Chapter 144: Wine Strengthens People's Courage
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After replying to Angel with "I understand", he put his phone aside, and Angel did not reply to my message as expected, and the two people who tried to get close to each other were separated by an invisible wall
I couldn't help but worry deeply about my future, and at this time, I couldn't imagine what it would be like to live without Angel's company, I just felt that life must be dark and could not continue
I began to reverie uncontrollably, thinking about the 10,000 possibilities after meeting, and thinking about how I should deal with it, in fact, I have gone mad, what the real situation is, I can't imagine, but the ending is nothing more than two kinds of sadness or joy, so I don't need to think about it, but I just can't control myself, this feeling is really devastating
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The next morning, I woke up to the alarm that I had set, and Angel was still in Nantong at this time, and I was supposed to bring her breakfast, in fact, I cherished this opportunity, because I was afraid that if her father did not agree, it would be the last time I had such a chance to care for her and love her
Almost traveled through half the city, bought the best porridge, the best dim sum, the best soy milk with the most nutritious breakfast, came to the hotel where Angel stayed, the time was only half past 7 in the morning, fortunately in the parking lot to see Angel's Maserati, the president, she really hasn't gotten up yet
Pressing the car window, breathing in the cold air, smoking a seemingly warm mixed cigarette, thinking about the vague future, as if I had experienced a sleepless night, I still haven't been able to complete the self-salvation of going mad, if Wang Jing is next to me at this time, I guess I have to ask me again: "Dude, I have collapsed again"
yes, I have faint signs of collapse, just waiting for Angel and her dad to give me this last stab
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"Say goodbye to the past encounter, say thank you for getting along for the present, say thank you for the future expectation, please ......" Is this enough to describe the relationship between me and Angel, it seems that it is enough, and it doesn't seem to be enough, because I say please for the future expectation, she may not necessarily give me the results I want, which is really sentimental and panicked, but who can blame it, two years ago, Angel did not hesitate to do it for me, and now she is no longer willing to do this, she chooses to hand over our fate to her family, after all, it is not because of my narrow-mindedness
In the boundless cranky thinking, Angel walked out of the back of the hotel with her handbag, followed by Xiaofei
I opened the car door, picked up my breakfast, put away all the negative emotions, and greeted him with a smile
I handed the breakfast in my hand to Angel: "It's still hot for you."
"No, I just ate at the hotel's restaurant," Angel calmly refused
I handed it to Xiao Fei behind me again: "Xiao Fei, have you eaten it?"
"Nonsense, I'm with my sister, can I still watch her eat," Xiaofei choked on me, I really suspected that she had eaten gunpowder in the morning
I was so at a loss to carry the breakfast for a while and said, "Then I'll eat it myself."
Angel didn't say anything, but raised her hand and looked at her watch, her sudden indifference made me feel that Saturday's itinerary was not so optimistic, her mind was heavy, and she was decadent in an instant, feeling that she was alive, and she might not be able to continue her breath at the end, and finally died of exhaustion in the despair of love
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I looked at Xiaofei behind Anqi, took out the car keys from her pocket and handed them to her: "Last time, I drove your sister's car back in Yangzhou, so you can help her drive it back with her."
"Oh," Xiao Fei answered, took the car keys from my hand, and I suddenly felt that I was dealing with the trivial matters before death, and the things that should be returned had to be returned the same
Angel looked at her fuchsia Cayenne and frowned at me and said, "The car was all muddy by you, go wash it, make it and give it back to me...... Xiaofei gave him back the car keys"
Xiaofei hurriedly handed me back the car keys
Angel raised her hand again to look at the time and said to me, "I'm in a hurry to go first"
"Oh," I replied
Angel looked at me and didn't say anything, and then walked with Xiaofei and Xiaofei to the car in the parking lot with hurried steps
It wasn't until I walked far away that I remembered to tell her to "pay attention to safety on the road", but the car passed me quickly with a gust of cold wind, but left me with endless loss
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After Angel left, I squatted on the ground, picked up soy milk from the bag, and drank it, and insisted that my car was a Passat last time, and the security guard came to me again
I looked up at him and asked, "Why don't you eat here?"
"Brother, Niu, last time, the Passat was arched by that young lady, this time I changed it directly, and the Porsche was hidden deeply."
"It's okay," I replied
The security guard squatted beside me and gave me a thumbs up, I simply picked up the convenience bag with breakfast next to me, handed it to him, and said, "I haven't eaten breakfast, I'll give it to you."
The security guard took the handy bag from my hand and said happily: "Thank you"
Looking at his smiling face, I suddenly felt that his happiness was so simple, so was my pain because I wanted too much...... People are always so dissatisfied, if there is a next life, let me Zhang Yixi be a security guard, and firmly defend my happiness with contentment and happiness
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Time is still moving forward without the limits of will, tomorrow is Saturday, and it is also the day I meet Angie's father, my anxiety and anxiety are getting stronger, and I can predict how difficult the next night will be
After work, I went back to my residence early, and today I plan to eat with Ye Yiyi and Han Feng, maybe I won't be so cranky after there are more people
During the meal, I asked Han Feng, "Would you like some wine?"
