Chapter 42: Her Wait, Not Worth It
Gu Jinhuan knew that in fact, she and Lu Shaoyu should not have the opportunity to meet in the future.
After a long time, some things will be forgotten, after a long time, sometimes, she is her, Lu Shaoyu is Lu Shaoyu, and it doesn't matter.
Originally, after they separated, the two of them were separated from each other.
"Brother Haonan, I don't want you to be too wronged, you have always been left to me, I'm afraid I won't be able to pay it back in the future." Gu Jinhuan looked at Yi Haonan.
In the bottom of her heart, what should she do? Actually, she has no bottom.
She was afraid that one day, Yi Haonan would regret it, so what should she do?
It's just because she has never regarded herself as Gu Jinhuan.
In her heart, there has always been Shen Ruolin's shadow, so she can't see things too simply.
"Huanhuan, there are some feelings that you don't need to repay, and besides, I'm good to you, not because you are Gu Jinhuan now, but because you have always been." Will Yi Haonan care if the woman in front of him is Shen Ruolin or Gu Jinhuan?
When you fall in love with a woman, you don't care who she is.
It's just because he loves her, that's why he treats her well, it's as simple as that.
Gu Jinhuan nodded, silent, perhaps, for her, sometimes, some things are not so complicated.
Lu Shaoyu went back to the apartment, but he didn't expect the familiar figure standing downstairs in the apartment.
He stopped the car and walked over, "Ruomei, why are you here?" ”
"You went back to China, and you didn't tell me, can't I come?" Shen Ruomei looked at him.
It's just that I didn't expect that the relationship between the two people would be so distant after half a year, so far away that he was obviously standing in front of her, but she always felt that all this was so unreal.
"How do you know I'm back?" Lu Shaoyu looked at her, after so long, she was still the same, unchanged.
Again, she had no intention of letting him go.
"I called your office, and the secretary told me. Now that you're back, why don't you want to give me a call, even if it's to tell me? Shen Ruomei looked at him, "I don't know if it's worth my wait for half a year, but I never regret it." ”
Shen Ruomei really won't regret it, otherwise, she wouldn't have done it in the first place.
Five years ago, as in five years, nothing will change.
"I decided on the fly." Lu Shaoyu also stood there, with no intention of inviting her into the apartment.
Perhaps, this apartment, he is reserved for those who want to stay.
"Temporary decision? You're here to see Gu Jinhuan, right? It's only been half a year, and you can't wait to see her, don't you really want to know if she's doing well? In the past six months, Shen Ruomei has only stayed in Binhai City and has not gone anywhere.
She didn't know if Gu Jinhuan was doing well? Because for her, Gu Jinhuan has already married Yi Haonan, and there will be no other changes.
However, she didn't think that Lu Shaoyu would deliberately return to China to take care of Jinhuan.
So far, has he not given up?
Is there still only Gu Jinhuan in his heart?
Shen Ruomei also knew that she understood this matter.
After all, Gu Jinhuan's appearance at that time had already caused a lot of trouble.
Even if she is married now, Lu Shaoyu is not a person who can give up easily.
She thought that Lu Shaoyu left to give up and to start over.
It turns out that no, what he wants is a fresh start?
Shen Ruomei's heart was very painful, she had no way to accept it, she thought that after Shen Ruolin died, the matter between her and Lu Shaoyu could have become a foregone conclusion, but she was wrong, she was so wrong.
Not only did she not get Lu Shaoyu's heart, on the contrary, she lost more.
"Ruomei, anyway, I'm here to see how Huanhuan is doing, right? However, you don't have the right to interfere with me either, do you? Lu Shaoyu has already decided, after all, for him.
What does he want?
The feelings that have been empty in his heart for so many years, what he has always lacked in his heart are that he can't make up for it.
"I don't have the right to do anything, but, are you worthy of Ruolin? It's only been five years since she died, and you abandoned our Shen family, right? Have you forgotten how you promised at her grave? Shen Ruomei knew at that time that Lu Shaoyu would have some scruples about the Shen family because of her apologies.
What she didn't expect was that just one Gu Jinhuan would make everything change.
It became out of her grasp, and it was no longer what she had thought it would be.
"I promised Ruo'er, but, if I really fall in love with another woman in my heart, she won't blame me in heaven, right? She is a kind girl, and she will want to see the people she loves happy. Lu Shaoyu never thought that the joke that Shen Ruolin had made with him would come true.
She once said that if she died, he must find someone who loves him, and the person he loves, and live a happy life.
What she hopes most is that she is happy.
And he owed her a debt that didn't make her happy for the rest of her life, but he also plunged her into misery.
"She wants? Do you know what she hoped for? What she hopes is that the Shen family is well, and what she hopes is that you will always love her alone in your heart. She's been dead for five years, and you've forgotten about her entirely? Lu Shaoyu, don't you think your reason is ridiculous? Shen Ruomei finally understands now what a selfish man Lu Shaoyu is.
And what about her? Is she going to let go now? Absolutely not.
Lu Shaoyu didn't speak, and Shen Ruomei turned around and sat in the car, "Lu Shaoyu, I won't let Gu Jinhuan have a good life, no." ”
She said very firmly, what is Gu Jinhuan? Why did she get so much affection?
Why did she get so much love?
Isn't it enough to have Yi Haonan who loves her? Why can't she always let go? Why does she still have to be so entangled?
Lu Shaoyu watched Shen Ruomei drive away, and he was also uneasy in his heart.
What Shen Ruomei thought in her heart, she would definitely do it.
She's that kind of woman, isn't she?
Unscrupulous, just to get what she wants. But Lu Shaoyu's heart was worried about Gu Jinhuan.
After he returned to the room, he still called Gu Jinhuan.
It's just that Gu Jinhuan was resting on the first floor, and the mobile phone was placed on the second floor, but she didn't receive it.
Perhaps, what will happen if such a phone call is missed, no one can predict.