Chapter 558 of the Finale: Mommy Don't Cry
Under the dim light of the street lamp, Song Qiyue's eyes looked directly, but the light was terrifying, Mo Zhengyan said in a low voice. [Fast update, refreshing website pages, few ads, I like this kind of website the most, I must praise it] "You have been gone for two years, but you have understood a lot of truths. β
"Where, I just heard it from others, and I just thought it made sense, so I wrote it down. I really didn't expect to use it today. Song Qiyue retracted his gaze and continued to look in the direction of his son's play, his eyes were faint.
Mo Zhengyan also looked at his son's running figure, and he replied, "I also heard a sentence. β
"Man lives in this world. In just a few decades, there are only a few lucky people who are 100 years old, so it is still the most important thing to be happy. Mo Zhengyan said, "How happy you are, just come." β
"That's right." Song Qiyue raised his lips and smiled. But there was condensation in her eyes.
I saw Shao Yu in front of him in high spirits, and when he turned around and saw them, he waved at them together, Mo Zhengyan said, "It's rare for him to be so happy." β
"There are a lot of children here, and after playing for a while, they will become friends." Looking at the son, talking about the son. Song Qiyue's eyes gradually softened again.
"I thought you would never come here again in your life." Unguarded, he said abruptly.
"Why don't you come?" The summer wind blew across Song Qiyue's cheeks, it was hot, but it was also cold, "Do you think that if I once asked you here, I would treat this place as a forbidden place?" β
Mo Zhengyan's mind was entrenched in that year again, it was she who blocked him for several days, asked him if he was free at the last moment, and then said: Tomorrow night in Clock Square. I'll wait for you! I'll be waiting for you!
"February 14th, it's Valentine's Day." There was almost no need to recall, and that day was remembered so clearly that he blurted it out.
It's here, it's in this square. She asks him to meet, but asks him to find her. I searched the whole square, but I still didn't see her, and finally I had to sit down in such a bench. When it was dark and there was no one left, the unreachable phone call made him unable to wait any longer, and finally got up to leave, but was hugged by the puppet dressed as a bear.
It was she who handed him the balloon, it was he who held the string of the balloon that flew away, it was she who stood in front of him and took out the drawing board.
It was in that direction, on the right front side, that Mo Zhengyan looked at the place where the two of them had been standing.
At that time.
But at that time, how could I have imagined that one day it would be like this.
Song Qiyue's vision was a little sloppy, and the haze seemed to reflect the past.
"Actually, I didn't want to ignore you." In my ears, it was his voice.
The sound of the wind makes everything alternate, and the four seasons are beginning to become no longer distinct, and who is vaguely asking: Why have you been ignoring me for the past few days? You shouldn't have been angry for that long, right?
"I'm not angry either." Again, he said, "It's been a long time since I was angry." β
didn't ignore it, and didn't get angry, at that time, it was who was cold for several days, and Ren couldn't melt the iceberg.
Her response was flat, "That's right." β
"Why didn't Miss Bear deliver balloons today?" Mo Zhengyan asked himself, and he had been looking for it in the flow of his eyes.
Song Qiyue said, "It's been so many years, it's long gone." Nothing is the same, it's always changing. There are some things that make no sense to do after you have passed, and there are some answers that you don't need to do after you say them later. β
She talked about the past with relief, without emotion, how many days and nights had passed, and that past seemed to be talking about others in her memory.
"Shaoyu, it's almost time, come, it's time to go home." She stood up and shouted to her son with joy.
He was still sitting on the bench and saw her walking towards her son.
Where, where is the Miss Bear who is chasing people, where is there still the balloon, there is no more figure in the square.
When Mo Zhengyan took Shao Yu back home, Mrs. Mo was still sitting in the hall waiting, and when she saw Shao Yu coming back, Mrs. Mo smiled and asked the children what they were doing at night, and Shao Yu replied one by one, "Mom took me to eat wontons, and we also went to the music square, where the fountain will make a sound under my feet." (β)β
Mrs. Mo was obviously very happy to see him so excited, but she was a little surprised, she rarely saw such joy as a child.
