399 Inner Voice

Leaving the hospital, I got in the car and was about to leave, but as soon as I started the car, stepped on the accelerator, and was about to turn out, Duan Qinghu suddenly ran out from the corner.

I immediately slammed on the brakes and asked, "Are you crazy?" Didn't you know how dangerous it was? What if I bump into you?! ”

I was really frightened, after jumping out of the car, I saw that Duan Qinghu was only one centimeter away from the car, and I couldn't help but be even more annoyed, slapping the car hard, shouting: "Nonsense!" What do you do if I'm a little slower? What about the child? ”

Duan Qinghu didn't speak, but stared at me and asked, "Who are you?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, only to realize that I had overreacted just now, and my performance just now was too nervous for her, and she suddenly said in an indifferent tone: "You have asked this question more than once or twice, how many times do you want me to answer you?" I said, I'm Bao Wen's husband, and I'm the killer of the Hungry Wolf Organization like you, other than that, I don't remember anything, and besides, don't think I care about you, it's just that my wife once said that although you hate it, it's useful to keep it, so I will remind you. ”

Originally, I just wanted to fool Duan Qinghu when I said this, but this sentence also reminded me of myself, that is, Song Yunhai and they would not let Duan Qinghu come over and send him to death, because they were very precious to the child in Duan Qinghu's belly, so there must be only one person who let Duan Qinghu die, and this person is a fake name.

It's just that Duan Qinghu will listen to the words of the fake Chen Ming and kill Chen Tian for him? It's clear that the two of them are hostile, aren't they? Also, does Duan Qinghu know the relationship between Bao Wen and the fake Chen Ming? This series of doubts made me particularly depressed, and if I didn't figure it out, I might go crazy. Anyway, I've already told Duan Qinghu everything I can't say, so it's better to ask these questions as well.

Thinking of this, I said, "Get in the car, I have something to ask you." ”

Ever since I said what I said just now, Duan Qinghu's face turned cold, and her eyes were full of disgust when she looked at me, and I knew that she believed my words. Being looked at with such disgust by the woman I love deeply, to be honest, my heart is really not good, but I have words of suffering, so I can only endure all this silently.

After I got in the car, Duan Qinghu also got into the car, she sat in the co-pilot, afraid that she would be cold, I turned on the air conditioner, because I remember someone said that pregnant women are afraid of the cold. Duan Qinghu gave me a strange look and said coldly, "What do you want to ask?" Say it, but I don't promise to answer. ”

She said and took off the mask, I turned to look at her sideways, she was wearing a pink nurse's uniform, she had a different taste, maybe because she was pregnant, the cold and cold smell on her body, suddenly mixed with some maternal tenderness, plus the dress of this professional girl, the three charms combined together, giving people a very special charm, full of charm, elegant and dazzling.

Looking at it, I lost my mind uncontrollably again, until Duan Qinghu frowned impatiently, his eyes were full of disgust, I turned my face away, coughed unnaturally, and frowned: "What I want to ask is, what is the relationship between you and Chen Ming now?" ”

As I spoke, I turned my face away, feeling uneasy. I still remember the situation when I broke off with her, and although it still hurts to think about it, I would rather she abide by the agreement between the two of us and have nothing to do with me, so that I don't at least don't have to worry about her being used under a false pretense. But judging from what is happening now, things may be the opposite of what I thought.

Duan Qinghu's face turned cold, and he said in a deep voice: "What does this have to do with you?" Also, if this is what Bao Wen asked you to ask me, go back and tell her that when you get married, you will be at peace, and don't be too interested in other men! ”

I knew she was reminding me in disguise that if I really had amnesia, I would have to think more about it, but I didn't, so when I heard this, I didn't react at all, but said, "No, it's me who wants to ask you, because your answer has a big impact on what I'm going to say next, so I hope you can answer me honestly." ”

Speaking of this, I glanced at Duan Qinghu's bulging belly, gritted my teeth, and said, "Even if it's for the sake of the child in your belly." ”

It's okay not to mention this sentence, as soon as I mentioned this sentence, Duan Qinghu suddenly bullied up, and the blade between his fingers flashed out, directly against my major artery, she said coldly: "Don't think that you are Bao Wen's husband, and if you are Song Yunhai's righteous son, I don't dare to do anything to you, I warn you, dare to threaten me with the child in my belly, I will make you die a good death!" ”

I looked at Duan Qinghu fearlessly, seeing that she was so nervous and loved this child so much, I was really moved and guilty. Pregnant in October, it was so hard, but I couldn't be by her side, even if we met, I could only speak coldly to her, I was really the worst man in the world.

Suppressing the thoughts in my heart, I said, "I didn't threaten you, I just told you the truth sincerely." ”

Looking at each other, I saw the anger and murderous aura in Duan Qinghu's eyes surging like mountains and seas, and I threw away all distractions and looked at her calmly.

