The light in the box was dim, and the warm light seemed to be able to dispel all the cold, and everything in the past came to Gu Qiqi's mind.

Unlike that time, in addition to the familiar taste, Xia Yan's body also had a slight smell of alcohol.

He was a little drunk, Gu Qiqi knew how much he liked himself, and she also knew. It's just a pity that it's already too late and useless.

"Xia Yan, you hurt me." Gu Qiqi struggled uncomfortably, a little uncomfortable with the strength of his arms.

"I won't let go, if I let you go, you'll never come back to me." This is what Xia Yan thought in his heart, if he hadn't let go of her at the beginning, wouldn't they be like this between them? He had always wanted to say it, but he never dared to say it.

Today, he said what was in his heart, but he didn't get the response he wanted.

"We can't go back, we can't go back." Gu Qiqi knew Xia Yan's feelings for herself, and it was precisely because she knew that she couldn't blame him.

"No, it won't." Xia Yan immediately interrupted her, shook his head, and the force in his hand increased a little, but because he was afraid of hurting her, Xia Yan was also trying his best to restrain himself.

Gu Qiqi knew that Xia Yan was drunk now, and no matter how much he told him, it would be useless. She struggled to distance themselves from each other, but the two of them stepped back together.

Soon, Gu Qiqi was sandwiched between him and the table. One of Gu Qiqi's hands subconsciously went to support it, and then he touched a slightly cold thing. She looked back, and then with a ruthless heart, she picked up the wine bottle and knocked it on Xia Yan's head.

The sound of the wine bottle hitting his brain sounded, followed by Xia Yan's let go of his embrace. Gu Qiqi just watched Xia Yan lose consciousness, and then slowly collapsed.

If it was Gu Qiqi in the past, she might still smile and say that the quality of the wine bottle was really good, but at this time, she really couldn't laugh.

"I'm sorry." Looking at Xia Yan who fell to the ground, Gu Qiqi finally couldn't help but squat on the ground and cry. There have been so many things happening in the past few days, and these things have overwhelmed her.

The grievances that were oppressed in her heart all poured out at this moment, turned into tears, slid down her cheeks, dripped on the ground, and splashed tears.

Gu Qiqi struggled to help Xia Yan onto the sofa, and then panicked and found the medicine box. Because she was so nervous at the time, the strength in her hand was still heavier.

The place on Xia Yan's head that was hit by the wine bottle was still bleeding a little. Gu Qiqi's hands trembled and stopped the bleeding, disinfected, and bandaged him. In this process, Gu Qiqi's mood also slowly stabilized.

Except for her red, swollen eyes and the reddened tip of her nose, there seemed to be nothing else to prove that she had cried.

"I'm sorry." Gu Qiqi sat on the ground, leaning back on the sofa, looking at the front in a distracted manner, muttering to himself.

The sky outside darkened quickly, I don't know if it was because the moon didn't want to see this scene, so there seemed to be no light outside, and Gu Qiqi, who was dark, panicked.

"Why apologize." A slightly hoarse voice came from behind him, and the startled Gu Qiqi immediately looked over, and saw Xia Yan, who had been lying down, with his eyes closed, and realized that she had seen it, so he opened his eyes and looked at her.

The bottom of his eyes was very deep, and in that depth, there was a strange despair of Gu Qiqi. But has she really never seen it? In her memory, she seemed to have seen it again. When was that?

Gu Qiqi thought about it for a long time before he remembered that day...... The day they broke up.

"Why apologize." Xia Yan watched her look at herself like this, and asked again.

"I'm sorry." But Gu Qiqi didn't answer, just looked at him sadly, the two looked at each other for a long time, and finally Xia Yan staggered his eyes.

He put his hand on his forehead, looked at the ceiling, and said, "You don't have to apologize, I know you wanted me to calm down, that's why you did that." ”

When Gu Qiqi heard him say this, he hurriedly said, "I didn't mean this ......"

"No, you don't have to say any more." Xia Yan hurriedly interrupted her, he closed his eyes, as if he wanted to make Gu Qiqi stop talking about it in this way.

Of course she knew, but, she still had to say.

"When we broke up, I really didn't get out of it for a long time. I even thought at one point that I wouldn't like someone again......"

"Don't say any more." How well Xia Yan knew her, even if she didn't say it, he knew that there were just a lot of things that he didn't want to admit.

"Until I met Lu Shen......" Gu Qiqi looked at Xia Yan with a smile, this smile was very complicated, with guilt for him, some longing for the future, but he didn't like him.

"I beg you, don't say it."

