Chapter 72 is the beginning of fatherhood

With the death of his mother, the lonely Yi Zhonghua was very eager for this relationship to blossom and bear fruit, so in the few years he got along with Chen Ping, he basically took a step back to deal with the friction between the two.

Chen Ping, who was already proud, did not look at herself because of Yi Zhonghua's tolerance and concessions, but took it for granted, enjoying Yi Zhonghua's care and love as a matter of course, and wantonly squandering this precious feeling.

Just as Yi Zhonghua was planning for the future life of the two, one day, Chen Ping came over and told him that she was planning to get married because she had met her true destiny.

Facing the elated Chen Ping, Yi Zhonghua was full of powerlessness: "Are you going to get married?" What about me? What am I? What have you been treating me for? ”

In the face of Yi Zhonghua's questioning, Chen Ping did not feel the slightest guilt, and said lightly: "We are good friends, we were many years ago, don't you know?" And my marriage doesn't affect us to be friends, right? ”

Yi Zhonghua didn't ask Chen Ping again, and it was pointless to pursue it after all. From a young boy to a gentle and warm youth, to a steady and mature white-collar worker, Yi Zhonghua doesn't know what position Chen Ping has positioned him in these years.

No matter what, life still has to go on, and soon, when the news that Chen Ping was married, Yi Zhonghua was finally disheartened and put all his energy into work to numb his injured heart.

Maybe it's because of unwillingness Chen Ping's irresponsibility for her feelings; Maybe it's because I don't believe in love anymore; Maybe it's because it's too lonely, in short, not long after Chen Ping got married, Yi Zhonghua quickly got married with the help of his colleagues.

For his wife Cheng Hua, Yi Zhonghua has no feelings, and he has only met a few times in total, and he has not said a few words. When I got married, I didn't know what kind of mentality I had to marry her home.

Although he is married, Yi Zhonghua does not want to stay at home, he is the earliest one to go to work every day, and the latest one to get off work. There is basically no communication with his newlywed wife. Occasionally, a few words are average, but his wife asks, and he has no intention of coping with it.

He knew that his newlywed wife was good, good-looking than Chen Ping, had a gentle personality, always followed himself, and didn't seem to mind her husband's ignorance and indifference to him at all.

Probably accustomed to Chen Ping's pride and rudeness, Yi Zhonghua is particularly irritable and low-browed and pleasing to his wife, he looks down on her from the bottom of his heart, and looks down on the kind of spineless person who obviously has grievances, but still swallows his anger.

Life is tepid like this, for his wife's careful eyes when she looks at herself, and when she asks herself, Yi Zhonghua doesn't care about it at all, and every day when he goes home and eats the dinner prepared by his wife, he is not even willing to give her a good look.

Within two months of such days, Chen Ping suddenly ran over and told him that she was wrong, and only to find out after getting married that in fact, she didn't love her husband at all, but loved him Yi Zhonghua in her heart, hoping that he could forgive herself.

For Chen Ping's confession again, Yi Zhonghua chose to forgive, after all, after so many years with Chen Ping, there is still an emotional foundation, not to mention that he has never been in love with others, so for the first love Chen Ping's door, Yi Zhonghua lost his principles.

Just when Yi Zhonghua didn't know how to divorce his wife, when he was eating with Chen Ping, he saw that his honest wife was pulling and pulling with a man on the street, behaving intimately.

Regarding this matter, Yi Zhonghua went home and did not tell his wife, anyway, his wife had no place in his heart, and he had no intention of maintaining this marriage. After dinner, Yi Zhonghua fell asleep directly in the study, and didn't even glance at the tea sent by his wife.

Now that he is back together with Chen Ping, Yi Zhonghua looks at his wife even more unpleasantly. Although she was still as quiet and indifferent as ever, Yi Zhonghua still saw sadness in her eyes, but he didn't care, and he didn't have time to care.

When I got home from work, looking at the dinner that had been prepared on the table, Yi Zhonghua didn't take chopsticks, and looked at Cheng Hua on the opposite side and had a showdown with his wife directly: "You also know that I don't have you in my heart, let's talk about breaking up and divorce." ”

Hearing Yi Zhonghua say divorce, it seemed that Cheng Hua had expected it, and there was not much surprise, some just helplessly and wryly smiled: "Since you hate me so much, why do you want to marry me home, am I really so bad?" Let you avoid it. ”

Yi Zhonghua looked at the helpless and powerless look on Cheng Hua's face, and suddenly felt that she was still sorry for others, she had no intention, but she accidentally became a victim of his emotional entanglement with Chen Ping.

In the end, Yi Zhonghua buried his head and began to eat, and did not mention the divorce again.

Yi Zhonghua didn't mention it, and his wife wouldn't mention it, and the days seemed to have returned to the kind of time when they were speechless to each other. Cheng Hua has no relatives, living here alone, the people around her are simple, and the people around her are even simpler, which is also the main reason why Yi Zhonghua chose her in the first place.

On this day, Yi Zhonghua ate out with Chen Ping after work, and walked around the neighborhood by the way, and came home a little late. When he opened the door of the house, an unsightly scene appeared in front of him, his wife was on the sofa with a man...

Seeing Yi Zhonghua come back, the man grabbed his clothes and rushed out of the door. He closed his eyes weakly, and the little guilt he still had was gone, he walked over, grabbed his wife's chest, and slapped it down.