Duan Qinghu blinked, retracted the blade, sat back in his seat, closed his eyes, and said with a slightly tired face: "Chen Ming and I used to be the closest lovers, but now...... I don't know what our relationship is. ”

Speaking of this, she slowly opened her eyes, her eyes were full of weakness and confusion, she gently put her hand on the bulging belly, her eyes were more tender, she said: "I fell in love with him in front, knowing that his hatred with me was behind, I wanted to love without regrets, and then left him without regrets, but in the end I found that a relationship, once it starts, how easy is it to end it?" Even if the revenge of killing his father is not shared, but he doesn't know anything, does he? I won't seek revenge on him, but I know that even if I want to seek revenge on his father's brothers, in his eyes, I will still be an enemy, so I choose to leave, I can't let go of hatred, I can't let go of him, but there has to be a choice, isn't it? ”

This is the first time I have heard Duan Qinghu say what is on his mind, and this feeling of being a bystander listening to the story of the beloved woman is amazing, and I can't help but ask, "Since you know it's impossible, why do you need to start?" It's better to turn around and leave at the beginning. ”

Duan Qinghu suddenly laughed, and she said coldly and detachedly, "What do you know? You never know how he got into my heart, how he tore my heart apart, and how he got into it. You don't understand, so you don't understand how desperately I want to have him, I don't understand my desire to take him for myself......"

Hearing this, I was shocked, I never knew that I had walked into Duan Qinghu's heart at that time, and I never knew that it was against her will to reject me at the beginning.

"I always think, near the water and the first to get the moon, as long as I can be silently by his side, desperate to pay for him, he will definitely choose me in the end, so when he tested my mind, I rejected him again and again, I always thought that I had enough time to wait for him to choose me, if he didn't choose me, it would be my luck, lose my life, but the revenge of killing my father came so suddenly, suddenly I was overwhelmed. At that moment, I suddenly realized that I didn't have time to wait for him at all, and it was doomed between us from the beginning. ”

"But when I knew the truth, I thought he was dead." When Duan Qinghu said this, he didn't know what he thought of, and fell silent.

And I also thought of what happened during that time, at that time, I was quietly taken to the capital by Song Jiayin, everyone thought I was dead, Duan Qinghu was disheartened because of my death and left Nanjin, and she was found by her mother Yan Yu during that time.

And all this, I never knew, I always thought that Duan Qinghu only learned that she was my father-killing enemy after getting the news that I was still alive.

Duan Qinghu said slowly: "At that time, I couldn't sleep all night, and sometimes I even thought, he is dead, what grievances are there to talk about?" Even if he lived, it was a grudge between my father and his father, and he had never received a share of his father's favor, so why should his father pay the debt? Didn't you say that it wouldn't hurt your family? After having this thought, I realized that the weight of him in my heart was far heavier than I imagined, so the more I went to the back, the more I thought about him, and I often thought that as long as he lived, I would not take revenge, I would be with him, as long as he lived......"

Hearing this, I feel that my heart is really hurting and hurting, I don't know how desperate she should be in her heart when she thought I was dead, but I can understand more than ever how important my position in her heart is, I am moved, I am annoyed, I can't wait to give myself a few slaps, I can't wait to tell her right away, I am wrong, I should not let her go rashly, I should understand her pain, understand her helplessness.

Duan Qinghu suddenly laughed, she smiled, it was like winter snow meeting spring sun, which made my whole heart warm.

I asked her what she was laughing at? She said: "I laughed and God finally took pity on me, the fool who stole my heart and died silently, it turned out that he was really alive." The moment I learned the news, I had only one thought in my head, and that was to return to him, desperate...... I didn't hide my emotions and returned to him, but in the end, I was defeated. ”

After a pause, she abruptly changed the subject and said, "Is there a CD in the car?" I want to listen to songs. ”

I asked curiously, "What do you want to hear?" ”

"I want to have a home."

Hearing this, my heart was shocked, and I thought of me who was picked off my hamstring, and crawled out of Chen Ya's house with her covered in blood with difficulty, and that scene is still vivid in my mind, I think of her lying on my back, calling my name in a hoarse voice, thinking of me moving with difficulty, and telling her that I will definitely take her away.

Suddenly there was a wind outside, and through the car window, the cold wind was like a ghost, just like my mood.

I couldn't help but hum in a low voice.

"I want to have a home, a place that doesn't need to be magnificent, and when I'm tired, I think of it; I want to have a home, a place that doesn't need much of a size, so that when I'm frightened, I don't get scared...... Though I no longer long, longing for miracles; But I know that you must never give up; The pain does not allow me to wait any longer, stand up bravely, rebuild a dream, rebuild a heart, let me rebuild a home. I want to have a home......."

When I sang this song, I didn't control it, and let the tears flow freely, anyway, my face was wrapped in gauze, and Duan Qinghu couldn't see it. I slowly turned my face and saw two lines of tears crossed Duan Qinghu's face, she looked at me blankly, that kind of look was so familiar, like when she looked at me affectionately.