When he came back from playing in the evening, Shao Yu fell asleep after taking a bath, and Mo Zhengyan went into the study. Sitting in his chair in silence, he closed his eyes as if he had fallen into a great darkness.
---- let her marry Zhou Suhe, and you will be happy?
----That's right, I'm happy.
β¦β¦ Winter Music Blood.
On this night, some people had trouble sleeping, and some people tossed and turned.
Song Jinzhi is one of them.
He didn't sleep well all night. His mind was full of everything that happened at noon, as well as the words that Song Qiyue had said.
After a sleepless night, Song Jinzhi finally called Zhou Suhe early in the morning, but he never mentioned yesterday's incident, but just asked, "You must know where Sister July lives, tell me." β
Zhou Suhe really gave the address, it was the Gangcheng Hotel, changed his clothes, Song Jinzhi stopped the car and went to the front desk of the hotel, Song Jin stepped forward, "Hello, please help me contact the guests in room 5103." β
"Mr. Song, is it?" Unexpectedly, the lady at the front desk asked.
Song Jinzhi nodded in astonishment, and the man said again, "Please come with me." β
The other party took Song Jin upstairs and came to room 5103, and after knocking on the door, Song Qiyue opened the door and answered the door, "Come in." β
Song Jinzhi frowned, he walked in, Song Qiyue walked forward, "Come here so early, you must not have eaten breakfast yet, it just so happens that I haven't yet, let's go together." β
There was already a meal for two people on the table, sumptuous and exquisite, obviously not by coincidence, but she already knew that he would come, Song Jin's way, "Brother Su He told you. β
Zhou Suhe did tell her, but Song Qiyue did not deny it, "Sit down, it's not good if the porridge is cold." β
"Sister July......"
"Jinzhi, sit down, you came over yesterday and left without eating." Song Qiyue smiled and said.
Song Jinzhi couldn't refuse anymore, and he took a seat.
"Eat." Song Qiyue called and picked up the spoon himself, and Song Jinzhi hesitated and moved the spoon.
The two had breakfast, and Song Qiyue asked, "How have you been doing in the past two years?" β
"It's all good."
"Listen to Sukh, you are abroad all year round." Song Qiyue said again, Zhou Suhe talked a lot after reuniting with her, and naturally talked about Song Jinzhi, "I don't like to stay in the Haicheng headquarters, I have to go so far?" β
"Foreign projects also need people." Song Jinzhi replied, "Moreover, I'm also used to it outside." β
"After Aunt Jun left, you came back less and less." Song Qiyue said softly, "There is no Aunt Jun at home, you don't want to come back." β
These words are indeed in the middle of Song Jinzhi, since the death of his mother, he once couldn't accept that such an important person in his life left so suddenly. In the past, although I was studying abroad, I always knew that there was still someone waiting for me, and there was a home to go back to, and I always had a sense of belonging. Later, as soon as his mother left, Song Jinzhi lived abroad all the year round, and he was reluctant to come back even if he had a holiday, he was unwilling to take over the projects of the headquarters, and he was willing to go to foreign projects no matter how hard and tiring they were.
"I'm usually too busy." Song Jinzhi refused to admit it, he said so.
"No matter how busy you are, you have to stop and rest, there are always uncles and aunts at home, and eldest brothers and Xiang Wan are still thinking about it. By the way, you're not too young anymore and haven't been in a relationship yet? Song Qiyue asked him about his personal question, "There are so many foreign beauties, and you don't fancy any of them?" β
Facing her sister's ridicule and inquiry, Song Jinzhi was a little cramped, "I've said that I'm too busy." β
"Then we have to fall in love." Song Qiyue said, "Find a good girl, chase her if you like it, try every way, use all kinds of means, in short, to deceive her." β
This way of pursuing is really outrageous and bottomless, and it is also a loss for her to say it, which makes Song Jinzhi speechless, "Do you think I am a liar?" β
The atmosphere suddenly became lighter, and the two of them ate breakfast, and a bowl of porridge bottomed out.
