By the time I left the hospital, it was already dark.

Gu Junyan did not return to Huazhu, but followed Nian An back home.

During this period, Zhu Yarong called and asked Nian'an and the others to go back to Shen's house for dinner.

Nian An was thinking about how to phrase it, but Gu Junyan on the side took the phone from her hand.

Nian An saw him and sent Zhu Yarong away with a few words.

said that they had a meeting outside, and it was booked before.

Thinking about this kind of entertainment outside, fortunately, Gu Junyan said it, otherwise, Zhu Yarong didn't know how to arrange her behind the scenes.

After the phone was finished, Gu Junyan handed her the phone back, it seemed that it would be a while before she got home.

"Do you want to sleep for a while?" He asked her.

Nian An's face was a little bad because she had just had her blood drawn, but she couldn't sleep. She shook her head and asked, "Don't you have to go to the company?" ”

"What time is it, what are you doing at the company?" It's past five o'clock now, and it's six o'clock when he arrives at the company, but if he is usually busy, this point must still be busy in the company.

Gu Junyan glanced at her, Nian An listened to his words and didn't say anything more.

In fact, she was faintly worried in her heart, if ...... If it does happen this time, then what would it be?

But in the current situation, Gu Junyan must be guarding her, and she will definitely not have another chance to take advantage of it under his nose.

When they returned home, the Yifang people were gone.

Aunt Chen said that in the morning, the Shen family came to the driver, saying that he was taking Yifang back.

Nian An listened to that, just sighed and didn't say anything.

Gu Junyan on the side saw that her expression was not good, and said: "Yifang is such a big person, don't worry about her, I understand her temperament, if she doesn't want to, it's useless for anyone to force her." ”

Just now, Zhu Yarong called over and asked them to go over for dinner, not to mention that Nian An had blood drawn today, and she didn't have the energy to socialize outside, let alone go to the Shen family, which she never liked to go to, but she didn't draw blood, if she didn't want to go, they wouldn't go.

No matter what Zhu Yarong did to Nian'an before, it doesn't matter if she is the daughter of the Shen family or not, after all, now that Nian'an has been married, she is now a member of his Gu family, and it is not Zhu Yarong's turn to make waves anywhere.

Gu Junyan had just asked Aunt Chen to cook pork liver soup on the way back, and now that she was back, he took her to the restaurant and asked her to drink a bowl first.

But Nian'an doesn't like to drink this thing. Feeling fishy.

"Try it first, I can't put a lot of ginger slices and shallots, and I don't have any fishy smell." Aunt Chen frowned when she saw Nian'an, and persuaded her in a good voice.

"I'll taste it first." Gu Junyan took a bite of the pork liver soup that night, and then nodded, "Well, it tastes good." ”

Nian An saw where he and Aunt Chen were singing and drinking, so he could only pick up the spoon and bow his head and drink.

She actually didn't eat much at noon, she was angry with him at that time, and Xu Lifeng's surgery in the afternoon, she had been nervous, so she had no appetite, and now she has been nervous in the hospital for so long, and she has drawn a big bag of blood, Nian'an is really a little hungry.

After drinking a bowl of pork liver soup, Aunt Chen served her another bowl of rice. The dishes in the evening are also very rich, not to mention the fish and meat, and the soup is pork liver soup and black chicken soup. Aunt Chen said that the black chicken soup is also a great nourishment for qi and blood, so let her drink more.

Nian An felt that he didn't eat much for dinner, and he was full of soup.

For dinner, she went back to her bedroom. The bedroom had already been tidied up when I went out in the morning.

Nian An changed his clothes and leaned on the chaise longue in the bedroom, Gu Junyan followed in, after he changed his clothes, he took a document over, leaned on the sofa with his legs crossed and flipped through it unhurriedly.

Nian An knew that he would come, and she was actually waiting for him to come here.

She thought about the child, she should still have a good talk with him.

"Gu Junyan......" Nian An turned her head to look at him, and before she opened her mouth to call out his name, the words behind her were stuck.

He turned his head to look at her, as if waiting for her next words.

Nian An looked at him for a while before he spoke again: "About the child...... I'm not ready. ”

If she was ready, she wouldn't have chosen to do so.

Nian An pinched the blanket covering her body and stared at him as she spoke, hoping he could understand her. She didn't do a good job now, and she didn't dare to think about what it would be like to be a mother if she had a child.

Gu Junyan looked at her for a while, but he didn't speak.

Although the words in her mouth were only a short sentence, he knew that she was afraid that she had been pondering in her heart for a day.

Not ready? Is it because of Ji Beichuan? She is still hesitating and wandering, or is it because she has no mother since she was a child, she has always been missing a piece in her heart, and she doesn't dare to think about what it will be like to become a mother?