"There are really a lot of good wines, but are you sure you want to drink them," Han Feng said meaningfully
"Why don't you drink it, our brothers haven't drunk together for a long time, I don't know how much you drink, try it tonight"
Ye Yiyi glanced at me and said, "Zhang Yixi, you drink and drink so much, what do you do?"
Han Feng added very tacitly: "It's obviously a weak heart, don't say that we can both see it," After speaking, he said to Ariel who was being held and breastfed by the nanny: "Baby, your godfather is weak-hearted."
"I'm so weak-hearted, what's the matter...... Wu Yi went to get the wine, let me have a drink, and it will be courageous," I said, patting my face
"Zhang Yixi, you are really a living treasure," Ye Yiyi shook her head and said with a smile, but put down her chopsticks and walked towards the wine cabinet
It seems that she supports me to drink and be courageous
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The soy sauce in the world is out of my generation, and the soy sauce in the rivers and lakes is urged;
In the soy sauce of the emperor's hegemony, it is better than a soy sauce in life.
Lifting the sword and riding and wielding soy sauce, the white bones are like mountains of soy sauce flying;
Soy sauce is like a tide, people are like water, only sigh a few bottles of soy sauce back.
It is said that it is a party, but in fact it is a secret organization that takes this as its eyes and ears
This is a collective, the achievements of the older generation, and it is their spirit that infects thousands of people, so there will be so many flatterers and worshippers. We have to remember our older generation, we must not forget our roots, even if we are only amateurs, but we must do our best and look up to them
Look at his black hole back, how desolate, this is the silent spirit of soy sauce, soy sauce is just a noun, but soy sauce is a kind of spirit, a kind of spiritual power that can make people move forward.
Of course! Not everyone can be a part of our soy sauce party, in addition to each person handing over a bottle of soy sauce, there must also be a basic spirit, that is, as a qualified member of the soy sauce party, you must do everything
The soy sauce party has gone through numerous setbacks and obstacles
, but our soy sauce party has never given up its goal of being a qualified soy sauce party member, from the original to the present
We're getting bigger, what do we rely on? It relies on the spirit of Xiaoqiang who can't be killed. The more frustrated we are, the stronger we become, so strong that the screen can't fit our soy sauce party mark
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There was a young girl in the town who was pregnant, and her parents asked the girl who the father of the child was.
The girl was forced to be helpless, saying that the child's father was a monk in a nearby temple, and after the child was born, the family held the child and found the monk.
The monk only said, "That's it! Then he silently took the child.
Since then, the monk has been begging for milk from house to house with the child in his arms. The town exploded, and everything was said. The monks were pointed at and even insulted.
A year later, the girl couldn't stand the inner torment and admitted that the child's father was another person and had nothing to do with the monk.
The girl and her family were ashamed to find the monk, and saw that the monk was very haggard, but the child was fat in vain.
The girl was full of guilt. The monk replied lightly, "That's the case! And he gave the child back to the maiden.
The eminent monk was wrongfully discredited, but he never defended himself, why?
The eminent monk said, "The monks regard fame and fortune as something outside the body. It doesn't matter if I'm misunderstood.
I can solve the girl's plight and save a small life, which is a good deed. ”
When we are misunderstood, we spend a lot of time trying to defend ourselves.
But it didn't work. Nobody will listen, no one will want to listen. People make judgments based on what they hear and understand, and everybody is actually very stubborn.
If he understands you
It will understand you at the beginning
Understand you from beginning to end
Instead of listening to your confession and understanding.
Rather than trying hard and painfully to reverse someone else's judgment
It's better to bear it silently and give others a little more time and space.
Save the effort of justification to realize your own long-term life value.
Crossing others is like crossing oneself.
The crossing has also been a ferryman.
If you can't see it, you carry it.
If you can't put it down, just remember it.
If you can't bear it, you will keep it.
Wait for the day..
I couldn't move my back, so I looked away
I couldn't remember clearly, so I put it down
If you can't keep it, you can give it up
Therefore, there are some things that should not be too careful, open one eye, close one eye, and it will pass.
Cherish the people in front of you and do what is in front of you. Everything was wonderful
It's cloudy and it doesn't necessarily rain.
Breaking up is not necessarily the saddest.
Hate doesn't have to last a lifetime.
Disappointment does not have to be despair.
Facing it, it is not necessarily the saddest.
Loneliness is not necessarily unhappy.
You don't have to keep it.
Silence does not have to be indifference.
To lose is not necessarily to have it again.
Failure does not necessarily mean giving up.
Miracles don't have to come crash.
Rely on yourself in everything
Don't cry poor, because no one will give you money
Don't shout tired because no one will do it for you
Don't want to cry because people don't care
Don't throw in the towel, because no one wants you to win
Don't rely on people, because only you are the most reliable
Don't beg, because others are waiting to see the joke
Don't be downcast, because there are a bunch of people waiting to fall into the well
Don't look back, because you're looking at an unrepaired rift
Don't be worried, because you will only frown but be in your heart
Do not bow your head, for there is no gold on the ground, only stones
Don't force it, because the fruit is hard picked, there is no sweetness
Meet people who love you and learn to be grateful.