Putting down the spoon, Song Qiyue said, "Get married and have children early, and when Aunt Jun is still here, I will wait for you this day." β
Talking about his mother again, Song Jinzhi's heart sank, and he shouted anxiously, "Sister July, go back with me!" β
"Where to go." Song Qiyue asked.
"Let's go home together!" Song Jinzhi immediately said, "After I came back, I heard from my uncle and aunt that you were back, so I came to see you." My uncle asked you to go home to see him, and he asked me to see you and tell you, it's true......"
"Uncle has long been ignoring the company's affairs, Sister Xiang didn't lie, I think Uncle really doesn't know about the land, it's ......all true," Song Jinzhi said, just wanting to pick up all the emotions again at this moment, "It's not for the land to let you go back;!" β
"It's just what you think." Song Qiyue smiled and said, "Jinzhi, I haven't seen you for two years, how can you still be so naΓ―ve?" β
Song Jin was stunned, and Song Qiyue said, "Uncle has long been concerned about the company's affairs, but he is still the chairman, how could he not know about the affairs of Huicheng." At that time, my uncle issued a statement to the outside world, announcing that he would break off the family relationship with me, and you didn't know it. β
"Now that I'm back, he will let me go back, if today, I am not a director of Longyuan, I don't have such a background, will he still look for me to go back?" Song Qiyue asked.
"Sister July, how can you think like that." Song Jinzhi's eyes were astringent, "Even if I have no relationship with you, but your room has always been kept and has never been touched, and your things ......"
Not only in the past two years, but also before she was imprisoned and had an accident, she had been kept until now, Song Jinzhi asked, "Who would have thought that you would have such an identity today!" β
"Who knows." Song Qiyue chuckled softly, "My room is kept, and my things are kept, just because they are afraid that their conscience will be disturbed." β
"Speaking of which, I am also a member of the Song family, I have not done anything that hurts nature and reason, nor have I hurt anyone in the family, let alone ruined the interests of the company. My mother is also the daughter of the Song family, and that room is hers, and it should have been there, it's not that they think about me, but they should. Song Qiyue replied.
"As for my identity today, no one can really think of it, but life is inherently a myriad of accidents, and their conscience is restless, but they unexpectedly waited until I have today." Song Qiyue smiled and concluded, "All this is an accidental coincidence. β
"What an accident, what a coincidence! Sister July, how can you think of people's hearts like this! Song Jinzhi's annoyed eyes were red.
"That's what the human heart is." Song Qiyue said, "Didn't they use my marriage as a bargaining chip back then, so that they could keep the transcript? β
Song Jinzhi stopped suddenly, and Song Qiyue said, "Huicheng failed, and it needs to be injected in a major crisis." At that time, Zhou Jingcun came to the door to propose, and there was a suitor Kang Ziwen by my side, but Kang's was not qualified enough to let Hui Transcript get through the difficulties. But the Zhou family is different, Brother Zhou is the son of the Zhou family, and the marriage between the two families is the best, but Su He was with Xiang Wan at that time, my relationship with Su He, how could I marry him? β
"At that time, there was one other person beside me, besides the two of them." Song Qiyue mentioned it, and Song Jinzhi knew who it was.
"You can not marry, if you really don't want to, no one can force you!" Song Jinzhi was even more anxious and annoyed.
"Yes, no one can force me, as long as you go to the Bai family and marry the Bai family's daughter, Bailu." Song Qiyue smiled.