Xia Yan's hand clenched violently, and the green tendons burst out a little, and he tried his best to endure it with his eyes closed. It was a long time before his hand was released.

He slowly opened his eyes, looked at the ceiling in distraction, and asked, "You really like him so much?" ”

"Yes."

After tossing for so long, Xia Yan's wound also cracked a little. Gu Qiqi asked him to sit up straight, and then helped him treat his wounds. The wound, which had healed somewhat, had cracked open and stained the bandage a little bloody.

"I still have to pay attention to one thing these days, the wound is a little cracked, but the problem is not very big, just rest for a while." Gu Qiqi lowered his head and dealt with it, not looking at Xia Yan's eyes that fell on his face.

"And will you stay by my side and take care of me all the time?" Xia Yan hid his expectations in his heart and didn't dare to show them, like this, he could deceive himself after Gu Qiqi rejected him, in fact, he was just joking, he didn't really want her to accompany him.

Sure enough, Gu Qiqi hesitated. She opened her mouth, not knowing what she wanted to say, but she was interrupted by Xia Yan, and he said with a smile, "I will take a good rest of my body." ”

"In the past few days, you have been having a good time in the country, don't you have a lot of places you want to go? You can take advantage of this time to have fun. As for the rest, you can take care of it yourself. Gu Qiqi didn't dare to look at his smile, his smile seemed to be no different from before at first glance, but if you look closely, you can see the loneliness.

Gu Qiqi stood up, sorted out the bloody bandages and medicines and other things, and then put them aside, and during the whole process, she didn't look at Xia Yan.

Even so, she could sense that Xia Yan's smile dimmed when she said what was going on. He just looked at the place where she had been standing, and did not speak for a long time.

"It's not too early, you should rest early." Gu Qiqi stood next to the medicine box, looked down at the floor, and said slowly for a long time.

With that, she went out with her things. Just when Gu Qiqi's hand touched the doorknob, Xia Yan, who had been silent behind him, suddenly said, "Can I see you again tomorrow?" ”

Listening, Gu Qiqi's eyes also dimmed, she looked at the handle for a while, and then said with a smile, "Rest early." ”

After saying that, she opened the door and left directly.

On the other side of the door, Xia Yan kept staring at the place where she left, looking at it for a long time, like a sculpture, motionless. Gu Qiqi leaned against the door and leaned for a while before leaving.

Some things are better when it comes to being straightforward.

The sky is getting darker and darker, and the land without moonlight, relying only on neon lights, is actually a little dizzy. Gu Qiqi walked out alone and walked on the road for a long time.

Although the weather is not very good today, there are no fewer pedestrians on the road. The sky was unconsciously cold, and the people who were traveling together were closer.

Among them, there are some couples.

They walked past Gu Qiqi in a fight, leaving her with only envy.

"That movie is so good, you can actually fall asleep watching it, I really convinced you." The girl glared at the boy dissatisfiedly and said.

"Yes, I was wrong, I won't be next time." The boy looked at the girl flatteringly, and his eyes and tone were full of tenderness visible to the naked eye.

"If it was Lu Shen's guy, he would definitely not coax me so gently." This sentence suddenly popped up, and Gu Qiqi trembled in fright, to be precise, it was a guy called missing, which made her tremble.

"Next time we go to eat that Malatang, okay?"

"Why do you always have to eat all that junk food?"

"How can Malatang be junk food?"

……

"It's cold, let's go back early." Gu Qiqi retracted his envious eyes, shrank his body, rubbed his hands on his arms, and said with a smile.

However, after she finished speaking, a gust of wind blew, and an abnormal coldness came from her face.

Gu Qiqi reached out to touch it, but she touched a little warmth, she looked at it, and saw tears on her fingertips. She looked at it distractedly, and then cried silently.

She really misses him.

Unexpectedly lively street, few people noticed a girl standing by a bush on the side of the road, crying. Probably because the girl didn't cry out loud, probably because she tried her best to hold herself back from showing cowardice.

"I miss you so much, if only you were around." Gu Qiqi shouted in his heart.

It's not that she is not so strong that she is invulnerable, especially after meeting him, Gu Qiqi has a reason to be weak. It's just that she had to make herself strong again and face those alone.

In a small corner not far away, a man watched silently, and for a long time he turned his back, leaning against the wall, not looking at her. He looked up at the sky, but today the sky has no stars, no moon, only gray clouds.

"Good night." He muttered to himself, and when he looked at her again, his eyes were still full of unconcealable admiration.

Probably because of the bad weather, the night was extraordinarily long, as if it had been a long time and had not waited for dawn.