Gu Junyan had a lot of emotions surging in his heart, and he still felt more because of Ji Beichuan.

Because the man had reappeared, if she had a child with him, she would not be able to get away.

And this is exactly what Gu Junyan can't accept the most.

But in the end, Gu Junyan still hid all his emotions, he just looked at her with a faint expression and asked, "You should know why your mother lived in Beijing for so long, right?" ”

That's all he can do. Despicable use elders to hold her down.

Nian An was silent as he heard the words.

"You ought to know Mother's thoughts, and I ...... I am also thirty-two years old this year, and Jun Yi has already had fruit at my age. ”

For children, he may not have had such a strong desire before, but now, he really hopes that this time......

This time you can win.

Nian An was silent for a long time before he raised his head again, bit his lip and looked at him and said, "I know, but I ...... I need time. ”

His eyes were full of pleading.

Before, everyone knew what his mother-in-law was thinking, but at that time, he obviously didn't have much opinion, and he obviously didn't care much about the child.

His change was so sudden that Nian An didn't know how to deal with it.

"......" Gu Junyan turned his head and was silent.

He was dodging what she had just said.

Seeing this, Nian'an originally wanted to talk to him calmly, but now that he looks like this, how can she not be angry.

She talked to her so quietly and well, he had to force her like this?

"Gu Junyan, your mother wants a child, and you want it now, but ...... But have you ever respected my opinion? Could it be that I married into your Gu family, and I can't even have a child of my own will? You say you want to give birth, and I must give birth to you? ”

The more Nian An spoke, the more excited he became.

With that, she got up and strode to the bathroom.

Nian An entered the bathroom and closed the door, reached out to open the faucet in front of the washbasin, and reached out to pour a few handfuls of cold water on his face, only to calm down a little.

It's not that she doesn't want to. She was afraid.

How did her marriage with Gu Junyan come about, not only they know each other, but many people understand.

It's just willing to make a deal.

Although the relationship between her and Xu Lifeng has eased a lot because of Xu Lifeng's sudden serious illness, it does not mean that the shadow left by the man in her heart over the years has disappeared.

Wasn't it because Xu Lifeng suddenly left his pregnant mother that his mother gave birth to her because she had a difficult birth. And because of this, she was called so many wild children.

Her marriage to Gu Junyan has never felt very stable in her eyes.

Although he has been very considerate and tender to her recently, Nian'an, who is absolutely sensible, still doesn't feel that he and her are a normal husband and wife.

Their previous relationship ......

She knew she was shaken, she was eroded by him, and she was gentle with his touch...... Little by little, she was being eroded by him, but what about him?

No matter what happened to him and Yang Yuwei before, no matter how good he was to her now, she could never sit down and trust him completely.

Maybe she has experienced being abandoned once, and she doesn't want to let herself be in that passive position even if she has the slightest possibility.

After having a child, what if a second Yang Yuwei appears next to him?

She doesn't want to be a person who ties up a man with a child, she doesn't want to be like that at all.

She could allow herself to have a lust for him now, but she could not allow herself to have children with him in this situation.

After all, it's just her own words, no matter what the final result is, no matter what kind of ending she ends with him in the end, it's good to hurt her again, but the child ......

She would never allow her children to go through the same way as hers. She couldn't drag that innocent little life down.

"An An ......"

I don't know when, just when Nian An was holding the marble countertop of the washstand with both hands, Gu Junyan had already come to her side.

He stretched out his hand to put his arm around her and said softly, "An An, I'm ...... I respect you. ”

Gu Junyan looked down at her face was water, she looked like this, he couldn't tell if she was crying or not.

But it was even more difficult to distinguish, and he felt even more uncomfortable.

In front of him, Nian An rarely said the words that were so full of emotion just now.

He knew she was really anxious and angry.

He had just been thinking about it outside for a while, what would happen to him if it was Ji Beichuan.

The man had told him before, he said that he would not force Nian'an, but Gu Junyan found that he had been trying his best to force her.

If it wasn't him she really liked in her heart, he forced her to do ...... What's the point?

But letting go like this is obviously not his style. Gu Junyan is really in a dilemma.

"An An, this time...... Forget it this time, and ...... in the future If you don't think about it in the future, I'll avoid it. Pregnant. ”

Gu Junyan had just been thinking about it for a long time, and this was the only compromise he could make.

Grandpa also said before, don't force her about the child, if she doesn't want the child, then he will avoid it. It's better to be pregnant, and it's better than her taking those messy pills.

Nian An was stunned when he heard his words, and it took a while to realize what he meant.

But after reacting, Nian An felt a little ...... Ashamed.

What did he mean by that he would wear that thing in the future?

Also, it is definitely impossible for him not to touch her in the future, just the virtue of Gu Junyan's beast, it is impossible to think about it!