"It's my responsibility." Song Jinzhi also knew that, and he frowned. At this moment, he has always stood on the side of the Song family, and has never regretted or wavered in his decision, "I am willing!" But Sister July, if I had known that you married him because of this, then I would definitely not let you marry yourself like this! β
There was deep chagrin in Song Jinzhi's eyes, and Song Qiyue said indifferently, "You don't have to feel guilty, and you don't have to feel sorry for me, the reason why I married him is not all for the Song family." If it weren't for my own will, no one would have been able to let me marry! β
"It's just that even if this is the case, the Song family has taken advantage of me, and it can't be changed." Song Qiyue looked at him, and Song Jinzhi couldn't refute it, "But think about it, it's enough to just think that the Song family should get for raising me." β
"Later, the Song family removed me from the relationship, and today, if they want to find me back, I must go back? If I don't go back, I don't have a conscience and am ungrateful? Song Qiyue smiled, "Ha, in this world, is there such a bandit logic?" β
Song Jin's eyes became redder, and Song Qiyue said again, "I know, when Aunt Jun left, you blamed me, you didn't even see her for the last time." β
"You blame me, I don't blame you. If it were me, I would have blamed you. At this table, remembering the wind of that day, it whistled by, "At Aunt Jun's funeral, you said, it's not that you don't want me, it's not that you don't want my sister, it's that I don't want you, I don't want you, I don't want your brother." β
"But where is it that you say you want it, and you don't want it if you say you don't?" Song Qiyue asked quietly, "Where is what you want to do, if you say it, can you just forget it, and what happened can be regarded as if it didn't happen?" β
"Jinzhi, that's why I said you were too naΓ―ve."
"Now, let me tell you, yes, I don't want you, I don't want you anymore." Song Qiyue fixed his eyes and met Song Jinzhi's red eyes, "From that day on, I don't have you as a younger brother!" β
Listening to her words, Song Jinzhi remembered that day her mother was buried, and she and he came with the child. She came forward, he was completely irrational at that time, and there was no way to find a way to be sad and grief, so he could only find her and vent all his anger and sorrow.
----You are no longer a child of the Song family! In the future, I won't have you as a sister!
"You know, you know I'm too sad and sad, but I haven't really thought about it in my heart......" At this moment, the taste of regret was still entangled with sadness, but Song Jinzhi was finally able to face it.
"You didn't think about it, but you said it anyway. Everyone is responsible for what they say, and no one is exempt. Song Qiyue said, "When you come to me today, I am willing to have this meal with you, but I don't want to care." But that doesn't mean I'll be able to accept everything I used to be. It's useless for anyone to talk to me about the land, the Song family, I won't go back! β
"Also, don't come to me if you're okay in the future, I'm busy." She said coldly, like the end of the epilogue.
Song Jinzhi was stunned there for a long time, and in the end he didn't know how he left, got off the elevator, and got out of the hotel, and the whole person was still confused. Until the mobile phone rang, I don't know who called, he picked it up in a daze, and heard the voice on the other end, "Jinzhi." β
"Big brother." Hearing that it was Song Lianheng's voice, Song Jinzhi stood there in a panic, and only said after a while, "Sister July, she has changed." β
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Mo Building, at noon, Chu Xiaoxin came to the general manager's office, handed over important documents to Mo Zhengyan for approval, and also asked about the progress of the piece of land in his hand, "If you can't get it, this project will be yellow." β
"I'll figure it out." Mo Zhengyan replied.
"I can only wish you good luck." He naturally has a way, Chu Xiaoxin has never been worried, but this time the object is Song Qiyue, so it is difficult to say, "Why did the follow-up project in Qi Jian's hand stop, what did you send him to do?" β
"Another project." Mo Zhengyan replied in a low voice.
"It seems to be a very important project." Chu Xiaoxin responded.
It's Friday of another week, and seeing that tomorrow is the weekend, Song Qiyue is very busy, and she is already making plans for a Saturday trip, thinking that she will be alone with her son on Saturday. When she went to her son from school in the evening, she said to Shaoyu, "Mom will pick you up tomorrow, and I'll go to practice in the morning, and then I'll take you to where Mom lives." β
"Okay." Shao Yu responded.
