When I was a child, I watched a preschool program, which explained the hard life of ants, and the awesomeness of ant labor, and the next day, I found that I had inadvertently stepped on an ant, and this alone made me feel very scared, I was afraid that the sudden violence would turn everything into nothing, just like the ant.

After stepping into the rivers and lakes, for me, the distance between life and death is too close, I feel that I often walk on the edge of a cliff, and if I am not careful, I will fall into the cliff and never recover.

Death seemed particularly close to me.

The moment the truck hit my car, I knew I couldn't dodge, I wanted Xu Jie to be less hurt, so I hugged her, after that, the car flipped over, the airbag popped out, I still hugged Xu Jie tightly, I clearly knew that if you want to protect something, you must hold it tightly.

The violent impact caused all the glass of the car to shatter, and some of the broken glass was inserted into my body, making my whole body painful, and my consciousness was gradually dissipating, but I kept reminding myself that I couldn't sleep and wanted to protect Xu Jie, so I barely held up my will and wanted to take Xu Jie to escape from here.

But the door was sealed by the truck, there is no way out, if this continues, the car will burn due to the leakage of gasoline and the necrosis of the engine, and Xu Jie and I will definitely die in the car at that time!

No, you can't die, you have to go out, at least take Xu Jie out.

With this in mind, I hugged Xu Jie with one hand and pushed the door with the other, but no matter how hard I tried, the door still didn't move, as if laughing at my dying throes.

My hands gradually became weaker, and I kept screaming, trying to awaken my last will to survive, because if I didn't do this, I would lose too much blood and I would not be able to save Xu Jie.

Who's going to save us......

Maybe God heard my prayer, the door was pushed open, and a hand stretched out inside, wanting to pull Xu Jie out, my consciousness is still quite clear, I know that this person is not the so-called God, but the god of death, he wants to take Xu Jie from my hands!

I tried my best to hold Xu Jie and not let the god of death take me away, but I lost too much blood and didn't have the strength to be as big as that person, so that person easily pulled Xu Jie out of the door.

I saw it, Xu Jie was covered in blood, if he didn't send it to rescue, something would definitely happen, but now in such a situation, from my eyes, there is only despair.

I endured the pain, trying to climb out of the car step by step, and kept shouting: "Don't be afraid, Xiaojie, I'll be by your side immediately, don't be afraid, I'll ...... right away"

A gunshot interrupted my words, and I was stunned, my mind was blank, and the gun ...... Who fired the shot, who was it?

After being stunned, the first reaction was to crawl out frantically, using all the strength of the whole body, and climbed out of the car with difficulty, I saw a scene that I will never forget in my life, Xu Jie's stomach was blood-red, and the person standing in front of him pointed the muzzle of the gun at me, I couldn't see his face, because he was wearing a skull mask, all I could see was his hand, there was a scar with an X.

The man pointed the gun at me, but I didn't have any fear, all I could think about was that Xu Jie was lying there, it must be very cold, I want to go over and hug her, yes, I want to go over!

So I crawled over the ground like a dog, and in front of me was the love of my life, and I had to go to her.

Just then, someone came around, and it seemed that the passing vehicles heard the gunshots and stopped, and the gunman fired a random shot at me and then ran away.

The bullet hit me in the shoulder, but I didn't feel any pain at all, I crawled to Xu Jie's side and picked her up, her body had begun to be cold, but her eyes were still half-open, she was not dead, there was still a trace of consciousness, I was ecstatic, I quickly said: "Xiaojie, Xiaojie, don't scare me, you'll be fine, I'll call you an ambulance, you have to stay awake......"

While I finished saying this, my hands trembled and rummaged through my pockets, trying to find my mobile phone and dial 120, but I couldn't find the mobile phone, so I could only frantically say to the people around me: "Call an ambulance, please, hurry up and call an ambulance!" ”

I shouted, tears fell frantically, I have never been so scared, and I have never been so sad, Xu Jie in my arms looked at me weakly, and said slowly: "So...... To stay awake, you just listen to me, right? There's one thing, I have to apologize to you, in fact, my memory has long come back, but in order to let you spend a little more time with me, so I have been pretending to have amnesia, I think, maybe it's because my prank is too much, so God can't watch it. ”

Xu Jie said this, coughing frantically, the blood in her mouth kept gushing out, I asked her to stop talking, whether she lost her memory or not, I will always love her, so, don't say it again.