But this time, if it's ......

Nian An looked at him, hesitated for a while, and said with some worry: "Then what if I ...... this time Am I pregnant? ”

It's still too late to take medicine now.

"Then ...... Just say...... Providence so. Gu Junyan pondered for a while before saying that.

If he is really pregnant, then he has to thank God for having eyes!

"Hey, you just ......" Nian An listened to his words, a little speechless. What kind of providence is like this, it is strange to say, when will he Gu Junyan believe in what providence!

He's obviously selfish!

"Your body is not good, eating that kind of thing hurts your body, I won't let you eat that thing anymore, it's up to you whether you can accept it, anyway, this is my biggest concession."

Gu Junyan finished speaking in one breath. After finishing speaking, looking at her with a serious expression.

He asked the doctor to send a special email today, telling him clearly what the effect of the woman's food is, and after reading it, he will not let her mess around again no matter what.

Fortunately, he calculated, he had only eaten with her twice before, and she should have only eaten it twice, if he hadn't happened to break it this time, he didn't know how long she would have eaten that thing from him, thinking about it made him feel furious!

This night, until she went to bed, Gu Junyan was still guarding her very carefully, he was afraid that she still had that kind of medicine hidden in her house, but how could there be the truth.

If there were, she wouldn't be in a hurry to start a fire with him just now.

But obviously Gu Junyan wouldn't believe her, even when she went downstairs to pour a glass of water, he had to follow her.

And Nian An also knew that what he said in the bathroom just now was the biggest concession he could make.

Lying on the bed, the man was still in his arms.

Nian An put his hands in front of his lower abdomen, if he really had it this time, it would be ...... Is it really providential?

But is that a coincidence?

Although reason told him that it was not so coincidental, he was still very nervous in his heart.

On the second day, Gu Junyan didn't go to the company.

All the urgent documents were sent to his home by Zhang Dong, and in the afternoon, the hospital said that Xu Lifeng had woken up and gradually regained consciousness.

Gu Junyan took Nian An to the hospital.

When I went to Xu Lifeng's ward, I met Dr. He at the door of the ward.

Doctor He saw Nian An and Gu Junyan coming over, and instructed: "Although Mr. Xu has regained consciousness, his body is still very weak, so don't go in for too long." ”

Nian An listened to the words and nodded.

Just as he was about to push open the door of the ward, Dr. He said again: "Mr. Xu just woke up, and the first thing he called was: An An." ”

Nian An's raised hand stopped there, and then she pushed the door hard again and entered the ward.

Gu Junyan followed her in, and quietly stood not far behind her.

Nian An stood by the hospital bed and looked at his pale face, which was now even older and haggard than the last time he came to the hospital that night.

"It's okay...... Didn't the doctor say that the surgery ...... The surgery was a success. Xu Lifeng should have only regained consciousness for a long time, and his words seemed to be very difficult and intermittent.

Seeing him smiling and speaking to her, Nian An's eyes couldn't help but be a little blurry, "Don't speak." ”

"Okay." Xu Lifeng was still smiling.

Looking at Nian An, even if his face was haggard, the corners of his mouth were still smiling and happy.

Nian An stood there and looked at him for a long time, and then, she leaned closer and whispered, "Dad......"

She opened her mouth and called him.

The words were very low, but Xu Lifeng heard it clearly, and Gu Junyan, who was standing behind Nian'an, also heard it.

Gu Junyan stood in his heart and was shocked, his expression was slightly moved.

He knew how hard it was for her.

But she was finally willing to scream, and he couldn't stop being happy for her in his heart.

This step is not easy for her, but she can boast of this step, which shows that the wounds and pain in her heart are healing and dissipating.

When Xu Lifeng heard that, he was obviously much more excited than Gu Junyan.

He looked at Nian An in front of him in disbelief, and in that calm and deep eye, a tear appeared in a moment, and it fell down the corner of his eye after a while.

"An An......" Xu Lifeng's words were a little gasping.

"Don't talk!" Nian An is not stopped.

She reached out and put her hand on his chest and gently ......

Then she said, "You owe me this sound, you know?" ”

Xu Lifeng nodded when he heard that.

He reached out and took her hand that was gently resting on his chest.

"So...... I'm still waiting for you to compensate me, you owe me so long, don't fool me easily, you have to pay me back for as long as you owe me, you know? ”

Xu Lifeng was stunned when he heard Nian An's words, and after a while, he smiled and nodded, but the tears in the corners of his eyes were still not dry.

If he could really live for that long, for more than twenty years, he would definitely make up for the lack of her over the years.

"You nod your head, it means that you have agreed, and you must do what you promised, otherwise...... I'm very vindictive, forgive you once, but not necessarily a second time, you know? ”

Nian An looked at him, and his words were a little hoarse.