Shen endured a loud and powerful slap, Cheng Hua slowly opened his eyes and looked at Yi Zhonghua in surprise: "What did I do wrong, you want to do this to me?" ”

Yi Zhonghua was extremely angry: "I don't care what you have done now, I have already filed for divorce, don't be in a hurry to find someone at this time, especially at home, is it interesting?" ”

Cheng Hua seemed to mean something, looked down at his disheveled appearance, and instantly understood: "Things are not what you think, I just made a meal when someone knocked on the door..."

"Enough, I don't want to hear you explain anything, I'll go through the divorce procedures tomorrow, you're free, you can do whatever you want, and it has nothing to do with me from now on." Yi Zhonghua interrupted his wife, who was anxious to explain.

The divorce went very smoothly, Cheng Hua walked simply, carrying a simple canvas duffel bag, and looked at Yi Zhonghua when he left, with no waves in his eyes: "Where to go back and forth, nothing to come, nothing to go, this is my life, I admit it." But there are some things that I don't do, I don't recognize. ”

divorced, and his wife left peacefully, Yi Zhonghua didn't care what Cheng Hua said before leaving. Relaxed, he immediately told Chen Ping the good news. I hope Chen Ping can return to him as soon as possible.

However, Yi Zhonghua did not wait for the news of Chen Ping's divorce, but was told by Chen Ping that she was pregnant and was his Yi Zhonghua's child. At that time, he was still calm: "How do you know it's my child?" ”

Chen Ping lowered her head: "Of course I know, because I sleep in separate rooms with him, we are not together at all, I only have you as a man." ”

In the face of Chen Ping, Yi Zhonghua had no immunity, although he was a little uncertain, he still chose to believe. Chen Ping told him that now that she is pregnant, she is not suitable for divorce, and when the time is ripe, she will divorce immediately.

This is a few months, during which Cheng Hua called Yi Zhonghua, but he didn't answer the phone, and he was completely divided, and he had no feelings. Later, I heard that I also came to find myself, but I don't know why I left again, but anyway, I got divorced, so it doesn't matter.

Later, Chen Ping told him that she had found a way to convince her husband that the child was his. Now she plans not to divorce, after all, the current family conditions are suitable for the future development of the child.

Yi Zhonghua didn't understand why Chen Ping wanted their children to call other people's fathers in the future, and he asked Chen Ping, can't the two of them afford to raise a child? But Chen Ping told him that there is an essential difference between being able to afford and being superior and rich.

Once again, they compromised in front of Chen Ping, and Yi Zhonghua and Chen Ping have maintained this ambiguous relationship that is neither salty nor light. Yi Zhonghua didn't mention Chen Ping's divorce again, and Chen Ping was a lot softer to him.

Habit becomes natural, this is not wrong, used to getting along with Chen Ping like this, Yi Zhonghua still works from 9 to 5, and he didn't think about what he should do in the future, until one day, Cheng Hua's mobile phone kept calling himself, and he was really annoyed, so he chose to turn off the phone.

Soon after, Chen Ping gave birth to their daughter, although Yi Zhonghua, who was a first-time father, did not see his daughter, he was still very happy from the bottom of his heart, and he didn't care so much about Chen Ping not marrying him.

On this day, as usual off work, Yi Zhonghua was stopped by a man about the same age as himself at the intersection not far from home. It can be seen that it is a man who is elegant and elegant, he asked Yi Zhonghua, why didn't he answer the phone, Cheng Hua died in a car accident, just because the rescue was not timely.

For this news, Yi Zhonghua was shocked in his heart, but he didn't show it, he indifferently told the person that he was divorced and had nothing to do with Cheng Huazai, hoping not to disturb him.

This time, Yi Zhonghua was beaten by the man who thought he was Qing Yaerran, and he was beaten without guard. wiped the corners of his bleeding mouth, looking at the departing culprit, Yi Zhonghua couldn't figure out how that man who was light and casual, elegant and outstanding could hurt people.

Two years have passed, and Chen Ping and Yi Zhonghua still maintain this kind of relationship where lovers are not lovers, and husbands and wives are not husband and wife. On weekends, Chen Ping would stay with Yi Zhonghua, let him look at the photos of his daughter on his phone, and tell him about his daughter's growth process. Occasionally, he would take his daughter out and let him take a look at him as a father.

Chen Ping was pregnant again, and after going to the hospital for an examination, she first told Yi Zhonghua the news. Yi Zhonghua is excited about this news, he will have his second child.

This time, even if Chen Ping didn't say it, Yi Zhonghua knew that this was his child, because Chen Ping kept telling him that his husband only had his ex-girlfriend in his heart, and he didn't treat her as a wife at all, and the two lived like guests.

After the birth of his second daughter, Yi Zhonghua completely broke off his idea of remarrying. After his divorce, Chen Ping chose not to divorce, and Yi Zhonghua had considered remarriage in his heart countless times.

Yi Zhonghua is also very good to Chen Ping, in his heart, he is grateful to Chen Ping for giving birth to two daughters for him, although he can't take his daughters with him, but he can occasionally take a look, considering that Chen Ping is not easy, he is relieved about the relationship between the two.

In a flash, more than 20 years have passed, and the gentle and gentle young man has become the middle-aged man he is now. A few years ago, Chen Ping handed him the key to the villa and asked him to move in, saying that the eldest daughter specially bought it for his father.

The girl wants to save face and doesn't want to publicly admit him as a father. Chen Ping hopes that Yi Zhonghua will not mind the child's behavior. Since the children have bought themselves a house, of course he doesn't care about the children.