Xu Jie shook her head, there were tears in her eyes, and she muttered, "Let me go on, okay?" Little brother, I'm afraid I won't have a chance to say it again, I've been chasing you all the time, speaking of which, it's been like this from the beginning, when you don't love me, I just want you to fall in love with me, and I'm chasing you hard, maybe you don't know how charming you are, really, you've always been radiant, I've never wanted to possess you, as long as I stay by your side, I'm very happy. ”

"To my surprise, you will fall in love with me, I am really happy, it is like a gift from God, it is so good to be able to like you and be the person you like, I don't want to die......"

Xu Jie cried: "I really don't want to die, I really want to stay by your side all the time, marry and have children with you, and I am willing to follow you all my life, I don't want to die, little brother, I really don't want to die, I really want to live, I want to be by your side all the time!" ”

"But...... I can't do it, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you have to live well, promise me, live well, if there is a next life, you will chase me, okay......"

These are the final words......

I roared Xu Jie's name as hard as I could, the roar was terrifying, even I was surprised that I would let out such a sad howl, the roar reverberated and vibrated in my brain, shaking my head and bleeding my heart, and after that, I yelled without logic and reason, in fact, at this time, I was already in chaos, and the whole person collapsed!

After the roar, there was silence, and I sat on the ground with Xu Jie in my arms, as if the whole world was silent, silent, for a long time, for a long time, and there was no sound around me......

I'll already know, right......

The accumulated happiness can be easily lost because of sudden violence.

It turns out that I am also an ant.

After that, I don't remember very clearly, I seemed to faint, I saw Xu Jie, she was wearing a white school uniform, just like back then, walked to the podium, and introduced herself.

She said, "Hello everyone, my name is Xu Jie, I am from the west of the city, I hate a lot of things, I like things, it is better to say that I like people, there is only one person ......"

"That's Chen Ge, to tell you the truth, I transferred here just to chase Chen Ge, well, that's probably it, everyone will give me more advice in the future!"

Then the picture turned, at the door of Yan Yunfei's bar, she cried: "I tell you, whether it is now, or ten years from now, twenty years from now, thirty years from now, even if it is fifty years from now, I will still be here, I love you, but I will not leave you, and there is nothing for you to lose!" ”

Then the screen jumps again, and it's the scene where she calls me when I want to go to Temple Street.

After that was a quarrel in Mingcheng, she went undercover to Andy's, and was almost killed by Andy, I saved her, and then she fell into a coma, lost her memory, and finally woke up and didn't remember me.

Finally, which of her sentences: "If you want, I love you, if you don't, I love you." ”

It's very strange and warm, I seem to recall the bits and pieces of my time with Xu Jie, we quarreled, we fell in love, all of which I seem to recall.

I would cry and laugh like a psychopath.

She sat right next to me, watching these familiar clips with me, as if she was watching a movie, our love movie, playing over and over again.

Finally, sitting next to me, she suddenly got up, opened a door, and said to me, "It's time for the movie to come to an end, and it's time for you to get back on your feet." ”

I stood up and tried to keep her, but I couldn't catch her, no matter how hard I tried, I could only watch her close the door.

I was left alone and wept alone.

What the hell did I do, I clearly said that I wanted to protect her, but why, that kind of thing happened in front of my eyes, don't die, don't die, don't die.

Please, Xu Jie, don't die, I can't go with the flow in a world without you, the one I'd rather die is me!

I'm useless, I'm useless, I can't protect anything, what a boss in the rivers and lakes, what a person in charge of the peak valley district, I can't even protect the woman I love the most, what kind of thing am I!

After the crying, I woke up, everything around me seemed to turn gray, I was lying on the bed, this should be the hospital, I looked up, Dongdong was standing in front of the window, peeling an apple, watching me wake up, he turned his head to look at me and said, "Awake?" ”

I nodded, and he handed me the apple in his hand, and said, "You have been in a coma for half a month, and the doctor said that you may wake up today, so everyone asked me to come over, because none of them dared to answer the question you wanted to ask." ”

I took a bite of the apple and said calmly: "In the half a month that I was in a coma, have you found out, who killed Xu Jie?" ”