There was silence in the classroom, and everyone was looking at Qi Siyu and Ye Zhan. Qi Siyu looked at Ye Zhan with blank eyes, gently tugged at his sleeve, pursed his lips, his eyes were red, like a poor child begging his parents for his favorite toy. Ye Zhan, on the other hand, closed his eyes and shook his head stubbornly, firmly, ruthlessly, and slowly.

"Ye Zhan......" Qi Siyu was already in tears: "Why don't you even want to talk to me?" Ye Zhan, didn't you love me very much before? Ye Zhan, you can pull my hand, just like secretly pulling my hand in class before. ”

As he spoke, Qi Siyu stretched out his hand to Ye Zhan. Ye Zhan still didn't react, and Qi Siyu touched Ye Zhan's hand with his own hand. Ye Zhan took a few steps back sharply as if he had been electrocuted, with some painful looks on his face.

Ye Zhan...... You can love me again, pamper me again. Qi Siyu's tears were pouring like heavy rain, but Ye Zhan turned his face to the side, even I had never seen him so ruthless. Ye Zhan ......" Qi Siyu cried, bent his legs, and knelt down, "You touch my face, pull my hand, I promise not to be willful anymore......"

I was dumbfounded, I had never seen someone love so humble, and I would not hesitate to give up my dignity for the love of my heart.

"Are you crazy?!" Zhou Mo pounced, dragged Qi Siyu up, then glared at Ye Zhan fiercely, and pulled Qi Siyu to run out of the classroom. Qi Siyu turned around and shouted eagerly: "Ye Zhan, Ye Zhan ......" but was still forcibly pulled away by Zhou Mo. Ye Zhan's face turned pale, and he slowly walked to his place and sat down.

I also sat in my place and looked back at him: "Ye Zhan, are you okay?" ”

Ye Zhan shook his head, indicating that he didn't want to speak, and then slowly lay on the table. I had no choice but to turn back. After reading the book for a while, he suddenly heard the sound of bison-like wheezing behind him, and looked back strangely, only to see Ye Zhan still lying on the table, and the wheezing sound came from his throat. Ye Zhan lowered his head at this time, and I couldn't see his face. I shook his shoulder and asked eagerly, "Ye Zhan, what's wrong with you?" At a glance, I saw him lying on the back of the table, and there was a large sweat stain soaked through. It's not hot in the classroom, why is Ye Zhan sweating so much?

"Ye Zhan!" I yelled and jerked his head up. Ye Zhan looked at me with a dull gaze, his entire forehead was covered with fine beads of sweat, and his throat still made a bison-like wheezing sound, looking like he had been suddenly awakened from a nightmare in the middle of the night, as if he had accidentally fallen into some kind of painful memory.

"Ye Zhan, Ye Zhan?" I shook him and tried to bring him to his senses. Seeing him like this made me very uneasy.

"Don't come here, don't come over......" Ye Zhan's whole body suddenly trembled, and his eyes showed a look of fear.

I stood up with a "poof", concluding that Ye Zhan must have fallen into some terrifying nightmare, my hands firmly pressed his shoulders, and shouted loudly: "Ye Zhan, there is nothing here, you wake me up!" ”

Under my roar, Ye Zhan seemed to wake up a little, his eyes widened, and he recognized me in front of him. He trembled like a frightened child. "Mouse, I'm afraid...... Mouse, I'm afraid ......," he muttered softly.

"It's okay, it's okay." I gently patted him on the back and comforted him with words: "Nothing, we are in the classroom." ”

Many of the classmates looked at me, and I shook my head at them, and they all bowed their heads and pretended not to see it.

I hugged Ye Zhan in my arms, as if I was comforting a frightened child. Ye Zhan's trembling body slowly calmed down, and his breathing slowly returned to normal. Ye Zhan sighed softly: "Mouse, I'm fine." ”

"Huh?" I said, "Why don't we go out and relax?" ”

"Okay." Ye Zhan nodded. The two of us walked out of the classroom together, got off the school building, and walked around the campus.

It is a cobblestone path that leads to a small grove in North Seven, with a river and a pavilion. If it is spring and summer, the grass is also green, and many students like to endorse here. It's just that it's already late winter, and the grove is full of snow, and Ye Zhan's footsteps and I stepped on it, making a creaking sound.

We found a stone table, swept away the snow, and sat down on a stone bench. It was cold outside, and Ye Zhan and I were a little shivering. However, seeing that Ye Zhan had almost returned to normal, this little cold was nothing. Ye Zhan and I chatted casually, about our story in Chenggao, and about the first time we met on the street, and the atmosphere gradually became happy.

