When I went missing, the squad leader suppressed his feelings and made a series of rational and wise decisions so that I could be successfully rescued.

I thank the squad leader for everything he has done for me, although it is a little unlucky, but I always feel that the squad leader is the best choice for me to explain what happened.

No matter what happened before or after you, I will arrange it properly for you, keep you buried happily, and smile Jiuquan.

Your last wishes will be fulfilled as much as possible, and your loved ones will be comforted, but when everything is done, when everyone is gone, it is not known who will comfort herself.

Xiaoqin, on the other hand, is completely emotionally dominant, so that she ignores it and leads Obama alone to find me, this kind of fiery feeling of hope to live and die with me is really touching.

Although Xiaoqin took my T-shirt and left the police search and rescue dogs helpless, I will not blame her for that. Xiaoqin risked her life to come to me in the mountains and forests infested with wild beasts, and if she was to be blamed for this, then I really had no conscience.

And when Xiaoqin was in a hurry, it was impossible to predict the prophet, knowing that the squad leader would calmly notify the police, and the police would also bring search and rescue dogs.

Even because of Xiaoqin's relationship, it objectively delayed my rescue, causing me to eat the blue flash butterfly because of hunger, so that I suffered from a viral heart attack, and I may die of poison...... I don't blame Xiaoqin either.

In the process of writing a suicide note with a trembling hand at the bottom of the trap, I rediscovered many precious things that I usually overlooked.

Even if I really don't have much to live to live, I'm grateful for the extra time that God has given me.

Pessimistically, at least you can say goodbye in person without a suicide note, right?

Personally, I think that the only thing Xiaoqin can blame is that she entered the jungle alone and did not take into account her mother's mood, which indirectly caused Aunt Ren to have a car accident.

Dr. Yu told me that Aunt Ren's condition had stabilized last night.

After Xiaoqin took my arm and helped me out of the nameless mountain, Peng Tousi, who was a little skilled in medicine, gave me a brief examination after passing out, and then handed it over to Dr. Yu, who heard the news.

At this time, Dr. Yu had already learned from the discussion of his classmates that Xiaoqin was Aunt Ren's daughter, he touched my carotid artery, and arbitrarily told Xiaoqin, "This kid is just hungry, there is no", and then asked Xiaoqin to go to the hospital affiliated to the special education school to visit his mother who was injured in a car accident.

Knowing that Xiaoqin went to Aunt Ren's hospital bed and cried to her mother after learning that I was fine, Zuihou fell asleep with tears in her eyes, and I felt a little at ease.

I hope Xiaoqin can realize that a person's life is not only her own, as she said she would die for me, so that I would always remember her thoughts and not appear again.

"That, Dr. Yu, the fetus in Aunt Ren's womb......" I finally asked the question I had always cared about, but I didn't have the courage to ask.

"Fetus?" Dr. Yu made a very exaggerated expression, "The woman surnamed Ren is pregnant, and she still thinks of herself as the iron man Wang Jinxi, and she still wants to keep the fetus?" It's good that adults don't leave sequelae! ”

I felt a chill in my heart, knowing that my brother/sister who had not yet been born passed by me like this.

There is a strong feeling that this unborn child died in the place of my brother.

It's all my fault, right? I shouldn't have written it in the suicide note, if it's a boy, let him call me by the same name...... Is it that black and white impermanence hooked the wrong soul to let my brother survive in the world?

Although from the point of view of time, Aunt Ren's miscarriage could not constitute a causal relationship before I wrote my suicide note, I still felt very uncomfortable in my heart, after all, this series of events was caused by me.

Will the marriage between Dad and Aunt Ren be ruined because of this? In this way, will Xiaoqin still be my stepsister?

Xiaoqin didn't know that her mother was hospitalized because of a miscarriage, and in order to hide the fact that she was pregnant from her daughter, Aunt Ren lied to Xiaoqin that she was stabbed in the stomach by a piece of broken glass.

The mother's psychology is very complicated, seeing Xiaoqin return safely, although there are many abrasions on her body, but it is not serious, and it can be said that she is safe and sound, so Aunt Ren began to mourn silently again, and the child in her womb has passed away.

Since the pregnancy has been kept secret from Xiaoqin, at this moment, she can't let her daughter share her grief with herself, and the only person who can confide her grievances is my father, who has been taking care of her at the bedside.

Although on the road it was said, "Your evil seed should have died a long time ago!" This is excessive, but when this "evil seed" really died, Aunt Ren suddenly became very sad and depressed, and Dr. Yu said that she probably suffered from miscarriage depression.

In the face of Aunt Ren, who suddenly became fragile, my father played the responsibility of a man and tried his best to comfort her, showing a rare and very reliable appearance.

Before Aunt Ren's miscarriage was a foregone conclusion, and Xiaoqin and I were not rescued, my father mustered up the courage to be a man and helped Aunt Ren through the most difficult hours.

My father later told me that the reason why he was not defeated was because he was guarding the bedside, and when he fell asleep, he dreamed that a glowing child waved goodbye to him, and said in a milky voice:

"Brother and sister will be fine."