However, she still tried her best to hold back her tears and didn't let herself cry in front of him.

Xu Lifeng and Nian An looked at each other, and time seemed to stop at a moment.

After a while, Xu Lifeng, who was holding Nian An's hand, spoke again: "An An, it will." ”

I'll do my best.

Try your best to recover, try to live longer, to make up for the years you owe.

Nian An stayed in the ward for a while, and then left with Gu Junyan.

He has only woken up now, and he is still very weak, she shouldn't have called him that, but looking at his weak appearance, Nian'an couldn't help but scream.

Out of the hospital, Gu Junyan saw that Nian'an's expression was very low, and she was thinking about whether to take her there to have a meal and relax, but the time was only past three o'clock, and it was not yet a meal.

But when you take her back or go to the company, she is probably sitting there alone in a sullen daze.

When Gu Junyan was a little distressed about where to go, Han Che called him, and Gu Junyan picked up the phone a little irritably.

As soon as the phone was connected, Han Che asked him: "Do you want to look at the car race?" ”

He and Han Che both loved to play racing when they were young, and they were beaten by their families a lot for this.

However, after returning to China, he was busy with business all day long, and he rarely played with that thing, but occasionally he would watch the game and have a good time.

Gu Junyan was a little impatient when he picked up the phone, but as soon as he heard Han Che's words, he immediately became interested and said that he would be there in a while.

Han Che didn't expect him to come, it was just a few people on the side who coaxed him to call Gu Junyan, he thought that with Gu Junyan's workaholic, there would be spare time to watch some kind of racing competition, who knew that as soon as he opened his mouth, he would say that he would be there for a while!

"How about it, will Gu Shao come in a while?" Li Youhuan, who was standing next to Jin Luoer, asked Han Che.

Han Che was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "I called him, how could he not come!" ”

"Poof, you've called him several times before, but he doesn't seem to come." Zhang Qiyang, who was on the side, said with a smile while dismantling the stage.

Han Che glared at Zhang Qiyang, and then said with a smile: "What, is there someone who doesn't want Gu Si to come." ”

"Who wouldn't want Gu Shao to come?"

Although this group of people often play together, there is no one who seems to live with a mouth, no matter how long they are together, they are all love and love, and that mouth is not forgiving!

After Gu Junyan hung up the phone, he asked the driver to turn around and go to the racing track.

Nian An listened to those words, came back to his senses and asked, "Where are you going?" ”

She knew that Gu Junyan loved to play racing when she was young, in fact, she also played secretly, but she didn't dare to report any competitions, for fear of being discovered by her grandfather, so she had almost no achievements in racing, and she didn't want Gu Junyan to have several trophies.

It's just that the trophy is also placed in the innermost cabinet at home, for fear that it will be lost by grandpa.

"Go play, don't be bored at home all day." Gu Junyan glanced at her and smiled.

Nian An originally wanted to say that you should go by yourself, but she didn't want to go, but after thinking about it, it was only the second day, and he wouldn't let her leave his sight and go back by himself.

Forget it, just go, there's nothing to do when you go back anyway. I can't stop staring at my stomach and thinking about it.

When Nian An and Gu Junyan went to the racing track, the race had already begun.

Nian An doesn't play racing and doesn't really know what kind of race it is.

When he got there, Gu Junyan saw Han Che and the others sitting in the VIP seat at a glance.

Gu Junyan walked over with Nian An, and Han Che and the others had seen Gu Junyan from afar, but when Jin Luoer and Li Youhuan saw Nian An beside Gu Junyan, their expressions were indeed a little bad.

"Why did Gu Shao bring his wife." Li Youhuan couldn't help but speak.

Han Che listened to those words and replied casually: "Lao Gu has a family, it is normal to go out with his wife." ”

It's impossible to refute what you say.

"Han Shao's words are also reasonable, I heard that this Nian'an racing car is also fierce, but she never participates in any competitions." Tan Xiao, who was standing next to Jin Luoer, couldn't help but say as he looked at the figure of Nian An coming over.

"Yes, Tan Shao, do you know Nian'an quite well." Zhou Xiaoqi, who was following Han Che, said sarcastically. His eyes swept towards Kinlor.

The look seemed to say, she couldn't help but choose Nian'an, who she liked, and even Tan Xiao, who was now surrounding her, still thought of Shen Nian'an in her heart!

"Heh, I was in the next class from Nian An before, so I've heard a little bit about it." Tan Xiao smiled wryly.

Although it has been so long, every time he sees Shen Nian'an, his eyes can't help but want to look at her a few more times.

"Oh, yes, when the game is over, do you want everyone to have fun together? I'm not playing yet, too. Listening to Zhou Xiaoqi's words, Jin Luoer naturally felt angry, but she still pretended not to understand, and just smiled and said jokingly.