Chapter 159: Dreams and Sorrows
Under the gaze of everyone, I closed my eyes and brewed for a moment, and finally said, "...... Dream...... It's a bad word, but my speech still starts with a dream...... I don't know how you understand dreams, but in my opinion, dreams are a magical energy that catalyzes a person's growth and makes people fearless of the hardships in life...... I used to be a person who didn't have dreams, playing games during work hours and going to bars after work...... Don't doubt it, this is who I used to be! ”
After a slight pause, I said, "I didn't have a dream, and sadness followed, I lost my job, and then I went to set up a stall, and I was really sad at that time, and I felt like I was worthless...... I experienced the cruelty of reality in such a torment, so I was even sadder....... But fortunately, I realized something in my sadness, and I found that all the sadness was just my own fantasy and showing it to others, and I was very sad....... But there is no one in this world who can understand your sadness, so I gradually feel that all sadness is futile and empty...... So I turned my imaginary sadness into a dream! ”
"I don't want to emphasize how miserable I am in the process of realizing my dreams, because how big dreams come to pay a big price, which no one can avoid, I just want to emphasize the importance of dreams to a person....... I hope that all of you here, after experiencing the baptism of reality, still remember your dreams, forget the unrealistic and cowardly sadness, learn to examine yourself, spur yourself, learn to be silent, and accumulate strength in silence...... No matter how advanced the sorrow is, it will not be more powerful than a dream!"
There was the first round of applause from the audience, I paused my speech and nodded to the audience, I had just come out of their age, so I knew the subject of youth better than the pedants, because my youth was full of dreams and sorrows, and it was not until the end of the curtain that I figured out the essence of both, and I hoped that my understanding would make them abandon the sorrows of adolescence and look at broader dreams.
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"Having said so much about my dreams, I think it's time for everyone to know about my dreams....... My dream is to help more people with dreams realize their dreams...... That's why I set up a studio called Dream Picking Factory, and I'm actively recruiting young people with dreams to join ......."
After a slight pause, I said: "Here I would like to assure all the school leaders here that in the coming year, our Dream Picking Studio, as well as my various brands, will hold a large-scale job fair at the Normal University, providing a platform for every student with dreams to display themselves and help you realize your dreams. ”
As soon as I finished speaking, there was thunderous applause from the audience, and I saw longing in the eyes of these students, and I thought that I would definitely remember these eager eyes and help them realize their dreams.
After 20 minutes, my speech finally ended, but I still have no meaning, I feel that standing on this podium today and helping others, my life value has been realized, and I will use the rest of my life to realize my dreams and fulfill today's promises.
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When we left the school auditorium, it was almost dusk, and the school leaders warmly invited me to have dinner in the school cafeteria.
I drank a lot of wine during the meal, and it was not until it was completely dark that I left the school with the rest of the group.
I didn't plan to go back to the city this night, so I went to Han Feng's dormitory, ready to sleep all night.
After washing, Han Feng lay on the bed and smoked, I hugged a quilt and lay down on the bed next to him, also lit a cigarette, and the two chatted.
I asked Han Feng, "How have you been with Miss Ye lately?" ”
"Don't mention it, I've been busy with work, most of the time I'm in the town, and she's in the city, so it's rare to meet each other." Han Feng said helplessly.
"It's almost a showdown." I used the strength of the wine to encourage Han Feng.
"Why do I have a showdown, how can I say that I am also a ......." Han Feng didn't continue, but took a puff of cigarette.
"I'm going to criticize you for your mentality, as a brother and you have a heart-wrenching word, a woman like Ye Yiyi is worth your lower profile, how can you say that people are also scholars, isn't it?" I laughed.
Han Feng snuffed out the cigarette butt and said, "Zhang Yixi, you don't understand me too much, don't I just say this to find a step for myself, there is no problem with me taking the initiative, the key is that she has to respond to me!" ”
"Then you tell buddy, do you like it or not?"
"Do I still need to ask, if I don't like it, she is like this every day, and I am so cheeky to pester her...... Zhang Yixi, you can say me, I haven't liked any woman for so many years, I finally like one, she still holds me like this, I'm too unlucky! ”
I looked at Han Feng's sullen face and smiled, and said, "Don't you just like her to hold it with you?" ”
"That's true....... Well, there are times when people are more or less cheap. ”
While chatting and laughing with Han Feng, my phone rang suddenly, I took it out and looked at it, it turned out to be Zuo Lan calling.
I answered the phone in confusion: "Hey, Zuo Lan......"
Before I finished speaking, I heard Zuo Lan's cry: "Yixi, Pippi is gone...... I'm so confused...... What to do? What to do? ......" Zuo Lan was already incoherent, and he couldn't say the last word, choking up.
My scalp tingled: "What's going on, what the hell is going on?" ......”
Zuo Lan couldn't cry.......
Unable to communicate, I said to Zuo Lan: "I'm in the town now, you wait for me at home, I'll rush back to the city immediately, you stabilize your mood first, and make sure that you can tell me the ins and outs when we meet later!" ”
Finally, Zuo Lan said a "hmm" to me with difficulty.
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I put on my clothes as quickly as I could, and I was extremely anxious and worried, now it is not uncommon for groups to abduct children, if Pippi really has an accident, Zuo Lan's life will definitely collapse completely, which is something I extremely do not want to see.
"What's wrong?" Han Feng also sat up from the bed and asked.
"Pipsqueak is lost, and I have to rush back to the city now."
Han Feng got up and grabbed me, who was putting on my shoes: "You drank a lot of wine at night....... It's too risky to drive. ”
"I can't do that much." As I spoke, I let go of Han Feng's hand that grabbed me, picked up the car keys, and walked out the door.
"Zhang Yixi, don't panic, Ye Yiyi didn't go back to the city in the town, I called her and asked her to drive you....... And I'll go back to the city with you," Han Feng said, took out his mobile phone and dialed Ye Yiyi's number.