Soon it was nine o'clock, and Yu Panpan put away the sweater in his hand: "Grandpa, it's time for you to rest, I'll give you a massage today." ”

"No, I don't feel tired, and my body is very relaxed, you go up and rest, you have to get up early tomorrow." The old man thought that he didn't need a massage, his body was very good, and his internal strength had recovered to his peak state, so he was waiting for Panpan to get shrapnel for him.

"Then I'll go up, and if there's anything uncomfortable, be sure to tell me." Yu Panpan saw that he was in a good state, so he didn't insist, and went upstairs after watching him go back to the room.

I did a lot of farm work today, Yu Panpan thought about taking some hand cream out to wipe it, she usually wiped it with homemade lotion, and rarely used special hand cream, so she opened the drawer of the dresser to find the hand cream inside, but she didn't think that there was a passbook on the top of the drawer, and when she opened it, she saw that it was left by Lu Runhe, which contained more than 4,000 deposits, and a letter: This is the first love letter she received in this life.

"Pan Pan My Wife:

Although we are not married, in my heart, you are my wife, the love of my life, since I met you, I have realized that the sky is blue, the water is green, the flowers are colorful, and women are not all vicious; My grandfather also taught me before, saying that everyone is good and bad, whether it is a man or a woman, and that my grandmother and mother are good women, and my grandmother sacrificed herself for the cause of liberation, and my mother took her life in exchange for my birth, but they only exist in my memory, and I can only see their heroic and smiling faces in photos.

And the cruelty of the woman is what I have seen and experienced with my own eyes: in front of people, the woman's smile is full of love, and when no one is around, the woman is full of hideousness, viciously cursing my own mother, scolding her for why she didn't take me with her, scratching my thighs with sharp nails until it was bloody, pricking my fingers with sewing needles, kicking me in the stomach, locking me up in a small dark room, not giving me food or water, until my grandfather took me away; So my intuitive impression of women is vicious, and when I grow up, I also know that this is my prejudice, and I want to try my best to overcome it, but the shadow in my heart can't be driven away, and the rejection in my heart, I don't want to contact women, even the girls in the compound, and I never talk to her.

I hope that you have changed me, so that I really know that there are good women in this world, I don't know why, maybe it is your gentle breath, maybe it is your clear eyes, I trust you and want to be close to you; When you agreed to associate with me, my heart was filled with happiness, happier than every promotion, and I used to be happiest when I was to complete a task, and the happiest thing was to be promoted.

Panpan, thank you, thank you for your concern for me, thank you for your love for me, my vow is that I will never fail you in this life and this life; Maybe I can't give you a rich life, but I will do my best to make your life smoother and more wanton.

Today I am leaving, although very reluctant, but for our future, I must put down the love of children and daughters, and devote myself to a new journey, I want to stand higher, bring you infinite glory, so that those who once looked down on you look up to you and envy you.

The home is handed over to you, you get along well with your grandfather, which makes me very relieved and makes me very grateful, thank you for everything you have done for your grandfather, before I met you, grandpa was my only relative, and now, both of you are my concern.

Don't worry about me, I'll be fine, wait for me, wait for me to come back and marry you, I will come back as soon as possible, make you my real wife, and let us love each other for the rest of our lives.

I will leave you the passbook, if you lack anything to buy yourself, you can go to the overseas Chinese store, grandpa They have a quota of overseas Chinese remittance coupons, he will give it to you, if he forgets it, you can ask him for it.

Lu Runhe on the same day

After reading the letter left by Lu Runhe, Yu Panpan was already in tears: I didn't expect Liu Zhen to be so hateful, not only hurt his body, but also hurt his soul, almost ruined an excellent talent, abused a child like this, she was not afraid of being thundered by the sky, and Jiang Youxiong, ignoring his son, if he fulfilled his responsibility as a father, Lu Runhe would have endured so much hardship, and almost died in the hands of that poisonous woman; The two elders of the Jiang family are not ashamed, they didn't see them protect their grandchildren when they were young, and now that others have raised them, they dare to come to the east and west, it is really shameless, it seems that they have to be punished, so that they can also know that God not only has the virtue of a good life, but also punishes those who have no virtue.

Yu Panpan folded the letter carefully, put it into the storage ring together with the passbook, took out the pen, ink, paper and inkstone, polished the ink with tears, and wrote "My Nong" in small letters.

You and I are nong, there are many feelings, many feelings, and they are as hot as fire.

Take a piece of clay, pinch a you, mold a me.

Break the two of us together and mix them with water.

Pinch another you, mold a me, I have you in the mud, you have me in the mud.

I was born with you and died with the same coffin.

Yu Panpan carefully dried the ink, sealed it in an envelope, and planned to send it to Lu Runhe tomorrow.

That night, because of a bad mood, Yu Panpan didn't enter the space as usual, so he lay on the bed, letting his thoughts fly, and didn't sleep in a daze until the early hours of the morning.

The next morning, because Long Liuliu wanted to take a ride, Yu Panpan didn't run to school, and she didn't go to the black market, she had breakfast at home after morning exercise, and honestly waited for the guard regiment's car to take her to school.

"Panpan, your pomelo is so delicious, my dad ate one in one go, but he said he hadn't heard of pomelo as a specialty of City C." As soon as Lin Li got in the car, she chattered non-stop.

"That's because your father has been out for too long, he couldn't eat enough before, where is there fruit to eat, children in the countryside can also go to the mountains to pick some wild fruits to eat, and it is even more difficult for children in the city to see fruits, where are the specialties." Yu Panpan didn't expect Lin Li to ask her father about such a thing, so she had to find a way to solve this panic.

"What you're saying is that there are still people who can't eat enough, and people like us are in good condition, and we rarely get fruit." Lin Li thought about it, now many people can't see fruits all year round, not to mention that ten or twenty years ago, their Lin family is not a big family, but slightly better than ordinary people.

Long Liuliu watched the two of them talk lively, and occasionally interjected two sentences to brush up on their sense of existence.

In this cheerful atmosphere, we soon arrived at the school, and everyone was in different directions, and they parted ways at the school gate.

Yu Panpan returned to the bedroom and saw Hao Hao munching on a black steamed bun, so he took a piece of chocolate to him: "Hao Hao, Auntie will give you candy." ”