After waking up suddenly, the child's face could not be remembered, but that sentence was deeply imprinted in his mind.

Dad, who is not superstitious, is sad in his heart because of this dream, but he also has blind and stubborn confidence that Xiaoqin and I will be rescued in the end.

At that time, Aunt Ren was extremely fragile and emotionally unstable, and if her father collapsed with her, the consequences would be unimaginable.

Although I believe in materialism, I prefer to interpret my father's dream as "subconsciously self-compensation for misfortune", but I can't fool myself, I will always remember this nameless relative who was not born on Shijie.

And Xiaoqin appeared in the affiliated hospital where her mother was treated, confirming her father's words to comfort Aunt Ren. (Because Dr. Yu warned me not to be disturbed while he was treating me, my father couldn't come and see me right away.) After that, Xiaoqin fell asleep on Aunt Ren's bedside, and her father supported Aunt Ren, who was suffering from miscarriage depression, and when she went to the bathroom, Dad yawned for a while and mentioned to Aunt Ren the dream he had a few hours ago.

As a result, Aunt Ren cried, worried about waking Xiaoqin, so she tried her best to suppress the voice behind her, and her father embarrassedly hugged Aunt Ren who threw herself in his arms and beat him with his fist, glad that if Aunt Ren was not weak after the miscarriage, he would have to return to heaven first.

"Don't be sad, it's not good for your body." Dad patted Aunt Ren on the shoulder and comforted her, "Finally, Xiaolin and Xiaoqin have been recovered, otherwise ......"

"But I still lost a child!" Aunt Ren let out a heart-wrenching cry for the child she once wanted to beat and said that he was a "sinister seed".

Dad was also seduced into tears, so he had to hug Aunt Ren in his arms tightly, "Hongli, don't cry, I want to cry when you cry." Such a sensible child, if he wants, let him run again next time! I'm not going to let him do the same thing next time......"

Aunt Ren was noncommittal, her eyes were red, and she bit her father's shoulder through her clothes, controlling herself not to cry out loud.

After all these twists and turns, I feel that although Aunt Ren had a miscarriage, she and my father have established a closer connection than before, that is, the two of them still have a play.

Although Dr. Yu has a strange temper and does not let people approach me when he treats me, after all, he is Amy's personal doctor, and he is in Amy's RV ambulance with me.

So the news of my waking up quickly reached Amy's ears, and Amy, who had only slept for four hours last night, was angry and stood outside the glass door of the emergency room in her pajamas with red ribbons tied at the cuffs, accompanied by Penthos.

"I haven't cured the manservant for so long, you quack!" Amy's voice came in through the glass, a little dull.

Dr. Yu knew that Amy and I were brother and sister, and Penthos probably knew that Dr. Yu knew, but Amy didn't know if Dr. Yu knew or not, so she still called me a valet in front of him.

I think Amy prefers to call me "valet" or "dead valet" rather than "brother", so Dr. Yu doesn't say anything, and she also pretends to be confused, so as not to call me brother.

Dr. Yu didn't bother to quarrel with Amy, so he opened the closed glass door from the inside, and then kept the agreement with me beforehand, and said to Amy:

"Ye Lin was completely cured by me, and if he thinks of the law to kill himself in the future, it's none of my business......"

"Is it really okay?" Amy's blue eyes flickered, and she looked at Dr. Yu suspiciously, and then at me sitting on the operating table.

In order not to make Amy suspicious, I took the initiative to jump off the operating table, stepped barefoot on the cold floor, and used the muscles of my arms to show my sister that I was strong.

"I'm fine! Nothing at all! Now let me participate in the underground boxing tournament, I dare to go! ”

Looking at my sister's frightened and slightly haggard face, I said softly: "You go to sleep for a while, your voice is a little dumb, how can the little singer do if he doesn't care for his voice......"

I deliberately acted like a dragon, and it seemed that I had deceived Amy, and the gloom on her face faded into a somewhat angry look.

"You crouch down!" She gave me strange orders.

To show that everything was normal with my body, I quickly crouched in front of her, not knowing what she was going to do.

As a result, when my face was lowered to about shoulder height with hers, she reached out her little hand and slapped me in the face not very hard.

Is it a slap? Compared with the slap made by the squad leader and Pooh, your slap is a paramecium level! It doesn't hurt at all! And you ordered me to squat down in advance, because if I stand up straight, you can't reach it with my feet crossed!

"Hmph, it's such a low-level manservant, how dare you make me worry so much!"

======= divider======= the plot of Aunt Ren's miscarriage can be said to have existed in my outline for a long time, but it coincided with the pregnancy of the basement girl, which made me hesitate about what to do with the child in Aunt Ren's belly, and the slow update in September and October also had this reason.

As a result, before I could figure out a more haode treatment method, the basement girl had a miscarriage before Aunt Ren, which was really a disaster, but fortunately, the basement girl didn't hurt her body too much, and she still had a chance in the future.

So I can only follow the previous outline, sorry Ms. Ren Hongli.