How to face it

Time passed day by day, and since Xinrou's small birth, Zuo Feng has not looked for Long Yi for nearly a month. In addition to eating and sleeping every day, Long Yi sits in bed in a daze. I often remember Long Fei's small body, soft cheeks, and the crystal eyes that looked at her wet when he finally opened his eyes. Every time he thought of this, Long Yi's heart ached, as if he had been cut by a knife.

Long Fei died, Long Fei laughed and lived. When night comes, Zuo Lie will always appear on time, sitting opposite Long Yi, and talking about how many times Long Feixiao cried and wetted the bed today......

"He cried sixteen times today, and he didn't wet the bed" Zuo Lie sat opposite Long Yi as usual, and began to say to himself, "Today, the nurse fed him, and he cried as usual, why didn't he eat the nurse's milk, Liu Cui was so anxious that he even cried and begged him to take a mouthful of milk, the child was very rapeful, as if he knew that it was not his mother who fed the milk, after a month, other people's children gained a lot of weight, but he lost a lot of weight, so he will follow Long Fei and go."

Long Yi listened quietly, her heart hurt, but how should she face him, Long Fei ended his life in his arms, she will always remember that every drop of blood flowing from Long Fei's fingers fell on her heart, and it cut a hole in her heart.

"After not drinking milk for a long time, his crying voice was like a cat, the ghost doctor, the dragon sha, and even Yan Bin and Wuxian several big men shed tears, and they were helpless. He went to sleep when he was tired of crying, and when he woke up, he opened his eyes, his eyes turned around as if he was looking for something, and he turned around, but he didn't find what he wanted to find, so he continued to cry, and as soon as he cried, Liu Cui cried, and there were several big men behind him who also wiped their tears" Zuo Lie sighed, Long Fei's death hit Long Yi too hard, so that Long Yi didn't want to look at Long Fei and smile.

"Yi'er, aren't you distressed?" Zuo Lie looked at Long Yi and asked. Long Yi turned his head and glanced at Zuo Lie lightly, without saying a word, turning his head and continuing to be in a daze.

"Yi'er, Long Fei is the child you gave birth to, and Long Fei laughs at him, he is also the child you gave birth to," Zuo Lie patiently persuaded

Long Yi still didn't say a word. "Yi'er, go and see him, you are his mother, you are flesh and blood, he will be happy to see you"

"Yi'er, don't you care if he dies?" Zuo Lie was furious, but Long Yi still didn't react.

"Yi'er, you have to follow me to see him no matter what" Zuo Lie was really angry, stood up, pulled Long Yi and walked out.

Long Yi gritted her teeth and struggled to break free from Zuo Lie's clamps, tears also welled up, she didn't want to go, when she saw him, she would miss Long Fei even more.

"If you don't go, you have to go" Zuo Lie treated Long Yi for the first time, with a strong right hand, Long Yi stumbled and was pulled into Zuo Lie's arms, Zuo Lie took advantage of the situation and buckled his right hand on Long Yi's waist, regardless of Long Yi's struggle, held Long Yi, performed light skills, and went straight to the prince's mansion.

"No, I'm not going" Long Yi struggled, crying "Let go of me" Long Yi fiercely broke Zuo Lie's right hand, and his long nails scratched red marks on Zuo Lie's right hand. Zuo Lie ignored Long Yi and sped up.

"Miss" Liu Cui saw her own small family, crying and shouting, "Look at the little master, why doesn't he eat milk, he just drinks some water every day, if it goes on like this" Liu Cui cried bitterly, "If it goes on like this, he will die"

Zuo Lie took Long Yi to the ground steadily, and as soon as he let go, Long Yi ran out. Zuo Lie dodged to stop Long Yi, grabbed Long Yi's wrist with his right hand, and dragged Long Yi straight to the house. Long Yi bit his lower lip and kicked Zuo Lie, who was unmoved. Walking to the middle of the room, Zuo Lie yanked Long Yi fiercely, and Long Yi staggered forward and hit the wooden cradle.

"Look at him, look at him" Zuo Lie shouted angrily, "Aren't you looking forward to the birth of the little fat dragon?" Looking forward to being a good mother, how do you become a good mother now? ”

Long Yi squatted under the wooden cradle and cried, "He was saved by Long Fei with his life, you don't care about him well, wouldn't you let Long Fei die in vain" Zuo Lie said sharply, "If I knew this, it would be better to let them all die"

"No...... It's not like this" Long Yi put her hands on her knees, her face buried in them, she was afraid, she was afraid.

Woo, woo, woo, like a cat's cry coming out of the cradle, Zuo Lie stopped talking, Liu Cui, who followed behind, covered his mouth and wept vigorously, the ghost doctor, and the masked Yan Bin, who was wearing a silver mask, were all looking at Long Yi.

Woo, woo, woo, the voice was thin and small, Long Yi's heart hurt, Long Yi slowly raised his head, listened to woo, woo, woo, one after another, tears slipped down Long Yi's cheeks, Long Yi bit his lower lip, knelt on the ground, grabbed the cradle with both hands, his body straightened up little by little, and his head was raised little by little.

Long Yi almost raised his head with his breath, and the moment he looked up, his eyes happened to meet a pair of small eyes full of tears, and those small eyes stopped crying when he saw Long Yi, and the eyes containing tears were bright and dazzling, and the small mouth grinned, gurgled, and giggled.

Long Yi was lying on the edge of the cradle, his upper and lower lips trembling, "Little ...... Little Fat Dragon"

Long Feixiao, who was in swaddling clothes, seemed to know that his mother was calling him, and he spat bubbles in his mouth

Giggles and laughs even more.

"Little Fat Dragon" Long Yi couldn't control it anymore, stretched out his hands to take the little fat dragon out of the cradle, hugged it tightly in his arms, rubbed the little fat dragon's cheek, and cried bitterly.

The little fat dragon felt his mother's tears, waved a pair of small hands, and babbled non-stop.

"Mother, I'm sorry for you" Long Yi let the little fat dragon's little hand on his cheek, "Mother, I'm sorry for you"

Babbling, babbling, the little fat dragon in the swaddling clothes screamed, Long Yi didn't care about wiping the tears on his face, lowered his head, and gently imprinted a kiss on the little fat dragon's forehead. Giggled, the little fat dragon spat bubbles and laughed.

Zuo Lie and several people in the back finally breathed a sigh of relief when they saw this scene. Liu Cui was even more moved to tears, "It's great, it's great, Miss still loves the little master"

"Liu Cui, go get some milk," Long Yi commanded in a hoarse voice.

"Okay, the slave will go right away" Liu Cui turned around excitedly and ran.

"Miss, give" Liu Cui gasped and brought a bowl of milk. Long Yi's red and swollen eyes looked at the little fat dragon, "Mother is sorry for you, mother has no milk, little fat dragon is obedient, let mother feed you some other milk"

Long Yi held the little fat dragon in his left hand, and picked up the small spoon in the bowl with his right hand, Zuo Lie was afraid that Long Yi would not be able to hold the little fat dragon, and supported their mother and son behind Long Yi, Long Yi smiled at Zuo Lie gratefully. Scooped out some milk with his right hand, the milk was still hot, Long Yi put it on his mouth and blew it, and when the temperature was right, Long Yi handed the small spoon to the little fat dragon's mouth, and gently coaxed "Good girl, mother feeds you milk"