I asked Ye Zhan to tell me about his past. Ye Zhan talked about it, saying how he was bullied before, and then he slowly had a group of friends, and then a group of brothers, but unfortunately his own ability was limited and he couldn't grow. I changed my words and said, "Tell me about your love story." You are so handsome and so good, there must be a lot of people who like you, right? ”

"yes." Ye Zhan nodded and said, "It's really a lot, I haven't received a lot of love letters since elementary school, and I have received a lot of gifts." However, I still like gifts with more heart, such as Mu Xiaomu's 999 paper cranes received in Chenggao, in fact, the thousand paper cranes have no effect, but Mu Xiaomu's sincerity touched me very much. When I was in junior high school, there was a guy named Lan Lan who also chased me, and would say good morning and good night to me every day, and I was very touched by the thunder and rain or shine......

Ye Zhan said as he spoke, with a happy smile on his face, and slowly opened his heart to tell me his past story.

"Then it was Su Wan." Ye Zhan said with a smile; "Mouse, thank you for giving me Su Wanjie. Su Wan is a very kind-hearted girl, although her mouth is a little big, but I like girls who are very aggressive. ”

I sent xiàn Ye Zhan to talk about his love past, but he directly ignored Qi Siyu, as if this person didn't exist at all.

"Ye Zhan ......"

"What?"

"Didn't you and Qi Siyu also fall in love?" I looked at Ye Zhan seriously, hoping to hear the truth on the one hand, and on the other hand, to prevent him from falling into that strange nightmare again. I concluded that it must be a painful past for Ye Zhan. I don't want to uncover Ye Zhan's scars, but I need yào to know the truth before I can prescribe the right medicine and negotiate with the seven dragons and six phoenixes.

Fortunately, Ye Zhan still looked very calm, and said with a smile: "Qi Siyu? Didn't I tell you? fell in love for a short period of time, and then couldn't stand her brutal willfulness, so they broke up, and there is nothing to say. ”

I looked at Ye Zhan seriously, or rather, stared at Ye Zhan. I found that Ye Zhan was wrapping his heart in a method similar to "self-defense", temporarily sealing the painful memories for him. For I could not see in his eyes the slightest lie, as if it were as simple as he said.

But I know that this is not the case, otherwise the Seven Dragons and Six Phoenix would not have treated him like that, and he would not have fallen into a nightmare in the classroom. I couldn't wait to know the truth of dào, so I said seriously: "Ye Zhan, I want to know the truth of dào." ”

"What truth?" Ye Zhan asked me with a frown.

"The matter between you and Qi Siyu." I said word by word, "I want to know what happened between you." ”

"We ...... Let's ......" Ye Zhan's breathing became a little rapid, and at the same time, he slammed his fist on his head.

"What's going on?!" I hurriedly grabbed Ye Zhan's hand and said eagerly: "Ye Zhan, if you don't want to say it, don't say it, I won't force you." "I'm very worried that Ye Zhan will fall into that state of dementia again, and that incident has affected him so deeply.

"No, no." Ye Zhan shook his head: "Mouse, I don't want to hide it from you, I want to tell you the truth." ”

"Then you just say it." I looked at him strangely.

"But I can't remember." Ye Zhan slapped his head: "I only remember that I did something that was particularly sorry for Qi Siyu, I know that I was outrageous, exaggerated, and hateful." Because of that, I locked myself in my room for the whole summer after graduating from junior high school; Because of that incident, the seven dragons and six phoenixes and I turned against each other. ”

"How could you not remember?" I looked at Ye Zhan in amazement, completely unable to believe that such a thing had happened.

"I don't know dào either." Ye Zhan knocked on his head, "I feel that I know about that incident, and that incident is hidden in the depths of my mind, very clear and clear, but I can't remember it for some reason." Sometimes some clips will flash, but they still can't be strung together, as if they have amnesia. But I always tell myself very clearly in my heart, this matter is what I did wrong, I am sorry for Qi Siyu, I should go and apologize to her. But for some reason, when I saw her, I felt a sense of rejection in my heart, as if it was a natural instinct in my body. ”

"You said there would be some clips? What are the clips? ”

"Blood on the floor, dirty sheets, worn-out televisions, squeaky fans." Ye Zhan said: "And Qi Siyu's frightened face." I don't know what happened to dào, every time these fragments flash in my mind, my soul seems to be drained away, and my whole body is sweating profusely, and it takes me a long time to recover. ”

I asked, "Is it like you were in the classroom just now?" ”

"Yes." Ye Zhan nodded: "After Qi Siyu knelt down, my emotions were a little out of control. After Zhou Mo pulled Qi Siyu away, I sat in the seat, and there was something wrong with the whole person, or did you pull me back. ”

"You're shouting 'don't come, don't come' in the classroom, what the hell are you not allowed to come?" I'm pressing every step of the way.