This was originally a good thing, and my son accepted it very happily, took the child out of school, and no longer went out to eat today, so I took him to a small park nearby to play for a while. The weather was hot and the child was sweating, so Song Qiyue bought two ice cream cones and ate them with his son on a chair.
Shaoyu ate the cone, although the child was still young, he was keenly aware of it, "Are you unhappy today?" β
Song Qiyue was really stunned, the child looked at her with an innocent face, and there were milk stains from milk ice cream on the corners of his mouth.
How could she be upset? Song Qiyue asked, "Mom is not unhappy. β
"But you didn't laugh."
"Mommy is smiling."
"You're not happy to laugh." The child insisted.
Song Qiyue froze again, smiling happily, what is it like? The child replied, "The teacher said that if you are happy, your eyes will squint when you smile, and your eyes will be shining!" β
He learned as he spoke, but he laughed at Song Qiyue, "Teacher Ru said it?" β
"Yes." The child nodded and asked, "Why are you upset?" β
Song Qiyue couldn't say the reason herself, let alone that she didn't know it, "I know, there must be a lot of things to be busy, right?" Dad doesn't smile every time he's busy......"
"yes, mom has a lot of things to do." Song Qiyue said, taking out a handkerchief to wipe his hands.
After eating ice cream, Song Qiyue received a call from Mo Zhengyan, he will come to pick up his son home after school today, but because of some delays, he will arrive later, and now it is almost there, and he has arrived nearby.
So the mother and son walked outside the small park, the red light stopped in front, and on the zebra crossing, Song Qiyue stopped with Shaoyu, but a gust of wind blew up the hat on the child's head.
Shao Yu shouted, "My little hat reads;!" β
The child chased the hat and took a step, the speed was unexpected, but there was traffic on the side of the road, and the child had already run to the middle of the zebra crossing and bent down to pick up the hat that fell on the ground, Song Qiyue shouted, "Shaoyu----! β
The child froze in place, holding his little hat innocently and dazedly.
But seeing that the woman seemed to be crazy, she rushed across the road, and ran towards the child regardless of it, there were cars on the road, all stopped, Song Qiyue rushed to Shaoyu's side, picked him up, and ran to the other side of the road.
Stopping on the side of the road, Song Qiyue panicked, his heart was raised to his throat, and for a moment, the whole person seemed to be withdrawn from his soul, "Have you done anything?" Good no good? When crossing the street, don't know to look at the traffic lights? Didn't the teacher teach? Dad and grandma didn't teach either? You ran out suddenly and scared mom! β
Shaoyu also realized his mistake, and he clutched his hat tightly.
"The hat was blown away by the wind, you told my mother, you called your mother, your mother came to pick it up for you, you have to look at the traffic light when you cross the road, you see so many cars on the road, what if you hit it?" Song Qiyue was still flustered, checking up and down to see if he was injured.
The child's eyes had the guilt of making a mistake, and Shao Yu didn't speak.
Song Qiyue said for a long time, but her son didn't make a sound, she gradually calmed down, and then realized that she seemed to be too intense, "I'm sorry, mom was just scared, mom didn't mean to be so loud to you......"
"Shaoyu?" Song Qiyue was still shouting, but the child pursed his lips, and he was even more anxious at the moment, "You talk, you talk to your mother, just now your mother didn't mean to ......"
She was extremely anxious, panic and helplessness made her unable to leave or right, under the sun, her eyes were stinging and red, but at this time, Shao Yu suddenly spoke, "Mom." β
"Mom." He shouted.
This "mother" made Song Qiyue freeze, this was the first time he called her.
Shaoyu stood there, his little hat was held so tightly by him, and the child was also at a loss, he said, "Mom, don't cry. β