Chapter 58

"Lu Shaoyu, if it's because of me, you don't have to do it, because I don't deserve you to pay so much, at that time, we have already missed it, so, I have my happiness, and you should also have your happiness." Gu Jinhuan understood that from the day she and Yi Haonan got married, she and Lu Shaoyu should become strangers.

This is the result she wants, perhaps, it is not the same as the result she wanted at the beginning, but she can only do this step now, and there is no way to go further.

Enough damage, there is no need to dwell on it anymore.

No matter how deep Shen Ruomei's feelings for Lu Shaoyu are, whether she is still clinging to everything in the past, he has already decided to let go.

He should have understood a long time ago that Shen Ruolin was Shen Ruolin, and Shen Ruomei couldn't become Shen Ruolin, and he shouldn't have used this way to make up for his debt to the Shen family.

Lu Shaoyu also knew the meaning of Gu Jinhuan's words, he leaned back on the seat, "Huanhuan, without you, I won't be happy." ”

He, is there still happiness at all?

In this life, after he lost two beloved women, will he still be happy?

Five years ago, Shen Ruolin's departure made him lose his sense of happiness, and Gu Jinhuan's appearance made his heart warm again.

Perhaps, he was just because of those glass-colored eyes, but for so long, every time he loved her, lingering, he unloaded his heart little by little, and she had occupied his heart.

Gu Jin was stunned for a long time, Lu Shaoyu would say this kind of thing at this time, whether it was for her not to let go, or whether she wanted to keep any of his past in mind.

"Lu Shaoyu, it's over between us, if you keep using such an attitude, I won't be happy, you won't be happy, and the people around us won't be happy." Gu Jinhuan has always felt that she has thought it through, but Lu Shaoyu's attitude has made her feel indescribable.

Lu Shaoyu now doesn't know how he should face it, perhaps, he has no direction for his future.

"Huanhuan, what kind of ending is what you want." Does Lu Shaoyu need Gu Jinhuan to give him a direction?

Gu Jinhuan was silent for a while, "Find a woman you love and a woman who loves you, and live together." ”

Two people love each other, that's the end for them, isn't it?

And what about her?

Is it the same for her?

Gu Jinhuan and Yi Haonan, what kind of ending should it be? Does she love him?

Does she love Yi Haonan as Gu Jinhuan, or as Shen Ruolin.

If it is said that the happiness of her and Yi Haonan is what she wants.

So should Lu Shaoyu be with Shen Ruomei?

Will they be happy together?

"Do you mean Ruomei?" Lu Shaoyu's heart has no bottom, for five years, he has never thought about how he should face Shen Ruomei?

Or, how should he face the dead Shen Ruolin and Shen Ruomei?

"Do you love her?" Gu Jinhuan would ask this, just to make everything simple.

She would ask that, that is, she wanted her to be able to die on her own.

Lu Shaoyu, a man she loved, a man she hated, a man who could only cover the sky, came and went in her life.

"I don't love her." Lu Shaoyu didn't deceive her, and he didn't want to lie in front of Gu Jinhuan.

Perhaps, he always did.

"Have you ever loved? Like the one you used to be? Gu Jinhuan's hands clenched tightly into fists, she was afraid of hearing the answer, but she didn't dare to hear the answer.

Lu Shaoyu smiled faintly, "Love, I love her very much, losing her is the biggest regret in my life." ”

"If you really love her, then, what about Shen Ruomei?" Gu Jinhuan didn't expect that Lu Shaoyu would give her such an answer.

Does he really love Shen Ruolin deeply?

If he had no feelings for Shen Ruolin, then he was engaged to Shen Ruomei within a few days after the car accident.

Gu Jinhuan thought that he and Shen Ruomei had a deep relationship, and used Shen Ruolin's death as their beginning.

So, is she wrong?

However, it is also a fact that Shen Ruomei and Lu Shaoyu are engaged, which is also the reason why Gu Jinhuan is completely dead, but if you say, all this is her fault.

I'm afraid I can't change anything now.

Lu Shaoyu hesitated for a while, "Huanhuan, some mistakes can be made up, and some mistakes are irreparable." ”

Although he didn't say clearly what happened between him and Shen Ruomei, Gu Jinhuan already understood.

There are things that can't be made up, whether they were missed, or they shouldn't have happened, but they happened.

Shen Ruolin's departure, who hurt the most deeply? Is it Lu Shaoyu, or the Shen family?

After all, five years have passed, and some of them don't make sense anymore.

"Lu Shaoyu, your fault should not be made up for in me." Gu Jinhuan wants more than just make amends.

If it weren't for that car accident back then, some things would have been different a long time ago.

A car accident lost more than a life, Yi Haonan lost the person she loved the most, and the unborn child in her belly, and what Gu Jinhuan lost was her heart.

In the first three years, every night, despair came, leaving her with nothing but pain, and she even lived for hate.

But, what about now? She didn't let Lu Shaoyu fall into disrepute, and she chose to let go, this is the best ending.

"I know you don't need it right now. I also don't want you to need me to do anything for you, if you need me one day, it means that you are not happy. Lu Shaoyu's heart is the most contradictory, and it is because he always has this contradiction in his heart that he will make this call to Gu Jinhuan.

Of course, he also hoped that this would be the last call.

Gu Jinhuan also knew what Lu Shaoyu meant, "I understand, I also hope that I don't need you one day." ”

That day, she thought, maybe, would never come.

Because she will not be separated from Yi Haonan, she will not go back to the past.

"Huanhuan, I want to see you happy, it's actually very simple." Lu Shaoyu said lightly.

Gu Jinhuan glanced at her daughter who was asleep on the bed, "Don't worry, in this life, I will live happier than anyone else." ”

Yes, she wants to live, live well, only she lives well, and it is not in vain that she survived and became the pearl of the Gu family.

Everything seems so logical, but what should have changed has always changed, and it is no longer the past.

"Lu Shaoyu, I hope you and Shen Ruomei can also be happy." Gu Jinhuan sincerely blessed him.

Because, after she is no longer qualified, only Shen Ruomei is the most suitable by his side.