out his belongings, and planned to sing the last song before his death......"

"He is so good, whenever I hear him talk about life and death, I think he is hypocritical, I didn't expect him to really choose to leave in the extreme after seeing through life."

"I really can't understand why people should end their lives in a fragile way."

"Because the person who created the bar with him wants to destroy the bar with his own hands, destroy his persistence and faith, a person will be vulnerable to this without a spiritual pillar, I experienced his feelings when I lost the hostel, but the difference is that you are not my dearest person!"

Li Shi seemed to regain her strength, left my shoulder, and said with a stern expression: "You and Lin Ke are too persistent, we can't see it, we can't let go of ......."

I don't deny it, I can't deny it, all this persistence comes from love, maybe we have become the "freaks" produced in the development process of this era, most people today, have long been immersed in material and desire and can't find an outlet, whether they are poor or rich, are running for a bigger house, a better car and anxious, have long lost the environment and patience to ask about life, up and down.

If Lin Ke's death is an end, then he will completely dissolve this attachment to divinity, so that I am still living is destined to become a lonely back.

Looking at the emergency light that was still on, I cried, crying like a fool, and Li Shi, even if it hurt to the bones, was not as heartbreaking as me, just silently shed tears......

……

Remembering that Lin Ke was afraid that I would be lonely, he gave me the Fanta guitar that had been with me for many years, and then let me go my own way alone, I felt that there was no one who understood me in this scenic spot, maybe some people listened to my insistence on the hostel so unreasonably, and even felt that every time I talked to Li Shi, it was always around the hostel, and the words were stiff and boring, but they didn't know that there were some things that existed in themselves, which was a reason to stick to them.

In my heart, like Lin Ke, a really good singer, has feelings and attitudes......

Nearly an hour has passed, and the rescue is still continuing, and a stranger suddenly broke into the rescue room, she still tied up her short hair, and wore a mask on her face, slowed down a few meters away from me, and then stopped, this person and I have only crossed paths a few times, but I am already familiar with her to the point that I can't be more familiar.

The fire in my heart "rubbed" suddenly, I raised my head slightly, and after a heavy sigh, I looked at Mo Qiu with a frown, and finally stood up and said angrily: "How do you know that you are here, get out of here, you are not welcome here." ”

Li Shi next to me looked at me with some surprise, she got up and grabbed my arm, signaling that I didn't have to do this, and asked me to sit back in the chair before saying to Mo Qiu: "If I'm not mistaken, you are the user named "Qiu Xin" in the live broadcast room in the morning, right?" ”

"I'm not!"

"In the morning live broadcast room, there were two listeners, how did you know and find here?"

"I don't need you to inquire about my business here."

I couldn't continue to let the person in front of me make a big fuss here, so I stepped forward a few steps, reached out and dragged her out, and ripped off the mask that covered her ugly face......